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Cheng Shen entered the study room after taking a shower, and Yu Yan heard him talking on the phone with his assistant, his voice was serious and cold, implying undeniable authority.

Yu Yan used to think this kind of Cheng Shen was very strange, but in his memory, Cheng Shen was cheerful and enthusiastic when he was a boy, and seemed to be glowing and glowing all the time.At that time, he often thought that such a person would attract the attention of everyone no matter where he went in the future.

Cheng Shen did not disappoint Yu Yan.

He majored in computer science in college, and he partnered with a few friends to open an Internet company when he was a junior.At that time, there were not many people involved in the Internet. They were all students and had little money. They almost left before graduation. Only Cheng Shen never gave up.

Yu Yan still remembered that when they graduated, they were catching up with the financial crisis, and Cheng Shen's eyes were red from staring at the computer every day, but they still couldn't stop the decline in performance.The partners who were finally recruited with great difficulty pulled away before they were locked up. Everyone was urging Cheng Shen to "forget it", only Yu Yan remained silent.

Because Cheng Shen said to him: "Internet company is my dream, I don't want to let it go."

Because of these words, Yu Yan resolutely gave up his school's postgraduate qualification regardless of his parents' obstruction.

He has been obedient since he was a child, and his grades are good. He listened to his parents and studied finance.This is the first time he went against the wishes of his elders, like a late rebellious period, gave up his bright future, chased to Beicheng by himself, and resolutely stepped into a small, crumbling Internet company to help a man realize his dream .

Fortunately, they have survived the most difficult time. The Internet has developed rapidly in the past two years. Cheng Shen's judgment has always been sharp. The Internet companies are getting bigger and bigger, and he has finally fulfilled his dream.But in this dream, how much is gained and what is lost, the dreamer can't see clearly, but Yu Yan can see clearly.

Cheng Shen has matured a lot, the greenness has faded, hard edges and corners have been carved on his handsome face, the enthusiasm that is enough to ignite himself and others has gradually subsided, and the sharpness that belongs to young people has been polished and smoothed by sophistication. He is more confident than before, and even his eyes have changed. the profundity.The feelings that were held and protected in the palm of your hand, the person who was chosen to be with you for a lifetime when you were young, has been wasted by life until now, turning into bland water and tasteless soup.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, the neon lights of the bustling city are hidden, and the light and shadow blur Yu Yan's reflection on the glass.He once desperately wanted to get into this city, but he was alone in a square inch in the middle of the night.

Yu Yan suddenly felt a little cold, but he hung his arms and couldn't even hug himself.

When Cheng Shen heard the sound of running water in the bathroom, he had just finished a phone call when a text message came in with a "ding" sound.

White water vapor haloed on the tiles, and in the lingering heat, Yu Yan stood under the shower with one hand propped on the wall with his eyes closed.Water drops flowed down the back of the neck and over the thin back, making the snow-white skin pink and tender.

The door was pulled open from the outside with a "huh".

The hazy mist suddenly dissipated, and the moment the cold air hit, Yu Yan couldn't help shaking.He looked at the person at the door, and pushed back his wet hair that was drenched in water: "Close the door, it's cold."

Cheng Shen's face was still cold, and his thin lips were pursed into a stiff line.After closing the door and entering the bathroom, he looked at Yu Yan's plaster hand wrapped in several layers of plastic wrap, frowned and asked, "Why didn't you call me to help you?"

Yu Yan's hands were inconvenient, so he washed his hair and put on body wash, and it's almost done by now.He turned off the water, and stretched out his hand to Cheng Shen in the resurging heat: "I see that you are busy, and I am afraid to disturb your work. Pass me a towel."

In Cheng Shen's sight, Yu Yan's facial features were soft and gentle. His eyes were big and bright, black and white, and when the heat evaporated, the already deep colors became more intense.Cheng Shen looked at it, and suddenly realized that there was some indescribable emotion in those eyes, which were always happy and full of contentment and tenderness.

Cheng Shen moved his eyes a little guilty, took off the towel from the rack and wiped Yu Yan's body.The dry towel soaked up the water, and when it touched the bruise on the waist, the force was very light.

"The blue one is so bad, does it hurt?" Cheng Shen asked.

Yu Yan said, "Fortunately, I took painkillers."

Cheng Shen felt panicked, his irritability came suddenly, and the so-called dispute at the dinner table was evaporated by the dense water vapor.He covered Yu Yan's head with a towel and rubbed it lightly: "Will you dry your hair later?"

Yu Yan raised Wu Dongdong's eyes that had been soaked in water, blinked twice slowly, he and Cheng Shen looked at each other, the beige towel wrapped the contours of the face, like a delicious butter pudding.

It was too late to wait for Yu Yan's response, Cheng Shen's heart was sore and soft when he was looked at by such eyes, and at a certain moment, he even felt that Yu Yan was a little unspeakably wronged, and only he could comfort him.

He lowered his head and touched those warm lips.

In the hot bathroom, the two people who have been separated for half a month, the moment the kiss begins, there is an uncontrollable momentum.

Yu Yan leaned his back against the cool tiles, his body trembling slightly.His obedient response was an instinct that even consciousness could not stop.

"Words..."

Cheng Shen tilted his head and kissed Yu Yan's fair neck, his palm moved down uncontrollably and landed on his waist, in exchange for a low gasp.

It wasn't an emotional voice, Cheng Shen was too familiar with it.

He stopped suddenly, his forehead was pressed against the opponent's, and his breath was intertwined. Cheng Shen said, "I'm sorry, I hurt you." He said this, but he didn't let go of Yu Yan: "Shall we go to the house?"

Yu Yan lowered his eyes, his thin chest rose and fell.But he shook his head: "My hands... are inconvenient."

Cheng Shen said in a deep voice, "Be careful, I won't touch it."

Yu Yan pushed him.

The pain awakened people's rationality, and Yu Yan felt that the painkillers prescribed by the doctor might be fake.

"No more." He was indifferent quickly, and the tide of emotion subsided, leaving behind an inconspicuous alienation: "I'm not feeling well."

Yu Yan's refusal made Cheng Shen's already choked breath even more choked in his throat, and the charm stopped abruptly. After such a short while of hot air flying away, every expression of the other party was extremely clear.

Cheng Shen's hand was still around Yu Yan's waist, and he exerted force unconsciously with his fingertips: "I haven't seen you in half a month, don't you miss me?"

Yu Yan frowned, felt the pain and brushed Cheng Shen's hand away.Turning around from the man's confinement, stepping on the increasingly cold water stains, leaving a string of wet footprints on the white tiles.

"Yu Yan!" Cheng Shen shouted to that indifferent back.

"I'm not feeling well." Yu Yan repeated, took off the plastic wrap on the plaster, touched it, it was still wet.He pulled the towel off his head, threw it into the laundry basket, and took a bathrobe to wrap around his body.

The bathroom door was opened, and Yu Yan walked out without looking back.

The wind and rain in summer always come suddenly and leave quickly.

Yu Yan couldn't tell what happened to him, the accident on the stairs not only broke his arm, but also seemed to break his whole heart.Depressed, irritable, he hasn't lost his temper like today for a long time.

The idiot could also tell that Cheng Shen went to the bathroom to seek peace with him.

When they first fell in love, they liked to quarrel. It was really noisy. No one would let anyone else get angry. Fighting to win or lose, so much so that we talked about breaking up, but never really wanted to break up.

How did they reconcile later, the young man, the anger turned into a diabolism, turned over and rolled into bed, and forgot everything after tossing.

Yu Yan agreed countless times that going to bed is a very good way to solve problems.But until today, he suddenly realized that the cracks created by those disputes would not be healed by a hearty orgy.They stopped there calmly, accumulated over time, and finally got out of hand one day.

Like a toppled building, once it collapses, it will be devastating.

Cheng Shen didn't come to help Yu Yan dry his hair in the end, he is not a person who likes to stick to his ass, and giving in twice is the limit.

Yu Yan hangs his arms under the air conditioner, the back of his head is chilled, and he sits on the plush carpet with his computer in his arms and answers emails with difficulty.

He is not a sociable person. When he was a child, his dream was to be a writer. When he was a student, he participated in many composition competitions. The awards and trophies occupied a wall of the old house.Yu Yan always felt that he should rely on his pen for a living, but was considered unrealistic and whimsical by the two government officials in his family.

But it's not a pity.

Cheng Shen's Internet company is getting bigger and bigger. From the time when no one cares about it, he had to hire Yu Yan, a top student in finance, to save the company. Now there is no shortage of rare talents.

There is no doubt about Yu Yan's ability to handle affairs. It can be said that Cheng Shen is more than half of what he is today because of him.But he doesn't like to be sociable. Except for Cheng Shen, he is indifferent to everyone, and seems to always be out of touch with the team and drift away from society.

Whenever socializing and entertaining, Cheng Shen was able to push and change glasses at the table with ease, but he sat with his head depressed, never actively chatting with customers, and would not refuse the wine glasses offered by others.

Cheng Shen knew that he didn't like these things, and he couldn't see others pouring wine on Yu Yan like he was pouring himself, so he gradually stopped taking him out.

He began to encourage Yu Yan to do what he wanted to do, those teenage dreams that were stranded and disapproved over the years.Now they are free, just as no one can stop them from being together, and no one will pour cold water on the hopeful heart.

Yu Yan was happy. The day he left the Internet company was sunny. He was wearing a simple white T and jeans, as clean as a 17-year-old's uncalculated scratch paper on his desk.

He fulfilled his lover's ideal, gave up his former major, just like abandoning his past self, and slowly began to chase his dream.

Yu Yan typed the last period on the keyboard, and finally finished the work that had piled up for half a day.

It's not that difficult to start from scratch, but within two years, Yu Yan has jumped out of the financial industry and worked for a well-known magazine in the industry.He is capable and has a good writing style. He has already been the editor-in-chief of a certain page in a short period of time. The working environment is very free, and there are no annoying dinners.In his spare time, Yu Yan also wrote two novels on the website to cooperate with Cheng Shen's company's marketing. One of them has been published and sold very well.

But now that the right hand is broken, it will take a month for the plaster cast to be removed, which will definitely delay a lot of things.Yu Yan explained the situation to the editor-in-chief apologetically. The other party was a single woman in her 30s, and she belonged to the kind of uncompromising and iron-blooded boss that young whites in the workplace fear most.But she appreciates Yu Yan's talent, and she loves this newcomer whose major is not suitable for her. When she heard that he was injured, she expressed her condolences to let Yu Yan recover from his illness. She gave him a week's leave and suggested that he could work at home.

Yu Yan thanked her, and then selected a women's square scarf online and sent it to the editor-in-chief's office.The price of the square scarf is moderate, it will not make people feel cheap, and it will not be understood as flattery.Yu Yan expressed his gratitude with just the right measure.

Turning off the computer, Yu Yan stretched his sore shoulders and neck, and caught a glimpse of a faint light under the closed door of the study.He got up and poured two glasses of lemonade, leaving one of them on the kitchen bar.

Before going to sleep, Yu Yan took two more painkillers, his arm in the plaster was painful and heavy, no matter which position he was in, he was uncomfortable.In the end, he couldn't resist the medicine and fell into a deep sleep. He didn't even know when Cheng Shen went to bed.

The torrential rain at the end of August did not come in a hurry. The meteorological station issued an early warning signal a few days ago, and dark clouds piled up overhead for a day.Lightning flashed and flickered, thunder bursts, and the sound of crackling rain hit the glass windows.

Yu Yan frowned in deep sleep, seemingly uneasy, a fine layer of sweat oozed from his forehead.

He had a dream.

The gloomy sky, the howling wind, and the scattered light rain drenched the clothes.

Yu Yan appeared on the top of the cliff, looking at the bottomless abyss with a hesitant face.

With a "bang", a strong force pushed Yu Yan down.

Yu Yan opened his eyes abruptly, and what he saw was a dark room.

He was panting violently, and in the quiet night, his heart was pounding.

Cheng Shen also frowned, the sleepiness and displeasure in his voice vividly reflected by the lightning.He closed his eyes and pushed Yu Yan again, and turned around irritably: "The phone is so noisy!"

It was only then that Yu Yan realized that his cell phone had been ringing.

He quickly sat up and pressed the mute button, Yu Yan's face was cold and pale against the light on the screen.After seeing the caller clearly, the still-uncalmed mood stirred up again.

——Yu Wen.