Follow suit

The results came out quickly, and Wen Chaoan was not surprised to get the first place in the class.

This might be the best thing that happened recently. When Wen Chaoan returned home with his grades, he walked a lot more lightly.

He naively thought that if a thing has no adverse effects, then it is not considered harmful, and if it is not harmful, what reason do others have to object?

So if Lu Qiansong used some method to make Wen Ma acquiesce to him that day, then as long as he studies hard and be an obedient and sensible boy, then there will be no problems.

Wen Chaoan always guessed Wen Ma's reaction over and over again, thinking about what she would say and do, sometimes thinking that Wen Ma is a very gentle and reasonable person, even if it is the first time he hears that there is such a thing as gay love in the world But maybe she figured it out?

Just like every child likes to think wildly, Wen Chaoan will also have some illogical associations, things that he doesn't believe in himself, but still regard them as the coming reality.The result will only be disappointment.

On the third day after the results came out, Lu Qiansong didn't come to class, which happened to be Friday.

Ever since he got drunk last Friday, Wen Chaoan has a different feeling for "Friday".So he was quite happy when he went to school in the morning, but when the teachers came and Lu Qiansong didn't come, he started to worry again.

During the class break, Wen Chaoan took advantage of his seat to secretly ask his deskmate why he didn't come to class, but the news disappeared, and there was no reply until that night.

Wen Chaoan felt that something was wrong, so he sent some more questions and called him, but there was no movement over there, for three days in a row, and it was not until Sunday night that Lu Qiansong replied to his message.He said that his mother was hospitalized for something, so he went out of town on Friday. He had been in the hospital for the past two days and had no chance to check his mobile phone. He just came back by car.

Wen Chaoan's mood was like a roller coaster. He was worried and sad at first, but after Lu Qiansong replied to him, he became a little angry again, but after reading his explanation, the anger was defeated.

Wen Chaoan asked him if he had arrived home. Lu Qiansong said that he had just arrived at the station and hadn't come out yet, so Wen Chaoan wanted to pick him up. They hadn't seen each other for several days, and... they still missed him.

When Wen Chaoan said he was going out, he was still a little apprehensive, but Mother Wen let him go out without asking.When we got to the station all the way, we saw Lu Qiansong standing under the street lamp from a distance. It was getting late, and his shadow stretched out to the sidewalk.

Wen Chaoan ran over quickly, and slowed down when he got close, quietly stood behind Lu Qiansong on the left side, patted his right shoulder, and waited for Lu Qiansong to turn around in surprise.

But it didn't turn out as he thought, almost as soon as his hands touched his shoulders, Lu Qiansong turned around and hugged him, as if he had been waiting for a rabbit.

Wen Chaoan hugged his neck tightly, but complained pitifully: "Why are you ignoring me?"

"I didn't ignore you," Lu Qiansong rubbed his ear against his, his voice was deep because their chests were close together, "I miss you so much."

"If I don't see you for a few days, I miss you so much, I want to hug you a long time ago."

Wen Chaoan finally smiled, and rubbed his face with both hands.They stood under the street lamp, and their shadows cuddled together, looking very intimate.

"I'm a little hungry, do you want to go for dinner?" Lu Qiansong took his hand to hail a taxi.

"Go!" Wen Chaoan was very excited, chirping to him like a bird, "I just went out and my mother didn't ask anything. These days she is the same as before. Did you say anything to her?"

"What?" Lu Qiansong smiled but said nothing.

"I can't guess, but if she doesn't get angry with me and accepts you, I feel very good." Wen Chaoan leaned against him, waited, and asked him again, "Is she like this now?" , Do you agree or disagree?"

They just got into the taxi, and Lu Qiansong sat in the car and said with a smile, "Of course I agree." His voice was not loud, but Wen Chaoan could hear it very clearly.

"Really?"

Lu Qiansong reported the location to the driver, turned sideways and rubbed his head, but did not answer, but Wen Chaoan felt that this was the answer, he was so happy that he couldn't sit still in the car, he wanted to hug Lu Qiansong's arm, and play with his fingers.

They clasped their fingers together, which felt different from holding hands secretly in class, Wen Chaoan blushed a little.

Suddenly recalling something that happened in school, Wen Chaoan said to him: "On Friday, Shu Xinran came to see me."

"Huh?" Lu Qiansong didn't have any feelings for Shu Xinran, but he also remembered that the squad leader had another identity and was his imaginary rival in love. "What's wrong with her?"

"She asked me why you didn't come to class, and I said I didn't know."

"Well, then what?"

They got out of the car halfway through the conversation, and on the way to the restaurant, Wen Chaoan said, "There is no more."

He secretly looked at Lu Qiansong: "I just said that she came to see me, do you feel anything?"

"How does it feel?" Lu Qiansong thought for a while, and suddenly said "Oh", "She came to ask me why I didn't go to class, so you are jealous."

"I don't." Wen Chaoan smiled and let go of his hand, and entered the restaurant first.

This meal was not eaten very quickly, but Wen Chaoan was almost the one talking. I wonder if he was tired. Lu Qiansong only ate and laughed, and it didn't seem like he wanted to talk. He just looked at Wen Chaoan and brought him some food. , Ask him what else to eat.

Wen Chaoan thought that his mother was hospitalized and he was not in a good mood, so he was always trying to tease him, and managed to make him laugh a few times, but it was obvious that Lu Qiansong was not in a good state today.

In the end, when they were on their way home, Wen Chaoan asked him if there was anything wrong with him, and if it would make it easier to tell him, then he would listen.

Lu Qiansong didn't say anything, as long as Wen Chaoan asked, he would just shake his hand vigorously, as if to say "don't ask", in the end Wen Chaoan didn't know what to say, and they sat quietly by the side of the road Walk.

Wen Chaoan lowered his head and looked at his toes. He realized that he was not the leader of this relationship. In the relationship, it was always Lu Qiansong who did whatever he liked, and he was the little tail following him.

When Lu Qiansong said he wanted to hug, he would hug, if he said he wanted to kiss, he would kiss... But, except for that night.

Thinking of this, Wen Chaoan blushed a little. He secretly glanced at Lu Qiansong, but in fact Lu Qiansong was also looking at him, so his eyes collided.

Wen Chaoan looked away, thought for a while, stopped to grab Lu Qiansong's hand, they all stopped, Wen Chaoan wanted to ask "Why don't you want to talk to me today", but before he could ask, he wanted to cry.

It may be that he has cried too many times recently and got used to it. Now he feels sore nose when he thinks about it too much.

He is indeed not so fragile that he can't stop crying. He obviously cried very rarely in the past, but now his nose is sore, and the tears can't stop falling down.

Lu Qiansong tried to wipe it in a panic, but the tears fell down, one after another, Wen Chaoan didn't know that he could cry like this before.

"I, I didn't think about it, I wanted to cry..." He became more and more sad, something sour in his heart kept pinching his heart, his heart was uncomfortable, and his voice trembled.

"Okay, okay, I don't want to cry." Lu Qiansong leaned over to find his crying face, wiped it and wiped it, and finally hugged him in his arms, letting tears flow into his clothes.

"Why, why don't you talk to me?"

"Say what you want, I'll tell you whatever you want," Lu Qiansong stroked his hair, stroking his hair like a kitten's fur, "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood today, I made you sad."

Wen Chaoan's throat was also congested, he coughed twice, stopped being hugged, and said he wanted to go home, Lu Qiansong took him back without saying anything.

Along the way, Wen Chaoan looked out the window with red eyes and didn't say a word, as if he was angry, but when he got downstairs, he couldn't bear it, and the two finally sat on the bench at the entrance of the kindergarten.

Wen Chaoan couldn't figure out how this happened. He waited for a while, but Lu Qiansong didn't say anything, so he said softly, "Then I'm going home."

Lu Qiansong held his hand, but Wen Chaoan actually didn't leave, he just said so.

"Wait a little longer."

Wen Chaoan looked up, Lu Qiansong squeezed his hand with a smile: "Stay with me for a while, okay?"

"OK then."

They sat on the bench and waited for an unknown amount of time before Lu Qiansong said slowly, "I didn't reply to your message on Friday because I couldn't get my phone."

"Well," Wen Chaoan said in a low voice, "you just explained it."

"I ignored you a few days ago because I couldn't get my phone."

"Ah."

"My mother is really hospitalized," Lu Qiansong glanced at him, "but she's not sick...she's mad at me."

Wen Chaoan's cheeks were held in both hands, he could only look up at Lu Qiansong: "Why, are you angry with her?"

"I won't tell you this." Lu Qiansong looked at his face, scanned every detail on his face, finally bowed his head and kissed his lips, and smiled, "You guess for yourself."

The corners of Wen Chaoan's mouth couldn't help but press down, and his eye sockets were red again.

"Don't cry," the little deskmate seemed to feel something, and kept crying all night. Lu Qiansong held him in his arms and coaxed him in a low voice, "Study hard."

Wen Chaoan did not respond.

"Did you hear that? You have to study hard, and you have to take the first place in the exam every time." After Wen Chaoan hummed softly, he continued, "Listen to your mother, I think she likes you very much, she will definitely love you of."

"Um……"

"Build a good relationship with Zhou Rong and make more friends. Zhao Qiqi is also very nice. If you are not happy to chat with her, she will not talk nonsense."

Wen Chaoan sniffed and nodded.

"Eat well, grow meat."

Also, don't forget me.

Wen Chaoan didn't answer, he felt an itch on his neck, and something slipped down his neck.He realized what it was, and wanted to see Lu Qiansong's face, but his head sank, and Lu Qiansong stood up, pressing his head and rubbing his hair, preventing him from looking up.

With a slight smile and a nasal voice, Lu Qiansong said in a low voice, "At the same table, let's go."

When Wen Chaoan looked up again, he turned around and left.

He sat there and stared blankly until he couldn't see anything anymore. He was like a broken faucet, and tears couldn't stop flowing out.In the end, Wen Chaoan was sobbing, covering his eyes and crying.

The wind was colder than usual that night, which heralded the arrival of autumn at last.

Sometimes, people can feel the wind, but they can't keep it. Perhaps occasionally, for a few moments, when you open your hand, you can feel it passing between your fingers, and you think you have grasped it and can hold it tightly.But I didn't know until the end that no matter how hard I held it tightly, no matter how hard I tried to run, the gust of wind would soon disappear.

And people are still standing there.

He was stupid, he only knew that the autumn wind had taken away one person.

The next day Wen Chaoan went to school, but Lu Qiansong did not come.

From that day on, Wen Chaoan never saw him again throughout his high school days.