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48.

Cheng Peishuang and Cheng Shen looked very similar, with corners, eyebrows, and imposing manner. Looking at the man sitting across from him, Yu Yan could almost imagine what Cheng Shen would look like at this age.

Yu Yan folded his hands on his lap, a sharp knife was hidden under his calm face, making his eyes look cold, blending with that pale face, like a desperate hero in a martial arts drama.

Cheng Peishuang didn't have time to chat more, he was always neat and decisive in doing things, and he didn't waste his words on unnecessary things.In the eyes of people like them who put their interests first, the existence of any relationship can be regarded as a transaction that asks for something in return. Today, patiently making so many phone calls to Yu Yan can already be included in the top 5 stupid things you do in your life.

He cut to the point and said, "Cheng Shen won't be with you."

Yu Yan looked at each other calmly.

Cheng Peishuang said: "I know my son is the same kind of person as me. It may be a bit harsh to say this, but in our eyes, interests are above everything else. Cheng Shen has already proved this to me when he was 23 years old. "

He greeted the assistant behind him, who handed over a document.

Cheng Peishuang pushed it in front of Yu Yan.

Yu Yan lowered his eyelashes, feeling absurd.

He just saw these thin sheets of paper at home a few minutes ago. The only difference is that the one at home is very old, while the one in front of him is very well preserved.

Cheng Peishuang took a sip of tea: "It's not surprising to see your reaction. It seems that you already know. This agreement was signed a few years ago. I promised Cheng Shen to help him gain a firm foothold in the financial street. He promised me that before the age of 30 will marry a wife and have children."

He looked at Yu Yan with serious eyes: "Your relationship was classified as tradable five years ago, and Cheng Shen is not as affectionate as you think."

Then, he showed the second document to Yu Yan, and frankly admitted: "I posted the rumors about you on the Internet two months ago, I bought the marketing account and hot search, and the rhythmic bad comments I also hired someone to do it. The black material is illogical throughout, and it is very easy to prove yourself, but my purpose is not to blacken you, but to crush you."

Yu Yan sat in the same place and remained motionless, but there was blood rising from his throat.He couldn't understand that such a terrible thing as ruining other people's lives and causing pain and suffering could be taken for granted by Cheng Peishuang.

"Later, Cheng Shen called me and told me to stop." Cheng Peishuang said, "I thought he couldn't see it and wanted to give you a hand, but he made the headlines himself the next day."

Cheng Peishuang lightly tapped the desktop: "Although you did not admit this relationship, after the incident, the market value of Shengyan Technology rose by 20% within a week, and the increase has exceeded 70% today."

He asked Yu Yan: "Do you think Cheng Shen's exposure was accidental or man-made?"

Yu Yan closed his eyes silently.

Cheng Peishuang smiled: "Personally, I tend to think it was an accident. Which father is willing to think his son is so indifferent? After all, you have been with him for so many years, even a cat or a dog has feelings."

"But I still want to ask your opinion. As a man, are you willing to just be a lover who can't be seen?" Cheng Peishuang put the third thing in front of Yu Yan: "Maybe Cheng Shen has feelings for you now, But when he has his own family and kids, what are you in this relationship?"

"Five years ago, Cheng Shen has already made a choice for you. As I said, I know my children, and they can do anything for the benefit. Exchange 30% of Mars shares for a marriage certificate, Yu Yan, do you think Cheng Shen is asking for money? , still want you?"

Yu Yan opened his eyes, and his eyes fell on the topmost envelope sealed with wax lacquer without any hindrance.

The envelope was pale, with a pink ribbon and a white flower embedded in the wax.Clean and pure.

Yu Yan thought of that morning in Zuixin Pavilion, when the sun was so bright that even the wind was unwilling to hurt someone, Cheng Shen knelt down on one knee to him, and locked him in with a plain and no more plain ring.

With the ring still on his hand, Yu Yan clearly saw that he opened the envelope with that hand, and a piece of cardboard of the same color slipped into his palm.

It was an engagement invitation card, the male Fang Shen, the female Qin Yun, on January [-]st, the beginning of the new year.

Qin Yun, Qin Yun...

Yu Yan tried his best to capture the memory of this woman, it was so vague, he only remembered that she was beautiful and sexy, and she was of mixed race.

It was her.

Cheng Peishuang achieved the purpose of this trip, packed up his things and prepared to leave.

As soon as he got up, Yu Yan, who had been silent the whole time, finally spoke his first sentence.

"Uncle, if you want to crush me, you have already won."

Yu Yan also stood up, picked up the down jacket on the seat and slowly put it on: "But if you can also win Chengshen, why are you telling me these things?"

Cheng Peishuang stopped suddenly.

Yu Yan put on his clothes, nodded slightly, and left calmly.

After the person left, the temperature in the private room of the teahouse dropped a lot in an instant.The assistant reminded Cheng Peishuang that he would chair the meeting in half an hour.

Only then did Cheng Peishuang move. He walked out with a sullen face, and gave a late answer that no one heard: "Because you are indeed the decisive factor affecting the outcome."

·

When Cheng Shen got home, it was just after five o'clock. The heater was on and the room was very hot, but Yu Yan was sitting on the sofa wearing a down jacket.

"Yanyan?" Cheng Shen changed his shoes and came in, taking off his wool coat.He walked around in front of Yu Yan to see what he was wearing.Inside is a black turtleneck sweater, and the zipper of the beige mid-length down jacket is pulled up to the top: "Did you go out today?"

He knelt down and touched Yu Yan's hand: "Why are you wearing so many clothes at home, it's not hot..."

Yu Yan's hands were icy cold.

"Yanyan, what's wrong with you?"

Yu Yan blinked lightly, then slowly raised his hands to touch Cheng Shen's face.

Cheng Shen was so cold that he couldn't help shivering.

"I went out today." Yu Yan held Cheng Shen's face in his hands, stroked his sharp eyebrows with his fingertips: "It's so cold outside."

Cheng Shen grabbed his hand, pressed it against his face, and said pleasantly, "You went out alone? Where did you go? You're so powerful?"

Yu Yan said: "It's nearby, I'm a bit full after eating too much lunch."

"How much can you eat?" Cheng Shen smiled, got up and sat next to him, unzipped the down jacket, and touched Yu Yan's belly: "It's deflated."

"Digested."

"Okay, go in and change clothes, I'll catch a cold after being so warm in the room." Cheng Shen stretched his arms and stretched his waist, he stood up, and scraped the tip of Yu Yan's nose casually: "I'm going to make dinner, what do you want to eat? You'd better hold on a bit at night."

"Cheng Shen!"

Yu Yan suddenly called him.

Cheng Shen felt that Yu Yan was a little strange today, there was some kind of emotion that he couldn't see surging under that seemingly peaceful appearance, this feeling made him flustered, like stepping on a cloud, and he didn't know when he would suddenly fall.

He turned his head and waited for Yu Yan to finish speaking.

Yu Yan's eyes seemed to be mixed with a little earnestness and pleading, he sincerely asked with almost all the strength of his life: "Have you... Is there anything you are hiding from me?"

The corners of Cheng Shen's eyes twitched twice, he frowned and turned half of his body: "What's wrong? Why do you ask?"

Yu Yan raised the corners of his mouth slightly and smiled: "I'll just ask."

"No," Cheng Shen said, guessing that Yu Yan probably started to react after taking the medicine, rubbed the top of his hair, and said patiently, "Don't think about it, be good."

"Oh."

Yu Yan responded in a daze, and stood up lukewarmly, feeling that the whole person suddenly became very light, as if the driftwood he had been holding was finally swept away by the waves. From then on, he could let himself become a broken tail. The fish sank into the deep, cold and dark purgatory of the seabed.

He couldn't catch it anymore, and he didn't want to catch it anymore.

·

Yu Yan's drug reaction this time was so severe that he couldn't live a normal life. He was in a trance, unconscious, and couldn't even tell whether it was day or night.

His whole body hurts, his bones are sore, and even the strands of his hair are against him, like thousands of ropes pulling at his scalp at the same time, an aura that will not stop until the skull is lifted off.His vision is getting blurred, his hearing is declining, and he can't hear what the other party is saying unless he walks in front of him.

He couldn't eat anything at first, and would spit out everything he ate, and finally became completely afraid of food, forcing Cheng Shen to take him for an infusion.

The only good thing is that he sleeps longer, even if what awaits him after falling asleep is endless nightmares.

He felt so painful, the waking world was collapsing, and the dream world was being destroyed, and he was unhappy whether he was awake or asleep.

One night, Yu Yan woke up again from a terrifying dream. He seemed to have gotten used to it, and turned over without rushing, only to realize later that Cheng Shen was squatting on the ground holding one of his hands. on the ground.

The back of his hand was full of needle holes left by the infusion, red and purple, and the skin was covered with bones, and it was almost impossible to find the place where the needle was inserted.Cheng Shen was so distressed that he didn't know what to say, so he could only kiss those tiny wounds over and over again.

He felt that he was so contradictory, he wanted Yu Yan to get better soon, but he didn't want to see Yu Yan suffer from these tortures.

Seeing him like this, Yu Yan suddenly said, "Cheng Shen, are you tired?"

Cheng Shen didn't notice that Yu Yan woke up, so he quickly put away those negative emotions, pretending to be relaxed, and asked, "Why did you wake up? I'm not tired, so I'm going to sleep right away."

"I mean..." Yu Yan paused, then said again: "Are you tired with being with me like this?"

Cheng Shen is most afraid of talking and thinking, he needs medicine for his heart disease, if he keeps doing this, no matter how expensive or best medicine he takes, it will be useless.

"My words are the unique treasure in the world. I can be with you because I burned incense in my previous life. How can I be tired?" Cheng Shen leaned down and rubbed Yu Yan's pale and thin side face: "Sleep quickly, baby, Don't think nonsense."

Yu Yan obediently closed his eyes.

He thought, if Cheng Shen burned high incense in his previous life to be with him, then he probably directly pushed down Cheng Shen's incense burner in his previous life.

After a few more days, Yu Yan's condition did not improve at all, on the contrary, it tended to get worse.

The person who has never called out to give up no matter how painful he is since taking the medicine, grabbed Cheng Shen's hand for the first time that day, looked at him with pleading eyes, and begged him brokenly: "Can we stop treating the disease? I don't want to take it." The medicine is too painful."

Cheng Shen hugged him and called Fang Kaifeng. The other party said that these were the side effects of the medicine within the normal range. At this time, the medicine must not be stopped, just get over it.

Cheng Shen could only ruthlessly reject Yu Yan, forcing him to take the medicine, but Yu Yan refused, so he pinched his cheeks and forced it in.

Yu Yan went crazy, struggled to resist, and cried in Cheng Shen's arms: "I don't want it anymore, I'm not sick...you let me go, can you let me go..."

Cheng Shen couldn't bear his crying, and his heart was almost crushed.

"Yanyan, if you persevere," Cheng Shen wiped away his teardrops, "you make it through, and we will be together forever."

Yu Yan's muddled mind suddenly opened a hole, and all the unbearable pain was seduced by "forever". He clearly wanted to get better, but he was afraid of getting better at this moment.

If he didn't know anything, it would be pretty beautiful to just live his whole life in the false happiness that Cheng Shen brought him.But he knew everything, so he might not be able to be Cheng Shen's secret lover forever, let alone watch Cheng Shen marry a wife and have children indifferently.

Their eternity seems far away, but it is actually close at hand.

Yu Yan's condition began to improve after this day, the time of being awake gradually extended, and he was able to eat a little.

Cheng Shen was finally relieved, and was urged to go to the company by a phone call instead.Before he left, he asked: "Don't get out of bed if you have nothing to do, and cook for you when I come back."

However, as soon as Cheng Shen left, Yu Yan got out of bed.He was so thin that he was almost out of shape, and his face was sickly white, as if he had become numb to the outside world. This time he went out with an open face.

He went to the drugstore, bought a bottle of vitamins, and on the way home saw the "New Business World" hanging in the most conspicuous place of the newsstand.The photo of Cheng Shen and Qin Yun holding hands took up an entire page, and Yu Yan's blurred vision suddenly recovered, and he clearly read the words at the top——

Golden boy and jade girl! The Mars young master is about to get engaged to the daughter of the Qin Group!

Yu Yan walked over and bought the newspaper back.

When he got home, he replaced his daily pills with vitamins, which he emptied down the toilet.

Then he took out his phone and logged on to the webpage.Cheng Shen was too relieved of him, otherwise Yu Yan would have been completely hidden by him.

The headline of the business section was indeed the news that Cheng Shen and Qin Yun were going to get engaged.The pictures on the screen are much clearer than those in the newspaper, Yu Yan appreciates them intuitively and admits that they are indeed a good match.

He glanced at today's date, December 12th, only ten days left before the engagement banquet.

After packing up and going to bed at night, Cheng Shen and Yu Yan watched a funny variety show together.As if remembering something, Cheng Shen asked, "Yanyan, Christmas is coming, how do we spend it?"

Yu Yan didn't want to spend any Christmas at all, so he asked him instead: "New Year's Day is coming soon, are you on holiday?"

"Ah," Cheng Shen's acting skills are really good, he said regretfully, "There is an equity subscription contract to be signed on New Year's Day, so I have to go out."

Yu Yan turned around, put his chin on Cheng Shen's chest, and asked casually, "What kind of shares are you subscribing for?"

"Mars," Cheng Shen said briskly, without going into details, but he didn't hide it either: "After the new year, I will be the largest shareholder of Mars."

Yu Yan didn't know whether to be happy or sad for Cheng Shen's frankness.At least apart from Qin Yun, Cheng Shen really never lied to him again.

Time will never stop for one person, and the days move forward quickly. On Christmas Day, Yu Yan rarely wore a bright red sweater with a pattern of Santa Claus in front of him.

The clothes are from last year. He has lost too much weight. It looks like he is hanging on his body. It doesn't look very suitable.Cheng Shen said, let’s forget about this year, and Yu Yan’s illness should be stable by Christmas next year, and he will buy a new one then.

After hearing this, Yu Yan smiled and fiddled with the Christmas tree next to the TV cabinet.The Christmas tree was bought by Cheng Shen, and he also gave a lot of multicolored balls and socks pendants, Yu Yan hung them up with great interest, but he was thinking in his heart——

Where do we have next year's Christmas?

They made the dinner together. For foreigners' festival, they roasted a turkey according to the occasion.To liven up the atmosphere during the meal, Cheng Shen turned on the stereo and played Christmas songs.

The restaurant's light is warm yellow, Yu Yan is wearing very red, and his pale face has turned red.He seemed to be in a good mood, despite the embarrassment of being tortured by side effects in the past few days, he also ate more than usual.

After dinner, Cheng Shen washed the dishes, and Yu Yan wiped the dishes. Their cooperation was tacit and natural. The years they walked together left indelible marks on their bodies, which went deep into the bone marrow. It would be unbearable to just tear off a page. the pain.

They nestled on the sofa and watched a movie, Cheng Shen hugged Yu Yan, and Yu Yan was holding a pillow.The movie is quite old, it is "Rouge Button" by Leslie Cheung.The story itself is a tragedy, and the two leading actors have passed away for many years. Cheng Shen wanted to change to another one, Yu Yan said: "Just watch this."

Cheng Shen naturally followed him, and when he saw halfway, Yu Yan was tired, so he fell on Cheng Shen's lap.He curled up into a small ball, and Cheng Shen could touch his ankles as soon as he stretched out his arms.

Yu Yan was wearing warm woolen socks, also red, with a Christmas tree on them.The more Cheng Shen looked at him, the cuter he became, and he couldn't help scratching the soles of his feet.

Later, Yu Yan got annoyed by him and stretched his legs very long.The home pants were brought up by the movement, revealing a section of white and tender calf.

Cheng Shen really wanted to watch the movie seriously, but he was distracted by the red and white in the corner of his eye several times.

So it was decided to punish the culprit.

They got up on the sofa, probably because the atmosphere was up, and Yu Yan was so excited that he sat down on Cheng Shen's body and sang loudly with his neck raised.

After being together for so many years, Cheng Shen was easily attracted to Yu Yan.He gradually lost control, the hooked three souls went to the seven souls, and he only knew endless tossing Yu Yan.

He felt that Yu Yan tonight was hot, like fireworks rushing into the night sky, beautiful and short.

After the end, he was exhausted and paralyzed, and was carried back to the bed by Cheng Shen to receive his Christmas present.

He tried his best to open his eyes and see clearly that it was the peace talisman that Cheng Shen requested last time.

A small purse, the front is peace, and the back is health.

It was Cheng Shen's hope for Yu Yan.