Heat wave

Jiang Yan waited for a while, but Fang Yuanli did not raise his head. The person lying on his chest seemed to be asleep. He knocked his chin on the top of Fang Yuanli's head with a very light force, and the breathing of the two people was in the same rhythm.

Being warmed by the hot wind, Fang Yuanli simply closed his eyes. If he didn't get up, Jiang Yan would have nothing to do with him, and there was no way to ask him some questions that he couldn't answer.

This time Fang Yuanli fell asleep completely, and when he woke up again, the car was slowly driving into the station, Jiang Yan half hugged him, leaning against the car window, the hair on his forehead was messed up by the wind.

The two of them were leaning against each other stickily, and their shirts became wet. Just as Fang Yuanli wanted to get up, Jiang Fen also opened his eyes.

"It's here?" Jiang Yan leaned his back against the hard window frame, unlike Fang Yuanli who slept on the human flesh cushion, he pinched the bridge of his nose, his whole body was sore and his back ached.

Fang Yuanli got up from him, rubbed his face, "Yes."

Jiang Yan's voice was always lower than his, which made Fang Yuanli feel particularly dependent when he was still in a daze. He was like a baby who had just woken up, instinctively looking for the person closest to him.

The incoming and outgoing buses blocked the gate of the station, and the train gradually became hotter and hotter. Jiang Yan couldn't wait to take Fang Yuanli home, "Master, we will get off here."

Coming out of the steamer-like carriage, Fang Yuanli was blown by the wind and regained a little bit of sobriety. He watched Jiang Yan holding his hand to stop a taxi. The warmth of his palm made him not want to run away.

If it was in the past, when he heard Jiang Fen say that he liked him, he would have scolded Jiang Fen for wishful thinking angrily, but now Fang Yuanli just feels incredible in his mind.

Originally, love is like a dream, and the relationship between men is even more like walking on thin ice.

But at this time, Jiang Yan, speaking what ordinary young couples would say, slowly told Fang Yuanli that the two of them would take a bath before eating when they got home, and he had already ordered takeaway.

Fang Yuanli looked at Jiang Min motionlessly, with a bit of weary emotion in his eyes, all because of getting up, Jiang Min actually saw the shadow of Fang Yuanli when he was a child from Fang Yuanli's eyes.

"Go home and sleep again." Jiang Yan pinched Fang Yuanli's forehead, and Fang Yuanli nodded following inertia.

After eating and taking a shower, Fang Yuanli regained his energy and couldn't fall asleep without saying anything. The two of them sat awkwardly in the living room, watching the scrolling pictures on the TV.

The sound of the TV was not turned on very loudly, and the sound of the electric current could even overwhelm the sound of the program. Fang Yuanli curled his legs and nestled in the corner of the sofa. Time passed very slowly. forget.

But Jiang Yan has been remembering for so many years, how could it be possible to say that he lost his memory when he lost his memory, and he was able to hold his breath and not speak, just waiting for Fang Yuanli to be unable to bear it.

No one cared what program was on the TV, but Fang Yuanli kept pressing the remote control, and the screen kept flickering. Jiang Yan tilted his body, leaned on the armrest of the sofa, and shouted helplessly, "Fang Yuanli..."

Fang Yuanli seemed to be called up by the teacher to answer the question. He paused, but before he could answer, the room suddenly went dark.

He held up the remote control panel and was stunned for two seconds before muttering, "The power went out."

No one started to say that they were looking for a candle. Even if there was no candle, it would be good to turn on the mobile phone to illuminate the light, but they sat side by side on the sofa with a distance between them. You were in a daze and I was in a daze.

Jiang Yan suddenly wants to smoke, he rarely has such thoughts, except when he is particularly troubled and sleepy, he will not actively want to smoke, because if he is full of stomach, he needs a lead.

As soon as his hands were put into his trouser pockets, Fang Yuanli next to him bent his knees and sat cross-legged. Jiang Yan's idea of ​​smoking was not particularly firm, and any disturbance of Fang Yuanli's thoughts could interrupt his thoughts.

He sighed slightly, and put his hand on the armrest of the sofa, "I've answered you everything, but you haven't responded to me yet."

What should come still has to come, Fang Yuanli grabbed the hem of his clothes, his heart was in his throat, "Answer what?"

He is like a traveler walking in the desert, his throat is tight.

"Do you want to fall in love with me?" There are only two answers to this kind of question, yes or no, Fang Yuanli's mind will be entangled with him.

Seeing that Fang Yuanli kept silent, Jiang Yan changed his approach again, "You and I...have a relationship..."

It was like when he invited Fang Yuanli out to play when he was a child, with a pleading tone, Fang Yuanli didn't need to make his own choice.

Darkness can give people infinite courage, Jiang Yan sat down beside Fang Yuanli, forced Fang Yuanli to the corner of the sofa, and said in a pitiful tone: "If you don't want to, just reject me directly, so that I can change Pursue you in other ways."

Jiang Yan is stupid, everything can only be done by practice, only when he fails, he will change the way, there is no other advantage, the most important thing is persistence.

Fang Yuanli stepped on the sofa with his bare feet, his toes tightly gripping the sofa. He was not only stubborn, but also not very confident. He was very bad when he was a child, and he was not good to Jiang Yan. Why did Jiang Yan like him.

"Why..." Fang Yuanli hugged his knees and hid half of his face in his arms, "I have nothing worthy of your liking."

Like itself is a matter of fate.

Jiang Yan reached out and grabbed the back of Fang Yuanli's head, and looked at him devoutly, "Actually, I don't know... I wanted to treat you well before... I want to treat you better now..." For the rest of his life, he also wanted to offer the leftovers of life with both hands.

Fang Yuanli sniffed, but luckily the room was dark enough that Jiang Yan couldn't see that his eyes were red.

"I'm not as good as you think." Fang Yuanli paused.

He has a bad personality and poor popularity. He was always easily isolated when he was a child. Because of his family, his parents could give him the best materially, but his ideological education was insufficient. Fang Yuanli, who is the center at home, must be the focus in school.

He is too self-confident, even a little headstrong, unable to get along well with his classmates.

Jiang Fen's foolish flattery greatly satisfied his vanity, his arrogance and arrogance, Jiang Fen was infinitely indulging him.

When he was a child, his virtues all depended on his family background, Fang Yuanli didn't learn how to get along with others, and when no one supported him, he could only choose to escape in silence.

"I'm worse now than before..." Fang Yuanli thought that Jiang Yan would answer, but after a moment of silence, he could only laugh at himself, "You have a bad eye for people..."

Jiang Yan knew that Fang Yuanli had many shortcomings. He was arrogant when he was a child, and weak and incompetent when he grew up. But once he was labeled as a favorite, the shortcomings he saw through the filter were not shortcomings.

The person who falls in love first is always a loser. Jiang Yan can tolerate Fang Yuanli's innocuous shortcomings. He may be a little humble in this feeling. Others only see his tolerance and tolerance of Fang Yuanli, but they ignore that he is actually happy in.

The process of pursuing what he loves is a kind of enjoyment. He doesn't force Fang Yuanli to make much changes for him, nor does he need Fang Yuanli to make much progress.

Thinking about why he wants to make money, Jiang Yan pondered carefully, probably because he was still thinking about it, waiting to be reunited with Fang Yuanli, if Fang Yuanli was tired one day and wanted to stop and rest, he would have no burden It became Fang Yuanli's shelter from wind and rain.

Some people are born to endure hardships, and some people enjoy endless blessings in their lifetime. If he can, he is willing to work a little harder, so that Fang Yuanli can be the lucky one and be loved all his life.

"It's not that bad..." Jiang Yan was very protective of Fang Yuanli. It was dangerous for Qiangzi to lure Fang Yuanli to the culvert, but Fang Yuanli never really pursued it. "Did you do something bad? To bully me , and offended others by the way?"

The intimacy of the phrase "bullying" was too strong, Fang Yuanli frantically tried to cover Jiang Fen's mouth, but just as he threw himself in front of Jiang Fen, Jiang Fen pinched his wrist.

When Fang Yuanli was particularly "bad", he seemed to be looking at himself. As expected, he was not in Fang Yuanli's eyes at that time, Jiang Yan murmured: "Did you really dislike me when you were young... That's why you don't let others talk to me. Play?"

Fang Yuanli's cheeks were hot, and he didn't know if he liked it or not, but that's not the reason for not letting others play with Jiang Yan.

"Huh?" Jiang Yan urged softly.

The charm of the truth is so strong that the listener is immersed in it, and Fang Yuanli can't tell a lie.

"You're getting too close to them..."

Fang Yuanli's hidden possessiveness almost made Jiang Yan unresponsive.

"what?"

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It's too long, and I can't fit it in my speech.

We're wrapping up, so I'll answer some questions.

Gradually, some readers came to tell me why I chose Fang Yuanli as the protagonist, and felt that he had no merits and was annoying.

In fact, the brain hole for me to write this article comes from a lot of contributions on Weibo and tree holes. I can always see the kind of "how is my partner? How bad is it? Do I want to break up" or "the other party did it?" Do you want to break up with something that is too much?" When I read this kind of submission as a spectator, I think the same as you. Do you still need to ask other people's opinions?It must be a breakup, but when most people encounter this situation, they are actually not so decisive, because they still like it if they hesitate. Even such a bad person is liked by others. It can only be said that the actual situation of each person is different. .

When I wrote the article, I didn’t output any love values. I just stood at Jiang Yan’s point of view. He is the most real way of thinking for ordinary people in this situation. If you like someone, you will magnify his advantages and tolerate all of them. The shortcoming is that everyone deserves to be loved, it depends on the angle you look at this person from.

Some people will definitely say that it is a matter of the Three Views. In fact, this has little to do with the Three Views. When people are emotionally involved, they are very emotional and impulsive. How do you distinguish and deal with such emotions decisively in reality? It varies from person to person, don't be influenced by others, just follow your heart in every decision.

I hope bad people will also be affected by your love. _(:з」∠)_

The author says:

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