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Hu Yuran froze for a moment, then grinned, "Are you relatives?"

"Brother," Song Hailin called out, "Let's go, let's eat."

Su Shen waved to Hu Yuran.

Hu Yuran watched Song Hailin pushing Su Shen around the corner step by step, feeling a little awkward in his heart, but he couldn't say exactly where it was awkward.Probably because he thought that someone like Su Shen should not have a good relationship with Song Hailin, because the difference between the two was too great.

He turned his head after the car horn sounded behind him. His father pushed down the car window and shouted at him, "Of course."

"Here we come." Hu Yuran took two steps, and suddenly slowed down while running.

He suddenly felt that it was a bit difficult to step out. He bent his knees and stepped forward, but such a simple movement was a bit stiff.Indescribable feeling.

Su Shen.

He grumbled inwardly.

Su Shen has a very special temperament, even if he only met a few times, people can't help but want to get close to him, but unfortunately he is not close to others, very contradictory.The more contradictory the more attractive.He couldn't help but think of the day when Su Shen was eating the buffet hot pot, Su Shen was sitting in a wheelchair, paddling slowly in the tense atmosphere, with his face up and a dull smile.

At that time, he felt that this person was perfect and harmonious to the extreme.

Su Shen who is sitting in the wheelchair is Su Shen.It is the harmonious whole.Hu Yuran thought.

The environment of the hotel Song Hailin booked was quite good, and it was also close to the test center. The two of them had been bumping around on the bus all day, and they were exhausted. Su Shen was still a little motion sick. Moved.

Song Hailin emptied out a small schoolbag, packed all the things needed for tomorrow's exam in it, and took out a change of clothes from another bag. Su Shen lay on the bed and opened one eye to watch him go back and forth. , muttered in a muffled voice: "You are really virtuous."

"You can't talk like that, I'm called reliable." Song Hailin put away his clothes, took out a bottle of water and handed it to Su Shen.

"Hey," Su Shen shook the water bottle, "This bottle cap is quite magical."

"what?"

"It is said that only reliable people can unscrew it." Su Shen said mysteriously.

Song Hailin smiled, "Just say you're too lazy to screw it up."

"That would make me lose face."

Song Hailin unscrewed the bottle cap, took a sip before handing it to him, "Here you are, you have the most face."

It was getting late, Song Hailin set an alarm clock, packed up and got ready to go to bed.Su Shen got under the quilt a long time ago, but because of the new environment, she couldn't sleep.Song Hailin hugged him and asked, "Can't sleep?"

Su Shen hummed in a low voice.

"It's okay, don't think about anything, you will fall asleep in a while."

Song Hailin patted Su Shen's back lightly, the constant rhythm made people fall asleep easily, so Song Hailin fell asleep not long after.

Only Su Shen was left depressed in the darkness listening to his even breathing.

Su Shen half propped up his upper body and looked at him carefully for a while, his heartbeat suddenly accelerated uncontrollably, and he reached out and tapped the center of Song Hailin's lips.It's strange, Song Hailin always has the ability to calm him down, just listening to his breathing, he can feel that there is such a support in his heart, no matter how empty and difficult a place is, he can stand upright and support him.

For some reason, at this moment, he suddenly had an urge to wake up Song Hailin and tell him all the bad things that were not secrets in his heart.Tell him, let him tell him what to do.

In fact, Su Shen didn't want Song Hailin to know the things he was investigating for no reason, and didn't want him to know all the struggles he had made because of his disability and the unfairness of fate.It's like, I don't want him to know that I care about these games very much, it's the same reason.same mood.

Strictly speaking, his indifference is not an act of faking.But human beings, since they are human beings, it is impossible to be completely reconciled.In this situation, he was paranoid in his heart and didn't want Song Hailin to know.Fortified.Sometimes when I think about it, I feel that I have not fully trusted Song Hailin.Yes or no?Listening to Song Hailin's breathing, Su Shen suddenly figured out the answer.No, it's not that he doesn't trust Song Hailin.

Not letting him know is not fortification.Just because he's scared.

Su Shen's lips trembled twice, he took his fingers away from Song Hailin's lips, his voice trembling in the air, he said firmly: "I love you."

It is love, the kind of love that wants you to deliver and is willing to deliver yourself.

Suddenly want to say it.Whether he can hear it or not.

Not so that he can hear, but must speak out.

do not know why.

When Su Shen was woken up by the alarm clock in the morning, Song Hailin had already bought breakfast.

He urged Su Shen to wash his face and brush his teeth, and he checked again whether all the things in the schoolbag were brought.Su Shen's mouth was full of bubbles, and he said vaguely: "You will easily develop obsessive-compulsive disorder in the future, you know?"

"I'm obsessive-compulsive when I met you." Song Hailin said.

Su Shen clicked her tongue, "I found that you come here now to make flirtatious words."

"That's right for you too."

"Tsk."

The exam started at nine o'clock, and the reliable classmate Song Dahei waited at the school gate with Su Shen at 07:30. Su Shen yawned one after another, and shed tears in his eyes against the small spring breeze in the morning. You set an alarm for 06:30, I'm sure I won't get up."

"As the old saying goes, sooner rather than later." Song Hailin looked around, and the curb was already surrounded by candidates, "Besides, look, everyone came so early."

Su Shen snorted and yawned again.

A few students next to them may have come in a team, and a girl with a ponytail asked loudly: "Gu Xiaosheng, did you leave all the admission tickets with you?"

"It's at Xiaobai's place."

Su Shen glanced in their direction, then turned to Song Hailin and asked, "Dahei, do you have your admission ticket?"

Song Hailin was stunned for a moment, then stared, opened the zipper of the schoolbag and took a look inside, and said, "It's broken——"

Su Shen didn't speak, just stared at his hand flipping through his schoolbag.

"I put it in my wallet. It seems that my wallet was left at the breakfast stall." Song Hailin frowned anxiously, "The stall is so mobile that there is nowhere to look for it now. What should I do?"

Su Shen still didn't speak.

He stared at Song Hailin hard, until he laughed at himself, and then said, "You are pretending to be a fart."

Song Hailin seemed not to understand, and said sullenly: "Now is not the time to make trouble, I have to think about the one hundred and one ways I can die under the hands of the beauty."

That seriousness seemed to be seriously considering every way of death.

"You're so boring." Su Shen said.

"I learned from you." Song Hailin pouted with a smile, "How did you know that?"

Su Shen took the small transparent bag he took out from his schoolbag, "Joke, you are still suckling when I am playing with you, and you still want to play with me?"

"I'm here to relax you, so you don't get nervous before the exam." Song Hailin laughed.

Su Shen carried the small bag around and found everything inside, "In case I'm a little weaker, I'm too frightened now, and I can let go when I relax."

"The key is that you are not psychologically fragile."

"Actually, I'm fragile." Su Shen said half-truth, "It's like potato chips, crunchy."

Song Hailin didn't speak, and suddenly put his palm on his head and touched it twice.

Su Shen even forgot to breathe.

My heart suddenly lifted, I just felt that Song Hailin was so good, so good.

It wasn't until a few people over there shouted "what time do you open the door" that his hearing slowly recovered.The noise around him gradually entered his ears clearly.

"Open the door an hour earlier, eight o'clock." Someone said over there.

Su Shen looked up at Song Hailin, "What time is it?"

"59:[-]." Song Hailin said.

Now the crowd has gathered at the school gate, bustling with people, the security guard stands at the gate and raises his hand to look at his watch.Both Song Hailin and Su Shen were unwilling to squeeze forward, and simply hid aside.

The group of people just now didn't push forward. The girl with the ponytail looked at her watch and said eccentrically: "The door opens at eight o'clock as promised, and it's eight o'clock. One second, one minute, and one decimal point are not counted as eight o'clock!"

"Liu Chengxi, why don't you just change your name to Liu Yuji, I'm stunned." Another girl with loose hair said with a smile.

"What concubine Yu, change it to Liu Dieyi."

"That's enough, just accept your supernatural powers, you two." The boy with a stack of admission tickets in his hand pushed them, "Go in quickly."

Song Hailin also followed at the end and pushed Su Shen in.

In order to check the admission ticket and prevent irrelevant people from mixing in, the school opened a small door, and went in to check one by one. Song Hailin was stopped just as he was about to enter.

Song Hailin took out Su Shen's exam admission ticket, and discussed with the teacher who was checking at the door, "His exam room is on the third floor, so I have to send him off."

The teacher glanced at Su Shen several times, nodded, and said, "Register."

"Thank you teacher." Su Shen said.

Song Hailin registered on the window sill, and when he looked up, he happened to see Hu Yuran getting off a black car, which was a good car.

He pushed Su Shen and was about to turn around and leave.

Before he could take his eyes off completely, a middle-aged man got down from the car, holding Hu Yuran's schoolbag in his hand, and handed it to him quickly.

Song Hailin narrowed his eyes, turned around faster, and pushed Su Shen to the examination room.

Until Su Shen entered the examination room, his heart was beating violently.

He seemed to understand why he felt familiar when he saw Hu Yuran at the toll booth.What is familiar is not the face, but the specific scene.Lying on the car window frame, with his hands folded obediently, he wears half-rim glasses that look like thick bottle bottoms.

He has seen.

When he saw his father, there was an opportunity for memory extraction, which completely brought that memory to the surface.

He has met Hu Yuran and his father. It should be said that Hu Yuran's father and Song Qing should know each other.

When he was a child, when he saw Hu Yuran, it was a similar scene. Hu Yuran looked out the car window, and he hid behind the flower bed downstairs and secretly watched Song Qing and Hu Yuran's father talking at the same time.

For some reason, he subconsciously wanted to avoid the middle-aged man.

It's not that I'm afraid, but I just want to avoid it.

He even felt that this person was inseparable from the "they" Luan Jingnian mentioned.

It can be said that he is like an enemy, but his subconscious tends to make him desensitized.

He dug out Su Shen's cigarettes from the bag on the side of the wheelchair, squatted on the steps of the teaching building, thinking about smoking, and threw the cigarette butts all over the floor.This cigarette is really nothing to smoke, but to be honest, it's really worry-free.

After a pack of pipes had been smoked by him, he stood in the air vent to diffuse the smell of the smoke on his body. After the bell rang for the end of the exam, he waited for the crowd to leave the teaching building before he walked up to the third floor in one step and three steps. building.

Su Shen was sitting quietly on the seat, resting her chin in a daze.

Song Hailin smiled at him at the door and shouted, "Brother!"

"Hey." Su Shen agreed.

Song Hailin walked over, bent down, and said, "Shall I hug you?"

"Okay, if you can hug him." Su Shen put his arms around his neck.

"I can move it." Song Hailin hugged him firmly, "How do you feel, is the question difficult?"

"I feel... that I can take the first place in the interstellar exam." Su Shen just finished speaking, suddenly sniffled, and asked, "Are you smoking?"

"You're a bitch." Song Hailin smiled.

"A dog egg is a cat."

"Smoking and playing." Song Hailin walked downstairs slowly.

Su Shen put her nose close to his chest and sniffed hard a few times, "Smoking is not good."

"Don't you smoke too?" Song Hailin asked back.

"I, I have already controlled myself not to smoke." Su Shen's voice was muffled, "You can't smoke in the future."

"Okay, I won't smoke anymore." Song Hailin said.

They sat in the car all afternoon and rushed back to Qingshui Township before evening.

Su Shen waved to Song Hailin at the door, "Go home first, your grandparents must be worried about you."

Song Hailin looked in from the gate, and the lights were still on in the yard, so he nodded, "Then go home and rest quickly."

"Understood, I'm still reluctant to part with a wall." Su Shen pursed her lips and smiled.

"A wall is also a partition."

"Okay, go back quickly, we will see you again tomorrow."

Su Shen watched Song Hailin enter the house before driving the wheelchair to his own house.As soon as he reached the gate, he felt that something was wrong, so he pushed the gate open.

really.

The door is not locked.

Lights were on in the yard, and lights were on in his grandmother's house.

He took out his phone and glanced at it, it was already 12:30 in the evening.Usually at this time, his grandma had gone to bed early, and grandma had never had the habit of waiting for him to come home, so it was abnormal that the lights were brightly lit tonight.

Very abnormal.

He rowed towards his grandma's house.The moment he was about to push the door open, he put his hand on the door, and suddenly he lost the courage to push it lightly.

Inexplicably dare not.

He closed his eyes hard, pressed his hand against the door with a little force, and immediately withdrew his hand as if pricked by a needle.The door made a "squeak" sound unique to ancient wood, and slowly opened, letting out the light in the room little by little.

Scattered all over the place.underfoot.

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Smoking is harmful to health.