long evening

"You sit down, it's okay."

Xu Ru looked at him anxiously. "I want to come...it's nothing, I just want to see you." Li Linghan went over and sat down beside him.Xu Ruyu didn't move, and remained silent.He has been refusing to think that his mother's illness may not be cured at all... Even if he has a sum of money for a while, it won't last long.It's still so long...

Seeing that he was silent, Li Linghan thought about it, got up and went out again.

Xu Rukui sat like a dream.For a while, it was the face of his mother talking and laughing on the hospital bed, for a while, it was the face of his mother who dragged him through the long street when he was young, and it was all the wealth and property, and all the people who could turn to... The mother smiled and said, May we Xiao Kuiping grew up safe and healthy.

Numerous thoughts flashed endlessly in my mind, I do not know when I fell asleep, and the dream was still those scenes from the past.

When I woke up in the morning, I was dizzy and dizzy, and the whole person was more tired than if I hadn't slept.Li Linghan left breakfast on the table, and the person has already gone out.Xu Rukui sat down at the table straightly, looking at the breakfast on the table.

This is an unsolvable question... Li Linghan is definitely not a kind person, with such a vicious style of behavior, even if he wants to feed a wolf, if he wants to kill himself, Xu Rukui is willing to change it, but he wants...! ! !

If he is like that, he might as well kill himself! ! !

Xu Rukui stood up abruptly!The eyeballs are red.The table was moved and shook, and the covered bowl tilted one side, revealing the cold porridge underneath.

Xu Rukui held onto her forehead tightly.

Wandering around outside, the rustling autumn atmosphere permeates everywhere, one layer deeper than another.When the wind blows, the baggy underwear looks empty.

Looking back on the past nine years, he was angry, working, working, and angry.Those with connections have left or been promoted.Those who have no way out are still the same as him, continuing to be mediocre.

There is simply no way out in this world.No, it's just that people like him can't see a way out.

He thought about it, and he didn't feel sorry for anyone in these years.Although it can't be said to be righteous and benevolent, it is true that he did not do anything against morality... Where did he go wrong?

After walking through a corner three times, he finally stopped.There is a small noodle shop on the corner.

The hot boiling water was tumbling, and the boss grabbed the noodles neatly, below.A bowl of noodles costs four yuan. The stall opens at five o'clock in the morning and closes at midnight, all year round, year after year.Most people live such a hard life, and not many people can escape to heaven.Such a life cannot bear big jokes.

Xu Rukui finished eating and continued to walk slowly on the street.He began to try to stay with Li Linghan.Li Linghan will definitely do that to himself... As long as he thinks of his stuff in his body... vomit!

Waking up suddenly, Xu Rukui hurried back.

Seeing the closed door, I realized that I came back here in such a hurry, the door was locked and I couldn't get in.He touched his phone, but it wasn't on him.

Xu Rukui wandered into the street again.

……

After Li Linghan came back for a while, Xu Rukui came back.Looks normal.

"Come and eat, it's getting cold." Li Linghan greeted.

Xu Ru came over and sat down, and finished his meal slowly.

... In the middle of the night, Li Linghan sat up.My arms are empty.He could even imagine how that thin figure rushed into the night.

what's the point?

Xu Rukui walked fast in the night like a wild ghost who couldn't find an end.

The phone fell on the bed at some point.Now holding it, Xu Rukui dialed the confirmed number over and over again.But no matter what.

how could this be?

Suddenly remembered that it was midnight.No wonder I can't get through, and everyone else is asleep.

I touched the door of the room, the door was locked, and my father was falling asleep.After hesitating for a while, he opened the door and went in.If you don't go in, you have to linger all night.

Sure enough, my father was woken up and turned on the light to see. "Dad." Dad Xu put on his overcoat and sat down at the table wearily. "Why did you come back at this time? Did something happen?" Even though he asked, he was still not too worried. "It's okay, I just want to come back and live, and I'll leave tomorrow morning." He said this, and Xu's father became worried: "What happened? Don't hide it from me." Xu Ru smiled, "It's okay." Xu's father Hesitatingly said: "Then Xiao Li...it feels a bit weird, did he lose his temper with you?" Xu Ruyu nodded, "Well, it's okay, I'll just go and accompany him tomorrow. Dad, go to sleep. Dad Xu breathed a sigh of relief and nodded, "Well, your mother is still relying on others, don't get too angry with him, just bear with everything." He is old and can't take care of too many things.

Xu Rukui lay on the bed, eyes wide open, unable to sleep.It was dawn, and I fell into sleep in a daze.

Dad Xu received a call from Mr. Li early in the morning.Xiao Li said that he had a little unhappiness with Rucui, so he ran away in the middle of the night in a fit of anger.Dad Xu hurriedly said, don't worry about it, I will scold him later, how can I make you angry.Xiao Li said again, don't, I'll come here, if you want to pick him up in person, you must hold him back and don't let him go.Dad Xu raised his eyebrows, that kid wants you to pick him up in person? !no need!He told me last night that he went over to accompany you early in the morning.Li Linghan was slightly taken aback, and said again: You listen to me, just holding him back is enough.

Xu Ru woke up a bit late, after washing up, he saw his father sitting at the table. "My son, Dad hasn't had your meal for a long time, go and make some breakfast for Dad."

Xu Ruyu didn't doubt it, and got into the kitchen.Li Linghan drove halfway through the car, thought about it, turned around halfway, and went to the company.

Dad Xu waited and waited, Xu Rukui cooked the meal, the two of them ate slowly, Kuizi picked up the bowl and went to wash, washed all the clothes and was about to go out, Xiao Li hadn't come yet.Xu's father thought it would be better for him to go, so he asked, "Are you going to Xiao Li's place?"

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I feel that I have no face to update... Happy New Year's Day everyone!crawl away fast... crawl away~~