Tiandi Baiju

When Le Yao saw his brother and Du Jing coming back with breakfast together, he was startled.

"What did you do?" Le Yao said, "Why did you get so dirty?"

Zhou Luoyang said: "I told you to sleep first, why are you still awake?"

Du Jing put the muddy suit jacket on the ground next to the shoe rack, and nodded towards Leyao.

"I'm worried." Le Yao said stubbornly, shaking the wheelchair, and followed Zhou Luoyang from the hallway to the kitchen. Zhou Luoyang opened the refrigerator, opened a can of juice, filled it for a while, and handed it to Du Jing.

Du Jing was very careful not to dirty Zhou Luoyang's house, took off his muddy socks, and stood on the floor barefoot to drink juice.

Zhou Luoyang took off his shirt first, and then pushed his brother into the bathroom to take a shower.

"Are you okay?" Le Yao asked worriedly, "When I came back in the afternoon, I saw that something was wrong with you.

Zhou Luoyang came back to his senses and closed the shower curtain: "It's okay, that's Du Jing, my college roommate."

Le Yao asked: "Did you go out yesterday to see him?"

Du Jing opened the bathroom door and came in. He was also shirtless, threw the shirt into the laundry basket, untied the belt, and began to urinate.

"Yes." Du Jing said in the sound of the water, "We are going to open your grandfather's shop together."

Le Yao was blocked by the shower curtain. Zhou Luoyang wanted to remind Du Jing, but he remembered that it used to be like this in the dormitory. He took a shower in the bathroom, and Du Jing came in directly to use the bathroom, never avoiding him.

Le Yao said: "Today someone came to the house..."

Zhou Luoyang: "Just hang up next time."

Le Yao laughed, unexpectedly, his brother guessed what he wanted to say.Du Jing whistled, and asked Leyao, "Is there a caller ID?"

Le Yao didn't answer, he didn't know how to get along with this new friend who broke into his life.

Du Jing said, "Use your towel and razor."

"Use it," Zhou Luoyang replied, "The brown one, there's a new toothbrush in the cupboard, don't you take a shower?"

After Du Jing shaved and washed his face, he said, "You rub my back and I'll wash it."

Zhou Luoyang didn't answer the call, so Du Jing left the bathroom to check the caller ID of Zhou Luoyang's home.

"Are you on good terms?" Le Yao asked.

"Yeah." Zhou Luoyang said, "In the university dormitory, we lived together for two years, and we used to talk about everything."

Le Yao said: "It can be seen, is it better than Fang Zhou?"

Fang Zhou is Zhou Luoyang's good friend.

Zhou Luoyang suddenly thought of a sentence and laughed, Le Yao puzzled, "What are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing, better than him." What Zhou Luoyang thought of was Fang Zhou asking him, "How good is your relationship with Du Jing?" Zhou Luoyang then joked, "To the extent that you can help each other masturbate."

Le Yao poked his head out and glanced outside the shower curtain.

"The email from the school has arrived," Zhou Luoyang asked, "I'll reply later."

"Yeah." Le Yao yawned, obviously very sleepy.

Zhou Luoyang dried Le Yao's hair, changed his clothes, carried him out, and put him in front of the dining table.Du Jing entered the bathroom in a gust of wind.

"I'll go first," Zhou Luoyang went in, "You accompany Le Yao."

"Together?" Du Jing looked up at the nozzle and twisted it a few times.

"Don't make trouble." Zhou Luoyang said.

Du Jing then went out to accompany Leyao again, Zhou Luoyang came out after washing, and saw that the two of them seemed to have chatted with each other last time, and rushed Du Jing to take a bath, found his own T-shirt for him to change, the size was a little smaller , let him make do with it.

Before breakfast, Du Jing poured himself a glass of water, poured out a lot of pills from the medicine box, and ate them one by one under Le Yao's gaze.

"Are you sick?" Le Yao asked.

"Yes." Du Jing replied without avoiding him.

The three of them had breakfast, and when Zhou Luoyang was packing up his things, he heard Du Jing say to Leyao, "I'll carry you in to sleep, which one is your room?"

"I'll do it myself." Le Yao wanted to move onto the wheelchair.

Du Jing picked him up, and Le Yao could only say, "Thank you."

Zhou Luoyang collected the garbage, and when he heard Du Jing carrying Le Yao away, he said, "Luoyang's younger brother is my younger brother, you're welcome."

He stopped in the kitchen, remained silent for a moment, and gently pinched the bridge of his nose. Tears were rolling in his eyes, trying to flow out involuntarily.

When he entered the room, Du Jing was already lying on the bed, looking at the things in Zhou Luoyang's drawer, and took out a photo of them together in college.

Zhou Luoyang went forward and kicked the drawer up. At that instant, Du Jing immediately withdrew his hand without being caught.The drawer groaned.

Du Jing: "..."

Zhou Luoyang looked at Du Jing, and Du Jing stepped aside, signaling him to sleep in.

"Sleep in." Zhou Luoyang said.

"You sleep inside," Du Jing replied, "This is how you slept in the dormitory before, don't resist."

Zhou Luoyang had no choice but to step over Du Jing, and Du Jing stretched out his arm to signal Zhou Luoyang.

"No." Knowing that he meant to ask him if he had a pillow, Zhou Luoyang replied, "Go to sleep, you must be very tired."

Du Jing's voice was suddenly a little tired, and he replied: "Yes, I haven't slept well once in three years."

Zhou Luoyang swiped his phone and replied, "Let your little roommate sleep with you."

Du Jing couldn't hear this and fell asleep.

Zhou Luoyang couldn't fall asleep. Although he hadn't closed his eyes for a long time, Du Jing's reappearance, accompanied by the many secrets hidden behind him, was like a storm in an instant, as if destroying his entire world.

Just like the typhoon that blew up on the day they met.

What the hell is he doing?Interpol?detective?agent?Special public security of state organs?Where has he been for the past three years?What happened?

Zhou Luoyang still remembered that they discussed what they wanted to do in the future after graduating from university, only once, but only that time.

And Du Jing's answer to this was: I haven't figured it out yet, what do you want to do?

"I do not know."

That day, Zhou Luoyang escorted Du Jing to a mental health class. The topic was about the realization of self-worth in life.

It was a rainy day, and outside the floor-to-ceiling glass of the multi-purpose classroom, the rain slowly meandered and crawled, converging into intersecting streams, just like the fate tracks of people in the long river of time, occasionally converging into one stream, passing through obstacles and then going their own way. Ben things.

Just like the rainy day when he reunited with Du Jing many years later, Zhou Luoyang still doesn't know that his future self will face the death of his father and the paralysis of his younger brother one after another, and his life will undergo earth-shaking changes overnight.

"My grandfather has a shop," Zhou Luoyang said, "I always wanted me to take over, but I don't want to be the manager."

Du Jing asked, "What store?"

"Antique clocks and watches." Zhou Luoyang replied, "But if you don't have a goal, you might go back to be a store manager. After all, you have to have a job."

Du Jing seldom talked about himself, and Zhou Luoyang didn't ask, they were like most normal roommates, having lunch and dinner in the cafeteria, sitting together in public classes, going back to study separately at night, listening to music, reading a book .Whenever Zhou Luoyang was sleepy, he would ask Du Jing for advice. Du Jing nodded every time, never disobeying Zhou Luoyang, and turned off the lights to sleep.

Living with Du Jing was really suitable. At first Zhou Luoyang thought he was too silent, but meeting this roommate was simply the most ingenious arrangement of fate.They don't like to stay up late, don't argue about cleaning, and don't make any noise when the other is sleeping. They can understand and coordinate with each other's work and rest time, and they are more clean among boys.

You don’t even need to install bed curtains, you can turn on the air conditioner whenever you want, and you don’t have any concerns about electricity and water bills.

No one plays games all the time, doesn't make girlfriends, doesn't use videos or make endless phone calls, and spends free time reading, surfing the Internet, listening to music, and watching movies.

This is the roommate that Zhou Luoyang met, who respect each other's private space the most, and when getting along, they don't look restrained or cramped at all, as if the dormitory is an independent small world that belongs only to the two of them.

Zhou Luoyang knew that Du Jing had caused many people to discuss about his character, his family background, and the scar on his face.

Whenever he was in professional class, Mr. Du Jing sat alone in the corner of the last row of the classroom, deliberately kept a distance from his classmates, never went to dinner parties, and seldom talked with others unless necessary.

He doesn't like dealing with people very much, Zhou Luoyang can understand this kind of character.Some people's definition of a friend is to divide it into a very small territory, which cannot accommodate many people, but those who are recognized can see his true side.

Zhou Luoyang accepted Du Jing only on the third day, and it took Du Jing nearly a month and a half to accept Zhou Luoyang.

He feels that he has never liked dealing with too many people, and always felt that it was very tiring, but since he was a child, everyone told him that socializing is necessary, and a life without socializing is an incomplete life.This kept him motivated for many years, but after getting to know Du Jing, he began to slowly discover that he could survive without socializing, and even make himself more comfortable, so why not do it?

So he also followed Du Jing's example, deliberately narrowed his social circle, and only invested energy in the places he was really interested in, and immediately felt much more relaxed.

"I want to do some challenging work." Du Jing said.

Zhou Luoyang said, "For example? To explore Mars?"

Du Jing didn't answer. On the podium, the professor talked about love and family again, and tried hard to instill the "correct" outlook on love and life into the college students.

"Have you ever had a girlfriend?" Zhou Luoyang was a little curious.

"No." Du Jing came back to his senses and asked, "What about you?"

Their conversations were always very polite, almost polite, but Zhou Luoyang knew that this was the real Du Jing.

"Yes," Zhou Luoyang said, "but they never had any relationship."

Du Jingting nodded, and Zhou Luoyang smiled and said, "Everyone says I'm a central air conditioner."

Zhou Luoyang has had many girlfriends. He has been very warm to people since he was a child, and he is very good at caring for others. He has many friends in middle school, and it is because of this that he has caused a lot of complaints.

This is the first time that Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing have talked about love. Zhou Luoyang is occasionally a little curious, hasn't Du Jing watched those little movies?At least during this more than a month of getting along, Zhou Luoyang has never heard Du Jing open any related videos.Of course, although he doesn't save many videos on his computer, boys always save some.

"You look at this?" Zhou Luoyang shared it with Du Jing, and Du Jing looked at it politely for a while, then nodded.

Zhou Luoyang: "???"

This reaction obviously didn't play out according to common sense.

"I'll send you?" Zhou Luoyang said.

"Okay." Du Jing replied.

"You..." Zhou Luoyang glanced at a certain part of Du Jing, but there was no movement, "Do you feel nothing?"

"I'm in class." Du Jing reminded, "What do you want to do in the last row? Do you need me to help you block it?"

Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry.

After class, they had lunch in the professors' cafeteria. This small cafeteria was very close to the dormitory building, and few students came to it.Zhou Luoyang went to cook, and came back with a bottle of water.

Du Jing has always been sleepy these days and has no energy. When waiting for Zhou Luoyang, he didn't know where to look in a daze.

"Did you not take your medicine today?" Zhou Luoyang reminded.

Du Jing was taken aback, and was woken up by Zhou Luoyang when he went out in the morning, and forgot for a moment. For a long time, Zhou Luoyang would occasionally see him get up early to take medicine, but he never asked him what was wrong, and Du Jing never said anything.

"I didn't bring the medicine box," Du Jing said a little unnaturally, "I'll talk about it when I go back."

Zhou Luoyang took out the medicine box from his pocket, and took it for him before going out in the morning, but he forgot it for a while, and only remembered it now.

Du Jing nodded, took medicine, and the two ate as if nothing had happened.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhou Luoyang finally asked.

Du Jing glanced at Zhou Luoyang, and Zhou Luoyang immediately explained: "I'm not asking out of curiosity, but I just feel... well, if there's anything, we stay together every day, and I need to go to the doctor temporarily. I can help too. If you believe me, you can tell me, it will be safer and easier to deal with."

What Zhou Luoyang said was true. He knew that Du Jing didn't want to tell the truth, but in case his roommate had a history of heart disease or other genetic diseases, he had to take Du Jing to see a doctor immediately. If you don't know the third question, you will be very passive.

"It won't be as dangerous as you think." Du Jing just replied.

Although Zhou Luoyang was worried, he still nodded: "That's good."

But not long after, a sudden accident unexpectedly revealed Du Jing's secret in front of Zhou Luoyang - because Du Jing still used Zhou Luoyang's Apple ID.

Nearly two months ago, Zhou Luoyang told Du Jing about his account, and Du Jing used it to download some apps, and then forgot to log out. However, in the same wireless network environment, devices using the same account defaulted to owned by the same person.After logging in the Safari web browser with the mobile phone, and then switch to the computer, the webpage in use will automatically pop up.

That day when Du Jing went to class, his phone was charged in the dormitory. Zhou Luoyang was about to check the information, when suddenly a web page popped up on the computer with a small Weibo on it.

Zhou Luoyang thought it was his homepage, so he clicked on it, and the first scene he saw was:

[I don't want to live anymore, if it wasn't for the troubles that would come to him by committing suicide in the dormitory, I just want to get it over with, I don't know how long I can last. 】

Zhou Luoyang: "!!!"

Zhou Luoyang was startled on the spot, whose Weibo is this?I sleepwalked and posted on Weibo last night?

The release time was yesterday midnight, 47:[-].

Zhou Luoyang pressed two fingers on the touch screen, swipe it lightly, and saw the second item.

【Sometimes like the king of the world, sometimes like a beggar.I only spoke less than ten sentences with him today, and it can be seen that he doesn't like being disturbed by me very much, and he just wants to read a book quietly. 】

The release time of the next day was more than three o'clock in the night before yesterday.

Zhou Luoyang: "..."

Article [-]: [I went to see a movie today, it was bad.But the taste of popcorn is not bad, dispelling many thoughts in my mind.The logic of this film is illogical, and he didn't find it, or he had already discovered it, and he didn't say it to spoil the fun. 】

Article [-]: [Irritability, restlessness, I'm afraid it's time to change the stage. From now on, you must control yourself. 】

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[The content that can be learned in a year, and it is really meaningless to go to class every day seriously.But what can you do if you don't go to class? 】

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【future?There is no future and no past, falling in love will only harm others and oneself.One has to have a job, rightly so.He may never understand.On the seventh day of insomnia, I can't sleep all night, can't sleep, can't sleep... Control myself, can't turn on the light to wake him up. 】

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Zhou Luoyang looked up from the computer, turned to look at Du Jing's desk, his shocked and confused eyes were reflected in the dressing mirror.Du Jing's cell phone lay quietly on the desk, Zhou Luoyang understood:

This is Du Jing's weibo account.