[Trainee] Shine like you

"They are about to start." The person on the right said to me gently.

I raised my eyes slightly, looked at the people on the stage casually, kept my face hidden, and laughed in my heart, but I didn't want to look too out of place, and I still echoed: "Well, they are very powerful."

I know that not far away, there is a camera shooting here, specially recording our conversation, so that it can be edited when it is broadcast later, to highlight the skills of those people on the stage.

If it were someone else, they might be happy. There are so many people participating in the show, and the one-and-a-half-hour show has too little time. More shots are always good.

But I don't like it, I never like to show other people's arrogance.

I participated in this show just to play for tickets. Except for the producer and a few important people, no one knows my identity, and those people are extremely smart, and they know how to subtly give me more opportunities to be on camera without being too obtrusive. Sell ​​my family some face.

That's why I am standing here now, a trainee who has been training and participating in the program for nearly a year, Chu Qianxun.

The program I participated in is known as the biggest and most popular real-life star program. Five hundred trainees trained together for half a year. After preliminary screening, more than 100 trainees were left to participate in the program. After being eliminated layer by layer, only six were left to debut.

And this program is also interesting, obviously it should be an individual competition, maybe combined with some experience from H country, I want to build a men's team, but I don't want too many people in the team, from the beginning nine-member group to six-member group to Now the three-person group, the last remaining six-member group, will debut as two groups, and the resources are skewed needless to say.

Now, as one of the 100 trainees who survived the competition all the way from more than 36 trainees, I am standing under the stage, watching the so-called favorite group to start their performance.

Today is another crucial knockout match.

I don't like the three on stage. Even though I admire their hard work and talent, they are not my teammates. In this kind of show that is a game after all, they are my enemies.

In fact, if my statement is known by fans, it will definitely cause an uproar. I actually said it in front of the camera, but it is a pity that it was not broadcast. I am really curious what will happen if it is released.

And I'm really not afraid of big things.

I was originally a lazy and arrogant character in the show, and my biggest reliance was this pretty face that made women feel ashamed.

The so-called star idol, the bright coat, attracts countless people to flock to you, crazy and intoxicated by you, no one cares about how you are.

In the entertainment industry, everything is not as easy as a face.

I felt the lights in the area I was in dimming little by little, and the corners of my mouth were slightly raised, while the piece on the stage was so bright, with the changing light and shadow, the music sounded, like three people resurrected from plaster Showing a completely different aura from the usual one, the confidence in gestures and the right combination of power and beauty attracted everyone's attention, and people never wanted to look away, as if they had fallen into the most illusory and beautiful dream in the world .

Really dazzling.

This is an idol, this is a star.

I heard people around me saying things like "they dance really well" and "we have to work harder". I don't want to distinguish between the various jealousy and envy. The truth and falsehood, light and darkness, in the entertainment circle In the most colorful net, everything is dazzling at any time.

I don't believe in showbiz, but there are still people around me who make me believe, and luckily, they're at my right and left hands.

When I walked into the nine-person bedroom with the so-called manager, the boy in the shirt stretched out his hand to me, and the boy in the T-shirt approached me with a smile and said, "Which family is this young master?" , came here in a suit?" And I just pretended to be embarrassed and replied: "I thought this was a very formal show." The manager behind me nodded slightly.

Those are my teammates until the end, Ying Yiran and Zheng Nan.

Thinking of this, I suddenly lowered my head slightly, and looked at the two hands holding my left and right hands respectively. One was slender and slender with well-defined joints, and the other was thin and strong with dark skin.

I am not a person who goes with the flow, I like excitement and passion, and I like to be looked up to, otherwise I would not have come to participate in this program, and at this moment, I suddenly had a bold idea in my heart.

I had an idea in my mind, and almost subconsciously turned my head slightly, wanting to see the person next to me, to see if he was also looking eagerly and longingly at the stage he had been pursuing, watching the seemingly radiant The birth of those future idol stars is starting from this moment.

Our place is so dark, only the faint pipe reflected from the stage is left, and the people on the stage are so dazzling, so dazzling that every frown and smile disturbs the heartstrings and makes people go crazy.

However, in my eyes, it is not a big deal to be radiant on the stage and loved by thousands of people. It is just a momentary peak of brilliance, and there are too few people who can be remembered and yearned for from the beginning to the end.

But that kind of illusory to the extreme but real to the extreme gorgeousness is more desperate than moths to the flame. The dream of stardom is the pursuit of many young girls. Scenes of feasts with fire cooking oil and flowers blooming.

But that's not what I want.

What I want is not to stand there, to be sought after, to be liked, to be desired.

Rather, this person next to me.

He's on my right, and I can even feel his breath coming up as the performances get more and more exciting.

So should it be, my mates.

How lucky I am to have someone I like standing by my side as a teammate.

To me, he is more dazzling than the people on the stage.

Although, I don't know if he likes me or not, but my heart is really happy.

It should be the same, should be the same, what a beautiful name.

If I tell you that I like you, should you treat me the same way?

The light on the stage reflected Ying Yiran's face, he looked there with longing and yearning, his facial features were handsome, his slightly pointed chin was always humble and slightly lowered, his whole body was full of gentleness, only Only when he is on the stage will he show a fierce and unruly aura. When I look at him at this moment, his eyes seem to hold a galaxy, which makes me almost addicted to it.

No matter how I see him, he likes it, and no matter how I see him, he is more reluctant to look away.No matter how good the performance on the stage is, no matter how brilliant the light is, it is not attractive to me. At this moment, my heart keeps telling me, even every cell in my body is clamoring: I like him, I want him together with him.

I looked at his face, moved my gaze down a little bit, and finally stopped on his slightly parted lips.

I don't know if the makeup artist put something on him or he was born like this, his mouth is so attractive, moist and slightly red, like cherry blossoms, it makes my throat tighten, and it makes me want to To kiss him.

However, this is at the scene of the recording of the program.

I haven't figured out anything yet.

"Wow!" Almost at the same time, he and many people in front exclaimed, and the audience behind him was even more excited. It seemed that it was because of the shocking and exciting moves made by the three people on the stage. I don't need to guess. We all know how sexy and charming that action will be. The simplest and rarest thing about the so-called vigorous singing and dancing is sexiness.

In fact, I should have turned my head to look at the stage, but the hand that almost hugged my arm following the exclamation made me hesitate.His hands are holding my arm.I didn't have time to get excited, so I caught a glimpse of Zheng Nan on the other side letting go of my hand, putting his hands together in front of his mouth as a loudspeaker and exclaiming a few times, then he lifted his hat off his head and threw it to the stage in excitement.

As for whether Ying Yiran's behavior means that he also likes me, it was only for a moment, I couldn't help but turned my head and told Zheng Nan, "You should pay more attention in the future, balabala..." After I finished speaking, But feel exhausted physically and mentally.

Zheng Nan likes hip-hop and rap, and he is used to being casual on weekdays. Although he is older than me, he always gives me the feeling of a little brother, making me, a lawless person at home who can do whatever I want, sometimes stand for him I'm anxious, all the secret kisses and responses are gone at this moment, this big brother really makes me worry.

Unexpectedly, Zheng Nan just listened silently to me talking about him. After listening to him, he first smiled and then winked at me: "I know. But, Chihiro, you are not the captain. How interesting it should be for the captain.”

It really makes me want to hold my forehead and sigh.

Although I stood in the c position from the beginning, I didn't have any sense of responsibility at all. Whoever loves to be the captain will be the captain. Whoever forgot at the beginning, and then the captain's logo has been in Ying Yiran's hands and has not changed.

I pretended to be exasperated and smiled and gave Zheng Nan a hammer on the head. Satisfied, I caught a glimpse of being captured by the camera. I retracted my gaze and glanced around the scene casually. I seemed to follow Daliu to watch the performance on the stage. At this time, The first group with the posture of the king has already left, and the second group has gone up.

I suddenly remembered that our group is the fourth group.

If you don't hurry up now, if you miss this opportunity, there will be time later, but it is not as good as now.

Although it's only ten minutes before the performance on stage, I'm not very worried about the knockout round of this round, because I'm not participating in a show where the instructor completely decides whether the contestants will stay or not. Basically, it can be said that the more popular the audience is, the more stable the status will be.

I was born with a self-ashamed face that is so delicate and beautiful that girls envy it. Compared with the dark and rough facial features in those private interviews, I am really outstanding, and my lazy and arrogant personality shows a cuteness, which will be closer to life and attract people. People like it, even if my personal strength is like that, but the voting results are always in the top five.

But this is a group debut competition, Ying Yiran and Zheng Nan are naturally not ugly, but a handsome gentle man is no longer the kind that girls like most nowadays, and a handsome ruffian who relies on that kind of popularity is not enough for the public, so I Always occupied the c position, and was teased by them to lead them more.

In fact, I didn’t take them with me. When I practiced in private, I thought that I had been spoiled and spoiled for so many years. How could I endure those hardships? The ambiguous movements don't need to be difficult, but they are enough to make those little girls scream and be fascinated, and then desperately call me to see me as a male god and vote desperately.Now if he hadn't been practicing with me every day for two days, how could I always be praised for my rapid progress.

To make a digression, I'm sure my family didn't vote for me, because my father thought I was showing off, and he couldn't stand his beloved youngest son acting like an actor, wishing that I would be eliminated early, but Don't dare to use means for fear that I will get angry and cause trouble, and there will be no way to end it.

I've always known that someone scolded me behind my back, so I won't say the ugly ones. Is it because of Shou? That must be outrageously wrong. Friends have laughed at me since I was a child. I have a Shou face, but I have a heart of attack. .

I originally thought that I only liked pretty girls, but it wasn't until I met Ying Yiyan that I had to accept that maybe there really is a saying that I don't like men, I just like you.

"Chihiro, what are you staring at?" Zheng Nan on the left gently poked my waist, he was born with a restless personality, he seemed to see that I was in a daze, and he was a little puzzled.

Naturally, I wouldn't tell him that I was thinking about the same thing, I felt the hand holding me, felt at ease, turned my head slightly, and returned Zheng Nan with a playful smile, "I'm thinking about the day we made our debut! "

After hearing what I said, Zheng Nan didn't believe it. Although he also hoped for that day, he knew that our strength was not superior. He also worked very hard to follow suit, but some things are talents, so it's hard to say in detail , but it seems like a chasm hangs in front of us.

In the end, he could only shake his head, smiled desolately, then stared at me seriously and said, "Chu Qianxun, you must remember that this is our common dream."

I know why he said that, from nine people to the three now, the three of us have not been separated for nearly a year, we ate and lived together, he and Ying Yiran watched how I was in private They are lazy and do not seek to make progress, and I also watched with my own eyes how hard they train, and even how much they expect from me.

I am grateful for their unwavering commitment to me. They always believed in me. When others ridiculed me, Zheng Nan would jump up and fight with them, and Ying Yiran, who has always been gentle, would also sarcastically say: "When you vote more than Chihiro Tell him to work harder."

I wanted to say something to reassure Zheng Nan, but he suddenly put his arms around my neck and whispered in my ear: "Qianxun, you just watched it for so long, do you want to kiss him? You Like him, don't you?"

The author has something to say: Please don’t combine reality, it’s completely a product of dreaming (look at my sincere double eyelids!)