[Trainee] Shine like you

The author has something to say: The story should always stay at the best moment. In fact, the male fan’s perspective should be stopped when it ends. The sadness, quarrel and paranoia behind it will only make people feel powerless, but I still hope that my Chu Qianxun is more real , the perspective of female fans will imply things in five years.

In other words, is it the author who wrote it badly?Why are there no comments?The author is really curious about how other people feel after reading this article!

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You are lying on the sofa, watching TV, as the final of "xx trainee xx" is about to start, your expression can't help but become more and more serious, and even your posture is no longer as lazy as before.

You straightened your back involuntarily, and stared at the TV tightly. Even though the result of the game has been leaked long ago, you still look forward to the person you have been paying attention to appearing on the screen, but you can watch him one more time. Happy enough.

Accompanied by the opening song, not long after, his profile appeared on the screen, and the beauty just lowered her head and smiled slightly, which made you subconsciously hold your breath.

He looks very beautiful, very delicate, and his appearance is really extraordinary. You can only see his lowered eyebrows and raised his head, the corners of his eyes and brows, and his natural coolness. People can't help but beg him to smile and pity him. Even among the many handsome men, he is also so beautiful. The one who is unique among the stars.

He seems to be born with the most primitive capital worthy of being liked by others, and too many people are madly in love with him.Some people once suspected that he had undergone plastic surgery, otherwise such a beauty would not have been discovered early, but the childhood photos he threw out proved that he was indeed beautiful from childhood to adulthood.Let everyone can't help but once again sigh God's preference for him.

When you look at him, you sometimes feel melancholy. Why didn’t you learn more poetry and songs back then? When comparing how to describe his temperament and beauty, you can only repeat the word "so beautiful" foolishly.

You watched him with a hint of fearlessness in his brows and eyes on the TV, and you were actually amused by your dislike of him at the beginning.

Although you like to watch variety shows, you have always been indifferent to this kind of talent show. When this popular trainee show started broadcasting across the country half a year ago, even though the news media and the public were all in pursuit of it, but You still sneer, and you even have a bit of pride in your heart that everyone is drunk and I am alone.

You have always been such a sensible star chaser, you sneered in your heart, what kind of trainee is another draft, and the competition is full of personnel from major entertainment companies in China, no matter who debuts, it is beneficial to the company. It is also a very common method to control the enthusiasm of fans by using the number of shots.

You really don't understand the enthusiasm of the people around you for this show.

But many of your friends like to watch this show, even your girlfriend at the time is a fan of it.

"Qianxun is really good-looking! But why are there so few news about him, obviously there are many scenes!"

"Our Qianmo is handsome, he is so talented, but unfortunately there are too few shots, all of them are given to that idiot who is as beautiful as a woman!"

"You guys really have no taste, don't you think Coco is cute, he has a super CP feeling with everyone!"

"By the way, is Chu Qianxun's sexual orientation really okay? I think he really loves other good-looking little brothers!"

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Over the past few episodes, by your side, almost regardless of the occasion, they are always talking about who is good-looking and who is talented, and of course the focus must still be on beauty, because there are not many unsightly shots that have already begun to be popular disuse.

Look, you think to yourself, this is the entertainment industry, so cruel that even a single face can be the root of your failure, a beautiful appearance, deliberate personality design, is worth how much hard work, no one will be eliminated for those ten or so people It's a pity that they only care about the remaining stars of tomorrow, chasing that more dazzling light.

This is the entertainment industry, not just the entertainment industry.

In the end, you are even impatient, you don't understand why there are discussions about the program "xx trainee xx" everywhere around you and in the news, but at the same time, it also arouses your little curiosity, What kind of program can trigger such an upsurge, it is broadcast almost every Monday, which is another round of new topics.

Driven by an inexplicable motivation, you turn on your phone, open the app, and click on the latest episode to see what magic power this program has, why not only girls are obsessed with it, but also many boys are excited about it, don’t you I think the eyes of men and women will be so unified.

The episode you watched happened to be the second round of the knockout round, and the screen kept emphasizing that nine more people would be eliminated in this match. In just a few shots, the nervousness in the eyes of those boys made you feel I find it a little interesting.

You don’t know what this program is about, so you paused to check the introduction, and found that it is a very typical trainee program imitating country H, but it is not lacking in new ideas, just based on the so-called more than 100 Huanfei Yan The thin and handsome little brother is also enough to meet the aesthetic needs of different people, men and women, straight and curvy, there is always a category that can satisfy you, no wonder the audience is so wide.

Although you like to watch variety shows, you don't pay much attention to talent shows. You watch the shows and find that some of these people are familiar to you but you can't remember their names, and even more you don't know at all.

Although you also knew a few names during their discussion before, you are completely wrong, but at least you still remember that the girl who has become your ex-girlfriend particularly dislikes a person named Chu Qianxun. He was too beautiful and too negative to be a man.

Even if others say that you are a straight man of steel, you have never refuted it.You have sharp facial features, a strong body, and a little bit of machismo. You have always disliked those sissy little boys, so you have preconceived ideas, and you don't have a good impression of that boy named Chu Qianxun .

You think it’s not wrong for a man to be beautiful, but it would be terrible to treat himself like a little girl just because of his beauty. Like showing off.

You watch this program with a slightly mocking mind, but think that this program is very suitable for you to pass the time, but when the face of one of them appears on the screen, you subconsciously hold your breath, your brain Dizzy, you stared at the screen as if you were nervous, until you saw his name, you only felt a thunderbolt in your head, your face seemed to be crying and smiling, and you felt that you were really ignorant and ridiculous.

That person is really beautiful, so beautiful that women can't help but feel ashamed, but you have really seen him, you can say that you have seen him in the most embarrassing time.His real person is more exquisite and flawless than on TV, he is God's favorite.

At that time, your career and love were at the lowest point, and your father was also seriously ill. It was a pain that no one could complain about.

When you are sitting on the side of the road, holding a bottle of the cheapest beer in your hand, resisting the urge to cry, and pouring wine into your mouth, "Huh?" accompanied by the sound of the sports car in front of you unlocking , a crisp male voice sounded behind you.

You feel unspeakably embarrassed, "Sorry, I'm blocking your way." You stand up hastily, wanting to leave.

"You didn't block me, I was the one who frightened you." The man said curiously, his footsteps briskly turned from behind to your front, and when you looked up, you saw him wearing black clothes. The mask covered most of his face. Although it was winter, it didn't look strange, but his facial features showed that he was still very handsome.

"You..." He hesitated for a while, then suddenly lowered his head and rummaged in the shopping bag in his hand, and finally found something out of it and handed it to you. You thought it might be a tissue or something, but when you took a closer look, it turned out It's an ice cream.

"Drinking wine in winter is so boring, wouldn't it be more enjoyable to eat ice cream?" He said to you.

You thought he would leave after you took the ice cream, but you didn't expect him to squat in front of you and silently take out one and eat it himself, and then look at you with a little foolishness, as if thinking about judging what, He suddenly clapped his hands and said, "Uncle, don't be sad if you are kicked out of the house by your wife. Men are going to suffer. By the way, where is your family? If you do a good deed every day, let me do it to the end and send it to you." You go home."

After hearing what he said, you don't know whether to be angry or laugh, and you are called uncle in your 20s?Is it really a good thing to let people eat ice cream in winter?Also, is he so unguarded against others, not afraid that he is a bad person?

However, you didn't refuse his kindness. You nodded your head and got into the co-pilot of the expensive and unreliable Maserati in front of you. You were really curious about the boy's identity, but you didn't ask, just remained silent. Sitting there, carefully, for fear of breaking or dirtying the inside of the car.

But if you don't speak, the boy seems to be a talkative character, and he took the initiative to chat a lot. You know that he skipped class today to go home to celebrate his father's birthday. Because of your incomprehension and depression, I thoughtfully talked with you about some things you like.

As the atrium is opened, or you need to talk too much, you can't help telling him your pain. You thought you would get a few words of comfort, but he scratched his head, and while driving focused Puzzled: "I don't understand your feelings..."

You are so angry that you want to vomit blood, but think about it, this kind of rich son can know the hardships of people's livelihood, the most common things in his eyes, maybe you can't ask for them, but he hesitated, and suddenly his voice was very soft As if talking to himself: "Guest, I know you must be very sad, but I don't know how to comfort you. I am very grateful that you are willing to tell me this. If... If you want to cry, you can cry in the car , I won't laugh at you."

You are suddenly speechless.

You really want to cry.

But your man's self-esteem can't allow you to be so weak, you just expressed your gratitude very politely, and didn't say another word.

The young man seemed to understand something. He glanced at you, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Uncle, no matter what, life is going to go on, and it will pass." Then he also kept silent.

You arrived at the destination in silence all the way. You looked at the dilapidated neighborhood, took a deep breath, opened the door and got out of the car. Just as you were about to leave, you suddenly heard someone calling you from behind. When you turned around, you saw that the car window had been closed. Open it, the boy took off the mask, and smiled at you with an unbelievably beautiful face. You were a little at a loss, but saw that he was holding a string of wind chimes on the car and shaking them at you. Shaking, the wind chime made a series of crisp sounds, like fairy music.

He reached out and handed the wind chime to you seriously, and explained a little shyly: "This is said to bring good luck, so I'll give it to you, don't hold it against me."

Breaking away from the memories, you look at his face on the phone, which is much more mature than a year ago, and you are inexplicably relieved.

You looked up at the wind chime hanging not far away, just as the breeze was blowing, it jingled, very pleasant to the ear, just like his voice, which made people happy.

I have a lot of thoughts for a while.

From the moment you saw that boy again on the show, you became his most loyal fan, regardless of appearance or talent. At first you just hoped to repay the encouragement he gave you, but as you paid attention to him The deepening of love and your determination to love and support him to the end, you have fallen into the crazy star chasing in the eyes of others, but you are as willing as ever.

You calculated according to time, when you met him, he should be living in a closed practice life, but combined with the details you noticed and his laziness about practice in the program, you have a bold guess, this guess you It can't be proven, but you feel that is the truth.

It's like you have a secret with him, and it makes you feel like you have the deepest and most authentic connection with him.You have never shared your guess with others, even when a bunch of people in the fan base are crazily guessing why he can be so capricious based on his every move, you just smile and look at your phone and say something on purpose "Because of the face".

You start to pay attention to his troubles on the show and in private. You have changed from a person who has never followed stars to an incomprehensible fanatic in the eyes of the people around you. He has almost occupied half of your Weibo and circle of friends.

But you have always been careful, you don't want to have a bad influence on him, and you will also remind other fans of him, just like that, you gradually became the president of his fan club, which is simply more than you The sense of accomplishment that self-employment brings also makes you feel interesting.

Idols, stars, what glamorous vocabulary, what beautiful and illusory titles, as long as they think of them, they feel so dazzling like the sun, their light is comparable to the stars.No, they are the stars, shining and radiant, together creating a prosperous and prosperous dream on earth.

And he, with a beautiful face, dream-like eyebrows and eyes, shining and shining, standing there proudly and alone, even if you are accompanied by stars, you can't ignore his elegance, he is the most radiant and unforgettable one in your eyes.

Although many of his appearances in the show are pleasing, but at one time they did not match his ranking. You and other fans protested with the show group, until he personally recorded a video and joked that he didn’t want to be too popular. If the camera No matter how much you don't give other players a way out, you have no choice but to die.

Because you understand that he said this sincerely. He always has a look of indifference in his eyes on the show, and he hides as much as he can in practice. He never cares about his ranking.Although confident, but more still don't care.

But the strange thing is that after you made such a fuss, the program team actually added scenes to him, and other tidbits also broadcast more of his life.Fans of other people were upset, saying that he had a backstage, and then there was another turmoil, and the attention of the show continued to rise.

And he originally had a face you didn't like, but now, there is no more beautiful face than what he said to you.

It is he who let you know that a person's appearance is secondary, and the importance of appearance can never cover up others.

His behavior towards you is not accidental, when you see him rushing to this camera without hesitation to ask his fans to vote for his competitors, you know that he is always so easy to soften his heart, but he holds the crying boy in his arms Comforting in the arms yet so manly.

You pay attention to him so persistently.

In reality, your life is getting better little by little, you have a stable job, you have made many new friends, you are considering buying a car and a house, and you are building a little bit of building blocks for the future.

He is also changing little by little.

He started to take this show seriously, and stopped practicing hard. Although he still insisted on some small habits, the sweat he shed in the camera made everyone feel his determination, and he made great progress by leaps and bounds.

Because you met him, because you fell in love with him, your life is very different.

You will rejoice at his slight improvement, you will feel honored when he is praised, you will try to justify his laziness, and you will feel angry when he is blamed.

You once scolded and fought with others, just because he said something bad about Chu Qianxun. You know that no one is perfect, he is arrogant and naive, but even though he has a thousand kinds of bad things, he is still so dazzling in your eyes. You are obsessed with fanatical pursuit.

His dancing is not the most beautiful, his singing is not the most beautiful, his aura is not the strongest, and his attitude is not the most serious.

You know all this, but you are no longer the old you, you can proudly say to anyone, don’t care about their eyes: no matter how good the person you like is, the person I like is not bad, He has the most beautiful face, and he has the unique power to make me better!

You are proud of him, you are proud of yourself for liking such a person.

What makes you even more proud is that other fans of his feel the same way:

He is lazy and self-willed, sometimes selfish and a bit mean, revealing the faults of most people, but he is also constantly changing and working hard. The look of struggle.

At the same time, his life is too real and pure, the vigor in his eyes, the disbelief in his eyes, his decisiveness and unpretentiousness when he encounters things, is what everyone expects to appear in himself.

He was meant to be liked, and he was meant to be liked.

And he is just as you think, not only attracts young men and women, even parents who have noticed him feel that he can be liked by their children.What a beautiful thing this is, it makes you, a young man like you, want to cry.

He is the rising star, the superstar destined to flourish in the future.

As an ordinary person among his many fans, you want to do too much, and you may do too little, but the heart that wants to dedicate to him is always burning, you are with others, with all his fans , to condense the tiny power into the ocean, just like the power he brought to you, to escort his future.

Sometimes you look at him standing under the stage, where it is dark, and the light is so weak that his handsome face is weakened. On the camera, he looks up at the people performing on the stage expressionlessly, the brilliance in his eyes It's so complicated, you will feel pain like a small thorn in your heart - he shouldn't be standing below.

You want to give him all the best, even though you know that maybe he doesn’t need it, but he is such a dazzling person, an existence that others should only look up to, and he was born to stand under the spotlight and be loved by everyone , It is definitely not so lonely and boring to look at others.

You also worried about his relationship with his teammates for him, for fear that his pampering would cause misunderstandings and troubles for others, but you found that he was so reassuring for you, although he was arrogant, he was still well-behaved and polite to others , with a gentle smile, even if you are angry, you will just leave alone, and you will never intensify the conflict.

But no matter what, this is also a competition. There are always unknown people who want to eliminate their opponents through some small means. He has also been hurt, but you see him still standing so stubbornly on the stage, coldly He said that he was not afraid of any means, and when the lawyer's letter was issued by a special person for this matter, you thought he was really handsome, but you also felt sorry for him even more.

As a straight man, you originally hated two men being together so much, but looking at his smile, you have to gradually admit that as long as he is happy, it doesn't matter who he is with.As long as that person treats him well, gender really doesn't matter.Of course, you still have the last bit of stubbornness left. Even though he looks like a pretty girl, he must be aggressive.

You once heard from the girl who went to the scene, and saw Chu Qianxun and Ying Yiran secretly kissing. The relationship between the two of them is by no means comparable to that of ordinary teammates, but unlike those passionate rotten girls, you have no idea , just worried for him, hoping that his sincerity can be treated sincerely.

But you also know how difficult it is, you are so far away from the entertainment circle, and you also know the cruelty in it, people will change, today's friendship may only get you tomorrow's harm.Over the years, you have met too many people. There are always two sides, good and bad. There is never any guarantee of what will happen tomorrow.

You can also feel Ying Yiran's sincerity towards him, but you have not ignored that Ying Yiran's pursuit is different from his. He has too many things that are difficult for others to get, and maybe one day it will become a dispute. □.

But he is your light, dazzling and bright, burning.

He tore a rift in your heart hotly and intensely, and occupied your heart without hesitation and straightforwardness.

You wish him well, you wish him well.

There are so many people who like him, but you are so insignificant.

You watch him work hard, and you work hard too.

You want to be a fan who can make him proud, and you want him to be an idol to more people.

Even though he is just an ordinary trainee now, struggling with daily practice and sweat, and growing up in competition and cooperation with others, but you believe in him, as long as he continues, he will eventually become the idol of tomorrow. It will become another legend in the entertainment circle, and it will still be praised and praised by people until many years later.

Chu Qianxun, although you can only get second in this competition.

Although I don't know if you will go on firmly in the future.

but.

Chu Qianxun.

Shine like you.

It is the most brilliant light in the world.