Rebirth of Mu Zetianxia

The melodious chirping of birds rang in my ears, and when I raised my head, the luxuriant trees stretched out their branches gracefully, and the sun shone from the transparent and crystal-clear ceiling, emitting layers of golden light.Flowers of this color are planted in the flowerbed. The delicate color looks more vibrant in this winter. The fountain in the middle is surrounded by a group of flowers. The water column rises and falls with the soft music. Colorful light.

Through the glass, you can see the bleak winter scene with everything outside. Compared with the vast and white world, the indoor conservatory is like a dream space that only exists in fairy tales.This kind of scenery is worthy of the high cost of VIP wards in this hospital.

He yawned a little, Mu Ze sat on the bench and rubbed his eyes, the little jade lotus on the dantian was still sorting out the mixed elements absorbed last night, very busy, the little petals waved up and down, throwing away That, get rid of this, leaving only a small ball of pure spiritual power in the end, even if you throw it into the dantian, it will not be able to stir up any ripples.

Although it didn't help his cultivation much, Mu Ze still felt as if he was being gently comforted from the inside out, and he was indescribably at ease. There has been a big improvement.

After all, Mu Ze has suppressed himself a bit since he came to this world. The Qinglian School is neither righteous nor evil. Although it is not necessary to fully comply with the evil sect, it is not necessary to use reason to suppress the desire in the heart like the decent sect. In the final analysis, a monk should still follow his heart, otherwise the demon will become stronger in the end.

Last night, Mu Ze broke through the shackles that had been placed on him all the time, and his state of mind would naturally improve, and with it, his subsequent cultivation would be smoother.As for the inner demon, Mu Ze doesn't know if he can cultivate to that level. However, since he has found a few spiritual acupoints, although they don't contain much spiritual power, at least they have given him a lot of encouragement. There will also be super spiritual acupoints that have not been discovered.

From the branches above the head, there was an increasingly clear bird song. The birds here did not know where they came from. They were gray and bald, but their small eyes full of aura and their cute movements of probing their brains still made people I love it when I look at it.

There was a gleam of white light on the fingertips that ordinary people couldn't see, and when he lifted it up slightly, a fat gray bird jumped onto his outstretched finger, grasped it carefully with its small claws, and gently pecked at it with its small beak. The boy's fingertips narrowed his small black bean-like eyes in enjoyment, and his small head rubbed back and forth in his palm, with an expression of being cute and begging for support.

Mu Ze couldn't help chuckling, stroking its soft feathers with one hand, Qin Xuan just walked in, and saw this peaceful and warm scene, the sun was shining quietly, and the years were peaceful, as if everything could not compare to The boy's smile is like a flower at this moment.

Putting the fruit on the small platform in front of the bench, Qin Xuan carefully sat beside the young man, not wanting to disturb the little bird that was still rolling in the young man's hand begging for support.

Mu Ze didn't look at Qin Xuan, and leaned directly to the side, pressing the weight of his body on the man, and when he was free, he reached out and took a grape, peeled it, and put the pulp in front of the bird.

Qin Xuan adjusted a comfortable posture for the boy, put his arms around Mu Ze's waist, put his chin on the boy's neck, and kissed his small earlobe, "Do you want to buy a bird to keep?"

Mu Ze raised his eyebrows and shook the back of his hand. The bird fluttered its wings and flew up with the force. Turning his head, he looked at the man and smiled, "I still prefer to see them flying freely."

Qin Xuan held the boy's hand tightly. He didn't intend to hurt Mu Ze's heart, but since last night he decided not to turn a blind eye to Mu Ze's psychological problems. what harm.Because some things are suppressed for too long, it is easy for people to have a tendency to self-destruct. Mu Ze also had a previous record of suicide. Qin Xuan does not want the tragedy to repeat itself.

He could feel that Mu Ze didn't want others to restrain him because of his previous experience. Since he couldn't look at the young man all the time, so as not to annoy him, Qin Xuan wanted to make sure that when the young man was alone, there would be no danger, no matter it was from outside. Or from the boy himself.

Mu Ze didn't feel anything strange, he just instinctively didn't like the loss of freedom of such a spiritual little animal, he still prefers the little beasts who can roll around with him.Speaking of the little beast, Mu Ze suddenly thought of Meng, touched his chin, and the boy suddenly asked, "How is Meng Youran? Has he been discharged from the hospital?"

When Meng's family was mentioned, Qin Xuan frowned slightly, but still responded: "I heard that he was discharged from the hospital today, and Meng Yichu has already arrived at the hospital."

Mu Ze sighed softly in his heart, remembering Meng Youran's arms tightly hugging him on the sea surface, and his empty and sad eyes, the young man couldn't help pursing his lips, thinking for a moment, "I'll go see him off." It wasn't for any reason. The blood relationship, the double cultivation of the cauldron, is just because Meng Youran did not give up on him in the last desperate situation, even if he lost his own life, he must be pushed to a safe place first.

Regardless of whether Mu Ze needs Meng Youran's help, at least he cannot ignore this man's efforts.

Qin Xuan looked at the boy's serious expression, but didn't make any sense. Mu Ze was still wearing a white striped hospital gown, and the slightly fat clothes made the boy look thinner and slender. "Do you need to change clothes?" Qin Xuan was a little puzzled. Through the thoughts of the young man, I don't know if he doesn't care as much about the Meng family as he shows, after all, Mu Ze cares so much about his mother.

Mu Ze looked down at his clothes, shrugged, "It's nothing, I just went to see him in the ward, and I don't need to go out." After taking two steps, Mu Ze turned around and took two apples in his hand, satisfied Nodded, "Well, well, let's go."

Qin Xuan let out a laugh, stepped forward and patted the young man on the shoulder, "You just take two apples? How do you divide them?"

"Meng Youran and I are alone," Mu Ze said naturally, as for the others, he felt that there was no need to think about it.

Meng Youran's ward is on the same floor as his, but Qin Song purposely arranged his ward farther away, so that it is quiet and will not be disturbed by anyone.

Knocking on the door, the door opened from the inside, Meng Yichu looked at the young boy standing outside, he was stunned, he was a little at a loss, this was the first time the two met after their identities were exposed, they were shaken for a while, Meng Yichu quickly regained his composure, smiled slightly, and said softly, "Are you here to see Youran?"

Mu Ze nodded, "I heard that he is going to be discharged from the hospital, I'll come and see him."

"Okay, okay." Meng Yichu moved away, with a somewhat relieved expression on his face. No matter what, Mu Ze was willing to come and see Youran, which meant that he didn't hate the Meng family too much, and there should be a chance to redeem it.

Meng Youran had already changed into a suit of normal clothes, and his luggage was placed on the bed. He was still tidying up the sundries. Hearing Mu Ze's voice, Meng Youran straightened up suddenly. Looking back, he saw his elder brother stepping aside, and the young man with a slight smile on his face. Walked in, raised his head and greeted him, "Hi, long time no see."

Meng Youran only felt a slight tremor in his heart, his eyes became hot, he took a step forward and hugged the young man in his arms, as if the anxiety and panic for many days had finally stopped.The young man's strong and indifferent gaze and the last fragile and pale appearance were constantly intertwined in his mind, and finally they all turned into the smiling young man in his arms, as if all the thrilling scenes were an illusion.

Qin Xuan looked at Meng Youran's movements, his eyebrows twitched fiercely, but he didn't say anything. When he got off the boat, Meng Youran's eyes kept falling on Mu Ze, and he never moved away. It seemed that only when he saw the boy could he I feel like I'm still alive.This kind of psychology can also be regarded as a kind of traumatic stress, that is, a strong dependence and trust in the person who rescued oneself in a critical moment.Ordinary people say that heroes save the beauty, and the beauty loves the hero, which is the most appropriate description.

However, understanding does not mean not caring. Meng Youran's performance is the one that Qin Xuan is most worried about, that is, he regards the other party as the pillar of his own survival, and his emotions are stronger than the most devout believers.If it's just loyalty and caring, Qin Xuan thinks it's nothing. However, some people will eventually develop a strong possessive desire for others. There was once a patient who killed his girlfriend because his pillar liked his girlfriend's ears the most. He took three beautiful girls and gave them ears to his pillars.

For the patient, this is a kind of sacrifice, but for the other party, it is simply the most terrifying thing.Thinking of this case, Qin Xuan stroked his forehead helplessly, feeling that he seemed to be a little too nervous. Meng Youran's dependence has not yet reached such a terrifying level. It seems that he can't resist not visiting Mu Ze for such a long time. You know, Meng Youran is still very self-controlled.Knowing what he should do and what he shouldn't do, he may be too concerned about the teenager, and he is a little unreasonable.

Mu Ze didn't know how many turns the mind of the man behind him had taken. He patted Meng Youran on the back, and Mu Ze smiled softly, "Don't be so excited. Fortunately, you and I are both alive. Just be more careful in the future."

Meng Youran let go of the young man with some embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I still need you to comfort me." After a pause, he asked softly, "Will you blame me..."

"What's your fault?" Mu Ze tilted his head, his eyes were clear, Meng Youran's lips trembled, and he didn't know what he was going to say, but since he was sober, he often recalled the scene at that time. He seemed weak and useless.Clearly getting rid of Fang Xichen can save a lot of things, at least when trying to escape, he doesn't have to worry about being stabbed behind him, but his own behavior is like an ignorant child, blaming the people who rescued him with superficial morality.

Looking at the man who was inexplicably blaming himself, Mu Ze patted Meng Youran on the shoulder, and looked into his eyes seriously, "No matter what you say, you made it to the end, didn't you?" He took out an apple from his pocket and handed it over. , the young man smiled, "Not everyone can last that long at sea, especially when you dragged me. This is considered a reward~~"

Holding the bright red apple, Meng Youran laughed, "Is my reward just an apple?" With such a teasing smile, he felt that his heart seemed to relax a lot. Those self-blame and guilt that had troubled him for a long time seemed to be in the boy's smile. In an apple thrown over at him, he disappeared without a trace.

Neither of them mentioned the relationship between the Meng family and Mu Ze, and they both seemed to know that if they mentioned it, the atmosphere would not be so relaxed. From this, it can be seen that Mu Ze is not ready to recognize the Meng family, neither forgive nor hate , just don't want to bother.Thinking of this, Meng Yichu couldn't help pursing his lips, and sighed helplessly in his heart. Things were so wrong that they didn't even have a chance to make up for it. Thinking about it this way, it was extremely sad. Perhaps being tortured by guilt day and night is the only way to repay the youth. best way...

Still unwilling to give up, Meng Yichu took a step forward and said softly, "Xiao Ze, come back to Meng's house in a few days, okay? We have a lot to tell you."

Mu Ze turned around, his eyes flashed, and the silent remnants in his mind began to churn again, the young man couldn't help frowning, "Hui? It's not a word 'hui' for me to go to Meng's house. The Meng family is related by blood, but that's all. I want to make me cry and be moved, is there a relative who finally accepts me? No need. As for whether you are guilty or not, I don't care much, we still have each other It's better not to interfere."