long evening

Maybe it was because he was born to look down on people like Xu Rukui. The first time he saw him, his heart was moved. It was because of his big clear eyes and slender figure, and it was not him. Lei Ting could not see such a humble cowardly.As a person, even if you are poor, you have to have a backbone, and you should live a frank and comfortable life. This kind of timidity is quite disgusting.

After seeing his face turned pale from the pain, Lei Ting felt a little guilty and didn't dare to let others know, so he took him home and learned to heal him.Naturally, Xu Rukui didn't dare to let others know.

Originally, the matter was over, but he kept thinking about the feeling, thinking about doing it again, the more he thought about it, the more he couldn't stop, like an addiction, he endured it for a few days, and finally he was really tossed enough by himself, and he shot again.This impression was so deep that for a long time later, he thought that the addiction he couldn't quit was that wonderful body.

Until he found out that he liked that person, all kinds of unhappiness and unhappiness were because that person didn't like him anymore, and he just thought that this time he couldn't say no to it and just don't want it, so he had to hide it well.

He intends to be entangled with her for the rest of his life, no matter what, he can't throw it away, this is his heart.But he didn't plan to be together in a fair way, man, he has his own things to do, he can make some changes and adjust the plan for him, but the general direction will not change.He feels that these are not in conflict.

The house is bought by his company, so it is very convenient to live in.The environment is good, and the location is not too ostentatious.He even thought that he might be responsible for a woman who wasn't too bad. He liked Ru Que better, and he might take charge of this side more.

Seeing that Xu Rukui didn't respond, he became anxious. This is a big deal, an absolute big deal.After so many years, I also understand a little bit, if you don't quarrel, don't cry, don't question, but you can do things very well.I am afraid of everything.After they ate, Rukui went to wash the dishes as usual.Lei Ting seemed to be seeing the fuse of the bomb was about to burn to his feet and couldn't think of a good way to stop it for a long time.

Finally there is no other way.

Rukui has a very ordinary look, but that unusual hand.He suddenly understood that this matter was wrong.

Summer was over, Xu Rukui was standing in front of the window, the dim autumn sun was hanging in the west, illuminating the trees in the distance with a strong sense of autumn.Li Linghan actually doesn't like him standing in front of the window like this. Every time he stands like this with his back to him, he feels that he doesn't like him at all.

"The TV's still on." He hugged her from behind, resting his chin on his neck.Xu Ruyu withdrew his gaze, turned his face to look at the direction of the TV, and walked over there.Li Linghan had to let go of his hand and watched him sit back on the sofa.

"Do you want to go somewhere to play? Go to a closer place, and I will drive you there."

Xu Rukui leaned back on the sofa, watching TV, without moving at all.

Li Linghan sighed and went out to buy food.

Xu Rukui felt a little strange, an indescribable feeling.

It might be much better if the person who calls him once or twice a week and talks to him really likes him and he likes it too, and he can rely on it with confidence.

Lei Ting's mother returned to China again, Han Yuhan took her two children to pick her up at the airport, and the family of four came back happily.Lei Ting was still working in the company and did not come back. Han Yuhan smiled apologetically at Mrs. Lei, and went to call Lei Ting.Lei Ting sat in the office, planning.Mrs. Lei came back today and has confessed many times.It's not that I don't know the way, and the person who didn't know the way to call also came back, and I insisted on someone to pick it up, which made it very grand. "Then you can go out for a meal and choose a place she likes." Lei Ting was a little irritable, but still said with a good temper.When I came out in the morning, I said that I would not pick it up today, and I would not make a special trip home to wait, and then I called again.

After hanging up the phone, Lei Ting picked up the signature pen and fiddled with it unconsciously.More than half a year after he got married, Mrs. Lei made an overseas phone call and said she would come back to see them.At that time, he was very excited, secretly looking forward to seeing his mother sooner.The time they met was very little, and they only lived in the villa with them when they were very young, and they met very few times later, and the last time I saw my mother was when my grandfather passed away, she came back, and then left. never came back.Long before that, he and his grandfather had foreseen such a result, so there was no expectation or so-called disappointment, so let's just leave.

I was very happy to meet that time. She was much different from the impression she had when she was young. She was much older and more loving. She was more like a mother than a wayward girl.But when she spoke, the voice seemed a little familiar, and it was still the voice in her memory.It has also been a few years, that meeting is far from now.Lei Ting sat quietly behind the desk with his eyes closed.

His grandfather told him that you can't count on anyone, so you can take care of yourself from now on!He was still a child, and his grandfather didn't imagine that Lei Ting would still be in charge of the family business. Except for the house, he would sell everything that could be sold. Part of it would count as his living expenses, and the rest would be left to him as an inheritance for later use. .The servants in the house are reserved for him to take care of him, and they are also guardians.After arranging all of this, let's die.

At that time, he still couldn't come back to his senses, he just felt that there was only one person missing, and he would never see him again.In fact, he and grandpa are not considered close. The first few years were fine. I took him out to play and learned a lot. Later, I let him live in my house. Many things were passed on by others, and I didn't see him very much.He rebelled but didn't wander like them, because he couldn't afford to wander, and he didn't have anyone to rely on behind him.He is not a good boy who is sunny and kind, but he also strives to walk on the path of integrity and try not to go astray.Just maintaining this is difficult, and he will listen to the people who take care of him in the house, but he must also remember that he is the master of the Lei family.

His grandfather didn't mention his mother to him later, he only said to let him take care of himself, don't ask more questions.He also understands that his mother doesn't like him anymore and doesn't want him anymore.In fact, the funeral was quite indifferent, and there were many people who came, but he didn't feel anything. His nominal mother didn't speak for a long time, and turned a blind eye to him, and left after the funeral.

The property that he can't control will be divided up crazily, and in a short period of time, none of it will be kept. That's why his grandfather sold all the property before his death, and kept it for him, and he couldn't get it out.At that time, his living expenses were all entrusted to an elder, and his family paid the servant on time, and the servant gave it to him.The servant was loyal enough at the beginning, and taught him with all his heart, but after a while, he also became greedy, and some of them relied on themselves as elders and criticized him too much.After his two years of rebellion passed, he personally resigned those two who had deducted money from him, and established his prestige in front of the remaining servants, then he slowly took the lead.In the past, there were people who wanted to make an inheritance under his name, but he never gave him a good face. In the two years of middle school, he was cold-hearted from the inside out, and there were fewer people who came to him. , and no good treatment.

His grandfather said that he is not expected to restore the status of the Lei family, as long as he lives on his own, all the money will be left to him, and he can decide what to do.It was he who was unwilling and always wanted to recover. While contacting his peers in the circle against his character, he learned to maintain and manage to ensure his status.He also felt tired and hard, but after a while, he seemed to be used to it. The most painful days were over, and he stopped fighting every day. He had a cynical attitude and a cold personality.

He has always had a firm goal, so no matter what he encounters and how he plays, he has a direction that will not change.He cannot go astray.

He has never been attached to anyone, and he doesn't seem to have been sad about those family affairs, but he has indeed always lacked the fulfillment and warmth that a family should have.These are his goals, the wife of a gentle and small woman, and one or two lively or sensible children.He has been waiting for that day.

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