The male protagonist has a crush on this seat's vest

At that moment, Qi Yan saw Brother Fang's shadow on Cang Jiuyun's face again.

It seems that this is Cang Jiuyun's real core.

But as long as he is alive, it is impossible for him to let go of Cang Jiuyun, let alone brother Fang.

At this point, everything seemed to be in a deadlock and he couldn't get out. He was suddenly tired.

They have always been tit-for-tat with every word.

If it is between them, in the end they can only keep one of them, Qi Yan hopes that this choice can be left to the other party to make.

But Cang Jiuyun's answer, as always, was not satisfactory.

Qi Yan lay there on his side without saying a word.

Fang Yun also faintly realized something, and after trembling weakly for a moment, he showed a pale smile, and took the initiative to put his cold palm on Qi Yan's back, and said dryly, "Qi Yan... ..."

Qi Yan crossed his arms and didn't respond.

Fang Yun licked his lips and asked again: "Do you know when I first saw you?"

As Cang Jiuyun, it is extremely logical to expect a clean death after all the humiliation.

Not OOC.

But Qi Yan once again recalled that day when he walked on the snow, the devil in colorful skin.Leaning at him and smiling frivolously constituted the nightmare that he had buried in the deepest part of his heart for so many years.

That was the first time Qi Yan saw Cang Jiuyun, but it was not necessarily the first time Cang Jiuyun saw him.The other party may have secretly observed him and his family for a long time.

Qi Yan didn't know why Cang Jiuyun suddenly asked this question at this time, but he was really too lazy to continue to sneer.

Fang Yun sobbed softly: "The first time I saw you, you were being pinched in my hands and thrown into the stove. At that time, you had been arrested in the Demon Sect for more than 300 days, and everything had already happened , I have no remedy at all."

202 said something faintly, but Fang Yun didn't catch a word.

"I don't want to be like this either, but everything happened like this, and I have no choice at all. I don't want to be Cang Jiuyun either. If I could be anyone else, I wouldn't..."

Fang Yun didn't have time to finish his words when he felt another burst of severe pain, his eyes went dark, and only humming sound remained in his ears.

His five senses were taken away again.

Qi Yan was a little shocked when he heard Cang Jiuyun mention this matter for the first time, and he didn't have time to stop it.

But when Cang Jiuyun said this quickly, his voice suddenly became hoarse, and then he let out a strange gasping sound, as if he was about to suffocate.

Qi Yan once again felt a trace of the law of heaven acting on Cang Jiuyun, and his heart tightened.

He quickly sat up and looked back, and saw Cang Jiuyun's face was stained with tears, but his face was already dull, his pupils dilated, and he fell uncontrollably to the side.

Qi Yan panicked.

This is the third time this has happened.

There is something restricting Cang Jiuyun from telling the truth.

The third time...Qi Yan didn't know whether Cang Jiuyun would wake up again soon like the previous two times.

He didn't know how many more chances he had, and whether he would completely lose the other party this time.

"Brother Fang!" Qi Yan immediately rushed over and hugged Cang Jiuyun, swept the other side anxiously, and then patted the other side's cheek with his hand, "Sect Master Cang? Sect Master Cang?!"

Obviously, Cang Jiuyun is also eager to get rid of the dilemma in front of him.

But he made a choice completely opposite to what Qi Yan expected.

Fortunately, Qi Yan hugged him tightly for less than a quarter of an hour when he saw Cang Jiuyun's empty eyes finally focus again.

He is back again.

Qi Yan couldn't help laughing.

Fang Yun slowly recovered from the tinnitus after the severe pain.

three times...

And two more.

very soon.

No matter where he goes, it's time for him to leave this world that doesn't belong to him.

Fang Yun showed a pale smile again, and continued in a dry and hoarse soft voice: "I also want to change... If I am not Cang Jiuyun, even if I am just a simple commoner, an ordinary mortal , I still have other ways...Unfortunately, I am Cang Jiuyun..."

"I have always liked you very much, you are very cute, the way you hold me and smile at me is really cute, so I dare not tell you the truth...I am afraid..."

stop talking, stop talking...

The smile on Qi Yan's face froze, and he became flustered again.

Why is he still talking? !

Qi Yan was so angry that he covered Cang Jiuyun's mouth.

But Fang Yun raised his hand and grabbed Qi Yan's wrist, obviously trying to tear Qi Yan's hand away, and he was still talking vaguely.

I don't want to hear it!

Qi Yan didn't know whether Cang Jiuyun's slurred voice would cause him to faint again.

But Qi Yan knew that as long as he let go, Cang Jiuyun would definitely continue talking on his own.

Qi Yan threatened viciously: "If you still think about your protector, then shut up."

Fang Yun didn't think about what happened after his death, but what did Fang Yun think about Li Wushuang?

Apparently that didn't stop him.

what do I do?what do I do? !

With nothing to hold the other party, Qi Yan became even more flustered.

Pull out his tongue, or dumb him down? !Make him unable to speak anymore?

But even if he is dumbed down, he still has hands to write and legs to run away.

Then cut it off together? !

... But if so, what exactly did he leave behind?

Qi Yan suddenly calmed down, a level of calmness and rationality that he had never seen in these days.

In the past, he loved the big cat, the agile and intelligent appearance of the big cat, the warm and soft touch when the big cat hugged him in its belly, and the sharp claws that the big cat would show to protect him.

But if the big cat's claws would scratch him and its sharp teeth would bite him, he would pull out the big cat's minions.

If the big cat is free, it will always jump away from him quickly in the jungle, so he cut off the big cat's limbs.

So what was he left with in the end?It's just a bloody ball of meat.

At that time, everything will change. When he destroys his love with his own hands, and only blood and rot remain, what does he gain?

Too much love is wrong in every case.

When he was a teenager, he knew that he should not hold his palms too tightly, otherwise the things in his hands would pass away faster.

But right now he doesn't know, he only subconsciously wants to grab something desperately, hold something tightly, thinking that he can get everything by doing so, but he doesn't know that this force may be killing the thing in his palm.

He suddenly realized that he might have done something wrong, pushing the other party too hard.

He used to always try to cover up his mistakes, but only now did he realize that one mistake cannot be covered up by another.

The mistakes you have made cannot be concealed, but don't go ahead and make mistakes until there is no way to turn back.

Qi Yan stared at Cang Jiuyun's eyes, tears welling from the corners of his eyes.

Cang Jiuyun finally stopped and looked at him silently.

"I..." Qi Yan's tears quickly joined together, "I'm sorry, Brother Fang."

Qi Yan covered Cang Jiuyun's mouth, threw himself into the opponent's arms, sobbed and said the deepest secret that he never dared to reveal to the public: "I am happy with you, I am happy with you..."

Fang Yun thought subconsciously: You please me...

I've wanted to do this kind of thing to you for a long time... So that's what I meant.

In the shocked expression of the other party, Qi Yan repeated it again: "I like you, I want to be with you all the time, so I don't understand why you treat me like this..."

From his childhood to now, after decades of time and years, he has kept this secret secret.

This emotion, from beginning to end, has run through most of his life unchanged.

Now that he finally said it before he made a big mistake, it seemed that it was not too late.

Fang Yun closed his eyes slightly, and Qi Yan saw him raise his hand to grab his wrist again, as if he wanted to say something.

Qi Yan tentatively let go of his hands a little.

Then he heard the other party sigh: "Then you let me go..."

impossible!

Hearing these words, Qi Yan showed a ferocious expression, and slashed Cang Jiuyun's neck with a knife, knocking him unconscious.

He let go of Cang Jiuyun, calmed down again and began to think seriously.

Every time Cang Jiuyun fainted, he could feel the law of heaven.

Moreover, Cang Jiuyun was injured on the soul every time, but the other parts were intact.

Is the thing that prevents Cang Jiuyun from telling the truth hidden in Cang Jiuyun's consciousness, or in the sea of ​​consciousness?

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