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Song Hailin stood up abruptly, knocked down a small horse in the process of backing up, tripped over a basin, and by the way, the coffee table shook, and the thermos pot containing ginger soup on it was tilted left and right twice. But the small teacup on the tray next to it was not so lucky, and it fell with a jingle.

Su Shen looked at those gadgets in their family who deserved their lives, and sighed.

Song Hailin had a ghost-like expression on his face. It seemed that he hadn't calmed down yet. The place was originally small and there was no way to retreat. He stood half a meter away and panted lightly, not daring to look at Su Shen.

Su Shen turned around and turned over the dumplings in the pot, then looked at the tiny oil splashes around the dumplings with her chin on her hands, and said after a while, "Hey, I'm sorry, I didn't know you couldn't help being funny."

Song Hailin stared at his back, thinking that you are not fucking funny.

"Hey, are you ignoring me?" Su Shen turned around, with a freshly fried dumpling in her chopsticks, her other hand was underneath, and her chopsticks were stretched upwards.

Su Shen raised her chin towards the dumpling at him.

Song Hailin remained motionless.

"you……"

Su Shen was about to speak, but the door of their house was pushed open, blowing a gust of cold wind.

Everyone in the room turned to look at the door.

It was Grandma Song who came in. She first smiled and said Happy New Year to Grandma Su, and then said to Song Hailin, "It's time to go, your parents are waiting for you in the car."

"Ah..." Song Hailin responded, finally freed from the inexplicably awkward atmosphere.

"Hurry up, hurry up." Grandma Song waved.

Song Hailin started to leave, and glanced at Su Shen who was still holding the dumplings.

Su Shen was stunned for a while, but felt that Song Hailin was looking at him, forced the corner of his mouth to smile, then stuffed the dumpling into his mouth, and said while chewing, "Are you leaving?"

"Ah." Song Hailin said.

"Then you..." Su Shen paused.

"what?"

"It's nothing." Su Shen smiled, "Slow down on the road."

"Ah."

After finishing speaking, Song Hailin might feel that he was a bit dry, so he could only add another sentence, "It's useless to tell me this, and I wasn't the one driving the car."

He intended to make a fool of himself, but not only did he fail to achieve the desired effect, but also made Su Shen unable to answer the conversation, so it is better not to speak.

Grandma Song urged at the door again, but he could only say, "I'm leaving."

He headed out and ran outside.

Su Shen looked at the two cold dumplings left on the plate, and threw them into the pot. The tip of the chopsticks was still pressing on one of the chubby belly. He was dazed and forgot to take it away.

Grandma Su took a sip of her tea and said slowly, "You can go out and see people off. I have bad legs and feet, so I won't go out."

Who on earth has worse legs and feet, Su Shen thought to himself.

However, he was reminded by grandma, as if he had just reacted, he raised his head, then put the chopsticks directly in the pot, and hurriedly followed out.

The Mazar lying on the ground fell over again.

Grandma Su shouted behind him: "Wok!"

He paddled out quickly, pretending not to hear.

When they arrived at the door, they just saw Song Hailin get into the car, the hem of his clothes dangling outside, and he slammed the car door.

He opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't speak.

That car was different from Tian Zhe's car that fell apart, and it didn't make any strange noises, so before Su Shen could react, it started silently, started slowly, and the wheels picked up some small icicles. Drive down this dirt road.

Su Shen stared at the car that was getting farther and farther away, suddenly feeling a little empty in his heart.

That's it, go away?

He didn't say anything again.

It wasn't until the car turned a corner and walked onto the main road that Su Shen moved his neck slowly.

This scene seems familiar.

His fingers fell on the armrest one by one, knocking one by one, and the wind blew in through the holes of the sweater. When was it?Su Shen frowned and thought.

"God's father!"

Tian Zhe shouted behind Su Shen, Su Shen's train of thought was interrupted, and he turned to look at Tian Zhe.

As soon as he turned his head, he saw Tian Zhe throwing something at him. He subconsciously reached out to pick it up. After receiving it, he opened his hand and found a piece of chocolate lying in the palm of his hand.

A flash of light.

chocolate.

I finally understand why the scene just now seemed familiar.

That period of memory is almost his first memory.

It turned out that he had met Song Hailin when he was young. Su Shen squinted his eyes and looked at the crooked neck tree not far away. Even under the tree, it was also winter and Chinese New Year.

Song Hailin tricked him into taking a piece of chocolate with a piece of flower stone picked up under the wall.

That year was the first year after his car accident.

After waking up in the hospital, my mind became blank, I don't remember anything, I don't know anyone, I only know the person in front of me, let him call her grandma.

Children are lively and active, and Su Shen is the same. Although he was weak at that time, when he saw others walking around, he naturally wanted to follow him.If you can't stand up, you kneel on the ground and walk.

Grandma won't let me.

So this kind of "walking around" is a rare taboo in Su Shen's heart.It's like you can't eat sugar when you change your teeth, and you can't sleep without washing your feet at night. You can only do it secretly while avoiding your parents.

On New Year's Day, grandma got up early to pay New Year's greetings to one of her older sisters, and Su Shen nestled under the quilt and pretended to be asleep.After hearing the sound of the big iron door knocking, he sneaked up.

Because there was no grandma to help him, his clothes were all crooked. Because of his short arms, he couldn't bend down after wearing a thick cotton coat. No socks either.When his knee fell to the ground, the cold air from the ground penetrated his bones, and he couldn't help shivering.

But this feeling is too real.

The feeling of being firmly on the ground.

He tried to walk around the room on his knees, blushing with excitement. After going back and forth a few times, he wrapped himself tightly in a small scarf and put on a small hat, wrapping himself so that only two blinks were exposed. big eyes.After wrapping up warm, I carefully left the house.

The street is very novel, and walking is even more novel.

For him who lost his childhood memories, this was the first time.It seems to be acting according to human instinct, just like a baby instinctively wants to walk, there is a little bit of eagerness in my heart, and after realizing it, the excitement is not compromised at all.

Like a toddler, he slowly moved forward in the land covered with thin snow, looking left and right at this strange world.He didn't dare to go far, but walked back and forth a few times on the small straight road in front of his house, with beads of sweat glistening on his forehead.

After he was completely tired, he turned and walked home.

Just passed the gate of the neighbor's house, a child jumped down from the crooked neck tree, and shouted behind him: "Are you a little girl?"

Su Shen stopped for a moment, wondering if he should talk to him or not.

Before he could think about it clearly, his child jumped up in front of him, put his hands on his thighs and bent down to look at him, then grinned, "Such a beautiful little girl, who is taller than our upstairs." The little girl who sees her crying all the time is much prettier."

Su Shen blinked and whispered, "I'm a little boy."

"What did you say?" The child straightened up early, holding a small stone in his hand and throwing it up and down to play.

Su Shen stared dumbfounded at the stone, and her eyeballs followed the stone up and down.

"Hey," the kid smiled, holding a rock in front of his eyes, and asked, "Do you want it?"

He nodded slightly.

The red wool ball on the top of the head swayed back and forth a few times.

The little boy shook the ball a few times and said, "Why are you covered in dirt, little dwarf?"

Su Shen looked up at the little boy, and said in a crisp voice, "I'm not short."

It's just kneeling, so it seems to be a head shorter.

To show that he was not short, he stretched out his arms to reach the boy's head, but as soon as he stretched out his hand, something fell out of his palm.He quickly reached out to pick it up, but the boy grabbed it first.

Like throwing stones just now, he threw the things in his hands a few times, then looked at them in front of his eyes and said, "Hey, chocolate?"

Su Shen nodded.

It was stuffed into his hands by an old woman he met on the road just now.

"Well," the boy's eyeballs rolled around, "you want this gem from me, I was not willing to give it to you, but since you really want it, why don't you exchange it with this chocolate .”

Su Shen hesitated for a moment, and licked his lips by the way.

He also wants to eat chocolate.

Seeing his hesitation, the little boy hurriedly said: "Then I won't give you the gem, my gem is so powerful, I won't give it anymore."

While shaking his head, he clenched the "gem" and hid it behind his back.

Su Shen swallowed, feeling a little anxious, so she could only quickly say, "That's fine."

The boy stuffed the stone into his hand, and walked back while peeling the chocolate, shaking his head and muttering deliberately loudly, "Thank you, my gem."

Su Shen held the gemstone in her palm and carefully stared at it with a smile for a long time, for fear that the precious stone would be damaged if touched.

He came back to his senses, staring at the chocolate that Tian Zhe threw in his palm, the corner of his mouth twitched calmly.

For such a period of the past, if you forget it, forget it, but now you think about it, it's so stupid.

Little Su Shen, who got the gem, was happy all day long.

When he sneaked out to play again the next day, he was reluctant to let it go, but as soon as he went out that day, he saw the little boy who gave him the gem jumped out of the neighbor's house, and was about to rush into a car outside. He retracted the last foot he stepped on, and walked up to him, grinning: "Chocolate is delicious."

Su Shen was dumbfounded and didn't know what he wanted to say.

"Eh?" He yelled when he saw the stone in Su Shen's hand, and then laughed even more happily, "You still hold this precious stone?"

Su Shen nodded.

The boy grabbed the little ball of wool on the hat violently, "Are you a fool? I lied to you, it's not a gem at all, it's just a random pick under the tree, a handful of broken stones."

Su Shen was still staring at the gemstone in her hand, and was stunned after hearing what he said.

The boy snatched the stone, threw it under the wall, clapped his hands, and said, "All right."

Su Shen stared at him, then at the base of the wall, and then looked up at him, her eyes blinking, not knowing how to react.

At this time, someone in the car called him.

The boy immediately turned around and ran away, shouting as he ran, "Poshizi!"

Then he jumped into the car and slammed the door shut.

Su Shen froze in place, watching the car turning along the dirt road and onto the main road, and didn't move for a long time.

That little boy is Song Hailin from the neighbor's house.

Tian Zhe raised his hand and shook it in front of Su Shen's face, and shouted, "Return to God!"

Su Shen raised her head and glanced at him, and said, "If you call me deaf, I will depend on you for the rest of my life."

Tian Zhe hugged Goudan and laughed, "I've been relying on you for a long time, and now I'm taking care of your son for you."

After speaking, he stroked the hair on its back.

"Are you going to your uncle's house?" Su Shen asked.

"Go to my grandma's house this year." Tian Zhe said.

"Hey." He yelled just after he finished speaking, Su Shen saw that Goudaner was struggling from the crook of Tian Zhe's arm and rushed towards him, Tian Zhe quickly moved back and said, "What's the situation?" , what happened to your son today, seeing you is like seeing his own father Dalin."

After Su Shen heard about Da Lin, she couldn't help but look at the chocolate in her palm.

It was so stupid as a kid.he thinks.

"Song Hailin just left," Su Shen said to Tian Zhe, "I came out to see him off."

After speaking, he made a face at Goudaner.

"Before I came here, you were here smelling the exhaust and watching you?" Tian Zhe shook his head in disbelief.

"No, I just left." Su Shen said.

"You're so fucking delusional," Tian Zhe curled his lips, "I saw you standing here in a daze when I was still on the top of the head."

Su Shen blinked her eyes, "I was reminiscing about the past here."

"Do you still have the past?"

"Don't bother me, I just remembered something happened when I was a child, I can't accept it." Su Shen peeled off the chocolate and put it in his mouth.

It's so sweet that it chokes your throat.

"Remember when you wet the bed when you were a child?"

"Go, it's you," Su Shen said, "You cry when you pee your pants, and the whole school knows about it."

After Tian Zhe was about to refute, Su Shen immediately added, "Your mother told me."

Tian Zhe kicked a stone on the ground, and the small stone rolled around a few times, "You are my mother's real son."

Su Shen looked at the pebbles on the ground and grunted a few times, and sighed.

Goudaner yelped "Maoao", and leaned over to stretch his paws towards him again.

Could it be that he really smells like Song Hailin?I don't usually see Goudaner being so enthusiastic.

"Shen," Tian Zhe called him a little seriously, "Master Wu should have returned to Pearl City in the past six days."

"Ah." Su Shen replied as if he didn't realize it.

"At that time, he should be able to ask something." Tian Zhe said.

"what."

Master Wu...

Su Shen pressed his temples, all kinds of messy things were going around, and his brain was not enough.

After the morning of the first day of the new year, the Su family's New Year is over.

Su Shen wandered around the room, past today, she was going to be busy again.Doing homework, sorting out questions, writing manuscripts, and taking time to write novels that I haven't written for a long time.Now that I think about it, I feel tired.Especially when I had just rested for a few days by taking advantage of the opportunity of the Chinese New Year, my whole body was lazy.

There was still oil in the pot for frying the dumplings, and the two unlucky dumplings he left in it when he went out had already been fried twice by his grandma and filled them out.He poked it twice with the chopsticks and stuffed them into his mouth one after another.

It's completely cold.

But it was delicious.

Apart from the brightly red Spring Festival couplets pasted at the door, there was no festive atmosphere in the house. Although their house was not lively during the two most lively times, the first day of the [-]th Lunar New Year, Su Shen still felt it. The loneliness after the feast.

Feeling weak, I felt that I fell down all of a sudden, and it didn't feel good.

He rolled twice on the bed, picked up the red scarf on the bedside table, lifted it over his head for a look, then threw it at the end of the bed.His depression lasted all day and did not ease a little bit at night, and it has an inseparable relationship with Song Hailin.

In the past few days, their house was indeed much more lively than in previous years.All thanks to Song Hailin.

Su Shen sometimes felt that he was quite rowdy, but the inexplicable rowdyness was quite useful.

Now just thinking that he will never come back to school is a fit of irritability.The irritability this time is different from that of the first winter vacation, it is more serious, because we met suddenly without any preparation, and the separation will be even more restless.

What's going on?

He subconsciously nodded his lips.

The appearance of Song Hailin's face flickering under the flickering fireworks suddenly flashed through his mind.

crazy.

he thinks.

Because there are too many things to think about, he always habitually puts off the things he doesn't want to think about, but all of a sudden, the things that night suddenly rushed from the last big stride to the front, and It was pushing his nose that made him have to think about it.

Song Hailin.

He does not reject.

Probably crazy, he thought.

Crazy or not, anyway, there are not many opportunities to meet in the future, everyone has gone back, you are here thinking crazy or not, what's the point?he thinks.

He sat up all of a sudden, grabbed the scarf in his hand, and suddenly felt a little wronged.

This grievance was strange, and it brought the kind of disposition that [-]% of children can't get candy after begging for it.Su Shen curled her lips, probably because she remembered her cowardly childhood during the day, so she didn't come over for a while.

He grabbed the scarf and puffed out his cheeks.

Still haven't had time to send it out.

It's so stupid to have seen it, but haven't sent it out yet.

Stupid and cowardly.

The cowardly Su Xiaoshen pursed his lips, raised his hand and knocked on the wall three times as if venting his anger.

I used a lot more force than usual, and when I retracted my hand, my knuckles were all red.

After knocking, he breathed a sigh of relief.It seems to be of little use.

Thinking of this, he raised his hand again, thinking that knocking a few more times would help ease his mood, but before he knocked down, there was a sound from over there.

His heartbeat suddenly stopped.

Hallucinations.

Although he had such an idea, he was actually looking forward to some more movement over there.

He held his breath for a while, but the sound never came again.

Thinking about it, Song Hailin has already gone home, if someone knocks on the wall and responds to him at this time, it is probably a ghost.That's still alive!

He sighed.

It was indeed an auditory hallucination.

The author has something to say:

Stupid little Naishen!I am dead.

Yesterday's "It's so rich, it's the head when you come here."

Translation: Don't kowtow, it's the head when you come.