The male god is peeking at me again

On the first day of National Day, Lin Shuyu stayed in the library for a whole day.

The morning of the second day of National Day.

"What are these things?" Lin Shuyu felt like he was going to throw up.He looked for all kinds of books in the category of history-related books, not to mention the heavenly books that have not been translated into modern languages. Even if they have been translated into a language he can understand, he still feels dizzy when reading.

"I'd rather do math problems." Lin Shuyu said in his heart.

Just thinking of the male god, he had no choice but to continue to bite the bullet and look through these books without love, even though he couldn't remember anything after reading it.

"Brother, what book are you looking for?"

Looking up, it was a girl in a red dress who looked about eleven or twelve years old.Lin Shuyu had a vague impression of her, as if she was a child following the librarian.

Spent the day here yesterday and has clearly made an impression on the little girl.But if I was a very ordinary person, she would definitely not come to talk to me, and the narration sounded in Lin Shuyu's heart.

So he replied patiently: "No, just read casually, books related to Chinese studies."

"Hey, brother likes Chinese studies, doesn't he?"

"It's not..." Lin Shuyu touched the back of his head, not knowing what to say.

"Then... for the person you like?" the little girl in red guessed.

Lin Shuyu froze for a moment, then nodded: "Yeah." The girl was so young, she didn't expect to have such thoughts in her mind.Hey, kids nowadays are really getting more and more precocious.

"Ah, it's so romantic..." The other party looked longingly, "Big brother is so beautiful and affectionate, that sister is so lucky, she must be pretty?"

"Ah? Hehe, it's not..." Lin Shuyu stroked his hair in embarrassment.The person he likes is a boy, not a "pretty sister".

However, beautiful sister and Anze?Lin Shuyu associated these two words together, and couldn't help but burst out laughing.

"Isn't she a beautiful sister? Brother, what are you laughing at?" The little girl asked innocently.

"No, no." Lin Shuyu said perfunctorily, and then continued to flip through the book.

"Could it be... Big brother is reading books for another big brother?"

Lin Shuyu was shocked when he heard this, and with a "snap", the book in his hand fell to the ground.Now, why did such a word come out of nowhere?

"Is that so?" The little girl opened her eyes wide.

"No, it's not what you think," Lin Shuyu tried to explain, not for anything else, but not to "pollute" the hearts of the flowers of the motherland.But he is really not good at lying, especially in front of an innocent little girl.So he "wasn't" for a long time, and there was no reason for "no".

It sounds more like "there is no silver 300 taels here", although it is true.

"Yeah, needless to say, big brother, I understand." The little girl winked at him playfully, as if she thought he was afraid of revealing her sexuality.

This is really not the problem, Lin Shuyu really wants to explain it.

"However, big brother, the category of Chinese studies is very large, don't you know what the other brother likes specifically? How can you finish reading it so aimlessly?"

Eh?Lin Shuyu was stunned again, as if it was true.I had never considered such a simple question, but was "taught" by a little girl instead.

After touching his hair for a long time, Lin Shuyu began to touch his neck awkwardly.

"My brother is so cute and cute, he must be 0, hahahaha, so loving..." The little girl obviously thought that the beautiful brother in front of her and his sweetheart were already a couple.

What, what 0 is not 0?

It was embarrassing just now, but after hearing this, it was extremely embarrassing.

"Huh? Isn't it right?" The little girl moved her head curiously and stared at Lin Shuyu carefully.

Lin Shuyu turned his head to the other side again and again.He thought sadly and angrily: How could he be molested by a little girl?

Seeing this, the little girl snickered and said, "Hee hee, don't bother big brother to read a book for his sweetheart, let's go!" Her voice was raised very high.Lin Shuyu usually likes to speak high-pitched, but it is obviously not enough in front of this little girl.

Saying that, the little girl really turned around and left.

Although it was embarrassing, at least she was willing to leave.Lin Shuyu breathed a sigh of relief.

At this moment, Lin Shuyu heard a moderate, pretentious, faint voice: "Oh, sure enough, what is said on the Internet is absolutely true, handsome guys belong to handsome guys."

At the same time, it left him with an unfathomable back.

……

Lin Shuyu's eyelids twitched.Is this really the future flower of the motherland?

For the next day and a half, Lin Shuyu was too timid to go to that library again.

Cough cough, it's not that I'm afraid of embarrassment, I just don't want to continue to bring up crooked children, Lin Shuyu makes excuses for himself in his heart.

But how do you spend the rest of your time?Walking out of Yang Mingyu's braised chicken and rice shop at noon, Lin Shuyu began to think about this question seriously.

Wandering around the corner, unknowingly, passing by there.

The five characters "Little Rabbit Bar" appeared in Lin Shuyu's field of vision very clearly.

The dark red lights, the air filled with the smell of tobacco and alcohol, the low-pitched noise and laughter all seemed out of place in the various shops around.All kinds of men come and go in and out of it, young and handsome, potbellied, without exception is the blur in their eyes.

In Lin Shuyu's memory, the image of a boy who had been forgotten began to come alive again.

Bright and fashionable clothes, always confident and unruly face, Song Yuchen.

At that time, Lin Shuyu was in the second year of junior high school, and he was very confused when he just realized that he was gay.He came to the provincial capital because he was visiting relatives once.When I was out wandering alone at night, I accidentally passed this bar.

He happened to have heard of the meaning of "rabbit", and coupled with the atmosphere around the bar, Lin Shuyu immediately guessed that this was a gay family.

Standing at the door, he hesitated whether to go in and have a look.

"Hey, kid," at this moment, a magnetic voice caught his attention.Turning his head and looking over, the owner of the voice was very young, he looked a few years older than him, probably the age to go to school, but it gave the impression that he was not a student at all.

However, the shorts on the knees, the pink shirt with the top two buttons unbuttoned, and the slightly messy hair can easily make people have bad associations.

Lin Shuyu didn't know whether he should greet him or not.The man didn't care about Lin Shuyu's silence, and said lightly: "Why, you like men too?"

Didn't turn down the volume.Lin Shuyu noticed that a passerby gave him a strange look, and then left in a hurry.He suddenly tensed up and wanted to leave.

"Tsk tsk, that's it. There's nothing to say." The man raised the corner of his mouth, with a hint of contempt in his smile: "However, this is not a good place, and children should not go there."

Hearing this, Lin Shuyu couldn't help standing still, and boldly replied: "You, you are the child."

The man continued to laugh, ignored the provocation, and raised his eyebrows: "My name is Song Yuchen, what about you?"

In the next few days when Lin Shuyu stayed in the provincial capital, he was almost mixed with Song Yuchen.He is four years older than Lin Shuyu. He looks like a ruffian, but he is in the third year of high school in the experimental class of H Middle School.Although he was extremely arrogant, Lin Shuyu got along very well with him.

Lin Shuyu believes that the arrogance in Song Yuchen's bones is understandable.He often skipped classes and never attended evening self-study, but in the end he was easily admitted to a prestigious university.Coupled with his handsome appearance and good family background, all these are the capital for him to despise other people.

In just a few days, all of Lin Shuyu's confusion disappeared completely.Song Yuchen gave him a lot of knowledge about same-sex relationships, and at the same time warned him of all kinds of chaos in the circle.According to him, if Lin Shuyu really walked into that bar that day, he must have woken up on a bed in a certain hotel the next day, and he was so dizzy that he couldn't remember what happened yesterday.

He said that many "weird uncles" like Mrs. Zheng this age the most.

The rebellious and unruly Song Yuchen has a great attraction to Lin Shuyu who has always followed the rules, and Lin Shuyu is the same for Song Yuchen.However, this attraction is not about love, but a curiosity about a very different way of life.

The seemingly domineering swinger is far less powerful than he appears on the surface.Unruly and indulgent are just a layer of protective clothing on the outside, and innocence and fragility are the real Song Yuchen.

After Lin Shuyu returned home, he kept in touch with Song Yuchen.It wasn't until his sophomore year, that is, Lin Shuyu's first year of high school, that Song Yuchen finally found the boyfriend he had in mind.Lin Shuyu could clearly feel that his tone of voice became gentle and restrained, and the wild aura of the boy gradually disappeared.It's just that his boyfriend doesn't want him to have too much interaction with other people in the circle.

Lin Shuyu expressed his understanding, and despite some reluctance, he took the initiative to delete all of Song Yuchen's contact information.

Song Yuchen...

Lin Shuyu silently chanted the name in his heart, looking at the "Little Rabbit Bar", feeling infinitely emotional.When standing here at the beginning, Song Yuchen was still an unruly person with an indeterminate heart, and Lin Shuyu was an ignorant young man.But now, Song Yuchen has obtained the love he wanted, and he no longer needs to wear a mask to hang out in bars.And Lin Shuyu also has someone he likes.

He has found his own happiness, and I have to work hard.The corners of Lin Shuyu's mouth could not help but rise slightly.

Unknowingly, he began to say two words, Anze.

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Spoiler alert: Song Yuchen will have a role in the future.Not much, but important.