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Song Yajun didn't hear about Ye Cong's family until the third day, and when he hurried back, he missed Ye Yu's funeral and didn't know where Ye Cong was.

When he went to visit Ye Cong's parents, he found that the old couple suddenly seemed to be more than ten years old.A few days ago, he struggled to deal with Ye Yu's funeral, but now that the matter is over, he feels more and more empty, not knowing what to do.

Since the day Ye Cong was hospitalized, his parents hadn't seen him in the hospital, especially Ye Huaming. Whoever mentioned Ye Cong, he was in a hurry: "Don't mention him, it's better if he dies! It's better if he dies!"

Song Yajun finally heard Ye Cong's relatives say that Ye Cong was in the city hospital, so he rushed over immediately. Sure enough, Ye Cong was lying on the hospital bed, extremely embarrassed.

When he entered the ward, Ye Cong was awake, and Liu Tao was feeding him water. When he saw Song Yajun, his already stiff face became even more stupidly stunned.

"Yajun?!" Ye Cong called out Song Yajun's name excitedly, never expecting to see him at such a time.

Liu Tao didn't know why, but only saw Song Yajun nodded to him, walked to the bed in two steps, held Ye Cong's right hand tightly, and called out forcefully and gently: "Xiao Cong!"

"Why are you back?" Ye Cong looked at Song Yajun with wide eyes, and there was some joy in his eyes.

Song Yajun's hand holding Ye Cong tightened slightly and became stronger.He said in a softer voice than before: "I heard that Sister Yu... came back to see her off... and I want to see you, are you okay?"

"Not so good... not so good..." Ye Cong started to choke up at this moment, and the joy in his eyes dimmed.He shook Song Yajun's hand back, and besides saying these three words, he didn't know what to say.

"You have been wronged!" Song Yajun took out a hand and placed it gently on Ye Cong's forehead, comforting him.

Liu Tao consciously knew that he was Ye Cong's good friend, and he didn't want to disturb the two of them, so he silently left the ward to make room for them.

After Ye Cong calmed down a little, Song Yajun sat down on the chair and looked at him quietly.Ye Cong smiled slightly, "I didn't expect to see you in this situation."

"Actually, you just need to tell me if you want to see me." Song Yajun said.

Seeing Song Yajun in front of him, Ye Cong felt an indescribable melancholy in his heart. He suddenly wanted to tell Song Yajun everything that happened in the past two years, but he didn't know where to start.

In the next few days, Song Yajun stayed by the hospital bed to take care of Ye Cong, but Ye Cong refused to ask him to leave.

On the other hand, every time Liu Tao entered the ward with an unnatural expression and wanted to pretend nothing had happened, Ye Cong knew that it was Pu Cheng who had come.

Since Ye Cong told him to leave, he never came to the ward again, but he could still hear voices outside the ward occasionally, for example, Liu Tao said softly, "Brother Cheng, why don't you go in and have a seat?"

He didn't hear any echo, so he probably replied with gestures.

Ye Cong is not indifferent, but now, what is the difference between seeing and not seeing?Seeing him will only add to the sadness, the fate is destined to come to an end, and it is powerless to try to save anything.

Song Yajun suddenly said that he would quit his job in other cities and come back to develop. Ye Cong understood Song Yajun, but he didn't want to drag anyone down at this time. "You also said before that your circle is all over there, and everything has to start from scratch when you come back. Why bother?"

Ye Cong was half lying on the bed, and had recovered better in the past two days. He had been in the hospital for almost half a month, and he had lost a lot of weight, but his complexion was finally much better than the previous two days.

Song Yajun told Ye Cong very clearly, "Where is it not for development? I can't spend my whole life in other places. I will come back sooner or later. As long as you don't drive me away, I will be by your side." He said word by word, Not at all perfunctory.

However, how could he keep Song Yajun?With what identity and attitude?He has been crippled, and even his life has been ruined.He quietly asked: "Do you know how my sister got into an accident?"

"I heard from your friend that you were the one who accidentally..." Accidentally pushed your sister.Song Yajun stopped in the middle of speaking.

"That was just the final result. I pushed my sister, but the reason was that my dad knew I was gay and couldn't accept this fact. And in a panic, I pushed my sister by mistake...that's why It's the truth itself, now you know why they don't want to mention me or come to see me, right?" There were some subtle expressions on Ye Cong's face. A calm look.

But when he heard the word 'homosexual', Song Yajun was startled: "What did you just... say?"

Ye Cong was weak, and he didn't have the strength to speak, so he replied: "That's what you heard."

Song Yajun stayed where he was, and asked, "With whom?"

"you do not know."

"Why can't it be me...can't it be me?..." When he asked this question again, the two remembered that he had asked a similar question two years ago: Why can't you accept me?

There was something ironic about this development, and it even made him feel betrayed.I can't tell what's wrong, but, since Ye Cong is also gay, why has he never been considered?

Song Yajun clenched his fists, but Ye Cong didn't see it.His heart throbbed a little, and he wished he could pick up Cong Ye on the bed and beat him hard.

But Ye Cong on the bed looked so helpless and pitiful that he couldn't even leave, how could he bear to touch him again? "Forget it... don't get entangled... you can do whatever you like, we'll be like this for the rest of our lives, I don't know if you owe me or I owe you, hehe... ..”

He smiled helplessly, a flash of relief flashed in his eyes, he relaxed his fist, turned around and prepared to go out: "I'll go get some boiling water, you should rest first."

Song Yajun and Liu Tao had very little time to meet face to face. Because Song Yajun was taking care of him, Liu Tao took time to go back to school and come here every day.

Pu Cheng should come every day, sometimes in the morning, sometimes at night, Ye Cong never left the ward, so I don't know how long he will stand outside and watch for how long.

Song Yajun noticed Pu Cheng.The reason why he remained calm was that he could probably guess why the two were unwilling to meet each other across a wall.Ye Cong's current situation must have something to do with him.

That day, Ye Cong just fell asleep, and when he went out, he saw Pu Cheng sitting on the chair at the door of the ward. Song Yajun thought about it, walked over and sat down next to Pu Cheng.

"He just fell asleep and won't find you. Do you want to go in and see him?" He asked Pu Cheng.

Pu Cheng was a little surprised, he looked up at Song Yajun, then smiled politely, "No, he doesn't want to see me, that's all, it's good."

"He is recovering well, but the doctor said it will take at least a month before he can be discharged from the hospital." Song Yajun said.

"He has been injured for 100 days, and he has dozens of injuries all over his body. It is already very good to be discharged from the hospital within a month." Pu Cheng said.

Song Yajun relaxed his back against the chair, and said softly, "Actually, he wants you to be here."

Pu Cheng was stunned for a moment, realizing what Song Yajun meant, and nodded lightly, "Probably..."

"Go and see him. I understand your feelings. I'm here and I won't disturb you." Song Yajun smiled and made a "please" gesture.

Pu Cheng thought about it solemnly, tidied up the corners of his clothes, and gently opened the door...

Ye Cong lay quietly on the bed, his legs were still hanging in the air, but his breathing was very steady, probably due to the effect of taking medicine, and he slept soundly. A few days ago, he was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep all night, so he took painkillers To sleep more peacefully.

He is no longer the cheerful and sunny young man he used to be, and he no longer even has healthy and dark skin. Now he has only a layer of sallow skin and flesh covering the bones, which makes people feel distressed.

This is how he resembled himself many years ago, but what Ye Cong endured was much more than what he had endured back then. What Ye Cong lost was his dearest relatives.

He blames himself.

Because of his relationship with Ye Cong, Ye Yu died of dystocia, and Ye Cong also lost half his life.

He suddenly wanted to step forward and hug Ye Cong, but his rationality stopped him.

Thinking about the journey along the way, it was Ye Cong who forbeared and accommodated in every possible way. He stretched out his hand and touched his neck. There was a ring that carried all the feelings of Ye Cong. He had already adjusted the size, but he has not worn it yet. On the ring finger.

In the future, there should be no chance to wear it, but he doesn't plan to return Ye Cong, because he only has this one thing.

Feeling a little warm and cold on the face, I reached out to touch it, only to find that the face was full of tears.Ye Cong twisted his body in pain on the hospital bed, trying to change his position, but his range of motion was too small, so he had no choice but to give up, but he still fell asleep deeply and never woke up.

Pu Cheng wiped away his tears and quietly exited the ward. Song Yajun sat on the chair and fell asleep.He has been taking care of Ye Cong recently and hasn't had a good night's sleep. At this time, he tilted his head and fell asleep in such a state of embarrassment.He closed the door softly, looked at Song Yajun on the sofa for a long time, and then quietly left.

It's good that someone takes care of him, so let's quit silently.