The male god is peeking at me again

In stark contrast to Lin Shuyu's affectionate gaze, there was no wave in Anze's eyes.

It was as if he had just finished a play.

When bowing to the audience, Lin Shuyu looked and looked at Anze beside him, but couldn't see anything from his face.

After changing clothes, Lin Shuyu did not give up.He followed behind Anze, and when he walked to a remote corner, he shouted, "Anze."

The next show has already started.The crew is busy behind the scenes, and the audience's attention is all on the new show.Lin Shuyu and An Ze stood in this dark corner, even if they really said everything, no one would notice.

Anze stopped and looked back at him, without speaking.

"Anze, I..." Lin Shuyu wanted to say what Zhou Yu hadn't said.But as soon as he opened his mouth, seeing Anze's expressionless face, he stopped suddenly.

Isn't it obvious just now?

It's not that he doesn't know, he just pretends not to know.

He doesn't like me.

In just a few seconds, Lin Shuyu's heart has passed through a bleak autumn.In the end, he forced a smile and said, "It's nothing, I just want to call you."

"En." Anze responded lightly, turned and left, disappearing into the vast audience.

But Lin Shuyu didn't have the leisure time to watch the show.He slipped out of the venue alone and ran to the playground.

The weather has turned cold, and the outside temperature is below zero at the moment.The coat Lin Shuyu was wearing was not thick, and there was only a thin sweater inside. The wind blew on his body, making him shiver with cold.

But he didn't have the slightest thought of leaving the playground.Only such biting cold can make him feel less uncomfortable.

Lin Shuyu couldn't help but think of the moments when he and Anze got along.From the restraint at the beginning, it gradually became natural, and then it really looked like a very good brother.

but……

"He treats me like a brother, but I want to be fucked by him."

Once upon a time, Lin Shuyu only thought it was funny when he saw such jokes on the Internet.But when this incident happened to him, he realized that the unspeakable suffering was simply fatal.

The ups and downs of mood have become commonplace, if possible, he would rather he never knew Anze.

Lin Shuyu walked round and round the 400-meter runway.No matter how restrained he is, Anze's face will always appear in his mind.

We already know each other, there is no if.But for such a person, can he really be like Zhou Yu and just treat him as a brother?

Lin Shuyu didn't know.

Struggling and vulnerable walking in the deserted night, he didn't even know how long he was going to wander.At this moment, he suddenly heard a girl calling his name from behind: "Lin Shuyu."

Lin Shuyu's body froze in place suddenly.After a while, he said vaguely: "Squad leader, what's the matter?"

Lin Shuyu did not turn around.Although this matter would not make him cry like some delicate little girls, he knew that his appearance now must be very different from usual.

"You like to soothe your nerves, right?" Ren Su said.

Lin Shuyu froze for a moment, his throat moved, but he didn't answer.

Ren Su looked at Lin Shuyu's back in silence.In such a dark night, for a while, the atmosphere was very strange.

After a while, Ren Su finally spoke again: "Looking at your current appearance, I can probably guess what happened. What I want to say is, don't be discouraged, things may not be as bad as you think."

Lin Shuyu was startled again when he heard this.He finally turned around and stared at Ren Su in disbelief.

Being stared at by him, Ren Su lowered his head timidly and said, "I don't mean anything else. I just... don't want to see you so sad."

Lin Shuyu didn't know what to say, for a moment he even hated the fact that he was gay.

He faced Ren Su, but he didn't know where his eyes were cast.He said: "Thank you. However, in fact, there is no need to comfort me. Anyway, you always have to face it."

"No. I know you like him very much, but you don't really know him." Ren Su said.

"And then? So I actually don't like him as much as I thought?" Lin Shuyu smiled wryly.

"I mean, he's not as... cruel to you as you think."

"Really?" Lin Shuyu put his hands in his pockets, looked up at the sky, and said wearily, "Whatever."

Anyway, when I chose to like him in the first place, I should have made such an awareness.

"Anshen was brought up by his aunt. My father and his aunt happened to be colleagues. His family is very special, and I can't say much about some privacy..."

"In short, think about it and think about the people around him. Don't you think you are special to him?"

"He is so good that even the people in the experimental class are too lazy to socialize. Why would he be willing to help you study? Is it really possible that he just treats you as an ordinary friend?"

"I just thought it was weird before, and I didn't think much about it. Today I found out that you like him, and after thinking about it again, I think the answer is so logical."

"Emotionally, he may be more evasive because of his family. I think you might as well be more frank and force him to respond."

"..." Lin Shuyu remained silent as he listened to Ren Su's series of words.

Another gust of wind blew by, he shivered and said, "It's really cold, let's go back."

"Hmm." Ren Su said.

Back at the venue of the New Year's Day party, my body warmed up all of a sudden.Already almost at the sitting area of ​​Class 13, Senior Two, Lin Shuyu said in a low voice, "Thank you, Ren Su."

Ren Su brushed his hair, bowed his head and said with a smile, "It's okay, I will feel very happy this way."

Lin Shuyu glanced at her again and said nothing more.

He searched for Su Nian's head in the crowd, then walked to the empty seat Su Nian had left beside him and sat down.

Su Nian is enjoying the show with great interest.Discovering that Lin Shuyu had finally returned, he asked, "Where have you been? How is the situation?"

"Hmm...it's a bit complicated, and I can't explain it clearly in a few words."

Su Nian looked at Lin Shuyu, he didn't look very disappointed, so he said, "Oh, let's talk about it when we go back tonight. Watch the show carefully, let me tell you, this show on stage is invited..."

After the party, on the way back, Su Nian asked, "Hey, tell me."

Lin Shuyu didn't answer, but asked instead: "What is your impression of Anze?"

"I have an impression of Anshen...that is naturally aloof, aloof, amazingly good, and inaccessible!"

Lin Shuyu was silent.Indeed. In H, it seems that all the students have the same impression of Anze, including him a long time ago.

but now.When he thought of Anze, the most prominent impression was: gentleness.

Forbearing and stubborn tenderness.

When did it become like this?Why did it become such an impression?

Is it just because I have a lot of contact with him?But in class 1 of the second year of high school, there should be many people who have more contacts than me, right?But everyone calls him "Anshen"...

"What's wrong?" Su Nian asked, interrupting Lin Shuyu's thinking.

Seeing that Lin Shuyu didn't speak, Su Nian said again: "Can't you say it? If you can't say it, I won't ask."

"No, I just don't know how to say it." Lin Shuyu said.

"Don't worry, just calm down your thoughts slowly." Su Nian said.

"After listening to Ren Su's words, I feel like I have to..."

"Ren Su! She also knows?" Su Nian directly diverted his attention and asked in shock.

"Ah."

"Then, then she knows that the one she likes is gay, not too, too..." Su Nian was "too" for a long time, and didn't know how to describe it.

"It's a bit cruel." Su Nian finally said.

"I think so too. But she came to encourage me instead, and I feel quite sorry."

"Encourage? Encourage you to chase after Anshen?" Su Nian widened his small eyes again, the shock on his face almost overflowing.

"Hmm." Lin Shuyu said sullenly.

"Such a nice girl, I think you might as well..."

"Just what?" Lin Shuyu rolled his eyes at him: "Is this something you can change if you want?"

"Anyway, I don't understand."

Of course you, a 24k pure straight man, don't understand, Lin Shuyu complained in his heart.

"Although I can't help you much, no matter what you decide, brother, I will support you." Su Nian patted Lin Shuyu on the shoulder.

"Well, thank you."

After finishing speaking, Lin Shuyu suddenly felt that he seemed to say the word "thank you" a little too frequently recently.

"It's New Year's Day. Tell me, should I give Zhou Yuqing a gift? But it's said that it will rain tomorrow, so I don't seem to have time to go out and pick out a good one." Su Nian said to himself.

"New Year's Day gift?" Lin Shuyu's eyes lit up.

"What's the matter?" Su Nian looked suspiciously at the man beside him who seemed suddenly excited.

"It's nothing—" Looking at Su Nian's unclear face, Lin Shuyu gradually had an idea in his heart.

In fact, he always believed that Anze couldn't just treat him as an ordinary friend.But Anze's indifference just now was not what he expected, which made him a little confused for a while.

Ren Su's words woke him up.Moreover, her words seemed to reveal that Anze's growth environment prevented him from expressing his feelings easily, although Lin Shuyu was not sure of the specific reason.

Since this is the case, then make it clear and say it directly.Anyway, I never considered him a "friend".

Just prepare a gift, give it to him on New Year's Day, and confess your love!

Lin Shuyu made such a decision in his heart.