secretly like him

Shen Yanzhi just made a very simple statement, and his tone didn't fluctuate too much, but the waves in Gu Xun's heart were ups and downs.

He didn't know how to comfort him, all words seemed so powerless at this moment.

In the end, all the heartache turned into a low whisper: "Ayan..."

Shen Yanzhi tightened the hands holding him, as if he wanted to melt Gu Xun into his body, like a survivor grasping a driftwood in the sea.

He buried his face in Gu Xun's neck and said after a long time, "That day, I was waiting..."

Shen Yanzhi's words stopped halfway, and the silence was longer than before.

Finally, he said: "I'm waiting, who will take me home."

Gu Xun's tears fell instantly, and he really couldn't hold it back.

He couldn't imagine how Ayan would feel when he heard the news.

All expectations fell through again, and no one of those two people would take him home again.

Gu Xun gritted his teeth and swallowed all the crying, he could only hug Shen Yanzhi back harder, wanting to give him all his strength.

Now that the words have been spoken, the next step seems to be much easier.

Shen Yanzhi's originally tense body gradually relaxed, and he leaned on Gu Xun with confidence, absorbing strength and warmth.

He said: "When I first got custody, they all made great efforts to accompany me..."

So, that day he used to look forward to it.

Even though he has been disappointed so many times, even if there is only a little bit of expectation left, he still...

Still looking forward to it.

But on that day, I can no longer even look forward to it.

The whole world knew the news before him. Passers-by were crying on TV, and memorial candles and flower bouquets filled the streets.

Everyone was busy, he only got a cold notification, and he watched everything in place.

He seemed to be cut off from everything, just a bystander.

Gu Xun couldn't hold back any longer, and said while sobbing: "Ayan, I like you, I will like you more than everyone else, and I will always be with you..."

So don't be sad, okay, you should be happy too, okay?

I give you all my happiness!

He was crying so much that he was almost out of oxygen, but he still insisted, "I know, the current guarantee may be useless, but you believe me... believe me, okay? I didn't just say it casually, I mean it..."

Shen Yanzhi raised his head, and kissed him lightly on the eyes.

Tears are printed on the lips, salty but sweet.

Shen Yanzhi inhaled lightly, and slowly coaxed him: "I believe it, don't cry."

If in this world, even the person in front of you can't believe it, then what other people and things can be real?

Gu Xun felt relieved when he heard that he believed it, and couldn't stop at all.

He held back for a long time and said, "I can't stop... just treat it like that, and forget about your share of crying!"

Although the words were a bit funny, he couldn't actually laugh at all.

As if he really wanted to cry all the tears in his heart for Shen Yanzhi, Gu Xun's eyes were swollen from crying, and his nose was dripping down, making it impossible to see.

But just like this, Shen Yanzhi felt that there would be no one in this world who could be more real and cuter than Gu Xun.

He took a tissue from the table next to him, and wiped Gu Xun's tears and nose little by little, and didn't care if it got on his hands.

On the contrary, Gu Xun felt embarrassed, and gradually stopped his tears, and wanted to wipe his tears and blow his nose along the way.

In the end, Shen Yanzhi was very persistent, stopped his hand, and wiped it for him seriously.

Gu Xun: "...I want to blow my nose."

Although it is quite disruptive to the atmosphere, but you can't blow it anymore!

Shen Yanzhi nodded, took two tissues and covered his nose with his hands, and said, "Blow it."

Gu Xun: "..."

Not to mention how difficult this operation is, the shame that needs to be overcome in this matter is simply invincible!

Gu Xun: "...Handsome guy, can you spread your overflowing love in another place?"

It's not romantic to help blow your nose!He doesn't want to go through it at all!He doesn't want to be watched by someone he likes blowing his nose!

Seeing that he couldn't be coaxed, Shen Yanzhi had to give Gu Xun the tissue.

Gu Xun took the paper and wanted to blow it out, but in front of the person he liked, he still had some shame, so he said to Shen Yanzhi, "Don't stare at me!"

Shen Yanzhi turned his head sideways, and Gu Xun immediately blew his nose thoroughly.

then……

Gu Xun: "..."

Is there some amnestic spell in this world?Knock Ayan unconscious now, will he still remember his earth-shattering sound of blowing his nose later?

Will he see himself in the future, the sound effect in his head is that movement!

Gu Xun's heart of a young boy made of emerald glass, was hit by the loud sound of blowing his nose, and it was full of cracks, which looked like it was about to shatter.

Shen Yanzhi called him: "A Xun."

Gu Xun: "Huh?"

Shen Yanzhi looked at him with gentle and focused eyes: "I haven't told you?"

Gu Xun was confused: "What?"

Shen Yanzhi put his face close to him, and put his forehead against his forehead: "Did I say 'thank you' to you?"

Gu Xun: "...Thank you for what???"

Handsome guy, give me some hints!

There seemed to be stars in Shen Yanzhi's eyes, but Gu Xun could see clearly that he was still there.

Shen Yanzhi said, "Thank you for liking me."

Gu Xun's face was so hot that he was dying, he was so confused by him, and he replied with a twitch: "No thanks! It should be!"

Shen Yanzhi pursed his lips and revealed a shallow smile.

His little sun, always so warm, seems to heal all wounds.

He gently rubbed the tip of his nose with Gu Xun: "Ah Xun, thank you, thank you for liking me."

Gu Xun didn't convulse this time and said he should, he felt the heat on his cheeks still rising, and his heartbeat was also very fast.

He said: "Then I thank you too, thank you for liking me too."

Both of them seemed very stupid, thanking each other.

But it is the most real mood.

The two of them huddled together in the lower bunk, which was not too spacious, head to head, like little animals huddled together to keep each other warm.

The one who contributes the heat is actually Gu Xing, but he is still flattered, always asking: "Is it warm?"

After hearing this, Shen Yanzhi hugged him a little closer to her: "Well, it's warm."

The body is warm, but the heart is even warmer.

Hearing what he said, Gu Xun laughed, very terribly.

When Shen Yanzhi heard him laugh, he also smiled softly.

Then in the darkness, Gu Xun's stomach rang...

Gu Xun: "..."

It must have been an illusion just now, he was really not very hungry!

The belly of classmate Gu, who was not very hungry, rang again.

Gu Xun: "Um, I..."

Shen Yanzhi asked, "Going to eat?"

Gu Xun actually wanted to eat, after all, people are like iron rice or steel...

But thinking of the situation just now, Gu Xun was afraid that if he went out now, Shen Yanzhi would be embarrassed. Fanfan and the others must have already left, but his parents should not be asleep yet.

Gu Xun's hesitation was automatically translated into an answer by Shen Yanzhi, and he sat up: "Go, let's eat."

Gu Xun swallowed all the words that came to his lips, and decided that he would just do whatever Shen Yanzhi said.

Shen Yanzhi rubbed his head: "Don't think about it, I..."

He stopped in the middle of his speech before continuing: "I have you."

Sadness is not so easy to get over, but he has a care.

His little sun is very warm.

Gu Xun was teased half to death by him, and almost fell to the ground. If Shen Lan hadn't heard the movement and came to see them, Gu Xun felt that he would have jumped on him with a scream.

Obviously, Shen Lan had already discussed with Gu Jingyuan how to deal with it, so when she came over, her expression and tone were quite calm: "I left a meal for you, it's still hot..."

Shen Lan's voice froze, because she saw that her son's eyes were swollen and his nose was extremely red, obviously crying miserably.

Then look at Shen Yanzhi, who should be crying miserably according to common sense, his face is clean, and there is no sign of it...

This……

Gu Xun didn't even look in the mirror, he didn't know how eye-catching his appearance was. He heard his mother say that the food was still hot, so he dragged Shen Yanzhi and ran to the kitchen.

Shen Lan was still worried at first, but seeing that the two little ones were energetic enough to run to the kitchen, her heart calmed down a lot.

Then she thought about it and probably knew what was going on, her silly son...

Seeing her standing there, Gu Jingyuan came over and asked in a low voice, "How is the situation?"

Shen Lan was half relaxed and half funny: "Xun Xun's eyes are swollen from crying, but Yan Yan is fine, she seems to be in good spirits."

When Gu Jingyuan heard it, he was relieved and at the same time felt that his son was funny, but he just said: "Let's look for a soft heart."

Shen Lan nodded, glanced at the kitchen again, listened carefully to the movement, and heard that the children were speaking well, then she was completely relieved, and then she pretended to be quite calm and said: "Let's go to sleep, Let them make trouble on their own."

Gu Jingyuan knew her best, knew that she would feel relieved, so he said that, but he didn't point it out, just nodded: "Okay."

In the kitchen, Gu Xun was grinning, "Hey! It's cool!"

Shen Yanzhi wrapped ice cubes in a fresh-keeping bag and kitchen paper towels and applied them to his eyes: "Don't move, apply it for a while, or the swelling won't go away."

When Gu Xun heard the same thing, he stretched out his hand: "Give it to me, I'll make it myself, your hands are already cold, you go serve the meal!"

Shen Yanzhi laughed after hearing this, then put the ice cubes in his hand, and turned to get the warm food.

Gu Xun followed behind him, going back and forth between the kitchen and the dining room, like a follower.

When the serving was over, the two of them sat across from each other and started eating.

Gu Xun was really hungry, so he took half a bowl of rice in just a few mouthfuls.

Shen Yanzhi had no choice but to say: "Slow down, don't eat too fast."

Gu Xun: "...OK."

It is still quite difficult to restrain the instinct, but when Shen Yanzhi on the opposite side is chewing and swallowing slowly, with particularly beautiful movements, Gu Xun's rhythm can't help but also slow down.

Both of them were at the age when they could eat, even though Shen Lan had purposely stayed there, the battlefield was still cleaned very clean.

After Gu Xun drank the last sip of soup, he felt his whole body was reborn, from inside to outside, very satisfied.

He was lazily not wanting to move, but Shen Yanzhi had already packed the dishes.

Gu Xun just laughed: "Handsome guy, you are so virtuous!"

Shen Yanzhi bent down, leaned closer and asked, "Then, do you want to like me a little more?"

Looking at his gentle, smiling eyes, Gu Xun thought to himself, how could there be more.

No more.

Because I have already given you all my love...

But it was a bit embarrassing to say these words directly, so Gu Xun groaned, ready to ambiguous the question.

Shen Yanzhi moved a little closer: "Do you want it?"

Gu Xun: "..."