from your heart

After returning to school from home, the roommates found that Xi Zhen's mind wandering began to intensify.Sometimes during class, Xi Zhen would suddenly shake his head in remorse, and then suddenly laugh silly.

Xi Zhen is caught in the abyss between crazy self-denial and self-affirmation.He recently consulted a lot of books, also asked many netizens for help, and even had a long talk with Xi's father.After analyzing his heart, Xi Zhen also began to confirm that he really likes Lu Chen.

Although I don't know when it started, maybe it started when Lu Chen started to give him the meat on his plate, maybe it started when Lu Chen never forgot to bring him a novelty and cute little souvenir wherever he went.

He began to accept the fact that a boy could be in a relationship with another boy, and that he might not have children in the future.But Lu Chen only said that he liked him and wanted to fall in love with him at the beginning, but he didn't mention it at all later.Xi Zhen was taken care of most of the time, and he felt that Lu Chen probably loved him like a little brother.

So he wanted to confirm whether Lu Chen still wanted to fall in love with him.For this, he has struggled for a week.Because I was looking for strategies every day, my phone ran out of battery frequently due to frequent use, and it was not timely to reply to Lu Chen's messages recently.

Lu Chen called him several times to ask him if he had made new friends.Xi Zhen became nervous when he heard his voice, and hung up in a hurry without saying a word.

When Xi Zhen looks at his status bar recently, he always sees a sad expression.Is the senior very busy and tired at work?If I confess my love to him, will it cause him more trouble?

But if kid Xizhen can hide things, he won't always be called "little naive" by his grandpa.So Lu Chen, who had been hanging out for a long time, found that although today's Xi Zhen was not as anxious as the previous two weeks when he disappeared every day, he was a little too active.

Seven o'clock in the morning: "Morning seniors, have a good breakfast/circle"

Eight o'clock in the morning: "Today's class is so boring, I ate two pancakes in the morning, and it doesn't taste as good as before/bitter haha"

Nine o'clock in the morning: "Very hungry/dizzy"

Ten o'clock in the morning: "Senior, get up and relax, do sports/jumping with me"

Eleven o'clock in the morning: "I went to eat the claypot rice that my senior took me there, but it's a pity that there is no senior to add meat to me / wronged"

In addition to sleeping for a while at noon, Lu Chen was bombarded by text messages from children who had nothing to do in the afternoon:

02:30pm: "So sleepy but still have class/nap"

03:30 pm: "It's so hot today, seniors, please drink more water/love"

04:30 pm: "What's for dinner? Canteen one, canteen two, canteen three or staff canteen? / Distressed"

05:30 pm: "I have no seniors to hold a seat for me, and I queue up in the cafeteria until dawn/poor"

Although Lu Chen didn't talk too much, he was always very patient with Xi Zhen, and he could reply to the words that were completely unnutritive, and let other topics be brought up by the way.In the past, at most, they would report to each other about their daily routines, instead of chatting with each other throughout the day like they are now.

So at night, after Xi Zhen talked about doing his homework, taking a shower, turning off the lights and going to bed, he received a reply from Lu Chen: "Is it true that you are not happy recently?"

Xi Zhen had to wonder if his overactive actions had misunderstood Lu Chen, so he could only crackle type: "No/Innocent." Then he anxiously waited for the other party to ask, thinking that when he asked, he would tell him his own. idea.

But Lu Chen didn't ask again.

I can't tell whether it's disappointment or happiness, Xi Zhen rarely loses sleep.He tossed and turned for a long time, and resolutely made a decision.He boarded the third-party software and bought a hard seat on the train to Lu Chen's city.Then, as if he had settled his mind, his whole body relaxed for a second and fell asleep.

The next day, he asked his roommate to ask for leave for him, then simply packed up a change of clothes and rushed to the station.When I went downstairs to Lu Chen's company, just in time for others to get off work at noon, Xi Zhen received a message from Lu Chen: "Where did you really go, I didn't make a sound all morning. Have you eaten yet?"

Xi Zhenle replied in a dizzy manner: "I'm starving to death, I'll wait for you to have dinner downstairs!"

Not long after he took the phone back, he felt Xiao Zhenzhen bouncing up and down in his arms, which made his heart beat faster and made him very happy.So Lu Chen went downstairs as fast as he could, and was rushed by Xi Zhen who came running from afar.

He was a little surprised that Xi was really enthusiastic, but he enjoyed the feeling of the other party in his arms, so he tightened his arms and hugged her for a while.Just as he was about to let go, he saw the person in his arms rubbing his head against his chest, rubbing the static electricity out of his short hair, and said sullenly: Senior, I miss you so much. "