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Song Hailin was lucky, and was thrown back to the original place all of a sudden, and it seemed that there was no bones left when he fell to the ground.

He frantically wanted to grab a vine, but finally came across one, pulled it, but it broke.

"I'm sorry to disturb you at this time," Hu Yuran apologized on the other end of the phone, "but I really can't help it. I used to use Brother Shen as a straw, but now he's gone, and no one can save me."

He paused, coughed a few times, and continued: "You are the last straw he left for me, and only you can save me."

Song Hailin froze for a moment.

What Su Shen left for that person, is it a life-saving straw?he.

In the end who is whose life-saving straw.Song Hailin smiled miserably.

This is left by Su Shen, is this the task Su Shen left for him?

Is saving this person something Su Shen hopes he can accomplish?

Brother, is that so?

You handed me a life-saving straw, didn't you?

Song Hailin stared blankly at the blood dripping from the back of his hand, blinked his eyes, and suddenly took the water glass on the bedside table, poured half a glass of water, drank too fast, and choked a few times.After a few muffled coughs, he grabbed another steamed bun, bit a quarter of it in one bite, and after chewing a few times, he said to the phone, "Say, how can you help me?"

Seeing him start eating, Grandma Song stood up all of a sudden, turned around several times before she bent her eyes, said "I'll give you some hot food" and hurried out.

"Su Shen gave me a USB flash drive before... turning himself in." Hu Yuran deliberately avoided the word "before his death", "It contains some evidence of Qu Shiran's crimes over the years, and I want to get rid of Qu Shiran. "

Song Hailin waited for him to continue.

"Brother Shen knows that by myself, even if I have mastered these things, I can't threaten him at all, so I left your contact information in the USB flash drive. If Brother Shen can trust you, I will. So, I need your help .”

"Help you, send Qu Shiran to prison?" Song Hailin said.

"No," Hu Yuran gripped the USB flash drive and gritted his teeth. The USB flash drive contained all the evidence that Qu Shiran ruined his family. Just thinking about it, his eyes were red with hatred, but he still said no."I just, wanted to leave him," he said.

Hu Yuran's feelings for Qu Shiran are very complicated.

He hates him.However, he didn't want to do anything to hurt him.

Because of his own kindness, he never thought of revenge, so it was just resentment and hatred, but it was also mixed with love that could not be shaken off, which entangled his internal organs and made him restless.Hu Yuran was really tired.He doesn't want to be tortured anymore, he won't live long, he really doesn't want to spend the last days in mutual torture with Qu Shiran.

He really hoped that, in the end, he could wait for death with the best memories of him and Qu Shiran in the past.

"I'll go to Zhucheng to find you tomorrow." Song Hailin said.

Before leaving, he went to meet Tian Zhe.

The two of them were relatively speechless, squatting next to the fitness equipment at the bottom of the community, and in less than 10 minutes, a pack of cigarettes was exhausted.

When Song Hailin reached into the cigarette case again, he caught nothing.

Tian Zhe glanced at him, then looked at the half-smoked cigarette in his hand, crushed it on the ground, threw it aside, and stopped smoking.

"Are you going back?" he asked.

Song Hailin didn't answer.

"You hate me, don't you?" Song Hailin said to Tian Zhe.

"I don't hate it anymore." Tian Zhe shook his head with a wry smile.

If it was because of Su Shen that he hated Song Hailin in the past, then now that he has seen this destructive relationship, he suddenly understands that in this relationship with no gaps, he has no position to hate Song Hailin.

So, don't hate it.

Song Hailin sighed and stood up suddenly.

Tian Zhe didn't move.

Song Hailin didn't look back, and waved at him as he walked forward, saying, "Take good care of Goudaner."

Tian Zhe suddenly remembered the last words Su Shenlin left him before he went to college.

Also, "Take care of Goudan for me."

He smiled and waved at Goudaner.

Goudan'er lay on the tiles beside the flower bed, let out a soft "owwow", and raised his eyelids, just like before, the second uncle ignored him.

"Goudaner." Tian Zhe called Goudaner in a sighing tone.

Just like what Su Shen said before, after Qu Shiran killed all the enemies, his life suddenly became empty. At this time, he looked at the past again, and it turned out that he was really an empty shell without revenge. , nothing can hold up.

His life seemed to end with revenge.

His vitality followed Hu Mingcheng's death into the coffin.

For him now, only Hu Yuran was left.

Think of it as a motivation that can hold him up temporarily.

After he was free, he stayed in the ward almost every day. Hu Yuran didn't want to see him, so he nestled under the quilt, covered his head, and pretended to be asleep.Qu Shiran sat on the sofa by himself, staring at the bulging quilt in a daze.Such a stunned, sometimes all day long.

Once when eating, Hu Yuran suddenly spoke for the first time, and he asked Qu Shiran: "Do you know the story of Brother Tiedaner and Da Heizi?"

Qu Shiran didn't understand what he wanted to do, and didn't answer if he knew.

"Can you continue to tell me?" Hu Yuran asked cautiously.

Qu Shiran was overjoyed, and hurriedly agreed. At least this proves that Hu Yuran is willing to listen to him, right?

He finished his rice in two or three gulps, drank some water and washed it down, and then began to tell him.

It started when Tie Daner knew the truth after grandma died, talked about the earthquake later, and talked about Da Heizi rushing to rescue Tie Daner, talking about Tie Daner prying the cement board with his hands, talking about Tie Daner brother Turn around at the door of the ward and leave.

Hu Yuran ate his meal in small bites, and when he heard Brother Tie Dan'er secretly went to see Da Heizi in his university, he took a deep breath and let out a long sigh.

Qu Shiran heard him sigh and stopped.

Hu Yuran looked at him and said, "Do you know why I like the story of Brother Tie Daner and Da Heizi?"

"Envy?" Qu Shiran said.

Hu Yuran made no secret of his envy for the protagonist of this story before, so he didn't need to think too much about it.

Hu Yuran shook his head and said: "I like to listen because I want to know why the two of them are separated by such complicated things, but they can still love each other purely."

Qu Shiran fell silent and didn't speak.

"Now I suddenly understand," Hu Yuran stared into Qu Shiran's eyes and said, "Because love is love."

Love is love.

It's not that love can override other things.Rather, the feeling of love is actually very simple, so simple that nothing can hinder it.

There is no position to hinder at all.

No matter how complicated other factors are, the only thing these factors cannot interfere with is love.

This kind of feeling can't be hidden, can't be suppressed, overwhelming, and cautious.

Love is just love.

"You said, the love and hatred between the two of them is no more complicated than ours." Hu Yuran suddenly stretched out his hand towards Qu Shiran, and lightly brushed his cheek with his fingertips, "Why do you hate me? "

Qu Shiran seemed to have a blocked throat, unable to speak.

"You shouldn't hate me." Hu Yuran directly concluded to him, "So, you just love me."

His hand suddenly moved quickly to Qu Shiran's neck, fast but gentle, he held his neck and pinched him lightly, and then said: "Okay, now I forgive you, so I also Just love you, that's all."

He let go of Qu Shiran's neck and suddenly smiled at him.

Qu Shiran was stunned.

Hands touched his neck.

love?

For the first time, Hu Yuran took the initiative to kiss him.

His lips are very thin, and when they are not struggling, they seem to be nothing. When the two lips are pressed together, they can feel a cool and bitter taste. Because of taking pills for a long time, the faint bitter taste of the powder seems to permeate In the middle of the inch skin texture.

Qu Shiran's heart was beating irregularly, jumping up and down, left and right, knocking here and there, like a frizzy high school student who saw the cover of his report card and didn't dare to open it to take a look, but was eager to think about it. know the result.

"You love me?" he asked impatiently.

"Love." Hu Yuran replied firmly.

Seeing that Qu Shiran didn't know where to put his hands and feet, he tilted his head and smiled faintly. For the first time, he felt as if he had won.

Because it has the initiative.

Qu Shiran is like a primary school student who has just found someone he likes. For the first time, he carefully tries to be nice to a person.

Hu Yuran is also willing to cooperate with him, hugging tenderly, kissing tenderly, making love tenderly.

"Do you still remember the brown sugar twist I used to eat when I was in the county?"

One morning, Hu Yuran didn't want to eat breakfast after a few mouthfuls, so he suddenly mentioned this to Qu Shiran.

Qu Shiran thought for a while, "I remember, is there less than ten in a box, and each one is not as thick as a finger, and the one that sells 81 boxes?"

When he mentioned this, the dazzling contempt of poor peasants flashed unabashedly on his face.

Hu Yuran corrected him, "It is packaged in non-polluting, recyclable and reusable environmental protection paper. The wheat for flour milling is non-GMO, the oil is imported, and the black syrup is produced once a year. It sells for [-] per box. Twist."

"Capitalism is really scary." Qu Shiran said.

"I want to eat." Hu Yuran said.

Qu Shiran patted his head helplessly, "Do you want to go back to the county seat?"

Hu Yuran shook his head, rubbing his frantic head against the palm of his hand, "I used to want to eat that kind of twist, so I had to come to Zhucheng to buy it, and it was only sold here."

"Really want to eat?"

He nodded.

As soon as Qu Shiran walked out of the ward, Hu Yuran took out his mobile phone to check the time.

Sent a message to Song Hailin.

"Where have you been?"

Today is the day they agreed to meet.

He stared at the screen, anxiously waiting for a reply.

Because he hadn't touched the phone for a long time, the screen went dark all of a sudden, and he tapped the screen with his finger almost instantly.

At the same time, the message came back.

At the same time, the mobile phone was taken away unexpectedly.

When Hu Yuran raised his head, it was Qu Shiran, holding his mobile phone, looking at him with a half-smile.

Hu Yuran held his breath for a moment, his eyelashes trembling in panic.

"What's the matter, can't wait?" Qu Shiran asked him.

Hu Yuran didn't know what he was asking, so he didn't dare to answer.

Qu Shiran glanced at the information on the phone, and said: "You don't need to ask him, if you want to know, just ask me, I saw it, his car just entered the gate of the hospital."

Hu Yuran took two quick breaths, forcing himself to stabilize, he controlled his voice, "When did you know."

Qu Shiran didn't answer him, but sat down on the edge of the bed, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his shoulders, and whispered softly, "I wish you were sincere these days, you said , isn’t it good for us to live like this, why do you insist on getting rid of me?”

Hu Yuran struggled twice, but did not break free.

"Why?" Hu Yuran shouted dejectedly, "Qi Shiran, why don't you ask yourself, why do you say? Because I'm not Stockholm! I didn't do anything wrong, why do you hate me, why do you abuse me, why do you torture me Me, you! Why do you love me!"

Qu Shi was stunned for a moment.

Then he suddenly grabbed his shoulder and pushed him a few inches away, staring at him sullenly, his tone frozen.

"Is it true that you said you love me?"

"Fake." Hu Yuran closed his eyes.

"I'll give you another chance." Qu Shiran looked like a demon.

Hu Yuran didn't answer him.

He said, "Qu Shiran, I beg you, please let me go, okay?"

Qu Shiran's hand on his shoulder was so hard that it could crush the shoulder, and the knuckles simply crackled.

Hu Yuran endured the pain, his lips were a little white, "Anyway, I can't live long, the last days are coming, let me go safely, can't I?"

He almost begged.

Qu Shiran looked at his forehead sweating from the pain, at his pale face, at his shriveled skin, lined under the blue and white striped hospital gown, like a fresh zombie just crawled out of the ground .

He was suddenly in a trance.

It seems that I have forgotten what Hu Yuran looked like when I met him for the first time.

Seems to be……

Wearing a bulky school uniform, carrying a schoolbag full of books, his back is bent a little, he has a flat hair style for good students, and he wears the big thick glasses that are standard for schoolmasters and nerds. With a cup of milk tea, he squinted his eyes and smiled in the sun. The lenses refracted the sun's rays and stayed on the eyelashes for a while.He raised his head and asked in a loud voice, "Brother Ran, do you drink strawberry or chocolate?"

But now?

What about the boy named Brother Ran?Where did you go?

Killed by him?

How long has he not seen the sun?

Qu Shiran almost softened his heart.

But, he really couldn't leave him, even if he used the wrong way and regretted it, he was unwilling to make up for it.Because, it is really inseparable.

If you want to hate, hate it.

As long as you are by my side.

Qu Shiran became ruthless.He took out a USB flash drive from his pocket, spread his hands in front of Hu Yuran, and said, "You can only stay by my side."

When Hu Yuran saw the USB flash drive, he rushed to grab it like crazy.

Qu Shiran withdrew his hand and said, "I won't give it to you, and you can't threaten me either."

"What do you want!" Hu Yuran shouted.

"We are still the same as a few days ago." Qu Shiran did not dare to resist the order, then bent down, gently supported him, and stuffed him into the quilt, "Hey, I'll buy twisted twist for you."

After speaking, she kissed him on the forehead.

When Song Hailin knocked on the door, Qu Shiran had just left for less than a minute.

Hu Yuran was lying sideways on the bed, reading the text message he replied.

"arrive."

Two words.

Unfortunately, it's too late.

He said, "Come in."

Song Hailin pushed the door open and came in, looking at Hu Yuran who was half leaning on the head of the bed, he didn't dare to recognize him, vaguely, he seemed to be able to see some of his childhood appearance, but it didn't quite look like him anymore.

He tentatively asked, "Nerd? Math competition?"

Hu Yuran forced a smile at him and said, "Nice to meet you, Da Heizi."

"The world is really small." Song Hailin said.

"But, you're late, Big Heizi." Hu Yuran's eyes widened in an aggrieved arc, "He took the USB drive away."

Song Hailin asked to understand the contents of the USB flash drive. After thinking about it, maybe he could look it up again.

At this moment, he suddenly remembered one thing.

He raised his head sharply and asked, "Your surname is Hu? You went to my house with your father when you were young? What is your relationship with Hu Mingcheng? Did your family ever have a mine!"

Hu Yuran licked his lips, and said something in the dialect commonly used in Shengxing County and Qingshui Township, "Hu Mingcheng is my uncle."

Song Hailin suddenly shrugged his shoulders and laughed, this time his tone was endlessly desolate, "The world is so small!"

It turned out that these people gathered together sooner or later, and they were always involved.

The word fate really doesn't only appear in novels.

"I suspect that Hu Mingcheng's death has something to do with him. No crime is seamless. Using this bargaining chip can also help you," Song Hailin said.

He patted the back of Hu Yuran's hand and comforted him softly, "It's okay, I will help you."

For Su Shen.