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Can you use a simple method to summarize the relationship between two things.

For example, 20-year-old Li Cu has no time to think about the future under the busy study and financial pressure.

The 20-year-old Qiushui is very sure about who will be in his future life and how he will spend it.

There is a big gap between people.

Some people seem to know what they want early on, while others are always confused.

Some people are born to dance, some people have seen the sun rise and set seven times by the sea, some people are born to wait, some people run counter to social habits, and some people follow the trend.

Everyone is different.

Every relationship is different.

When Li Cu was 43 years old, he turned his mobile phone and saw a table of daily dinner for two posted by his assistant in the company he worked for ten years ago on the social network.

When Lin Ran just left her job, she often kept in touch with Li Cu. Li Cu probably treated her like a brother and a friend. After a long time, each of them was busy with their own affairs. Although the contacts were less, they still would call or call each other during the holidays every year. Greetings from the information, Li Cu has never asked the other party about his relationship, but he can roughly tell from the social software that the other party has always been alone. This year, Lin Ran is 40 years old, and suddenly there is an extra bowl on the dinner table.

He went shopping in the supermarket with Qiushui after get off work at night. Qiushui was pushing a trolley and stood in front of the fruit shelf in the supermarket with his head bowed to choose fruits. Li Cuo casually mentioned what happened ten years ago to Qiushui.

Some people will encounter some very bad things in their life, and they will meet some people who are so bad that they feel that they don’t seem to deserve happiness. Fortunately, the years are gentle, and the road that should go on can still go on, and they can meet people they want to meet, People who want to spend the rest of their lives together.

When Qiushui and Li Cu went home with a bag of things after shopping, they also talked about the people around them.

Lan Yue got married the year he graduated from university and sent him an invitation. At that time, Li Cu should not be in the city. Qiu Shui drove Li Cu's car to the wedding.

At the wedding, Lan Yue was still careless and didn't look like a bride at all. The groom was shy and didn't like to talk. He and Lan Yue were completely two extremes.

The groom is the bride's junior, who is two years younger than Lanyue. He didn't know that his junior had depression until he received his graduation certificate from Lanyue University. Usually, he couldn't tell it apart from being quiet. The junior with depression dropped out of school and went home , Say sorry to Lan Yue before going home, and after a long silence, I can't say anything else.

At the wedding, Lan Yue wore a wedding dress with her waist stretched and laughed and said——my sister sent him a text message at that time, saying that this person was too irresponsible, and I absolutely, absolutely, absolutely impossible to wait for him. Send an invitation.

But at the age of 26, Lan Yue still waited for her junior who recovered from the disease.

There may be some people in this world who are just waiting habitually, and then they can always wait for a result.

After returning home, Qiushui picked out oranges from the bag in the supermarket and cut them into plates in the kitchen, while continuing to chat with Li Cuo.

The other two shareholders of their company are Cui Xiang and Lin Yubei.It's strange that the relationship between the two of them has been consistent for ten years. Lin Yubei is still upright. He has been in love two or three times since graduation, and he is not married yet. Now he is in a window of time.

Cui thinks that this person hides and hides while studying, and his relationship with Lin Yubei doesn't seem to be good. When working, the two of them work straightforwardly, but one year the company received a big commission. This matter is Cui Xiang's lead. Qiushui decided that the three of them had a meal together, and the other two were quite normal at first, chatting and talking like normal colleagues should have. Putting it all down, after drinking for three rounds, Lin Yu Beishang turned his head and began to speak bluntly, "Don't chase me, it's almost enough, I don't like men."

Cui Xiang was probably stimulated after drinking, so his tone of voice seemed a bit harsh, he sneered, "Don't take yourself too seriously, although I like men, not all men like you .”

Lin Yubei spoke frankly, ignoring Cui Xiang's bitterness, and said bluntly, "I just think you're wasting time on me, wasting a lot of time."

Cui Xiang didn't answer, just drank in silence.

Later, when Qiu Shui sent someone home, Lin Yubei could drink well, and he was not too drunk, so he got into a taxi and said goodbye to Qiu Shui.

Cui Xiang was very drunk, and after Lin Yubei left, he sat on the flower bed by the side of the road in a daze.

Qiu Shui still remembered that he called Li Cu at that time and asked Li Cu to pick him up. He drank a little wine, became dizzy and wanted to see Li Cu immediately.

While waiting for Li Cu, he caught a glimpse of Cui Xiang tilting his head to look at a street light not far away, and after a while he heard the other party say, "Anyone who likes straight men is an idiot."

In the end, Li Cuo sent Cui Xiang back to his home. At that time, Qiu Shui was not in the mood to care about so many things. He also drank, although not much, but seeing Li Cuo was like stepping on a cloud. It fell into the dust.

Looking back on what happened at that time now, Qiu Shui cut oranges and laughed - it turned out that Cui Xiang was scolding himself.

He took the loaded oranges out of the kitchen, and said to Li Cuo as he walked, "I heard a song before, 'It's okay, you don't have to give me a chance, anyway, I still have a lifetime to waste', I don't know when Cui wants to hear it Will there be a feeling of empathy?"

Some people may not be so lucky, they fall in love with someone who is destined not to like themselves, and become what they call idiots.

There are always people in this world who are happy and some who are not.

Qiushui's sisters always try to persuade Qiushui to get married from various angles from time to time, or at least to have a child.But now the Qu family is talking about Qiushui, and when it comes to Qiushui's embarrassment, the two sisters dare not speak again.

Last autumn, Qiushui's father passed away due to physical reasons. When Qiushui went home to see his father, the old man was still lying in a trance in the hospital bed. When he saw Qiushui, he sometimes called Cheng Qiuyi. The two sisters did not follow him. The father said that Qiushui was with a man, so the old man's mental state suddenly improved on the last day and asked Qiushui many things. He also hoped that Qiushui would get married and have children.

On the day of the funeral, Li Cu took leave of absence and went back to his hometown, where he met his uncle, aunt and Yan Lan who was still unmarried.

At night, Li Cu and Qiu Shui slept in a hotel in the city. Qiu Shui told Li Cu that his father sometimes recognized him as Qu Qiuyi.

Then he said that the sister did not tell Dad about her affairs, and he was not sure if this was a consolation or a deception.

Li Cu analyzed it with him with a smile—you see, the elders of your parents' generation didn't even dare to tell them. Although my sister disapproved, at least I could tell them about it.

"Qiu Shui, think about it, in our generation, will the situation of our next generation get better and better?"

We can't change the concept of the previous generation, but at least we can change our own concept, thereby affecting the next generation. There are always people in this world who hold the hope that the world will become better.

For example, 40-year-old Yan Lan lives in a small city and is under tremendous pressure, even secretly discriminated against by others. She is still unmarried.

He simply didn't want to get married yet, without any other reason.

Because his father often told him that you have the right to choose the life you want to live.

The future will be better, and if not yet, that's okay.

Spring will come.

—I’m done going to Utopia—