Baima Weiyang

When I woke up, it was already high in the sun.I sat up and found that the blanket was back on my body. I looked at the window, and Tashi Phuncuo was no longer there.After washing up, I changed into a simple and light Tibetan robe, packed up and took inventory, and found that there was really nothing to bring with me.More importantly, it was an escape.As long as you can take me away, you will be lucky, and I really can't count on the others.

After a full meal with buttered tea, my mouth still smelled of tsampa, and I walked out of the nunnery slowly.While enjoying the scenery, we went to Drepung Monastery.It's already lunch break.He should still be meditating in Rajang.It stands to reason that meditation should not be disturbed.But other than this time, I don't know his whereabouts at all, so I can only... bother him.

I reached out and touched it in my bosom, but fortunately the piece of paper was still there, so I couldn't help walking towards the steps with peace of mind.I turned my head and looked into the distance. Facing the sun, I saw the high sutra drying wall at once.Suddenly thinking that I was leaving here at night, I felt uncomfortable for a while.Although I stayed here for a short time, I really didn't want to leave.I couldn't help slowing down, trying to see everything here clearly.

There was not a sound in Rajang.Thinking of him inside, my heart beat inexplicably accelerated.Every time you take a step closer, jump faster.Suddenly a monk passed by, I jumped to the wall and squatted down, my temples thumped.After a while, when I could no longer feel any noise, I poked my head out slowly and tiptoed over.

Standing still in front of the wooden door, I looked around and took out a piece of paper from my pocket. After making sure no one was there, I threw the piece of paper down.In order not to let the wind blow away, I stretched out my foot and kicked it, and got some pieces of paper into the crack of the door. "Knock" I quickly knocked on the door twice, my hands were still on the wooden door, and my legs couldn't stop running back.The sound of footsteps in the room sounded, and I ran back with all my strength, my heart was beating wildly, and it hurt even to breathe.

As soon as I ran to the wall and squatted down, I heard "Zhi Ya" and the door opened.From a distance, I saw Cangyang Gyatso looking around, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a piece of paper on the ground, picked it up and opened it again.It was a little far away, and I couldn't see his expression clearly, and I didn't know if he could understand my poor Tibetan. "Support!" The door was closed again.Knowing that he has gone in, my heart is finally at ease.

It was still early before the agreed time, so I took a leisurely walk around the back mountain for a while.There are all kinds of colorful Buddhas there, standing up and worshiping, with soil and gravel falling from their feet.I was so startled that I almost slipped and fell on my knees.

After wandering around for a while, I hurried to the water wheel turning the prayer wheel.The mountain spring rushed down, pushing the prayer wheel to spin continuously.It is said that by turning the prayer wheel with the power of water flow, all beings in the water can achieve Buddhahood.I don't know if it's a psychological effect or something else.Sitting on the big rock next to me, listening to the ding-dong of the mountain spring, I really felt a lot more peaceful.

Guessing that the agreed time is coming soon, my heart became nervous again, repeatedly thinking about what expression to make and what to say when we meet.After all, this may be our last contact.

well!I sigh.My eyes turned aimlessly in all directions, not knowing which direction he would come from, so I could only cast my net everywhere.But after waiting for a long time, I didn't see anyone, so I couldn't help feeling a little anxious.Raising my hand to wipe the sweat off my forehead, I stood on the rock and looked into the distance, but I still didn't see him.

Just wait a little longer.I try to be patient.

After waiting for a long time, there was still no one.I finally couldn't bear it anymore, stood up "bass", and ran towards his Larang angrily... Panting "hush", when I finished running the steps, I was so tired that I couldn't even stand up. It was by relying on the anger in his heart that he survived until Rajang.

I stood in front of the wooden door and slammed the door open with a snap.Cangyang Gyatso, who was sitting quietly on the Zen bed, suddenly opened his eyes, and was taken aback when he saw me standing there angrily.I glanced at him impatiently and shouted in a very strong tone, "Come out!"

He gave me a puzzled look, but got out of bed and walked out.I put my hands on my hips angrily, feeling a little hot, I couldn't help but tugged at the neckline.I glanced to the side inadvertently, and found that the monks who were going back and forth were secretly looking at us, with guilt and panic on their faces, but they didn't know what happened.

I just felt that my face was slowly turning red, and I pointed to the back room and shouted, "Go in!" He was a little speechless by me, he didn't know what I was going to do, but he still walked back in a compromise.I stepped in with a dark face, and closed the door with a "slap".He had a lot of words to vent, but now he was so angry that he couldn't say anything.I said nothing and glared at him.He froze for a moment, didn't speak, and stared at me without hesitation.

Usually, when I encounter this kind of stalemate, I seldom lose, but the other party is a monk with excellent concentration, so I am finally defeated.I don't know if his eyes are too clear and peaceful, but my mood has calmed down a lot.

I glanced at the table and found that the piece of paper was pressed under the teapot, walked over without saying a word, and copied it, "Why didn't you come?!"

He glanced at me and asked without answering, "You left this at the door?"

I was taken aback, and I couldn't help but feel guilty, and my momentum was half short. "Huh?" He stared straight at me.My gaze began to wander to the side, and I muttered in a low voice, "Isn't it just me..."

"I didn't know you wrote it, so I didn't go," he explained.

"Hmm." I thought about it for a while, and nodded reluctantly, pretending to be calm on the face, but there was a hint of joy in my heart.Even if it is a very official formula, it has to be admitted that it does work.

"You have something to do with me?"

My thoughts were suddenly interrupted, and I looked at him blankly, but I didn't know what to say.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he couldn't help asking, "What can't be said here, but at the water wheel turning the prayer wheel?" I was stunned, really speechless.How do I answer this?It can't be said that I want to create a dating atmosphere...

"I..." I secretly swallowed dry saliva, my fingers tightly gripped the tablecloth at the corner of the table, my heart was filled with various emotions for a moment, I thought about it but finally exhaled helplessly, "Master, I seem to be a little like you."

He looked up at me, nodded his head, the expression on his face hardly changed, "Hmm."

"Huh?" I was surprised.

"understood."

"Huh?" I was taken aback.

"how?"

"No...it's nothing." I glanced down in embarrassment, and I couldn't help secretly admiring in my heart, I really deserve to be a Buddhist disciple, and I can be so calm.Thinking about it back and forth, I felt a little guilty again.Even if I'm going to slap my horse and leave today, I can't do such a wicked thing.

I circled in my mind for a while, raised my head and explained, "Master, don't get me wrong, I don't have any plans for you, I just..." I paused, "It's just that I'm leaving!"

He was startled and looked at me, "When?"

"Tonight," I continued, "so, I'm here to say goodbye to you."

"Is your family coming to pick you up?"

"Yeah." I nodded, "My younger brother came to pick me up. Maybe, I won't be back in the future."

He paused for a few seconds.I looked at him in surprise, but he had already returned to normal, "Well, be careful on the road." Seeing me standing quietly aside, he asked again, "Is there anything else?"

"No...not anymore." Although I said that on my lips, of course I had it in my heart!I'm leaving soon, and he doesn't know how to give me some souvenirs!It's really strange, Maggie Ami got a rosary anyway, why did I have nothing? !Could it be... I rolled my eyes back and forth, could it be that these two people are really secretly in love?If that's the case, then how can I sing today? !third party? !Get in? !

"What's the matter?" Cangyang Gyatso couldn't help asking when he saw my facial expressions changing.I shook my head in a daze, and suddenly met his clear eyes, looked at the clearness, and felt that I was thinking too much.

"Ok?"

"I... I'll go first." Before he could answer, I turned around and walked out quickly.He didn't dare to stay under his feet at all.When I bid farewell to Ngawang Rinchen, I could hold back my tears, but when I bid farewell to Tsangyang Gyatso, I didn't even dare to cry.As soon as I stepped out of the wooden door, I slowed down.Standing in a place he couldn't see, looking into the window, he saw his handsome and handsome figure.My tears fell down at once.