After marriage with actress

The time when the two of them were together always passed quickly. After lunch, they took a nap and then accompanied Shi Nanbei to read a book. After dinner, it was time for Zhao Xunyin to leave.

When leaving, Zhao Xunyin asked Shi Nanbei at the door if he would send him off, but Shi Nanbei directly refused, "I just passed the second test of my driver's license, so I won't send it off."

"...I have an assistant to take me there, so I don't need you to drive." Zhao Xunyin was really convinced by Shi Nanbei's heartlessness, "You don't think I want you to be the driver when you hear everything, do you?"

Shi Nanbei said solemnly: "That's not necessarily true. After all, thirty is like a wolf and forty is like..."

Zhao Xunyin couldn't bear to call out her name: "Shi Nanbei!"

"Here!" Shi Nanbei stood up straight subconsciously, and after realizing what she had done, her face collapsed and she complained, "...Why do you call me by my first name? ? My grandma used to call me that, so now I want to stand at attention and salute when I hear someone call me by first and last name.”

Zhao Xunyin: "..."

Forget it, it seems that the scene of saying goodbye to your lover in the movie can't wait for my wife, so Zhao Xunyin could only say: "...Then I'm leaving, you go back and endorse."

Shi Nanbei was about to close the door without saying a word, "Good bye."

"Hey, you're at home..." Zhao Xunyin recalled that when Shi Nanbei was at home, she would ask her assistant for anything, but as soon as she finished speaking, Shi Nanbei came forward, grabbed her by the collar, and The kiss came over, and before Zhao Xunyin could enjoy it, the man under the age simply retreated back, raised his eyebrows and smiled at her:

"Go early, dear~~~"

Zhao Xunyin stood at the door with a suitcase, looked at the closed door, was stunned for a long time, and finally laughed out loud.

... What a sweetheart.

***

Zhao Xunyin didn’t stay in Chengdu for too long this time. She took the plane back to Shanghai at [-]:[-] on Saturday night, and encountered Chengdu air traffic control. The departure time was delayed by more than an hour, and it was [-]:[-] in the morning when she arrived home. It's over, so naturally she didn't make an appointment with Shu Yu on Saturday night.

She didn't take this matter seriously. Some people missed it, so they missed it. She didn't think about it again, but the other party didn't think so. Almost before she arrived at the Shanghai apartment, the bag in her bag The phone rang, and Zhao Xunyin thought it was Shi Nanbei calling her, thinking that the child was still awake at such a late hour, but when she took it out, it was Shu Yu's caller ID.

Shu Yu.

The phone kept ringing, Zhao Xunyin didn't plan to answer it, but the other party made up his mind to call until she answered it, so it wasn't an option not to answer it like this, after three rounds of ringing, Zhao Xunyin still had no choice but to answer the phone up.

After being together for so many years, she still has some understanding of Shu Yu's persistence.

"Hey?"

It was already past three o'clock in the morning, and the other party called her at this point, either because she was not asleep, or because she had already woken up.

Compared with the two, Zhao Xunyin is more inclined to the former.

"You didn't come to the appointment tonight." After the call was connected, he said this directly to the convenience.

Zhao Xunyin left her luggage at the door. Anyway, in two hours, her manager would come to pick her up for filming, so she just didn't bother to pack.

She sat down on the sofa, answered the phone, and spoke calmly to Shu Yu: "I didn't promise that I would come."

I don't know when it started, but the conversation between the two of them became such a state of facing each other.

"Is it because you dare not come, or do you not want to come?" the man asked her on the phone.

Zhao Xunyin smiled and asked, "Is it important?"

"It's very important to me."

"I don't want to come." Zhao Xunyin replied simply.

"Reason." Even when talking about this kind of topic, the woman on the phone is still cold, like the proud daughter of the Son of Heaven who stood on the podium and preached business to all living beings back then.

In fact, Zhao Xunyin has always understood Shu Yu for so many years. This kind of character will not change for anyone or anything, just like she decided to break up with herself back then. All the same.

It's nothing more than a decent departure and a humble begging.

Back then, Zhao Xunyin chose the former.

"Because I don't think there is any need for us to meet again." Zhao Xunyin replied, because she was on a red-eye flight, even Zhao Xunyin, who often flies around, couldn't bear it a little bit, probably because she was getting older, so she was on the sofa After sitting for a while, I became sleepy.

"I hope you haven't forgotten that I'm married." Zhao Xunyin let out a long breath and said to Shu Yu in a different tone.

It is true that they have come to where they are now, but Zhao Xunyin still doesn't want to make too much embarrassment with Shu Yu.

After all, I loved it.

"..." There was a silence on the phone.

After a while, Shu Yu said: "I thought I still had time..."

I thought I was still in time.

In one sentence, there are a total of eight characters, but it brings back the past that Zhao Xunyin has forgotten for many years.

It was about when they just broke up, and she was undoubtedly the most frustrated when she learned that Shu Yu married someone else. When she first met Shu Yu many years ago, she was at the best age, and she thought that there was still time for everything. , but Zhao Xunyin recalled the past again after breaking up and understood very well that everything was too late.

At that time, she also thought of a way to be desperate, let go of her self-esteem, and contact the other party again, but after all, she still didn't take that step.

Because she understands Shu Yu very well, the person she loves is wise and decisive, a person who will not change easily once a decision is made, she knows her like that, so she naturally understands that she is embracing her when she abandons her. No matter how much determination you have made, and just like this, the ending will not be changed.

But now the person who gave up on her told her that everything was in time.

Can you make it?

If it is really possible, what are the tears I have shed, the injuries I have suffered in those years, and the loneliness and hesitation alone in the dead of night?

She has never complained about the other party. After all, she is someone she has loved deeply. She is unwilling and unable to complain about the other party, but now when she is married and has promised the rest of her life to another person, she hears the person who made her love When the person who tossed and turned, couldn't sleep at night but cruelly abandoned her told her that she thought it was too late, she suddenly resented him.

She blamed that person, blamed her for not understanding her heart, blamed her for wanting to listen to other people's guesses, blamed her for not taking that step until she died.

"What's the point of saying this now?" Zhao Xunyin asked Shu Yu softly on the phone.

The person on the phone couldn't answer this question, so they could only remain silent. They seemed to be the same in the past years, but their identities were reversed. One questioned and the other remained silent, which was very similar to that unmatched love.

"You know me very well." Shu Yu said, "You should know me."

Zhao Xunyin was startled for a moment, she didn't understand what Shu Yu meant, but before she had time to ask, she hung up the phone neatly.

She held the phone that had been hung up, and stayed in a daze for a while, and then drove Shu Yu, a name that should not be remembered by her, out of her mind. At that time, it was already pointing to five o'clock in the morning , the sky has slightly brightened.

Zhao Xunyin clicked on WeChat and sent Shi Nanbei a WeChat message:

"I have already got home."

But Shi Nanbei replied in seconds: "Is the plane late?"

She remembered that she had told Shi Nanbei that she would arrive at two o'clock in the morning before boarding the plane, but now she only sent Shi Nanbei a message at five o'clock, and she couldn't help but feel guilty all of a sudden:

"I encountered air traffic control, and I packed my things when I got home."

A hero from the north and the south: "That's good."

The manager was already on his way here, and Zhao Xunyin didn't bother to go to sleep, so she simply chatted with Shi Nanbei with her mobile phone: "Aren't you sleeping? You woke up so early?"

A hero from the north and the south: "I fell asleep, got up and memorized [Grievance] I regret studying medicine so much, there are so many books to memorize."

"Little friend, do you work so hard?" Zhao Xunyin couldn't help laughing, and typed back, "Would you like a reward from my sister?"

"Huh? Why are you wearing Pinru's clothes so early in the morning?" Shi Nanbei asked her.

"Of course I want Shixian to wake you up in the morning with more energy." Zhao Xunyin really lost her old face in front of the children.

Shi Nanbei asked her what reward she had?As a result, she threw her hands away and gave the other party a photo of herself wearing a three-point swimsuit that has not been published publicly, "My sister spoils you."

I don't know why, the more I get along with Shi Nanbei, the more Zhao Xunyin feels that she has become wretched. She has even done such things as making sex/photographs. She really has no face. Zhao Xunyin is still reviewing herself with her mobile phone As soon as my head got hot, I sent a picture to my 21-year-old squeamishness. As a result, Shi Nanbei over there sent a picture. Zhao Xunyin clicked on it, and it was her fanart:

"As an omega, it is inevitable for Zhao Xunyin to encounter such a thing. Without inhibitors, she had no choice but to focus on the alpha in front of her. The female alpha has slender shoulders and a thin waist, with a charming appearance. The omega herself is not inferior either. Zhao Xunyin looked at the alpha, probably smelling the pheromones emanating from her body, and the alpha's indifferent expression loosened slightly.

Alpha asked her: Woman, do you want it? "

Zhao Xunyin: "...?"

What are these things?

What is alpha? What is omega?

What about pheromones?What the hell are they?

Old woman: "What are you posting???"

Shi Nanbei looked at the WeChat message sent by Zhao Xunyin, smiled slightly, and replied, "Just read the last sentence."

So Zhao Xunyin set his sights on the last line of the picture:

Alpha asked her: Woman, do you want it?

Zhao Xunyin: "..."

I want you to shut up please?