Tiandi Baiju
Chapter 60 The Past
"What's on your mind?" Du Jing looked into Le Yao's eyes from the rear mirror.
Le Yao forced a smile. He always had such a forced smile on his face, as if his emotions were just to match the reactions of the people around him.
"Why isn't Aaron here today?" Zhou Luoyang also brought Aaron a wood carving from Southeast Asia to thank him for taking care of his younger brother.
"I asked him to go back first." Le Yao said, "Christmas vacation is coming soon, and with the New Year holiday, are you going out?"
Leyao's school is an international school, and the holiday starts from December 24th until January [-]th, but the winter vacation time is shorter than that in China, only two weeks.
"Your brother said he would stay at home with you and not go anywhere." Du Jing said while driving the car.
Zhou Luoyang said: "Boss Du said that we are invited to travel, do you want to go?"
Le Yao's expression changed briefly, but he immediately smiled and said, "Okay."
Du Jing didn't answer the call, and when he got home, he went to cook by himself.Zhou Luoyang saw that the house was tidy, and asked Du Jing, "Are you getting someone to clean it again?"
"No." Wearing an apron, Du Jing was looking at the recipe and studying how to make salt-baked chicken. It was too complicated for him to challenge such a difficult challenge for a novice. It is obviously more difficult than cooking to fight in the hail of bullets. take it easy.
"I cleaned it," Le Yao said, "It took me three days to clean the house."
Zhou Luoyang: "..."
Le Yao said, "Not bad, right? Look, I can do housework too."
Zhou Luoyang rested his forehead with one hand when Le Yao's cell phone rang. He glanced at it and was about to answer it, but Le Yao quickly took it.
It was a call from an unknown person, Le Yao only said "hmm" a few times before hanging up.Zhou Luoyang looked at him suspiciously and said, "Who?"
Le Yao's expression was unnatural, and he said, "Student."
Is the classmate meeting an unfamiliar number?No record by name?Le Yao never avoided him when answering the phone before, and Zhou Luoyang had long been used to it, this was the first time.
He realized that Le Yao had started to have things he didn't want to talk about, even if he was a real brother, he had to respect each other's personal space. The only thing he worried about was the group of debt collectors in Mu Ye, if it wasn't, it would be fine.
During dinner, there was a strange silence at the dinner table. Du Jing poured some wine and poured it for Zhou Luoyang. Zhou Luoyang naturally knew that his intention was to celebrate their safe return, but he couldn't say this in front of his younger brother anyway.
"Drink something?" Du Jing said, "Try the rice I cooked."
"No more." Le Yao said.
But he changed his mind and said, "Let's have a drink."
Zhou Luoyang was in a good mood all day long, returning to his familiar environment, even in the foggy Wan City, made him feel very at ease.The only thing is that the atmosphere today is not right. Du Jing and Le Yao don't talk, and he often talks to himself. Most of the time, except for drinking, he is silent.
"Better than me." Zhou Luoyang smiled.
"It's okay." Du Jing said casually, and poured himself another drink.
Zhou Luoyang said, "Drink less."
Le Yao tried hard to find a topic, and said a few words about the school, but the three of them had nothing to say.
"Do you have something on your mind?" Zhou Luoyang asked Leyao. He felt that since Du Jing came, Leyao's words had become less.
"No," Le Yao said hurriedly, "I'm very happy."
Zhou Luoyang asked: "Where do you want to go when traveling?"
Le Yao said: "You can decide."
Zhou Luoyang said, "Is there any place you want to go?"
"I want to go back to Japan, can I?" Le Yao suddenly said, "It doesn't have to be Tokyo, but you can also go to Nara or Kyoto."
Zhou Luoyang was a little surprised. He didn't really want to go back to Japan. After all, many things happened there and changed their lives. He thought that Le Yao didn't want to go back either. Originally, he planned to go to Indonesia or Sri Lanka for Christmas.Unexpectedly, Le Yao offered to go back to Japan.
Zhou Luoyang looked at Du Jing, and Du Jing said, "You two decide, I can go anywhere."
With that said, Du Jing took another bowl, peeled the shrimps for them, and poured wine on them.
Zhou Luoyang said happily: "Of course, do you want to go to Nara to soak in the hot springs? Come and see the deer, and wait for the New Year's Eve in Osaka?"
At that moment, Le Yao was really happy and said, "I can go to see the deer I adopted!"
Zhou Luoyang remembered that Le Yao's uncle's family was in Kyoto, and since his father passed away in a car accident, they seldom contacted each other. They would occasionally call during festivals to ask about Le Yao's current situation. Zhou Luoyang didn't speak Japanese very well either. He could only let Le Yao chat with the other side by himself.
"Go back and visit your uncle," Zhou Luoyang said, "Buy some gifts and come over... Du Jing, how much have you been drinking? Stop drinking!"
Du Jing drank two bottles of wine, and looked at Zhou Luoyang silently like a normal person.
There was something wrong with the atmosphere, and Le Yao felt it too, but he didn't speak, and just quietly ate the food in front of him.Du Jing passed the bowl over and said, "You eat this."
"I peel it myself." Le Yao said, "Give it to my brother."
Zhou Luoyang said, "Why do you feel that something is wrong with both of you today? Hello."
Zhou Luoyang kicked Du Jing lightly under the table, signaling him to speak up if he had something to say.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Luoyang asked Du Jing.
Du Jing didn't speak, but suddenly laughed. Under the light of the dining room at home, Du Jing's smile was very warm. He was wearing a thin black wool sweater, and he wore the Eye of Versatile on his wrist, reflecting brilliant blue light.
Zhou Luoyang thought to himself, this doesn't look like a mental illness at all, it's so handsome.
This was one of the few times he saw Du Jingxiao, and for some reason, this scene gave him the warmth of his long-lost home.
"It's fine." Zhou Luoyang replied, as long as Du Jing doesn't get sick, he won't pursue what's on his mind. Anyway, he will tell himself what he should say, and it's useless to ask if he doesn't want to say it.
After another brief silence, Du Jing suddenly said, "Because I resigned today."
Zhou Luoyang: "!!!"
"You..." Zhou Luoyang said in disbelief, "Why did you say it until now?!"
Du Jing said: "It's too dangerous, I don't want to do it."
Le Yao remained silent and drank some wine.
Zhou Luoyang didn't say anything like "Why didn't you discuss it with me?" The moment Du Jing said his resignation, the joy in his eyes couldn't be concealed.
"Great!" Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he didn't know what to say, and said, "Great! You...you finally decided..."
"The bosom is a work souvenir from the boss," Du Jing said, "everyone who has been an executive in Changyi has such a gift."
No wonder Zhou Luoyang thought, Du Jing said again: "It means to block bullets for me."
Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry, and shouted, "That's great!"
Zhou Luoyang got up to hug Du Jing, but Du Jing seemed a little embarrassed, got up, started to clear the plates on the table, and said, "The year-end bonus will still be given, and in the last month, I have to go to the company occasionally to help them Do some clerical work."
Le Yao asked: "Then what do you want to do next?"
"Open a shop?" Du Jing said casually, "I haven't thought about it, let's talk about it."
Zhou Luoyang said: "Let's rest for a while, you are also very tired in Changyi."
Du Jing said nothing, Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he couldn't describe it, he completely ignored Le Yao for a while, chased him into the kitchen, and said, "Go and rest, I'll come."
Du Jing said: "Pay attention to checking the accounts in the past few days, the money will come back, if it is not enough to pay back the money, I will figure out the rest."
"It's ok." Zhou Luoyang said, "After the New Year's break, I'll find a job, or just look at the store. I'm confident."
Du Jing tidied up, put the tableware into the dishwasher, and said, "There's no need to start that watch again."
Zhou Luoyang stood aside, watching Du Jing's actions, he was suddenly filled with emotion.
"Yes," Zhou Luoyang said, "That day I felt...it was too dangerous."
"Bringing you into such a dangerous situation," Du Jing said, "is my responsibility..."
"No, no," Zhou Luoyang said immediately, "I've never thought about it that way, I just hope..."
"I know." Du Jing interrupted him, pressed the dishwasher, and said, "You just want to be with me, at least you don't have to face life and death every time, I have only myself."
Zhou Luoyang remained silent, his nose suddenly felt a little sore.
Du Jing looked out and said, "Let's talk about this later, go and stay with Le Yao, you two have been apart for too long."
Zhou Luoyang nodded. He had a lot to say, but at the same time, they also had a lot of time to talk.
Le Yao was sitting in a wheelchair, staring in a daze at the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, which was exactly where Du Jing sat when he suffered from depression not long ago.
"Do you want to take a bath first?" Zhou Luoyang wandered around the living room twice with a hint of alcohol.
"Okay," Le Yao said, "I'll go right away."
Zhou Luoyang pushed his younger brother into the bathroom, brought him clothes, and saw Le Yao's clothes were neatly folded.
"Did something happen to you in Hong Kong?" Le Yao went into the bathroom and pulled off his pants.
Zhou Luoyang immediately said, "No, why do you say that?"
"I feel that you have become different," Le Yao said, "Did you experience something dangerous?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang smiled, "How can you think so?"
Zhou Luoyang was a little guilty. He knew that his younger brother just didn't ask most of the time. In fact, with his IQ, he could guess many things—they lost their passports and mobile phones, and they were together. To explain with carelessness.
Zhou Luoyang's reason was that he was carrying a bag, and Du Jing's cell phone was also in his bag, and it was stolen in a blink of an eye.
Le Yao didn't ask, but he could clearly feel that something must have happened to them.
"What's different?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Du Jing has always been like that, right?"
Le Yao sat in the bathtub behind the shower curtain and began to take a bath, and said calmly: "The way you look at him and the way he looks at you are not the same as before. It's like... just like..."
Zhou Luoyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Like what?"
Le Yao joked: "It's like two people who have gone through a car accident and the test of life and death together. Do you remember? After waking up, I went to do psychological accident trauma rehabilitation, the kind where everyone gathers together and chats. There is a couple in it, and it feels the same way.”
"Really not," Zhou Luoyang said casually, "You think too much."
Le Yao hummed, and the sound of water came from behind the shower curtain.Zhou Luoyang was suddenly amused. He was also a very nervous person. He had never been in a car accident, but he actually crashed once. It was a helicopter that crashed into the woods!At that time, I didn't feel any psychological trauma.
Le Yao said, "How did you know Du Jing?"
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang came back to his senses and said, "I remember what I told you, we are roommates."
Le Yao said, "Is it just a relationship between roommates?"
Zhou Luoyang said, "Just like you and Aaron?"
Le Yao stopped and said, "Has there never been a third person between you? From the beginning to the end, there were only two people in the dormitory? Did you not make any other friends in the class?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang remembered that his relationship with Du Jing was very exclusive. After the incident with Sun Xiangchen, they both realized it.
It stands to reason that they were indeed a very strong friendship at that time, and neither of them thought about going in other directions, only because of Du Jing's illness caused this exclusive relationship.
"There is no room for other people between you." Le Yao said with a smile.
"It's not like that," Zhou Luoyang said, "It's just that most of the time, I don't think it's necessary to bring other friends to play with."
Immediately, he realized the meaning of Le Yao's words, and said, "You are different, he also regards you as his younger brother."
"I don't mean anything else." Le Yao smiled, "I'm just curious, um...you...brothers."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
Le Yao thought for a while, then suddenly said: "You guys have tried... For example, in some aspects..."
Zhou Luoyang: "..."
Zhou Luoyang instantly remembered something from the past, and then realized that Le Yao was in adolescence. He was paraplegic due to a car accident, but he was also a normal boy, and it was only reasonable to have hormonal impulses.
Le Yao joked: "Boys in our class often joke with each other, and sometimes in the dormitory they will... of course with clothes on..."
Zhou Luoyang became alert and said, "Leyao, Aaron didn't do anything to you, did he?"
Le Yao was puzzled and said, "No, why do you say that?"
Zhou Luoyang immediately said: "That's my fault, I shouldn't have speculated."
In fact, he didn't think Aaron would have any thoughts about his younger brother. He asked this question just to avoid Le Yao's embarrassment.Compared with Aaron's attitude towards Le Yao, Zhou Luoyang cared more about whether Le Yao would have any feelings for him because of his roommate's daily care.
Zhou Luoyang could still accept it if he just transferred his feelings for his elder brother to Aaron, but he was afraid that there was something unclear... Le Yao was not yet a full-grown adult, nor had his sexual orientation been determined yet.
Le Yao said: "I'm just curious, haven't you two crossed the line? I heard that a manic phase can lead to a very high sexual desire...I have no other meaning..."
Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry: "Where did you know this? Du Jing..."
At this time, Du Jing came in whistling, shook the shaving foam twice, and wiped it on his face casually.
"Du Jing!" Zhou Luoyang said displeased.
Du Jing glanced at Zhou Luoyang, handed over the phone, and said, "The two brothers are talking ill of me again? Le Yao has a phone number."
Le Yao was a little nervous at once. He took the phone and looked at it. Seeing that it was Zhang Yalun, he answered the phone.Du Jing went out after shaving.
Aaron chatted with Le Yao for a few words, probably asking what's for dinner, whether his brothers are back or not.Zhou Luoyang suddenly found it very interesting, just like the rare few holidays in the past, when Du Jing returned to Spain, they would make voice calls every day and talk about meaningless knowledge.
Zhou Luoyang also briefly chatted with Aaron, asked about the school, and thanked him for his care.
"Leyao doesn't have any problems, right?" Zhou Luoyang answered the phone, asked Leyao to dress himself, and said, "Have you guys been skipping classes and going out to play secretly recently?"
Zhang Yalun paused for a moment and said, "No."
Zhou Luoyang knew he was lying as soon as he heard it, and thought that the two of them must have skipped class and went out for a walk someday, but they didn't expose it and pretended not to know.Le Yao quickly said, "When you're ready, call me."
Zhou Luoyang returned the phone, and Le Yao said, "I'll go to bed after we talk for a while, so leave me alone."
"Yeah." Zhou Luoyang kissed him on the forehead and said, "Good night."
Du Jing was taking a bath, Zhou Luoyang knocked on the door, Du Jing said, "It's unlocked, come in and take a shower together?"
"I'm not the kind of person who enters other people's bathrooms without knocking." Zhou Luoyang took out Du Jing's changed clothes.
"It's unnecessary." Du Jing said, "You got my heart and don't want my body?"
"Keep it," Zhou Luoyang mocked, "After you resign, you will be of no use to me."
"I'll talk about it after I get the year-end bonus." Du Jing replied.
After Zhou Luoyang washed his clothes, he turned off the lights in the living room. Looking at the seat where his younger brother and Du Jing had sat, he suddenly felt moved and went to sit in front of the French window.
What are they thinking as they sit here?Zhou Luoyang was a little puzzled.
The red wine he drank today had a bit of stamina, so Du Jing took the remaining half bottle to the sofa and drank it all by himself.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the bottle label and put it down.Sometimes he felt that Le Yao's eyes could be described as sharp, and he could see everything, including their normal or abnormal behavior. When facing his younger brother's sometimes unintentional curiosity, Zhou Luoyang couldn't help but feel a certain guilty conscience.
That day was also such a night, not long before Du Jing left him.
It was the second semester of the sophomore year, and it was another spring, a dangerous time for mental patients. In spring, hormones are secreted vigorously, and people are like animals. People in the male dormitory often scream, like wild cats calling for spring.
This was the second spring that Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing spent together. He was fully prepared, and he guessed that Du Jing would definitely get sick at least once.He didn't even take any courses that he could not take next semester. He tried his best to let Du Jing relax and enjoy the sun.
The archery club will send away the president and many old members. Seniors who are seniors are facing graduation. Everyone has to go to different places.
So the president suggested that everyone have dinner together and sing a song as a farewell.
In a few days, they will each go to work in the company. Zhou Luoyang was a little caught off guard by the sudden parting. In his perception, it would be a long time before he graduated from senior year, but he did not expect it to be like this A way to forcibly press the time point of entering society in front of him.
Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing still have feelings for the archery club, and even their relationship with the club is stronger than that of the class, so they decided to go to the dinner party together.
When President Ye was at the dinner party, he was so drunk that the corners of Zhou Luoyang's mouth twitched, and he just watched quietly with Du Jing.
The group of seniors took over the archery club together and developed the club to its current scale, so the relationship is naturally different.Thinking of parting, everyone cried uncontrollably.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the scene of this large-scale mental illness performance with complicated emotions.Although there is a saying that "the sorrows and joys of the world are not connected, I just think they are noisy", I still think it is a bit funny.But suddenly it occurred to him that he and Du Jing might meet such a scene on the day of their senior year graduation, so they couldn't laugh immediately.
He couldn't help but glance at Du Jing, and then at the others.
Du Jing sat out of place the whole time, and didn't toast, but he drank the wine when it came, and toasted it to Zhou Luoyang, and Du Jing also blocked a lot for Zhou Luoyang.
Zhou Luoyang said, "Stop drinking, how much did you drink?"
Du Jing said: "It's okay, I will sleep when I get back, and I won't sing."
With the addition of alcohol in spring, what Zhou Luoyang was most afraid of was that something would happen. If someone came to ask them to drink later, Zhou Luoyang would take the initiative to drink.
"You two have a good relationship," the vice president put his arm on the president, stretched out his hand to scratch Zhou Luoyang, and said, "Fuck you two!"
Everyone laughed, and the president said earnestly: "The others are not a couple! Don't talk nonsense!"
"Come on with your work," Du Jing said in a rare sentence, "accept social transformation and be a good person."
"Okay! Definitely! Definitely!" said the president, "Don't forget me! You!" As he spoke, he and the vice president walked away shoulder to shoulder, each carrying a bottle of red wine, and went to drink elsewhere.
"Don't forget him," Zhou Luoyang joked, "You know?"
Du Jing didn't say a word, he gave Zhou Luoyang his share of dessert, and said, "Let's go after eating, it's too noisy."
Du Jing was also a little drunk, and supported his forehead with one hand. Zhou Luoyang didn't want to eat, so he wanted to help him. Du Jing signaled that he was fine and could get up.
"Let's go first," Zhou Luoyang said, "Call back!"
Although they talked about contacting each other later, Zhou Luoyang knew that after tonight, everyone would never contact each other again, just like the breakup meal in high school. There is always a banquet in the world. Talking about contacting each other, they gradually disappeared. in the wind.In a few years, even the names of many people in the class will not be able to be called.
Du Jing could barely walk steadily, reeking of alcohol, with one hand on Zhou Luoyang's shoulder, and the two left the restaurant outside the back door of the school and passed the school road.
Zhou Luoyang was also a little drunk, with one arm around Du Jing's waist and his hand on his shoulder, at eleven o'clock in the night, while singing "The wind in July, you in August, humble, I like you in the distance... ..." While staggering, he took Du Jing back to the dormitory.
"Ahhh—" Zhou Luoyang shouted in the silence.
When the spring breeze blows, the world returns to silence, but the silence is inlaid with subtle sounds. Flowers are in full bloom, new buds of trees are stretching, and thousands of grasses and trees have broken through the ground, stretching quietly in the quiet night.
"Zhou Luoyang," Du Jing lowered his head, and said with a scorching breath in Zhou Luoyang's ear, "Listen clearly."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
He wanted to move forward, but Du Jing staggered and forced Zhou Luoyang to stand still.
The two of them faced the Changhu Lake in the spring night, and the water rippled on the surface of the lake. This night, the lakeside was very bright. A round of bright moon was like a silver plate, shining on the lake, rippling with silver light.
"Zhou Luoyang..." Du Jing leaned into Zhou Luoyang's ear and said, "Don't forget me, don't forget me."
Hearing the phrase "Don't forget me", Zhou Luoyang felt helpless and touched in his heart.Maybe a relationship in the world, the final end, the only result is to "forget".
So humble, so simple, has gone from "don't leave" to "don't forget".
Zhou Luoyang stared at Du Jing's face and the scars on his face. They hadn't discussed their respective futures, but at this moment, he patted Du Jing's shoulder and made a virtual "kiss" movement, Said: "No."
Du Jing had already kissed him in the blink of an eye, and kissed Zhou Luoyang's lips fiercely.
Zhou Luoyang wanted to laugh, and wanted to push him away or kick him, but Du Jing finally turned his head, and Zhou Luoyang said, "Okay, that's enough, I got it."
When drinking tonight, the brothers and a group of straight men were drunk and kissed each other, but Du Jing's kiss was very domineering and intrusive, which made Zhou Luoyang want to break free. do anything else.
"Let's go swimming," Du Jing said, "I'm very hot all over."
"No, no, no," Zhou Luoyang said, still maintaining his rationality, "People have drowned in this lake!"
"Liar!" Du Jing roared suddenly, "No one has ever died!"
Zhou Luoyang said: "Anyway...well, I can't go down!"
Du Jing: "If someone drowns, the only one can only be me, Zhou Luoyang, Zhou Luoyang..."
"Let's go!" Zhou Luoyang dragged Du Jing back to the dormitory.
"Zhou Luoyang." Du Jing recited Zhou Luoyang's name several times, as if it was a magical spell for him.
It was the first time Zhou Luoyang saw Du Jing so drunk, but his alcohol metabolism is very good, and it only takes two hours for him to recover from drinking too much.
"Go take a shower!" Zhou Luoyang said.
"The water can't be turned on!" Du Jing took off his clothes and stood in the bathroom, "It can't be unscrewed! The water has stopped!" He kicked the drain pipe again.
"That's the light switch!" Zhou Luoyang pushed him in and poured cold water on him to sober him up.
Both of them took a shower, Zhou Luoyang's hair was still wet, Du Jing looked impatient, with indescribable agitation, wearing a pair of sweatpants, with his upper body naked, scratching things, scratching things, and moaning Out of hot air.
After brushing their teeth, eating chewing gum, and taking a bath, the two of them no longer smelled of alcohol, but the smell of alcohol was still there. With the warmth of spring's rebirth, Zhou Luoyang couldn't hold back any longer. He sniffled, turned on his phone, Say, "Shall we watch a movie?"
"What movie?" Du Jing said, "I don't watch that kind of movie."
"Don't you even masturbate?" Zhou Luoyang said, "It's painful to hold back, and you have to release it occasionally."
Zhou Luoyang held his right hand and made a gesture. Although he didn't do this often at home, but he lived in the same dormitory with Du Jing, and his personal space was compressed. Now he hardly did things by himself.
Du Jing shook his head and said, "No, I can't fight."
"Are you going to be an archmage?" Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry, "Do you have mana?"
"No!" Du Jing said irritably, "I can't fight."
Zhou Luoyang said curiously: "Can't it be hard? It shouldn't be."
Zhou Luoyang saw that Du Jing's sweatpants were stretched out, and after taking a shower, Du Jing took a break.
Usually when he wakes up in the morning, Zhou Luoyang will have a morning reaction. Of course, he will also have it when he often sees Du Jing, and according to visual inspection, Du Jing's size is quite impressive.
"It's not that I can't get it hard," Du Jing said half-lying, with his legs slightly apart, his brows furrowed, and with a sense of hostility, "it's caused by illness. I've tried it a few times before, and the more I do it, the more I feel guilty." Feeling very uncomfortable, and unconsciously, the movements will become more and more violent, and I can't ejaculate, and finally make myself very painful."
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Will you?"
Du Jing didn't speak, but looked at Zhou Luoyang.Zhou Luoyang asked again: "Have you ever used that kind of cup?"
"No." Du Jing said, "I can't control myself, and I will feel disgusted and self-destructive, so I don't want to do it anymore."
Zhou Luoyang said, "No wonder."
Zhou Luoyang felt that Du Jing's mania at times had something to do with his inability to vent his sexual desire.
"Have you tried massage?" Zhou Luoyang said, "It's not that kind... er, it's not the kind of complete set. You can push the oil, and I'll give it to you by the way... I haven't been there either, but I heard that they can use their hands."
That’s what Fang Zhou told him. When he went to Thailand to play, by accident, he entered a horse killing chicken shop, and was forced to get out with his hands. In the end, Fang Zhou’s sharing was "I feel like a horse that has been bred to extract its sperm." ".
Although Zhou Luoyang didn't think Du Jing would do such a thing.
"I don't want to go," Du Jing replied, "I don't want to be bumped into by people I don't know."
Du Jing rubbed it, let out a sigh of relief, and said, "I'll take a bath again."
"Or should I help you?" Zhou Luoyang said suddenly.
Zhou Luoyang drank and was not completely sober for a while, and he didn't know why he had such a proposal, but he always boasted that his handwork was good, at least he felt satisfied when he solved it.
Du Jing: "..."
Zhou Luoyang really thought it was nothing, and it wasn't that kind of taboo and evil behavior.
Du Jing didn't speak, avoiding Zhou Luoyang's gaze.Zhou Luoyang said: "I'll help you, try to see if I can let you out?"
Du Jing's expression was a bit restrained, he didn't expect Zhou Luoyang to have such a proposal, but he didn't refuse, saying, "Come on."
Zhou Luoyang turned off the headlights and left a desk lamp. Their beds were already joined together. Zhou Luoyang handed him the phone and said, "You can watch the movie and pretend it's not my hand...well, pretend it's in the movie. of……"
"I don't want to watch it," Du Jing said, "That's it, it's okay."
"Do you want to turn off the lights?" Zhou Luoyang thought for a while and said, "That's it."
Zhou Luoyang took the black cloth wrapped around his wrist for archery, compared the size, and covered Du Jing's eyes.Du Jing didn't move and let him do whatever he wanted.
Then, Du Jing didn't hesitate or feel uneasy, and cooperated a bit, separated his legs, and bent his left leg a little.
"Will you hit me?" Zhou Luoyang said.
"I don't know." Du Jing's high nose bridge and distinct lip line looked especially handsome under the dim and hazy light, Zhou Luoyang thought, this guy is really handsome.
"Give me a coat." Du Jing said suddenly.
"Do you want to cover it?" Zhou Luoyang thought that he might be embarrassed, but Du Jing put his hands behind his back and asked Zhou Luoyang to loosely tie his wrists with his coat.
Le Yao forced a smile. He always had such a forced smile on his face, as if his emotions were just to match the reactions of the people around him.
"Why isn't Aaron here today?" Zhou Luoyang also brought Aaron a wood carving from Southeast Asia to thank him for taking care of his younger brother.
"I asked him to go back first." Le Yao said, "Christmas vacation is coming soon, and with the New Year holiday, are you going out?"
Leyao's school is an international school, and the holiday starts from December 24th until January [-]th, but the winter vacation time is shorter than that in China, only two weeks.
"Your brother said he would stay at home with you and not go anywhere." Du Jing said while driving the car.
Zhou Luoyang said: "Boss Du said that we are invited to travel, do you want to go?"
Le Yao's expression changed briefly, but he immediately smiled and said, "Okay."
Du Jing didn't answer the call, and when he got home, he went to cook by himself.Zhou Luoyang saw that the house was tidy, and asked Du Jing, "Are you getting someone to clean it again?"
"No." Wearing an apron, Du Jing was looking at the recipe and studying how to make salt-baked chicken. It was too complicated for him to challenge such a difficult challenge for a novice. It is obviously more difficult than cooking to fight in the hail of bullets. take it easy.
"I cleaned it," Le Yao said, "It took me three days to clean the house."
Zhou Luoyang: "..."
Le Yao said, "Not bad, right? Look, I can do housework too."
Zhou Luoyang rested his forehead with one hand when Le Yao's cell phone rang. He glanced at it and was about to answer it, but Le Yao quickly took it.
It was a call from an unknown person, Le Yao only said "hmm" a few times before hanging up.Zhou Luoyang looked at him suspiciously and said, "Who?"
Le Yao's expression was unnatural, and he said, "Student."
Is the classmate meeting an unfamiliar number?No record by name?Le Yao never avoided him when answering the phone before, and Zhou Luoyang had long been used to it, this was the first time.
He realized that Le Yao had started to have things he didn't want to talk about, even if he was a real brother, he had to respect each other's personal space. The only thing he worried about was the group of debt collectors in Mu Ye, if it wasn't, it would be fine.
During dinner, there was a strange silence at the dinner table. Du Jing poured some wine and poured it for Zhou Luoyang. Zhou Luoyang naturally knew that his intention was to celebrate their safe return, but he couldn't say this in front of his younger brother anyway.
"Drink something?" Du Jing said, "Try the rice I cooked."
"No more." Le Yao said.
But he changed his mind and said, "Let's have a drink."
Zhou Luoyang was in a good mood all day long, returning to his familiar environment, even in the foggy Wan City, made him feel very at ease.The only thing is that the atmosphere today is not right. Du Jing and Le Yao don't talk, and he often talks to himself. Most of the time, except for drinking, he is silent.
"Better than me." Zhou Luoyang smiled.
"It's okay." Du Jing said casually, and poured himself another drink.
Zhou Luoyang said, "Drink less."
Le Yao tried hard to find a topic, and said a few words about the school, but the three of them had nothing to say.
"Do you have something on your mind?" Zhou Luoyang asked Leyao. He felt that since Du Jing came, Leyao's words had become less.
"No," Le Yao said hurriedly, "I'm very happy."
Zhou Luoyang asked: "Where do you want to go when traveling?"
Le Yao said: "You can decide."
Zhou Luoyang said, "Is there any place you want to go?"
"I want to go back to Japan, can I?" Le Yao suddenly said, "It doesn't have to be Tokyo, but you can also go to Nara or Kyoto."
Zhou Luoyang was a little surprised. He didn't really want to go back to Japan. After all, many things happened there and changed their lives. He thought that Le Yao didn't want to go back either. Originally, he planned to go to Indonesia or Sri Lanka for Christmas.Unexpectedly, Le Yao offered to go back to Japan.
Zhou Luoyang looked at Du Jing, and Du Jing said, "You two decide, I can go anywhere."
With that said, Du Jing took another bowl, peeled the shrimps for them, and poured wine on them.
Zhou Luoyang said happily: "Of course, do you want to go to Nara to soak in the hot springs? Come and see the deer, and wait for the New Year's Eve in Osaka?"
At that moment, Le Yao was really happy and said, "I can go to see the deer I adopted!"
Zhou Luoyang remembered that Le Yao's uncle's family was in Kyoto, and since his father passed away in a car accident, they seldom contacted each other. They would occasionally call during festivals to ask about Le Yao's current situation. Zhou Luoyang didn't speak Japanese very well either. He could only let Le Yao chat with the other side by himself.
"Go back and visit your uncle," Zhou Luoyang said, "Buy some gifts and come over... Du Jing, how much have you been drinking? Stop drinking!"
Du Jing drank two bottles of wine, and looked at Zhou Luoyang silently like a normal person.
There was something wrong with the atmosphere, and Le Yao felt it too, but he didn't speak, and just quietly ate the food in front of him.Du Jing passed the bowl over and said, "You eat this."
"I peel it myself." Le Yao said, "Give it to my brother."
Zhou Luoyang said, "Why do you feel that something is wrong with both of you today? Hello."
Zhou Luoyang kicked Du Jing lightly under the table, signaling him to speak up if he had something to say.
"Are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Luoyang asked Du Jing.
Du Jing didn't speak, but suddenly laughed. Under the light of the dining room at home, Du Jing's smile was very warm. He was wearing a thin black wool sweater, and he wore the Eye of Versatile on his wrist, reflecting brilliant blue light.
Zhou Luoyang thought to himself, this doesn't look like a mental illness at all, it's so handsome.
This was one of the few times he saw Du Jingxiao, and for some reason, this scene gave him the warmth of his long-lost home.
"It's fine." Zhou Luoyang replied, as long as Du Jing doesn't get sick, he won't pursue what's on his mind. Anyway, he will tell himself what he should say, and it's useless to ask if he doesn't want to say it.
After another brief silence, Du Jing suddenly said, "Because I resigned today."
Zhou Luoyang: "!!!"
"You..." Zhou Luoyang said in disbelief, "Why did you say it until now?!"
Du Jing said: "It's too dangerous, I don't want to do it."
Le Yao remained silent and drank some wine.
Zhou Luoyang didn't say anything like "Why didn't you discuss it with me?" The moment Du Jing said his resignation, the joy in his eyes couldn't be concealed.
"Great!" Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he didn't know what to say, and said, "Great! You...you finally decided..."
"The bosom is a work souvenir from the boss," Du Jing said, "everyone who has been an executive in Changyi has such a gift."
No wonder Zhou Luoyang thought, Du Jing said again: "It means to block bullets for me."
Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry, and shouted, "That's great!"
Zhou Luoyang got up to hug Du Jing, but Du Jing seemed a little embarrassed, got up, started to clear the plates on the table, and said, "The year-end bonus will still be given, and in the last month, I have to go to the company occasionally to help them Do some clerical work."
Le Yao asked: "Then what do you want to do next?"
"Open a shop?" Du Jing said casually, "I haven't thought about it, let's talk about it."
Zhou Luoyang said: "Let's rest for a while, you are also very tired in Changyi."
Du Jing said nothing, Zhou Luoyang was so happy that he couldn't describe it, he completely ignored Le Yao for a while, chased him into the kitchen, and said, "Go and rest, I'll come."
Du Jing said: "Pay attention to checking the accounts in the past few days, the money will come back, if it is not enough to pay back the money, I will figure out the rest."
"It's ok." Zhou Luoyang said, "After the New Year's break, I'll find a job, or just look at the store. I'm confident."
Du Jing tidied up, put the tableware into the dishwasher, and said, "There's no need to start that watch again."
Zhou Luoyang stood aside, watching Du Jing's actions, he was suddenly filled with emotion.
"Yes," Zhou Luoyang said, "That day I felt...it was too dangerous."
"Bringing you into such a dangerous situation," Du Jing said, "is my responsibility..."
"No, no," Zhou Luoyang said immediately, "I've never thought about it that way, I just hope..."
"I know." Du Jing interrupted him, pressed the dishwasher, and said, "You just want to be with me, at least you don't have to face life and death every time, I have only myself."
Zhou Luoyang remained silent, his nose suddenly felt a little sore.
Du Jing looked out and said, "Let's talk about this later, go and stay with Le Yao, you two have been apart for too long."
Zhou Luoyang nodded. He had a lot to say, but at the same time, they also had a lot of time to talk.
Le Yao was sitting in a wheelchair, staring in a daze at the floor-to-ceiling windows of the living room, which was exactly where Du Jing sat when he suffered from depression not long ago.
"Do you want to take a bath first?" Zhou Luoyang wandered around the living room twice with a hint of alcohol.
"Okay," Le Yao said, "I'll go right away."
Zhou Luoyang pushed his younger brother into the bathroom, brought him clothes, and saw Le Yao's clothes were neatly folded.
"Did something happen to you in Hong Kong?" Le Yao went into the bathroom and pulled off his pants.
Zhou Luoyang immediately said, "No, why do you say that?"
"I feel that you have become different," Le Yao said, "Did you experience something dangerous?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang smiled, "How can you think so?"
Zhou Luoyang was a little guilty. He knew that his younger brother just didn't ask most of the time. In fact, with his IQ, he could guess many things—they lost their passports and mobile phones, and they were together. To explain with carelessness.
Zhou Luoyang's reason was that he was carrying a bag, and Du Jing's cell phone was also in his bag, and it was stolen in a blink of an eye.
Le Yao didn't ask, but he could clearly feel that something must have happened to them.
"What's different?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Du Jing has always been like that, right?"
Le Yao sat in the bathtub behind the shower curtain and began to take a bath, and said calmly: "The way you look at him and the way he looks at you are not the same as before. It's like... just like..."
Zhou Luoyang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and said, "Like what?"
Le Yao joked: "It's like two people who have gone through a car accident and the test of life and death together. Do you remember? After waking up, I went to do psychological accident trauma rehabilitation, the kind where everyone gathers together and chats. There is a couple in it, and it feels the same way.”
"Really not," Zhou Luoyang said casually, "You think too much."
Le Yao hummed, and the sound of water came from behind the shower curtain.Zhou Luoyang was suddenly amused. He was also a very nervous person. He had never been in a car accident, but he actually crashed once. It was a helicopter that crashed into the woods!At that time, I didn't feel any psychological trauma.
Le Yao said, "How did you know Du Jing?"
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang came back to his senses and said, "I remember what I told you, we are roommates."
Le Yao said, "Is it just a relationship between roommates?"
Zhou Luoyang said, "Just like you and Aaron?"
Le Yao stopped and said, "Has there never been a third person between you? From the beginning to the end, there were only two people in the dormitory? Did you not make any other friends in the class?"
"No." Zhou Luoyang remembered that his relationship with Du Jing was very exclusive. After the incident with Sun Xiangchen, they both realized it.
It stands to reason that they were indeed a very strong friendship at that time, and neither of them thought about going in other directions, only because of Du Jing's illness caused this exclusive relationship.
"There is no room for other people between you." Le Yao said with a smile.
"It's not like that," Zhou Luoyang said, "It's just that most of the time, I don't think it's necessary to bring other friends to play with."
Immediately, he realized the meaning of Le Yao's words, and said, "You are different, he also regards you as his younger brother."
"I don't mean anything else." Le Yao smiled, "I'm just curious, um...you...brothers."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
Le Yao thought for a while, then suddenly said: "You guys have tried... For example, in some aspects..."
Zhou Luoyang: "..."
Zhou Luoyang instantly remembered something from the past, and then realized that Le Yao was in adolescence. He was paraplegic due to a car accident, but he was also a normal boy, and it was only reasonable to have hormonal impulses.
Le Yao joked: "Boys in our class often joke with each other, and sometimes in the dormitory they will... of course with clothes on..."
Zhou Luoyang became alert and said, "Leyao, Aaron didn't do anything to you, did he?"
Le Yao was puzzled and said, "No, why do you say that?"
Zhou Luoyang immediately said: "That's my fault, I shouldn't have speculated."
In fact, he didn't think Aaron would have any thoughts about his younger brother. He asked this question just to avoid Le Yao's embarrassment.Compared with Aaron's attitude towards Le Yao, Zhou Luoyang cared more about whether Le Yao would have any feelings for him because of his roommate's daily care.
Zhou Luoyang could still accept it if he just transferred his feelings for his elder brother to Aaron, but he was afraid that there was something unclear... Le Yao was not yet a full-grown adult, nor had his sexual orientation been determined yet.
Le Yao said: "I'm just curious, haven't you two crossed the line? I heard that a manic phase can lead to a very high sexual desire...I have no other meaning..."
Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry: "Where did you know this? Du Jing..."
At this time, Du Jing came in whistling, shook the shaving foam twice, and wiped it on his face casually.
"Du Jing!" Zhou Luoyang said displeased.
Du Jing glanced at Zhou Luoyang, handed over the phone, and said, "The two brothers are talking ill of me again? Le Yao has a phone number."
Le Yao was a little nervous at once. He took the phone and looked at it. Seeing that it was Zhang Yalun, he answered the phone.Du Jing went out after shaving.
Aaron chatted with Le Yao for a few words, probably asking what's for dinner, whether his brothers are back or not.Zhou Luoyang suddenly found it very interesting, just like the rare few holidays in the past, when Du Jing returned to Spain, they would make voice calls every day and talk about meaningless knowledge.
Zhou Luoyang also briefly chatted with Aaron, asked about the school, and thanked him for his care.
"Leyao doesn't have any problems, right?" Zhou Luoyang answered the phone, asked Leyao to dress himself, and said, "Have you guys been skipping classes and going out to play secretly recently?"
Zhang Yalun paused for a moment and said, "No."
Zhou Luoyang knew he was lying as soon as he heard it, and thought that the two of them must have skipped class and went out for a walk someday, but they didn't expose it and pretended not to know.Le Yao quickly said, "When you're ready, call me."
Zhou Luoyang returned the phone, and Le Yao said, "I'll go to bed after we talk for a while, so leave me alone."
"Yeah." Zhou Luoyang kissed him on the forehead and said, "Good night."
Du Jing was taking a bath, Zhou Luoyang knocked on the door, Du Jing said, "It's unlocked, come in and take a shower together?"
"I'm not the kind of person who enters other people's bathrooms without knocking." Zhou Luoyang took out Du Jing's changed clothes.
"It's unnecessary." Du Jing said, "You got my heart and don't want my body?"
"Keep it," Zhou Luoyang mocked, "After you resign, you will be of no use to me."
"I'll talk about it after I get the year-end bonus." Du Jing replied.
After Zhou Luoyang washed his clothes, he turned off the lights in the living room. Looking at the seat where his younger brother and Du Jing had sat, he suddenly felt moved and went to sit in front of the French window.
What are they thinking as they sit here?Zhou Luoyang was a little puzzled.
The red wine he drank today had a bit of stamina, so Du Jing took the remaining half bottle to the sofa and drank it all by himself.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the bottle label and put it down.Sometimes he felt that Le Yao's eyes could be described as sharp, and he could see everything, including their normal or abnormal behavior. When facing his younger brother's sometimes unintentional curiosity, Zhou Luoyang couldn't help but feel a certain guilty conscience.
That day was also such a night, not long before Du Jing left him.
It was the second semester of the sophomore year, and it was another spring, a dangerous time for mental patients. In spring, hormones are secreted vigorously, and people are like animals. People in the male dormitory often scream, like wild cats calling for spring.
This was the second spring that Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing spent together. He was fully prepared, and he guessed that Du Jing would definitely get sick at least once.He didn't even take any courses that he could not take next semester. He tried his best to let Du Jing relax and enjoy the sun.
The archery club will send away the president and many old members. Seniors who are seniors are facing graduation. Everyone has to go to different places.
So the president suggested that everyone have dinner together and sing a song as a farewell.
In a few days, they will each go to work in the company. Zhou Luoyang was a little caught off guard by the sudden parting. In his perception, it would be a long time before he graduated from senior year, but he did not expect it to be like this A way to forcibly press the time point of entering society in front of him.
Zhou Luoyang and Du Jing still have feelings for the archery club, and even their relationship with the club is stronger than that of the class, so they decided to go to the dinner party together.
When President Ye was at the dinner party, he was so drunk that the corners of Zhou Luoyang's mouth twitched, and he just watched quietly with Du Jing.
The group of seniors took over the archery club together and developed the club to its current scale, so the relationship is naturally different.Thinking of parting, everyone cried uncontrollably.
Zhou Luoyang looked at the scene of this large-scale mental illness performance with complicated emotions.Although there is a saying that "the sorrows and joys of the world are not connected, I just think they are noisy", I still think it is a bit funny.But suddenly it occurred to him that he and Du Jing might meet such a scene on the day of their senior year graduation, so they couldn't laugh immediately.
He couldn't help but glance at Du Jing, and then at the others.
Du Jing sat out of place the whole time, and didn't toast, but he drank the wine when it came, and toasted it to Zhou Luoyang, and Du Jing also blocked a lot for Zhou Luoyang.
Zhou Luoyang said, "Stop drinking, how much did you drink?"
Du Jing said: "It's okay, I will sleep when I get back, and I won't sing."
With the addition of alcohol in spring, what Zhou Luoyang was most afraid of was that something would happen. If someone came to ask them to drink later, Zhou Luoyang would take the initiative to drink.
"You two have a good relationship," the vice president put his arm on the president, stretched out his hand to scratch Zhou Luoyang, and said, "Fuck you two!"
Everyone laughed, and the president said earnestly: "The others are not a couple! Don't talk nonsense!"
"Come on with your work," Du Jing said in a rare sentence, "accept social transformation and be a good person."
"Okay! Definitely! Definitely!" said the president, "Don't forget me! You!" As he spoke, he and the vice president walked away shoulder to shoulder, each carrying a bottle of red wine, and went to drink elsewhere.
"Don't forget him," Zhou Luoyang joked, "You know?"
Du Jing didn't say a word, he gave Zhou Luoyang his share of dessert, and said, "Let's go after eating, it's too noisy."
Du Jing was also a little drunk, and supported his forehead with one hand. Zhou Luoyang didn't want to eat, so he wanted to help him. Du Jing signaled that he was fine and could get up.
"Let's go first," Zhou Luoyang said, "Call back!"
Although they talked about contacting each other later, Zhou Luoyang knew that after tonight, everyone would never contact each other again, just like the breakup meal in high school. There is always a banquet in the world. Talking about contacting each other, they gradually disappeared. in the wind.In a few years, even the names of many people in the class will not be able to be called.
Du Jing could barely walk steadily, reeking of alcohol, with one hand on Zhou Luoyang's shoulder, and the two left the restaurant outside the back door of the school and passed the school road.
Zhou Luoyang was also a little drunk, with one arm around Du Jing's waist and his hand on his shoulder, at eleven o'clock in the night, while singing "The wind in July, you in August, humble, I like you in the distance... ..." While staggering, he took Du Jing back to the dormitory.
"Ahhh—" Zhou Luoyang shouted in the silence.
When the spring breeze blows, the world returns to silence, but the silence is inlaid with subtle sounds. Flowers are in full bloom, new buds of trees are stretching, and thousands of grasses and trees have broken through the ground, stretching quietly in the quiet night.
"Zhou Luoyang," Du Jing lowered his head, and said with a scorching breath in Zhou Luoyang's ear, "Listen clearly."
Zhou Luoyang: "Huh?"
He wanted to move forward, but Du Jing staggered and forced Zhou Luoyang to stand still.
The two of them faced the Changhu Lake in the spring night, and the water rippled on the surface of the lake. This night, the lakeside was very bright. A round of bright moon was like a silver plate, shining on the lake, rippling with silver light.
"Zhou Luoyang..." Du Jing leaned into Zhou Luoyang's ear and said, "Don't forget me, don't forget me."
Hearing the phrase "Don't forget me", Zhou Luoyang felt helpless and touched in his heart.Maybe a relationship in the world, the final end, the only result is to "forget".
So humble, so simple, has gone from "don't leave" to "don't forget".
Zhou Luoyang stared at Du Jing's face and the scars on his face. They hadn't discussed their respective futures, but at this moment, he patted Du Jing's shoulder and made a virtual "kiss" movement, Said: "No."
Du Jing had already kissed him in the blink of an eye, and kissed Zhou Luoyang's lips fiercely.
Zhou Luoyang wanted to laugh, and wanted to push him away or kick him, but Du Jing finally turned his head, and Zhou Luoyang said, "Okay, that's enough, I got it."
When drinking tonight, the brothers and a group of straight men were drunk and kissed each other, but Du Jing's kiss was very domineering and intrusive, which made Zhou Luoyang want to break free. do anything else.
"Let's go swimming," Du Jing said, "I'm very hot all over."
"No, no, no," Zhou Luoyang said, still maintaining his rationality, "People have drowned in this lake!"
"Liar!" Du Jing roared suddenly, "No one has ever died!"
Zhou Luoyang said: "Anyway...well, I can't go down!"
Du Jing: "If someone drowns, the only one can only be me, Zhou Luoyang, Zhou Luoyang..."
"Let's go!" Zhou Luoyang dragged Du Jing back to the dormitory.
"Zhou Luoyang." Du Jing recited Zhou Luoyang's name several times, as if it was a magical spell for him.
It was the first time Zhou Luoyang saw Du Jing so drunk, but his alcohol metabolism is very good, and it only takes two hours for him to recover from drinking too much.
"Go take a shower!" Zhou Luoyang said.
"The water can't be turned on!" Du Jing took off his clothes and stood in the bathroom, "It can't be unscrewed! The water has stopped!" He kicked the drain pipe again.
"That's the light switch!" Zhou Luoyang pushed him in and poured cold water on him to sober him up.
Both of them took a shower, Zhou Luoyang's hair was still wet, Du Jing looked impatient, with indescribable agitation, wearing a pair of sweatpants, with his upper body naked, scratching things, scratching things, and moaning Out of hot air.
After brushing their teeth, eating chewing gum, and taking a bath, the two of them no longer smelled of alcohol, but the smell of alcohol was still there. With the warmth of spring's rebirth, Zhou Luoyang couldn't hold back any longer. He sniffled, turned on his phone, Say, "Shall we watch a movie?"
"What movie?" Du Jing said, "I don't watch that kind of movie."
"Don't you even masturbate?" Zhou Luoyang said, "It's painful to hold back, and you have to release it occasionally."
Zhou Luoyang held his right hand and made a gesture. Although he didn't do this often at home, but he lived in the same dormitory with Du Jing, and his personal space was compressed. Now he hardly did things by himself.
Du Jing shook his head and said, "No, I can't fight."
"Are you going to be an archmage?" Zhou Luoyang couldn't laugh or cry, "Do you have mana?"
"No!" Du Jing said irritably, "I can't fight."
Zhou Luoyang said curiously: "Can't it be hard? It shouldn't be."
Zhou Luoyang saw that Du Jing's sweatpants were stretched out, and after taking a shower, Du Jing took a break.
Usually when he wakes up in the morning, Zhou Luoyang will have a morning reaction. Of course, he will also have it when he often sees Du Jing, and according to visual inspection, Du Jing's size is quite impressive.
"It's not that I can't get it hard," Du Jing said half-lying, with his legs slightly apart, his brows furrowed, and with a sense of hostility, "it's caused by illness. I've tried it a few times before, and the more I do it, the more I feel guilty." Feeling very uncomfortable, and unconsciously, the movements will become more and more violent, and I can't ejaculate, and finally make myself very painful."
"Ah?" Zhou Luoyang said, "Will you?"
Du Jing didn't speak, but looked at Zhou Luoyang.Zhou Luoyang asked again: "Have you ever used that kind of cup?"
"No." Du Jing said, "I can't control myself, and I will feel disgusted and self-destructive, so I don't want to do it anymore."
Zhou Luoyang said, "No wonder."
Zhou Luoyang felt that Du Jing's mania at times had something to do with his inability to vent his sexual desire.
"Have you tried massage?" Zhou Luoyang said, "It's not that kind... er, it's not the kind of complete set. You can push the oil, and I'll give it to you by the way... I haven't been there either, but I heard that they can use their hands."
That’s what Fang Zhou told him. When he went to Thailand to play, by accident, he entered a horse killing chicken shop, and was forced to get out with his hands. In the end, Fang Zhou’s sharing was "I feel like a horse that has been bred to extract its sperm." ".
Although Zhou Luoyang didn't think Du Jing would do such a thing.
"I don't want to go," Du Jing replied, "I don't want to be bumped into by people I don't know."
Du Jing rubbed it, let out a sigh of relief, and said, "I'll take a bath again."
"Or should I help you?" Zhou Luoyang said suddenly.
Zhou Luoyang drank and was not completely sober for a while, and he didn't know why he had such a proposal, but he always boasted that his handwork was good, at least he felt satisfied when he solved it.
Du Jing: "..."
Zhou Luoyang really thought it was nothing, and it wasn't that kind of taboo and evil behavior.
Du Jing didn't speak, avoiding Zhou Luoyang's gaze.Zhou Luoyang said: "I'll help you, try to see if I can let you out?"
Du Jing's expression was a bit restrained, he didn't expect Zhou Luoyang to have such a proposal, but he didn't refuse, saying, "Come on."
Zhou Luoyang turned off the headlights and left a desk lamp. Their beds were already joined together. Zhou Luoyang handed him the phone and said, "You can watch the movie and pretend it's not my hand...well, pretend it's in the movie. of……"
"I don't want to watch it," Du Jing said, "That's it, it's okay."
"Do you want to turn off the lights?" Zhou Luoyang thought for a while and said, "That's it."
Zhou Luoyang took the black cloth wrapped around his wrist for archery, compared the size, and covered Du Jing's eyes.Du Jing didn't move and let him do whatever he wanted.
Then, Du Jing didn't hesitate or feel uneasy, and cooperated a bit, separated his legs, and bent his left leg a little.
"Will you hit me?" Zhou Luoyang said.
"I don't know." Du Jing's high nose bridge and distinct lip line looked especially handsome under the dim and hazy light, Zhou Luoyang thought, this guy is really handsome.
"Give me a coat." Du Jing said suddenly.
"Do you want to cover it?" Zhou Luoyang thought that he might be embarrassed, but Du Jing put his hands behind his back and asked Zhou Luoyang to loosely tie his wrists with his coat.
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