Queen's Exclusive Little Chef

Qi Ziling never thought of herself as a thinker, she was a complete activist.This point surprised countless people who were bewitched by her noble and glamorous appearance.

But those who knew her deeply felt that she should be such a person, with such a bright and intense personality.

Hiding under the slightly cold appearance is a pure heart.

On the second day after wrapping up, Qi Ziling immediately returned to City A according to the itinerary, and had half a month to rest.She asked her assistant to directly book the flight that morning, adjusted the itinerary, and left early.

Many of the fans who followed her around all day still took the old timetable, and the big team who picked up the plane were still asleep, and the Zizi they were thinking about had already boarded the plane.

It's a pity that it has been rainy recently, Qi Ziling's plane was forced to stop halfway, and made an emergency landing in the transit city, with an undecided return date.

Qi Ziling could only eat and drink in the VIP lounge, curled up on the sofa to rest.

Under the high pressure for several days, she couldn't hold on anymore.

Yun Yun was woken up by the sound of rain this morning.

She sat up and looked out of the window, the raindrops were pattering, not too big or small, knocking off the rose leaves all over the ground, and the residual red was spreading all over the place. The green vegetables in the small courtyard were washed by the rain, the red became more red, and the green Greener and more vibrant in color.

She planted some very ripe green vegetables in the small yard. Now the tomatoes have just set their fruits, the carob flowers have been knocked out a lot, and the thin small cucumbers are covered by leaves and hang dangling on the branches.

"It's raining...the prices of fresh vegetables may be going up recently."

Yun Yun talked to herself for a while. She was like an old farmer. Because she cared about the vegetable market on weekdays, she was also very concerned about solar terms, rain, and other issues that affect vegetable prices.

When it rains, it is difficult to transport fresh vegetables in the vegetable field in large quantities, and the price of vegetables will naturally rise.Fortunately, technology is gradually developing now, as long as the rain is not destructive, it will not cause much impact.

Get up, tidy up and wash up, pick out a long-sleeved shirt to put on, Yun Yun plays music, and starts cleaning the house.

While cleaning, my mother called.

"Hello? Hello? Hey, baby, it's mom. How long has it been since you called mom?"

It's true that I haven't heard my mother's voice for a long time. At first hearing, it's quite kind.

"Well, Mom, I've been too busy recently, so I don't have time to call you, don't you mind."

"Baby, mom knows you're busy, but mom still thinks it's useless for a girl to be so busy every day and earn so much money, right? Mom misses you, when will I go over to see you?"

Ever since her mother remarried, she never invited Yun Yun to her home. Every time she said she wanted to meet, she would come to Yun Yun's house and eat the dishes Yun Yun cooked.

The euphemistic name is "give your daughter a chance to be filial".

Yun Yun didn't intend to go to her house either, but she didn't really want to receive her mother at home either. Every time her mother showed up, she would babble and say a lot of things she didn't like to hear.

"There's a chance. I'm really busy recently, and I may not be able to spare time."

"Oh, earning money, earning money, when is it a head? Mom told you, girls should pay attention to their figure and skin care. Mom looks at the photos in your circle of friends, why does it seem that there are wrinkles? This is not okay, you Haven't gotten married yet!"

"Well, I've been paying attention, and I make facial masks every night."

"Really? By the way, the set of skin care products you bought with your mother last time is very good for her, and she poured some for Aunt Wang next door. Now it's all used up. I really don't know what to use now." It's..."

"Used up? I'll buy another set for you."

"How is this good? Are you not tight now? You should do what you can. Mom knows that you love mom, and mom loves you too."

Yun Yun turned on her mobile phone and listened to her mother talking across the room while tidying up the house.

Her mother spoke in one breath for 2 minutes without stopping, and she said "um" occasionally, and the other party continued to talk, which was more effective than automatic replies.

I don't know what was said, and my mother started to call out: "Baby? Are you still listening, baby?"

Yun Yun heard it from a distance, and shouted: "Hey, I'm listening."

"Baby, there is a young man in Uncle Jiang's unit. Mom thinks it is very suitable. He has already made an appointment to be near your house on Sunday the day after tomorrow. Let's meet together..."

"Mom, I'm not going."

When Yun Yun heard this kind of thing, she became disgusted for a while, and interrupted the other party neatly.

"What? What do you know as a child? Why don't you go? You are approaching your age now. It's not bad for you to talk to someone earlier. Besides, Uncle Jiang is a public institution. If you can see you, why don't you go?" I can arrange a leisure job for you, isn't it better than you are now hungry and full?"

"Mom, did you listen to me? I said I won't go. "

Yun Yun's voice was unusually deep, she threw the mop on the ground, her face sank, she stood in front of the table holding her mobile phone, veins burst out on her wrists.

In front of her was a string of still photos and posters of Qi Ziling in the corner.

Sweetness gushed out of her mouth, and she was annoyed for a moment when she saw Qi Ziling's always arrogant and distant eyes.

Why, why could her close relatives never be able to do what even outsiders could do?

Her close relative, her mother, never listened to her, and was always arranging everything for her without authorization.

When she was in college, her father died suddenly, and when she was still immersed in grief and unable to extricate herself, her mother arranged a so-called blind date for her.

It was also a meal with a well-known family, and the atmosphere was very weird. Her mother was flattering and promoting Yun Yun throughout the whole process.

"My girl, she can go to the living room and go to the kitchen. She looks good and has a docile personality. She cooks, and it's delicious..."

At that time, when she saw her mother's two red lips talking endlessly, she only felt shuddering.

At that time, her mother really wanted to sell her.

Sell ​​to powerful families so that they can cling to them, so that they will not be left without support.

When she did this at that time, she comforted herself that her mother was just rushing to the doctor in a hurry, her mind was not clear, and it was understandable for her to grab a life-saving straw.

But now?Now, she carries everything on her immature shoulders by herself. She started to be an anchor before she graduated. She started broadcasting continuously for seven or eight hours a day. Things, she survived, didn't she?

Why is life getting better and better, and mother still sells herself?

Mom's voice was rambling on the other side of the phone, and she didn't know what she was talking about.

"Mom, do you really love me?"

Yun Yun's thoughts drifted away, and she couldn't hear the voice on the other side clearly, she just choked up and asked this sentence.

"You child, what nonsense are you talking about? How can there be a mother who doesn't love children? Don't be stubborn, baby, we just go to have a meal, and there are many ways to make friends, aren't there..."

"Mom, you don't love me at all."

Yun Yun said.

There was no choke, no pause, no doubt about the sentence.

For years she had deluded herself into believing that there was no mother who did not love her children.But now, she really felt that she couldn't lie anymore.

I am not an idiot after all, no matter how much I desire, there is nothing, and what is fake is fake.

No matter how self-hypnotized Yumu is, he is not a pearl after all, and it is impossible to become a pearl because of hypnosis.

Mother may never have loved her, since she was five years old, since she threw away her secrets like dust.

"Baby? Baby, what are you talking about, why don't you go if you don't want to go, why do you say that, mom, oh, oh, you are so angry that mom is going to have a heart attack, hey..."

Yun Yun snapped and hung up the phone.

She was holding the phone tightly, and the veins on the back of her wrist were exposed. Because she was too emotional, her forehead was throbbing, and her temples were throbbing.

She looked up, staring intently at Qi Ziling's poster hanging on the wall.

There is a poster showing Qi Ziling wearing a motorcycle suit, leaning on an off-road vehicle, with a large expanse of wilderness behind him.In this poster, Qi Ziling's eyes are empty but direct.

It seemed to look directly into her heart through the picture.

And there was nothing in her empty eyes, no pity, no persuasion, no subjective emotion, just like a gorgeous and beautiful container.

Dressed up to appear here, just to become Yun Yun's only life-saving straw under the overwhelming emotions at this moment.

Yun Yun was immersed in a very strange emotion. On the one hand, she was in extreme pain, suffering from the sudden cruelty of tearing up the lie of maternal love; on the other hand, she was very relaxed and relieved.

But there were more emotions, which were heavily hidden behind her back, and she didn't have time to come out one by one, so she had to rush forward, messing her mind into a mess, making her unable to think at all.

She threw the phone into the sofa, walked into the bedroom by herself, jumped onto the bed, and fell asleep in a large font.

She stared blankly at the ceiling, remembering her mother's words just now, both inside and outside, were still full of selfishness, as if she was completely unaware of what kind of emotional storm her daughter was going through at the moment.

What kind of person is this?

She thought about it for a long time, but she couldn't figure out why. One drop after another of tears dripped from the pillow one after another, and she closed her eyes.

At this moment, the phone screen suddenly lit up.

She took a look at the phone, and her whole mood changed.

It was Qi Ziling's WeChat message.

"I was waiting for the plane in City B, and I was trapped at the airport by the heavy rain. It was so boring."

Yun Yun pinched the phone, feeling that she couldn't read the words on the screen clearly, so she gently slid her thumb over Zizi's profile picture.

In fact, her eyes were dazzled by tears, so she couldn't see the screen clearly. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears.

There were still tears in the corners of her eyes, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, as if she was facing Zizi himself, and she wanted Zizi to see her smile all the time.

She didn't want Zizi to see her imperfect moments.

Because, in her eyes, Zizi is perfect.

"Bored? You can chat with me."

message sent.

Zizi is typing.

"Okay, what can we talk about?"

"whatever."

Please say something and drag me out of this pain, will you?

I believe you.

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