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Li Cu received this call at nine o'clock in the evening two days before the National Day holiday.

Because the ambitious boss, Ning Qi, is not satisfied with being a department manager, and his focus of work has to shift from the laboratory to interpersonal relationships. He has been a little busy socializing with people recently, and only came in after nine o'clock. I bent down and touched the cat that I hadn't seen for more than ten hours.

The phone rang twice and was immediately hung up by the other side. Li Cu picked up the phone and glanced at it, and called back while changing indoor slippers at the entrance of the house.

When the phone was picked up, he heard two messy voices over there. Li Cuo listened quietly for a while before he understood the logic. He said that Qiu Shui and his bedmate had started fighting for some unknown reason. They couldn't stop him, so Qiu Shui directly locked him up. They didn’t come out after entering the bathroom. They didn’t want to report it to the dormitory. They were afraid that the school would find out about it. They threatened Qiushui at the door of the bathroom and told him to use his mobile phone to call his parents. They didn’t expect Qiushui’s mobile phone password to be four ones. Tried it out, I accidentally called back the call.

Li Cuo stood in the porch of his house for a while after hearing this. He has not lost contact with Qiu Shui in the past few days, and he has not heard Qiu Shui say that he has conflicts with his roommates. Moreover, he does not seem to be a bad-tempered person who would fight with others. He bent down and put the shoe he just took off back on his foot, and comforted him: "Don't worry, I'm Qiushui's brother. We met at the school gate before. Qiushui was with his roommate. Is there a contradiction?"

Only after he finished his question did a familiar voice come from over there: "Hello?"

"..." Li Cu was silent for a while, then turned to go out, closed the door again, and asked Qiu Shui on the other end of the phone, "What's going on?"

He heard the sound of the door being pushed and opened, and heard Qiu Shui calmly tell him, "It's all right."

Li Cu got into the elevator, pressed the location of the underground garage, and asked aloud, "What time does your dormitory building close at night?"

Qiu Shui replied sternly: "10:30 in the evening."

Li Cu: "Well, I'm driving there now, and it's about ten o'clock."

Qiu Shui was silent for a long while, and then he spoke with some pretended ease in his voice: "It's really all right."

Li Cu didn't respond.

Qiu Shui's voice became hoarse, and it took a while to admit his mistake bluntly: "I was wrong, I won't fight with others again."

The elevator door opened, but Li Cu still didn't speak.

There was some anxiety in Qiushui's voice, and he said anxiously, "Speak up." He paused for a moment, his hoarse voice became more anxious, "Don't ignore me——" His final sound Some are not stretched.

Li Cu stepped out of the elevator and walked towards his parking space, and said as he walked, "I'm going to your school now, how do you think about explaining things to me later?"

Qiu Shui muffled his throat, as if he couldn't say anything else: "Yes."

Li Cuo drove to Qiushui School, and it took more than 40 minutes at night when there were few cars. It was already ten o'clock in the evening when he arrived at the school gate, and the car could not enter the school. A small door was open and walked in.

The university was nearby when he was studying. He has been to this school many times. It hasn't changed much in the past few years. He is familiar with it. He wandered to the place near the boys' dormitory building, and then took out his mobile phone to call Qiushui. I made a phone call, and the phone was answered very quickly, but after the call was answered, there was nothing but dull breathing.

Li Cu asked him, "Which building is your bedroom in?"

Qiu Shui asked him in a low voice, "Where are you now?"

Li Cu looked up at the boys' dormitory next to him. The number "21" was written on it, and he said calmly, "It's in building 21."

Qiu Shui said: "I'm here to find you, you wait for me there."

Li Cuo responded.

When Qiu Shui came, he ran in a hurry, the hair on his forehead was blown to the back of his head by the wind, and he stood in front of Li Cu panting.

Li Cu lowered his eyes and stared at him for a while.

Qiu Shui's joy brought by meeting Li Cu at that point immediately cooled down. He stood in front of his parents like a child who had made a mistake. He lowered his head slightly and opened his mouth to speak, but he didn't know whether to apologize first or Say I miss you.

Li Cu reached out his hand to brush his hair that was blown up and down by the wind, stared at his forehead, put down his hand and frowned.

Qiu Shui shook his head, and when his hair rested on his forehead, he faintly felt that his forehead was injured in the fight just now. He apologized to Li Cu dryly and without reason: "I'm sorry..."

Li Cu sighed, with a helpless tone: "Why are you apologizing to me?"

Qiu Shui looked up at him. There were no lights in the school at night, and occasionally one or two lights were too dark to illuminate anywhere except the square in front of him. The darkness gave Qiu Shui a little courage. He reached out and grabbed Li Cu's two fingers, The touch of the skin made him feel a little calmer, he let out a breath, and kept himself quiet in this tranquility.

He picked up the book on the table and threw it at Cui Xiang when he was hot-headed before. Cui Xiang looked thin but not weak, so he fought him with all his teeth and claws.

He was a little dull thinking that he didn't seem to have a good temper, and he was not easy to get along with at all. He might have offended Cui Xiang with his words a few days ago, and the other party had been picking on him in the dormitory these days.

Tonight he went back to the dormitory from the dormitory to pick up things, the two people in the dormitory were not there, Cui Xiang stood in front of the bed where Lin Yubei was sleeping, and when he saw him suddenly enter the door, he suddenly panicked, Qiu Shui pretended not to see and put himself down With the schoolbag on his back, he went to the bathroom to rub his face, then turned around and Cui wanted to stand behind him and look at him.

In a sense, Qiu Shui was not good at words, and he didn't have any twists and turns when talking to people. When he saw Cui Xiang standing behind him, he asked expressionlessly: "What's the matter?"

Cui wanted to ask him what he saw. This man was really boring. He looked like a thief yelling to catch a thief. Qiu Shui walked around him and replied expressionlessly: "I saw you took Lin Yubei's clothes?"

He didn't mean to be provocative at all, he was just stating the facts very sincerely, but the listener probably didn't think so.

Cui Xiang's expression changed several times.

When Qiu Shui walked back to his seat, he was still thinking that Cui Xiang always told him that Yan Zixi and Lin Yubei were having sex, and after a long time, he was the only gay, and he was still a gay who couldn't control himself.

Cui Xiang sat back at his desk and satirized Qiu Shui for a long time, but Qiu Shui was too lazy to talk to him at first, and he got angry when he talked too much and told him to shut up and manage himself.

Cui Xiang snorted, and his mouth became bitter and mean: "You are also a man, the man I saw at the gate of the school last time was not your brother at all, you benefactor, then you work outside every day and pretend to be an innocent man." College student, he won’t give you any money? How can you make it like this?”

Qiu Shui paused for a moment with his hands arranging the desk, and a string in his mind tensed instantly.

Cui Xiang was still there and said: "He looks for you like this, does he still have to take medicine to sleep with you?"

In Qiushui's hand, an outline of modern history changed hands and threw it away: "What the hell are you talking about?"

The book hit Cui Xiang's face directly, and Cui Xiang kicked the stool and reached out to slap him: "How can you pretend to be a bitch when you're a bitch?"

Cui Xiangren is relatively short, his voice is shrill when he quarrels, and he only scratches with his hands when he fights indiscriminately. Although Qiushui is thin but tall, he was invaded by an inexplicable anger, and he stretched out his hand to grab the man's hair and beat him. punched.

When the other two people in the dormitory came in, he was pressing Cui Xiang on the cabinet and fighting each other. The two panicked to persuade them to fight. He scolded and dragged Cui Xiang to the bathroom. After locking the bathroom door, he opened it. The nozzle in the bathroom showered on Cui Xiang.

His mind was a little unclear, and he came back to consciousness after vaguely hearing the ringing of his mobile phone at the door of the bathroom. Cui Xiang was sitting wet on the dirty tiles in the bathroom, coughing loudly.

Qiu Shui himself was also drenched by the water. Standing beside Cui Xiang, he was also a little dazed. When he heard Lin Yubei answering the phone with Yan Zixi outside and talking to the person on the other end, cold drops of water flowed from his body. Down, he shivered.

He began to fear that he was not the obedient and well-behaved child in front of Li Cu at all.

He is not obedient at all, he is not good at all, he is selfish, distorted and dark, because he has no money in high school, he can rely on others to like him, hang others not far or near, let her buy things for himself, let her give money to others. Buy breakfast and snacks by yourself, and then tell her badly after graduation——I'm sorry, I don't really like you very much.

He lied by nature, and the lies he told were always easy to come by without thinking. He lied to Lan Yue, who worked for him, that Li Cu was married and had a child. He was upset with Li Cu because his roommate disturbed him. There are cockroaches in the hot pot restaurant and you can't eat them.

He also lost his mind with anger.

He's a very, very bad person.

He had never cared about the bad parts of his character before, he didn't think it affected anything.

Li Cu's phone was just across the door, and he began to face all the bad elements in his character, and then suddenly began to panic.

A bad person likes others, he thought, why should a bad person like others?

He didn't know why he liked Li Cu?

He began to fear that a person would disappoint him.

He opened the bathroom door and went out, took his mobile phone, his body was still wet, and his T-shirt was stuck to his body, he glanced at the two roommates who were standing at the door in a daze, holding his mobile phone The phone turned and walked out of the dormitory.

"Hello—?" He tried to whitewash the peace.

He tried to pretend nothing had happened.

He hopes that the person he likes will never be disappointed in him. Everyone in this world can be disappointed in him, but the person he likes must not be disappointed in him.

He can throw away his selfish, distorted and dark body, peel off a sincere and sincere heart and hold it in front of him for him to see, just begging him not to despise himself.

But Li Cu has never been a junior high school girl who is easy to coax. He held his mobile phone and stood there silently for two seconds. Qiu Shui felt his teeth clenched, and then his heart seemed to be grasped by an invisible hand.

He walked out of the dormitory building, squatted next to the green belt next to the dormitory building, and was blown by the evening wind, and began to apologize. He didn't know why he apologized, but he didn't seem to know what to say to make Li Cuo Willing to talk to him.

He almost wanted to ask Li Cu to talk to him.

Li Cu said that he wanted to come to school, but he dared not pretend to be peaceful and refused. He hung up the phone and squatted downstairs in his dormitory and waited for an hour, until the water droplets on his body were dried by the wind, and his hair was wet. Blown dry by the wind, Li Cu made a phone call. He immediately stood up from the ground, and his knees hit the tiles next to the green plants. His feet softened and his knees hit the ground with a "boom". Feeling pain in the upper body, he stretched out his hand and patted his knee, connected the phone and walked towards the school gate.

When he saw Li Cu, he held Li Cu's two fingers, and his uneasy heart barely calmed down. Li Cu reached out and rubbed his hair. He first asked him: "The roommate who fought with you is now how's it going?"

Qiu Shui lowered his eyes and stared at the two of them holding hands in the dim light. He didn't know how Cui Xiang was doing now. When he came out of the dormitory, those two people were going into the bathroom to help each other, and he didn't dare to speak. .

Li Cu said: "Let me go back to the dormitory with you to see if you need to go to the hospital. You should at least take responsibility for what you have done."

Qiu Shui's eyes were a little sore, he lowered his head and hummed softly.

Li Cu raised his head and sighed: "If you fight with someone, if it constitutes a crime, you will be held criminally responsible, and intentionally injuring others will be punished with a fixed-term imprisonment of not less than three years but not more than ten years." Li Cu asked, "Did you do it first? "

Qiu Shui held Li Cu's index finger and middle finger, and he said in a hoarse voice, "Wrong..."

Li Cu's voice was not heavy, and he was a little helpless: "You shouldn't apologize to me."