After marriage with actress

That was a long time ago, now that I think about it, some places have become blurred. In fact, Zhao Xunyin seldom thinks of Shu Yu when she is alone all these years. Maybe people have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. ,Always selectively forget some bad memories.

It is undeniable that the time together with Shu Yu was indeed sweet, but the embarrassment of the time when they were separated is something that Zhao Xunyin never wants to think about again in this life.

It always takes time for a person to get used to another person, but when she finally got used to that person, the other person left her cruelly.When they were together, they also had many fantasies about the future, such as where to hold the wedding, what style of wedding dress to choose, how to arrange the wedding room, which city to settle in in the future, and if they go abroad, whether to go to Europe or America... Of course It was also inevitable to talk about whether or not to have children in the future.

"I don't like children very much." Shu Yu was cold and indifferent when talking about it, and she couldn't tell from her expression that she liked a person at all, and only Zhao Xunyin at that time had the patience to fall in love with her and change someone else If it were, Shu Yu's face might have been frozen to death.

"Why don't you like children?" Zhao Xunyin really didn't like children very much when he was a teenager, but later he didn't know if it was because he grew up, or because he met a cuddly and clingy person when he was young. She had a child, so when she talked about children with Shu Yu, she liked it very much, "I really want a child."

Shu Yu is reading the report. Shu Yu is always very busy when we are together. When eating, he always reads the materials with a tablet. "Female artists get married and have daughters, which will have a great impact on their career development." For her The other party just said so blandly, Shu Yu is always like this, as if he is calm and calm at all times, calm and calm when encountering anything, thanks to her appearance, it made him feel so calm at that time. Zhao Xunyin can calm down and concentrate on his acting skills.

At that time, she was an actress who was hacked by the whole Internet, and she would be hacked for everything, and it was not that she had cried secretly, only Shu Yu would say to her coldly, "Crying is useless, you have to use your strength to shut them up. "

In order to hone her acting skills and find a way that suits her, Shu Yu took her to visit big names in the entertainment industry one by one, and asked them to teach Zhao Xunyin a small lesson, act in dramas, and accumulate experience.Because her company at the time didn't care about her development path and just wanted her to be a beautiful vase, so Shu Yu put down her face and went to her friend Qi Yu to sign her and give her resources , repackage her, let her start over.

Most of her later achievements were given by Shu Yu and praised by Shu Yu.

She once loved her so passionately, so she responded to her so desperately.

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"That's true." Zhao Xunyin smiled, and seemed to have no objection to Shu Yu's statement, but said, "Then why don't I marry you and have a child after I win the Best Actress Awards? What do you think?"

Hearing this, Shu Yu put down the report in her hand, looked up at her, couldn't hold back, and still laughed, "If you're still willing then."

"—Of course I would."

She swears.

Maybe she said it too easily and absolutely at that time, so things backfired later, maybe the promises she made when she was young were always like this, too beautiful but too illusory, except for the slight astringency when thinking about it, nothing else can do brought to you.

In the days after breaking up with Shu Yu, Zhao Xunyin also asked herself whether she had done any irreversible things in the process of interacting with the other party, and made any mistakes that she did not know.

No.

No.

No.

Apart from the fact that the two of them get together less and leave more because of their professions, there is almost no other friction between them. When the relationship is good, the two of them even announced their relationship on Weibo regardless.

No matter what other people think or think, at that time, they were so madly in love with each other.

Of course, it is not when there is no quarrel, but every time the quarrel ends, the two people are reluctant to let each other feel sad. Either Shu Yu compromises or she compromises. The other party is the heir of one of the three big names in the entertainment industry. Being humble and accommodating in every possible way, Zhao Xunyin was not unmoved.

She was absolutely convinced that she was in love with the other party. In the third year of dating, she was only 3 years old at the golden age of an actress, but because of Shu Yu's words, she wanted to get married.

I can't remember the exact day, but Shu Yu suddenly asked her: "Do you want to marry me?"

As an actor, especially an actor who has just won the Best Actress Award, if he chooses to enter marriage at that time, it can almost be equivalent to cutting his own way.But because that person is Shu Yu, she replied without hesitation:

"think."

She looked into each other's eyes and said with certainty, "I want to marry you."

The man couldn't help laughing softly after hearing what she said, and she said, "I want to marry you too."

What she said was "want", not "I want". The clever Zhao Xunyin should have understood the difference between each other's words, but at that time, she was blinded by the sweetness of love and covered her ears , make yourself believe what you want to believe.

It was also because of this that she was so shocked when Shu Yu proposed to break up.

After many years, when she was in her thirties, she still felt a sharp pain in her heart when she recalled the scene when Shu Yu broke up with her that year.

Everyone told her that time is the best antidote, she will always let go slowly, and always forget.

But she didn't.

Obviously many years have passed, many days and nights, but she still feels very sad when she thinks of that person again.

Obviously she loves her very much, and she loves her very much, but they didn't love her to the end.Whether it's the impermanence of the world or the fickleness of people's hearts, the result is indeed like that. Even if she doesn't want to believe it anymore, it has already become a fact that the other party has left her.

Because she once loved someone so deeply and passionately, it took her a long time to forget and let go of her.Since Shu Yu, it's not that no one has touched her heart, and it's not that no one has loved her.

Those people are very good, and in a certain moment like Shu Yu, and because of this, she knew that she had never let go.

But she is proud after all. Facing her lover who is already married to a wife, all she can do is let go and forget.

Year after year, I don't know how many springs, summers, autumns and winters have passed.

It seems that in the early morning of a certain day, she stood in front of the window and looked at the yellowed leaves falling from the treetops. This situation made her inevitably think of that person again, but it was different from the past. The difference is that at that moment, her heart was relieved.

I forgot which book I saw it in. The book said that the person I loved will eventually become a part of my life. There is no need to deliberately forget or remember. When the time is long enough, the one left behind People will be relieved.

She thinks that she has really let go of the previous relationship. Since Shu Yu, she has not lost the ability to love. Later, she loved several people and maintained a relationship with other people, just because of one way or another cause the relationship to be terminated.

Until later, she met Shi Nanbei.

Thinking of Shi Nanbei, Zhao Xunyin suddenly woke up from the memories of the past, the phone was still on the phone, remembering the question asked by the other party, Zhao Xunyin finally opened his mouth and replied:

"Yes, I'm sorry."

The other party didn't seem surprised to get this answer, just like Zhao Xunyin knew Shu Yu, Shu Yu also knew her very well.

"But you don't sound like you're sorry."

"So?" Zhao Xunyin asked back, she didn't know the purpose of Shu Yu's call today, and she didn't know what tone she should use to talk to her favorite person in the past at this time.

The other party seemed to chuckle slightly after hearing what she said: "I didn't want to quarrel with you when I called today."

It seemed that this sentence brought back some past events, Zhao Xunyin's expression was embarrassed for a moment.

"I want to meet and chat with you." The other said.

"I don't think we have anything to talk about when we meet."

"Yes." Shu Yu was still so calm and confident on the phone, even if the person she was facing was her former lover:

"See you at the old place at 7 o'clock on Saturday night."

After saying this, Shu Yu hung up the phone neatly.

Zhao Xunyin was stunned for a while holding the hung up phone, not knowing what kind of feeling she was feeling in her heart, nor what kind of expression to put on her face.

In all honesty, many years ago, she had longed to receive a call from Shu Yu at a certain moment, and the other party would take the initiative to call, and then tell herself about the past.But she waited for a long, long time, I don't know how many years, but she still didn't get that phone call, and the final result of waiting was to finally hear the news that Shu Yu married someone else from someone else's mouth.

The funniest thing in a person's life is getting the wrong thing at the right time, just like Zhao Xunyin would receive a call from her ex-girlfriend when she was married.

Although I had waited for that call before, it was indeed a long time ago.

It was so long that she almost forgot how she spent those years.

Shu Yu...

Shu Yu.

Zhao Xunyin still remembers that when Chunhua gradually woke up that year, Shu Yu took her to ride a horse in the Shu family's manor. The woman's indifferent eyebrows and eyes, but when she looked at her, there were a few traces that did not match the owner's design. concern.

She never doubted that the other party didn't love her. She was sure that Shu Yu loved her, because she knew what Shu Yu was like when he loved her, so she understood that when the other party didn't love her, he really didn't love her. love it.

The same expression of the same person, just because they don't love or don't love so much anymore, the brows and eyes of the other party are all cold, she said:

"Let's break up, Zhao Xunyin."

Probably because she didn't believe that this sentence would come out of her lover's mouth, Zhao Xunyin was stunned for 2 minutes after hearing this sentence, and finally understood what the other party was saying. She asked:

"What did you say?"

Since the age when she can remember, Zhao Xunyin has had a lot of nightmares, and every time she wakes up from the dream, she will be very grateful that she can wake up in time, but when she thinks of the scene when Shu Yu broke up with her again, she is always proud But how much she expected, everything that happened was just a nightmare.

After waking up from the dream, she and Shu Yu were still the same as before: they didn't break up, they didn't confront each other, and they didn't turn around to marry someone else.

They are still the most beautiful appearance, or the happiest time.