long evening

After going to a restaurant for dinner, Li Linghan asked him what he had for lunch.Xu Ruxuan said that he made it in the kitchen, Li Linghan was silent for a second or two, and then said, it's very good.

No one mentioned anything about last night.Li Linghan held him in his arms and asked softly, did you find him in the corridor, or did he find you?Xu Rukui slightly opened his eyes wide, looking at him, his eyes gradually overflowed with pain. "You still think about him!" Li Linghan grabbed his shoulder!Xu Ruxuan shook his head, and said, "No." Li Linghan stared carefully at his eyes, and then heaved a sigh of relief, "What's going on?"

Xu Ruyu told the matter, and Li Linghan was sure that he didn't have any thoughts about Mr. Lei, so he completely relaxed, touched his face again, and asked, why didn't he deal with it?

Li Linghan is not a person who can apologize, and he doesn't think there is any need for an apology for this matter, but let him know that it is not good to have contact with an old lover.Xu Ru's head still had a dull pain, and she still felt very lethargic even though she had slept through it.Finally calmed down, he closed his eyes and curled up his body.Li Linghan felt it, and wrapped his arms around him.

The next day, Mr. Li went to buy breakfast as usual, and brought them back to eat with them.Xu Rukui was still emotionless, she lowered her head and silently bit the cake in her hand.

Li Linghan observed him for a long time, wanted to say something, but couldn't speak, finally said nothing, took the key and went out.

Xu Rukui walked around the room, sat by the window and yawned.

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"Is it okay."..."Well, it's good."..."I know."...

Xu Rukui smiled and listened to his mother's voice on the other end of the phone, the corners of his eyes drooped slightly, but there was no emotion in his eyes.

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Headache.

At around ten o'clock, the hourly worker's aunt came, and while doing cleaning, she asked, "Mister, did you go out yesterday?"

Xu Rukui leaned back on the chair, stared blankly, and hummed for a while.The aunt continued, "It's good to go out for a walk, and you will have a positive energy if you go outside for a walk!" Xu Rukui hummed cooperatively, and the aunt stopped talking nonsense.

After a while, the aunt began to ask again: "Mr. Xu, did you eat lunch outside yesterday?" Xu Ruyu nodded and said, "Yes." The aunt said, "No wonder, I poured out all the food I cooked yesterday. It's gone." Xu Rukui listened casually, and suddenly said: "Yesterday? Did you come in and cook dinner yesterday?" "Yes, I have the key, otherwise how would I clean up?" the aunt said. "Oh." Xu Rukui nodded again.Maybe when he walks on the front foot, his aunt will come on the back foot, and he will cook for lunch and save it.

He stretched out his finger and pressed his temple.

The next day Li Linghan said, you throw the key in your wallet into the trash can, and he pointed to the public trash can on the far corner of the street, and I will give you a spare key for this house.

The one in Xu Rukui's wallet was pasted in the interlayer of the wallet card photo with scotch tape when Xu Rukui lived in Li Linghan's apartment.

What Li Linghan did was not just throwing away the key, but giving another key.Xu Rukui ate in silence without saying yes or no.After eating, Li Linghan took his wallet, roughly tore off the key and the adhesive tape, and threw it far out of the window.Children are generally angry.

It was still early, Xu Ru wanted to watch TV for a while, so she sat in front of the sofa when it was turned on.Li Linghan stood and stared at Xu Ruyu for a long time with a sulky face, and then left to deal with his own affairs after feeling bored.

That night it was very intense again, until Xu Rukui shed physical tears before letting him go.

Li Linghan was going on a business trip, so he gave him a key, and asked him to use the money to go out to eat, and to buy what he lacked.

Xu Rukui just watched TV at home alone.

Li Linghan called him when he returned to the hotel very late at night.Xu Rucui fell asleep and didn't hear it. Early the next morning, Li Linghan called him again and scolded him severely.Xu Ru was bored, so he pressed the speakerphone, and in an instant, the whole room was filled with scolding voices from young men.He listened quietly, and when he finished cursing, he replied with a sentence or two, and Li Linghan hung up.

Xu Rukui wanted to go to City S a little bit, but Li Linghan didn't say that he wouldn't be allowed to go out.There are thousands of money in the drawer, which is more than enough for life, and he can use some of it. This business trip will take him six or seven days, and he won’t be able to return for a while... Xu Rukui brought a part of the money Li Linghan put with him like a ghost Went to the train station.

The next day, I finally stood in front of my mother's bed.Mama Xu's hair had almost fallen out, and she was lying on the bed with her eyes closed, while Papa Xu and an aunt were sitting in front of the hospital bed and chatting.Xu Rukui pushed the door open and went in, carrying a large bag of bananas and sticking to the door like an idiot.The elderly elder sister suddenly came to her senses, stood up with a smile and said, "Isn't it you, come to see mom? Come, come!" At this moment, Dad Xu also came to his senses, and hurried over to pick up the bag in his hand. Fruit, bring people over and sit down.Li Linghan did a good job, it was a single room.Xu Rukui sat down and held his fucking hand.The eldest sister said: "Old sister-in-law, your son has come to see you..."

Xu's mother is very thin, even thinner than when she saw her before, and her hands are like dry wood. "Mom..." Xu Ma slowly opened her eyes, looked at him, and smiled.Xu Rukui almost cried.The elder sister quickly patted him on the back and said, "The child is happy to see his mother. He should laugh! It's too late for your mother to be happy." It's really not good to cry in front of the bed, and it shouldn't be at this time Crying, Xu Rukui reluctantly held back, smiled and nodded.

Father Xu made a slight gesture, and the two went out quietly, leaving space for mother and son.

Xu Ru smiled, held her mother's hand with both hands, and wanted to say something, but didn't open her mouth for a long time.Mother Xu spoke first, and said, "Come by train, haven't you rested yet?" Her voice was very soft, as if she had no strength to make a sound.Xu Rukui smiled and said, "Are you thirsty, I'll pour you a glass of water." Xu's mother didn't stop him, but said, "You're being polite to me, you." Xu Rukui really laughed this time, holding the glass He tested the temperature of the water and brought it to her mouth to feed her.Xu's mother drank water, her eyes brightened a little, she held his hand instead, and said, "Mom wants to open up, some things can't be forced, people still live according to their own wishes, even if it is not good later, at least at the beginning It’s what you want, and you don’t have to think about it for the rest of your life. The most important thing in a person’s life is to be happy.” This is by no means what an old man who has lived for most of his life should say, and Xu Ruyu knows that she just wants her only son to live a relaxed and happy life.Closing his eyes, he paused, Xu Rukui smiled again.

The two chatted for a while, Xu Ru went out to ask the doctor about the situation.Dad Xu was sitting in the corridor outside, chatting with the elder sister.The three of them greeted each other again, Dad Xu and the nurse's eldest sister went in, and Xu Rukui went to the doctor's office.

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When Xu Rucui came in, Sister Wang was cutting the peeled bananas into sections and putting them in a glass bowl.They were talking about Xu Rukui, and when she saw him coming in, Sister Wang smiled and said, Xiao Xu really looks like an old sister-in-law, and that's how I recognized him at a glance.Xu Rukui saw that Xu's mother laughed when she heard this.

Li Linghan called at noon. He was not in a good mood, but he spoke very briefly, telling him to take care of himself and not to make any trouble, so he hung up.Xu Rukui stayed for another two days and went back. Li Linghan said that the matter was over and he would come back the next day.

Xu Rukui came back by train, returned to Li Linghan's residence, took a shower, went out for a meal, and went upstairs to rest.

In the dream, I felt that someone entered the room, chattered in the bathroom, and finally disappeared.Xu Ru thought it was a dream and didn't care.When I woke up in the morning and saw Li Linghan when I opened my eyes, my heart almost jumped out of my throat.Seeing Ru Que's frightened and frightened appearance, Mr. Li couldn't hold back his joy, hugged his head and pressed it into his strong arms.After such a long time with his face sinking like water, he suddenly saw that he was still that stupid and dumb person!

Xu Rukui was forced to take a few breaths on his chest, and when he couldn't breathe, Li Linghan let go of his hand slightly, allowing him to turn his face up.Li Linghan looked at him, exhaled a long breath, and said, "I miss you so much." His eloquence Xu Ru has been used to it for a long time, and when his character is hidden, he can boast of stones.Li Linghan said again: "Let me hug you. I didn't dare to move too much last night because I was afraid of disturbing you." Then he pressed Xu Rukui's shoulders and forced him to open them, rubbing his face through the seam of his pajamas and playing hooliganism on his chest.Xu Rukui frowned and looked at the ceiling.

I still have to go to the company, and I still have some things to arrange.Li Linghan hugged him and kissed him, reluctantly stopped playing the big hooligan, happily washed up and went to buy him breakfast.When I was leaving, I remembered again and said that I brought him a gift, which was in the suitcase, and let him look through it by himself.

Li Linghan went to buy breakfast, Xu Ruyu thought about it and went to rummage through his suitcase.Open the chest full of personal items.Shirt and tie... and underwear I don't know if I have worn it or not.Even though they had already done that, and more than once, Xu Rukui was embarrassed for a moment.Seeing a bag next to him, he paused.Could it be this?Xu Rukui reached out and dialed it, hesitatingly taking out the contents.

After a while Li Linghan came back and sat at the table to eat breakfast.Xu Rukui ate deep-fried dough sticks and drank soy milk, Li Linghan ate steamed stuffed bun, and said, "Have you seen it?" Xu Rukui said, "What?" "Gift!" Li Linghan growled a little angrily. "Oh, look. What is it?"

"..." Li Linghan was silent for several seconds, and finally stood up by himself to get the gift.Finding that the bag had been turned over, Li Linghan's complexion improved a bit, and he took out the box inside, and came over to open it for Ru Kui to see. "It's too expensive, I can't afford it. Thank you for your kindness." Xu Ru said.When he said this, he didn't feel anything in his heart, like a lake that had been dead for a thousand years.Those knife-like words seemed to be cut off by the thick stagnant water of this lake, and they were not painful or even remembered at all.Those who say that he is useless, that a person achieves nothing in middle age, and that he has to pay a corresponding price for Li Linghan's benefits are similar.

"Come here, I'll put it on for you!" Li Linghan stretched out his hand and asked for his hand.He had fried dough sticks in one hand and soy milk in the other, so he had to put down the soy milk cup first.Li Linghan couldn't tell from his face that he was actually very happy in his heart, and put it on for him properly.When I was looking for a watch last time, I wanted to buy one for him.Xu Rukui picked up the soy milk and drank it again.I felt my head start to ache again. "Do you like it?" Li Linghan was a little unconfident, because he really couldn't see a trace of joy on Xu Rukui's face. "I like it." Tired.

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