secretly like him

After entering the room, Gu Xun immediately closed the door and locked it, looked at the chair in front of the desk, and finally chose to sit by the bed.

Taking a deep breath, Gu Xun carefully cut the envelope with scissors.

All the photos poured out of the envelope, Gu Xun held his breath and slowly looked at each one.

Most of them are landscapes, and there are obvious Western-style buildings. Finally, he saw Shen Yanzhi.

Only then did Gu Xun take a deep breath, the feeling of his chest being filled made him reluctant to look away.

He stared for a long time, as if he could see a flower in the photo.

The Shen Yanzhi in the photo was dressed differently from the ones he had seen before, wearing a tuxedo, like the noble young master he saw on TV.

There was no smile on his face, he just looked at the camera calmly, but Gu Xun could tell at a glance that he was actually unhappy.

Gu Xun couldn't help muttering in a low voice: "There's no one who doesn't smile when sending a photo..."

Gu Xun felt that if he sent a photo to Ayan, he would definitely laugh as much as he could, and he would definitely not take a picture of someone with a blank face.

That's what he said, but he couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart.

It's not because Shen Yanzhi hasn't contacted him for so long, nor is it because it took so long to receive a photo of his sweetheart not smiling.

But Gu Xun knows that Ayan is very unhappy now.

In the past, Ayan often laughed, whether it was out of politeness or something, but he was always smiling, but now...

Gu Xun pursed his mouth, feeling his eye sockets were warm, and subconsciously turned the photo over.

Caught off guard, four words came into view.

【I miss you. 】

Gu Xun's tears came down all at once, and he didn't even bother to wipe his tears for a while, just kept crying.

It's pretty unpromising, but it's really too uncomfortable, and I can't help it.

After finally waiting for this energy to pass, Gu Xun complained in a hoarse voice: "I don't know how to write more..."

How can there be such a thing, just say that I miss him very much.

No matter what, I should write about how I am now!Are you doing well, where is it, at least... at least let him know a little more...

Gu Xun hugged the photos, and slowly lay down on the bed. He was very careful not to break the photos.

But he just doesn't want to put them away so quickly, he wants to feel more.

He looked over those four words over and over, and Shen Yanzhi's face that didn't smile was lightly touched by his fingertips countless times.

Later, Gu Xun was afraid that the photo would be damaged by him, so he didn't dare to touch it more.

He didn't know how long it had been, but he was finally willing to pack up those treasures and put them in the drawer containing the diary and the ring.

Then, Gu Xun sat down at the desk, took out today's tasks, and started to fight.

He dare not be lazy, every bit of time is precious to him.

After Shen Yanzhi was not around, Gu Xun clearly felt that his little cleverness was not enough, so he could only work harder than others.

Time seems to pass slowly, but also seems to pass quickly.

On the day of the opening ceremony of the second year of high school, Gu Xun looked at the representative of the freshmen who was talking on the stage, thinking that the person who went up last time was Shen Yanzhi.

Chen Feifei beside him poked him: "What are you thinking?"

Gu Xun came back to his senses and said, "It's nothing."

Chen Feifei had never experienced it with him, but Wang Xiaosong had been there and was an insider, so he also poked Chen Feifei next door.

Chen Feifei moved over, and the two of them bit their ears for a while, and they knew about it anyway.

Gu Xun was not afraid that Chen Feifan would know, but he could think of such things as Shen Yanzhi when he saw a freshman representative speak casually, so it was a bit embarrassing to say it from his own mouth.

In fact, the atmosphere in Class One today is not good. To be more specific, it should be that the atmosphere in Class One is not good.

Because after the opening ceremony, they will start dividing classes when they return to class.

Although the intention to classify was already counted in the first semester of high school, the atmosphere was still a bit sad on the day when it was really time to classify.

Gu Xun saw that several little girls were crying, and suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, feeling that his nose was sour.

Min Yibo stood on the podium and cleared his throat. He has not seen this kind of scene uncommonly during the years of teaching, but it is inevitable that he was a little touched.

Science class [-] was still in the original classroom of class [-], and Gu Xun and the others stayed where they were, including Xu Meng.

Xu Meng's eyes were red from crying, and Wang Xiaosong was comforting clumsily by her side. He had lost a lot of weight, so he didn't look so unsuitable by Xu Meng's side.

Gu Xun was still a little sad at first, but after being poked by Chen Feifei to watch the excitement, the sadness disappeared a lot.

He was watching the excitement, when he heard someone calling him, "Gu Xun!"

As soon as Gu Xun looked up, he saw Shi Juntao rushing into the classroom. He was about to say hello when he saw a familiar figure in the crowd behind him.

Gu Xun: "..."

Chen Feifei: "Tsk tsk, what a wicked fate..."

Isn't it Nie Yuan? There are so many classes in the arts and sciences, but Shi Juntao and Song Xinxin are in the same class as him. Don't be too embarrassed!

Gu Xun swallowed, and asked, "Is it too late for me to apply for the second shift?"

Chen Feifan: "...I think King Min will definitely not let him go."

In fact, that's what Gu Xun said, can he really tell Min Yibo that he wants to change classes because he is afraid of having conflicts with his brother due to emotional disputes!

Gu Xun felt that if he dared to say this, his mother would blow his head off in the end.

However, later developments proved that Gu Xun was worrying for nothing. Even if Song Xinxin still liked him, she was still a little girl with face and self-respect. How could she lower her face and come to him again and again.

Not to mention that they came to him, they didn't even communicate with normal classmates.

While Gu Xun breathed a sigh of relief, he also felt a little sorry. In fact, the little girl didn't do anything, but he made him so embarrassing before.

Although Ayan said that if he doesn't like him, he can't give him hope...

Ok? ? ?

Gu Xun suddenly seemed to have grasped something, and was stunned for a long time. He pondered over and over again the situation that day.

For a moment, I felt as if I had discovered a new continent, and I couldn't believe it.

But in the end, he collapsed on the table laughing and couldn't stop for a long time.

Chen Feifei was terrified by him: "What are you doing? Have you taken laughing medicine?"

It's not that Chen Feifei made a big fuss, it's because Gu Xun has really changed a lot compared to before, and Chen Feifan hasn't seen him smiling like this for a long time.

Seeing it suddenly now, I'm really not used to it.

Gu Xun pursed his lips and was still smiling, but shook his head without saying anything, but his eyes were particularly bright.

Chen Feifan wanted to ask, but after seeing the light in his eyes, he swallowed his words again.

Although curiosity is very strong, the reason is not the most important after all, as long as he is really happy.

Compared with the life of the first year of high school, the most obvious change is that the evening self-study time has been delayed for another half an hour, and it has been changed to 09:30.

Others didn't seem to have changed much. As for the fact that the friends complained about more homework, Gu Xun adapted well.

It was evening self-study, and Gu Xun and Wang Xiaosong walked back slowly, reciting texts and slapping mosquitoes all the way, which was quite lively.

Wang Xiaosong just couldn't figure out how to spell a word, and his eyes were all over the world, hoping to see something that would give him a flash of inspiration.

Then, he suddenly felt as if the pause button had been pressed.

Gu Xun was waiting for him, and when he felt him stop suddenly, he turned his face to look at him, and then found Wang Xiaosong's expression as if he had seen a ghost.

Following his line of sight, Gu Xun also stayed where he was.

He even stopped breathing, afraid that even a little movement would break everything he saw at this moment. He was a little afraid, afraid that this was a dream.

How could he see him if it wasn't in a dream?

Not far away, under a street lamp, stood a familiar person.

He is a little taller than when he left, his figure is more upright, his face has also changed slightly, there is a somewhat mature outline between his eyebrows and eyes, but what remains unchanged is that he is still so good-looking.

Gu Xun thought, his Ayan is so pretty.

Under Gu Xun's unblinking gaze, Shen Yanzhi walked towards him step by step.

The eyes of the two are intertwined, as if everything in the world no longer exists, and they can only see each other.

Wang Xiaosong came back to his senses. He looked at Shen Yanzhi and then at Gu Xun. He felt that it would be a shock if he stayed any longer, so he immediately said, "I'm leaving first!"

It ran away in a flash, and the speed was amazing.

Shen Yanzhi finally stood in front of Gu Xun, his eyes were full of strong emotions.

Gu Xun was almost suffocating himself, he couldn't help but took a deep breath.

But the person in front of him did not disappear, he looked at himself intently.

Gu Xun wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, his throat choked, and he couldn't even speak a complete sentence.

Shen Yanzhi hugged him into his arms, the strength caused Gu Xun to be strangled so painfully, but he likes this kind of pain, this pain makes him feel real.

This Shen Yanzhi did not come from a dream.

Gu Xun couldn't speak, so he could only hug him back forcefully.

Shen Yanzhi also didn't speak for a long time, as if time had stopped.

Gu Xun closed his eyes, and prayed to Jesus, Buddha, and Sanqing Taoist priests in his heart, hoping that time would really stop like this, so that this person would be here forever.

Neither of them spoke, they just hugged like this.

It was still very hot and there was no wind, but no one felt uncomfortable, and everyone was satisfied.

After a long time, Shen Yanzhi said: "I just said that puppy love is not good."

His voice was suppressed: "Look, I can't even make my own decisions about things like wanting to be with you forever."

Gu Xun choked up with sobs almost instantly, and hugged Shen Yanzhi back hard, trying to tell him those things that he couldn't say because he was too excited, with the strength of the hug.

Shen Yanzhi's voice was trembling, and he asked cautiously, "Ah Xun, can you wait for me?"

Gu Xun sobbed and nodded hard, he will wait, how long he will wait, will wait forever, as long as Shen Yanzhi will come back.

Then he felt something was wrong again, so he shook his head suddenly, suppressed the choking forcibly, and jumped out word by word: "No, I..."

Shen Yanzhi's expression changed instantly.

Gu Xun was so anxious that he bit his tongue out of nowhere, and finally endured the pain before saying the whole thing: "I won't wait for you, I will go find you."

No matter where it is, there is no reason for him to wait for him, and there is no reason for Ayan to work hard alone.

Gu Xun held back his tears: "Let's work hard together."

No matter how far away he is, he will work hard.

Gu Xun buried his face in Shen Yanzhi's neck: "As long as you still like me,"

Shen Yanzhi's heart seemed to be tightly clenched, feeling sweet and sour, how could he not like it?

This is his Ah Xun, this is his little sun.