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Gu Xun was so anxious for his brother, who would have thought that the moment he turned his face away, his mother would pick up the phone and go to another place to answer the call!

Gu Xun wanted to follow up and listen, but was held back by Shen Yanzhi.

Chen Feifei also just said: "Don't listen, I must not come back during the Chinese New Year, let the godmother take good care of me."

After hearing this, Gu Xun immediately became displeased: "Why can't you think about the good things!"

Chen Feifan curled his lips, he had thought of a good place, but it turned out.

Gu Xun just wanted to break away from Shen Yanzhi's hand and go to his mother to find out what happened.

What she never expected was that Shen Lan came back with a phone in her hand, with a smile on her face and a very cheerful look.

Gu Xun immediately threw an elbow towards Chen Feifei: "Look at my mother's expression!"

This is definitely a good thing!

Of course, Chen Feifei also saw it, but he still restrained himself from doing anything, and just watched Shen Lan to see what she would say.

Shen Lan walked over and put the phone into Chen Feifan's hand: "Fanfan! Your mother is coming back for the New Year! Come on, tell her a few words!"

A look of astonishment flashed across Chen Feifan's face, and he hesitated to bring the hand holding the phone to his ear, but was urged by Shen Lan again before he put it to his ear and said "Hello".

The woman on the other end of the phone spoke in a hurry, but her voice was gentle, apologetic and cautious.

Chen Feifei responded in a voice, his tense back gradually relaxed, and the expression on his face softened a lot.

The woman's voice stopped, and suddenly let out a choked sob: "Fanfan..."

Chen Feifei couldn't help but have a sore nose: "Mom, don't worry, I'm fine."

He comforted in a low voice, not mature enough for his age, and made the woman on the other end of the phone cry.

It took a long time to talk, but no one bothered.

After hanging up the phone, Gu Xun came out to cheer up the atmosphere: "Mom! Look how handsome the three of us are dressed like this!"

As he spoke, he dragged Chen Feifei over, stopped his shoulders and approached his mother.

Shen Lan was still a little sad at first, but she laughed when he made such a fuss, and muttered: "You are the only one who is stinky!"

Gu Xun giggled, then turned his head to look at Shen Yanzhi, and his eyes met him.

Gu Xun dodged for a moment, but finally returned him with a big smile.

Although they didn't mention it, both of them knew what happened just now, but it didn't happen after all, and neither of them wanted to mention it first.

Two days after the phone call, Aunt Liu came to pick up Chen Feifei and said that she would come back to spend the New Year with Shen Lan and the others.

Although Gu Xun was very happy for Chen Feifei, what followed immediately was that the hidden worry became more and more intense, and the Chinese New Year was coming soon.

Will there be anyone from Ayan's house?

When this thought comes up, it's like a small thorn in my heart, maybe it will hurt a little.

The closer to the Chinese New Year, the stronger Gu Xun's uneasiness.

On the day of the New Year's Eve, when I saw a luxury car parked in front of my house, all my premonitions were finally confirmed.

It was the first time in Gu Xun's life that he knew that his hands were so cold that he was completely numb.

Shen Yanzhi stood with him, holding his hand tightly.

The driver of the luxury car got down and helped open the door, and Shen Mojin, who had met once, got out of the car.

Shen Mojin walked in front of them and said to Shen Yanzhi, "I'll take you home."

Hearing what he said, Shen Yanzhi almost sneered, his face seemed to be carved out of ice at this moment, and he asked forcefully and ironically, "What if I don't leave?"

Shen Mojin looked at him and found that he seemed to be coming for real, so he smiled lightly: "So naive?"

Shen Yanzhi pursed his lips tightly, but did not say anything.

Shen Mojin nodded to Gu Jingyuan and his wife at the back, and after glancing at Gu Xun, he said, "Come with me."

It's unnecessary to go into too much detail with a smart person. If Shen Yanzhi refuses to leave, it's really a matter of talking, and it's not just as simple as going with him.

Gu Xun felt that at that moment, the strength of Shen Yanzhi's hand holding him almost crushed his hand bones.

But then, the somewhat terrifying strength gradually relaxed.

Shen Yanzhi tightened his jaw, stiffly, and let go of Gu Xun's hand little by little.

Gu Xun wanted to turn around and grab his hand, but Shen Yanzhi strode towards the car the next moment, and got into the car without looking back.

Gu Xun stood there stupidly, staring blankly at Shen Mojin saying goodbye to his parents, as if he was talking to him again.

But he didn't listen to it at all, and just looked at the window on the closed door stupidly.

A protective film was pasted on the windows, so that the inside of the car could not be seen at all.

But his Ayan is inside...

After Shen Mojin got into the car, he asked Shen Yanzhi: "Will you say goodbye to him?"

Shen Yanzhi didn't look out the window, there was no expression on his face, but his eyes were a little bit red.

Shen Mojin restrained the little teasing that was still there, leaned back in the seat with some disinterest, and said, "Drive."

After a long time, he said again: "There will always be a day when you can make up your own mind, don't be ignorant of the importance."

Shen Yanzhi didn't look at him, but his fists were clenched tightly.

There will always be such a day.

Gu Xun stood in front of the door for a long time, and the cold wind almost blew him into a wooden stake. When Shen Lan couldn't stand it anymore and dragged him into the house, he was still stupid.

Seeing him like this, Shen Lan felt distressed, and thought of the child she had raised for half a year, who left just like that, and didn't know if she would see him again in the future, so she couldn't hold it back, so she hugged Gu Xun and started crying.

Gu Jingyuan was flustered by their mother and son, and kept trying to persuade him: "Don't cry, don't cry, it's not that you won't see each other anymore, it's convenient to go anywhere now, if you really want to see each other, you won't see each other!"

Shen Lan was even more sad after hearing this: "What do you know!"

Gu Jingyuan choked: "...what?"

Is there anything wrong with his words?

Shen Lan hugged Gu Xun and cried for a while, making Gu Jingyuan cry again in panic, and then said: "Where are you going when Yanyan is going! The older generation of their family immigrated out!"

Gu Jingyuan really didn't know that there was still this problem, but he was only surprised for a moment when he heard her say this: "What's the matter, it's convenient to go abroad now! I'll wait for a holiday later, why don't we go abroad together for a while?"

Listening to these, Gu Xun felt empty and at a loss in his heart.

So far away...

He raised his hand and patted Shen Lan's back: "Mom, don't cry."

He spoke calmly, but his voice was extremely hoarse.

Shen Lan was taken aback, and quickly wiped away her tears and asked, "Did the blower blow just now? Does your throat hurt?"

Gu Xun wanted to speak again, but couldn't speak. He looked at Shen Lan's concerned and anxious face, and forced a smile.

Seeing that he was laughing like he was crying, Shen Lan immediately had a sore nose, and hurriedly searched for cold medicine for him, fearing that if she cried again, Gu Xun would also be sad.

Gu Xun silently took the medicine given by his mother, and then went back to his room.

He closed the door directly, lay down on the bed, and put the quilt over his head.

On the quilt and pillow, there seemed to be that person's breath, but the place around him was empty.

Gu Xun slowly rolled up his body under the quilt, trying hard to fall asleep.

Maybe one wakes up and finds that everything today was just a dream?

On the night of the New Year's Eve, Gu Xun didn't eat dinner and slept until the next morning.

Chen Feifan went to Gu's house with his mother to celebrate the New Year, and only after entering the door did he know that Shen Yanzhi was taken home yesterday. He immediately asked, "Where's my brother?"

Shen Lan's face was a little tired: "It's still on the bed, go and have a look."

Chen Feifan immediately ran to Gu Xun's bedroom, and when he opened the door, he found that Gu Xun, who was sleeping on the lower bunk, had wrapped himself up completely, as if he wanted to suffocate himself to death in the quilt.

Chen Feifei didn't dare to touch him easily, so he called out cautiously, "Brother?"

The quilt moved, and Chen Feifei continued his efforts: "Then what...the godmother called you to get up and eat..."

The quilt moved again, and after a while, Gu Xun poked his head out from under the quilt, his hair was messed up, and his face was not energetic.

But the overall appearance is much better than what Chen Feifei thought, and his eyes are not swollen from crying.

But very soon, Chen Feifei discovered that Gu Xun might as well just cry with his eyes swollen like this!

He would seem to have lost his soul. Although he would listen to everything, he just didn't have any energy.

Chen Feifei grabbed Gu Xun who was about to go out: "You can't do this!"

Gu Xun looked at him, as if he was a little dazed, and finally said suddenly: "Why does this dream keep waking up?"

His voice is still hoarse and unpleasant, but it makes people feel bitter when listening to it.

Chen Feifan was really distressed and uncomfortable for a while, he opened his mouth, and finally choked out a sentence: "Doesn't he have a mobile phone! He also knows the number at home! There is also a computer at home! You can call him, or he can call Ah! Anyway... Anyway, as long as we keep in touch..."

After all, Chen Feifei was worried that the adults would hear what they said, but the meaning was already very clear.

It's very convenient to contact now, as long as you have the heart, as long as you don't change your mind, it's just that people are not together!

They are still young, but they will grow up eventually!When the wings are hard, how can I not go!

Gu Xun's eyes lit up for a moment, and he rushed to the phone almost immediately and began to dial the number. The speed in his hand was so fast that he didn't even have to think about it, the string of numbers had already been engraved in his heart.

It was just a cold notification sound coming from the receiver.

The light in Gu Xun's eyes went out little by little, and he turned to look at Chen Feifei: "It's turned off."

This result is actually not too surprising, but after verification, it is still sad.

He took a deep breath and said, "I didn't even say 'goodbye' to Ayan."

What made him uncomfortable was not only that they were separated, but what made him even more uncomfortable was that yesterday he couldn't even say "goodbye" to him.

Gu Xun has confidence in himself and Shen Yanzhi, he knows that one day, the word "goodbye" will no longer be used just to say goodbye.

But at that time, how could he be so useless, he didn't even have the courage to say "goodbye" to him.

He just stood there, stupidly watching the car drive away.

He should at least say "goodbye" to Ayan, at least let him know that he will work hard alone, so that he can rest assured.

But he didn't do anything, only heard that Ayan was going to leave, and he panicked.

How could he, how could he be so useless...

Chen Feifan didn't know how to comfort him, his words seemed so pale at the moment, he could only stay by his side in silence, hoping that this energy would pass quickly, and that Gu Xun would cheer up soon.

Gu Xun pulled himself together faster than Chen Feifan imagined. It didn't take long before he cheered up and helped the adults prepare the New Year's Eve dinner together.

It's just that Chen Feifei can feel that Gu Xun has changed compared with before. This change is something deep in his bones, invisible and intangible, but it is a real change.