Neighbors with powerful ministers

"I said I didn't break the bottle on purpose, do you believe it?" Naturally, Xie Jie could only break the ice of embarrassment first.

"I believe it." Even if Xie Jie said that the sun is square, Fang Chaoci will probably try to make the sun square for Xie Jie, so what about this situation where it looks like Fei Lian is causing trouble?Besides, the most important thing right now is obviously not to investigate who broke the vase, right?Many times, Xie Jie's brain circuit is full of strangeness, "Then if I say it, I can explain these things in your hand, do you believe me?"

"Of course I believe it." Xie Jie nodded without thinking, and then put on a cute posture, staring at Fang Chaoci with wide eyes, waiting for his explanation.

Fang Chaoci looked at the very sincere Xie Jie in front of him, and then at the brocade in Xie Jie's hand, his throat tightened, and he, who used to be eloquent, suddenly became speechless at this moment.It's not that he can't get a reasonable explanation, but that he doesn't want to lie to Xie Jie anymore, and doesn't want to lie to Xie Jie who believes in him 100%.

So he said...

"But I don't believe in myself." Fang Chaoci smiled bitterly, "Even I don't believe in myself."

Since meeting Xie Jie three years ago, Fang Chaoci couldn't help but collect some things that Xie Jie touched and then handed to him.For food, he hides it for a day or two, and he always eats it in his stomach in the end, but other things can be stored, so he puts them away again and again.

For example, the handkerchief Xie Jie used, the teacup Xie Jie used when he invited him to drink tea, and of course, all kinds of gifts Xie Jie gave him.These things used to be placed in his bedroom, but later Xie Jie gave him a porcelain ink vase, and he put all those things in the vase, and put it in the place where he could see it for the longest time every day.Only a small part stayed in the bedroom, to be precise, it was his bed, which accompanied him to sleep every night, as if Xie Jie was by his side.

There is a wild beast in his heart, its desires are hard to fill, and it will not be starved to death, but will only be driven crazy, become infinitely powerful, and will break through the cage sooner or later.It was inevitable that the beast would hurt Xie Jie, so he could only use other things to quench his thirst little by little, telling himself that these were all given to me by Xie Jie, you see, how kind he is to me, I must continue to endure, no Hurt him, don't scare him.

This was the most difficult experience of Fang Chaoci's self-control in his life, and it was also the best experience of his self-control.He wants Xie Jie more than everything, and Xie Jie is more than everything higher.

"I'm not a pervert." Fang Chaoci said to Xie Jie.

He felt that his words were pale and weak, dry mouth and cold sweat were no longer enough to describe his state at this moment. He was really afraid of losing Xie Jie, especially afraid.

But if he refuted what he said, it would be better not to say it, even he himself was about to believe that he was a pervert.

"I believe you."

But Xie Jie still chose to trust Fang Chaoci without thinking.

The moment Xie Jie said this, Fang Chaoci even doubted his own ears, did he have auditory hallucinations?Fang Chaoci looked at Xie Jie in disbelief, there was only sincerity in those black and white eyes, there was no reluctance, he really believed in Fang Chaoci.Even if Fang Chaoci secretly did so many things that seemed a bit scary, they shouldn't have been believed and forgiven.

"I believe you must have a reason to explain all this." Xie Jie said so firmly when Fang Chaoci looked at him. There was no reason, just because Fang Chaoci was Fang Chaoci, as long as Fang Chaoci Speak, and he will believe.

Fang Chaoci's chest was full of indescribable feelings, and finally converged into one sentence:

"Because I love you."

I want to give you the best of everything in the universe, but you are already better than the best.

"I love you."

These words just came out of my mouth naturally, without any deliberation, without any tendency to benefit, just let the flow come to my mouth, and then said it, not only once or twice.

"I love you the most in the universe."

Before I met you, I didn't know what loneliness is, and I and myself can live a good life; after seeing you, I will no longer be lonely, and you and I can make each other better.

The little friend who has a destined partner once said to Fang Chaoci: "When will you confess? You don't have to choose it, it's useless. Because your heart will guide you, and you will confess when you need it the most." Confess, when that moment comes, you will definitely feel something. This is more accurate than your careful preparation [-] times. Even if that memory looks bad and ridiculous at the moment, you can still cherish it afterwards Aftertaste for a lifetime. The way the other party smiled, the light and shadow formed by the light falling on the other party... At that moment, the fireworks exploded, and the world was gorgeous."

The people of the γ galaxy believe in these mysterious and mysterious things the most, even if they were unwavering in their disbelief at the beginning, they will always encounter them in the end, and then they begin to believe in them.

After waiting for so many years, it was finally Fang Chaoci's turn, the most famous single-born dog speaker in the entire γ family.

What Fang Chaoci had been waiting for was actually this kind of mysterious and mysterious thing, and he couldn't explain why, he obviously didn't believe it, but he still waited unconsciously.Well, even at this moment, he still doesn't know the meaning of fate making him wait...

Just to confess when his lover thinks he's a pervert?

Then, Fang Chaoci was rushed up by Xie Jie, hugged him, kissed each other soberly, or ate each other

Fang Chaoci was in a daze, did Xie Jie not understand what he said?Or misunderstood what he meant?Is he...

There is nothing wrong with it. In the next experience, Fang Chaoci's brain can't accommodate other thoughts except Xie Jie.

It wasn't until they kissed so heartily, as if they were going to kiss forever, that Xie Jie finally let go of Fang Chaoci, and told him about his mental journey that was very different from ordinary people: "So I really like you! The cousin in the dream didn't lie to me! Yes! I'm too dull, it's so obvious."

"……what?"

"I also have this urge to collect your things!" Xie Jie always felt that his behavior was a bit abnormal, so he restrained himself very much.Xie Jie's way of restraining himself is a very stupid way, which is to brainwash himself: You just treat Fang Chaoci as an ordinary friend, and you are ordinary friends, you can't scare him, it's not normal for you to behave like this.

After a lot of brainwashing, Xie Jie himself really believed it.

It's like Xie Jie told himself when he was a child that his father is a seed.

A normal person would not believe this, even if the normal person is just a child.But Xie Jie believed it abruptly, why?Because he is really good at brainwashing himself.

If he wasn't so good at convincing himself, he would be so sad that he would explode.

Since he was a child, he had no father, no grandpa, no grandparents; he was taken to the uncle who was very strange to him alone, the aunt did not like him, the uncle was a holy father, he was good to everyone, and the mother treated him It's so strict; all the teachers who teach his cousin assume that he is a waste. He gets into trouble when he grows up a little bit, and almost ruins his cousin's marriage. Jiang Zuo was kidnapped and almost killed his cousin...

Dare I ask, how big a heart does a person have to grow into a mentally healthy person in this environment?Xie Jie did it.Why?Because he is very good at convincing himself that his mother loves him, his father can be resurrected, and everyone around him loves him, but everyone expresses it in different ways. He lives happily every day. It's no stranger at all, it's my uncle's home.He did something wrong, but he knew his mistakes and improved; he almost hurt his cousin, and he made up for it with his life. In the end, his cousin was assassinated and he was the only one who was injured.Everyone is happy.

Xie Jie is really lucky, because all his self-comforts are the truth, but they are difficult for a child to understand, but Xie Jie's natural keenness abruptly understood and brainwashed himself.But Xie Jie has always felt that he is stupid in the past ten years.

It can be regarded as another kind of stupid people have stupid blessings.

It's a bit far away, let's talk about Xie Jie and Fang Chaoci.

The first time Xie Jie saw Fang Chaoci, the more he looked at him, the more he disliked him. In fact, it was Xie Jie's self-psychological defense.The first time he saw Fang Chaoci, he had a premonition that this person would be dangerous.But he mistakenly thought that the danger was a physical danger, not that he would be completely trapped in the other party and couldn't get out.

Later, Xie Jie's desire for Fang Chaoci could no longer be suppressed by his self-defined disgust, so he changed direction and told himself that Fang Chaoci was a friend, a best friend.

He really cherishes Fang Chaoci and doesn't want to lose him.

For someone with an abnormal mind like Xie Jie, every piece of Fang Chaoci's collection is a confession of love for him. The more things he has, the more certain he is that Fang Chaoci loves him, and he will have the courage to break through Obstacles you set for yourself.

As long as you say you love me, I can be the bravest person in the world!

Putting this kind of thing on ordinary people would definitely be unsightly. It is because of Xie Jie that the way of thinking is so strange.Fortunately, they are a pair of abnormal brain circuits and fell in love with each other.

"Actually, think about it carefully," Xie Jieshan pointed at his chin thoughtfully, "I probably fell in love with you a long time ago."

As early as when Fang Chaoci was teaching Xie Jie, this kind of love had already begun to emerge.Is Fang Chaoci's lecture really that good?Not necessarily?But it will definitely make Xie Jie want to listen and make progress.Because he likes Fang Chaoci, he thinks what Fang Chaoci says is good and right, just like a peacock spreading its tail, he wants Fang Chaoci to see his goodness and become a better person People, it makes people feel that he and Fang Chaoci are a good match.

These are all unconscious behaviors of Xie Jie when he was struggling to suppress himself.

As for why Xie Jie is struggling to suppress himself, in fact, it can be seen from his previous life that this is Daqi, and this is a distant and remote era that was very prejudiced against homosexuality. Xie Jie was afraid that once it was announced, he and Fang Chaoci would welcome Come the resistance of the world.

Xie Jie is not afraid of the whole world, but he is afraid of his mother.If there is no rebirth, the eldest princess's attitude will be like that.

Of course, when this relationship can no longer be suppressed, Xie Jie can also let it go.When he doesn't recognize it clearly, he can still endure it. Once he recognizes it clearly, he will put on the strongest armor for this relationship and possess infinite courage.As long as Fang Chaoci doesn't let go, he can fight the world for him!

In this regard, Xie Jie's thoughts are a little bit similar to his mother's eldest princess. Once he is determined, he will be desperate, so strong that he is at a loss.

And a person can only have such courage once in his life.

If the love is right, it will be the luck of his life. If the love is wrong...then love will no longer be the most important theme in his life.

Xie Jie's luck is not too bad, he only likes someone like Fang Chaoci, and is willing to risk everything for Fang Chaoci, and Fang Chaoci only likes someone like Xie Jie, and is willing to risk everything for Xie Jie.Across hundreds of millions of light years, just to meet each other at the end of the universe.