After the white moonlight cuts the black

Yan Hui later went to Fengtang Ancient Town.

Alone, he perfectly dodged Meng Huaiming without even telling Chu Qi.

Back then, he asked many netizens on the Internet where they could live for the elderly, and Fengtang was the one who floated on the top.

An ancient town in the south of the Yangtze River, with white walls and black tiles, buildings rising along the river, and awning boats rowing under the arch bridge.

However, netizens also suggested to him that Fengtang is the first choice if he is traveling, but if he wants to live, he still needs to be sure of his attitude.

If you have lived in a bustling city for a long time and engaged in heavy tasks, and choose to change your place of residence rashly, you will feel a strong sense of discomfort after the initial comfort.

I just feel that life is empty, and the time is endless.

However, these are no longer within the scope of Yan Hui's consideration. He comes purely for fun, so there will be no discomfort.

But in his bones, he still has an inexplicable yearning for water towns and cities.

Even though he already felt the sorrow of the overcrowded holidays in the guide, he still slipped out while pretending.

He didn't bring Meng Huaiming with him, and because of this, Mr. Meng was aggrieved at home for a long time.

And Yan Hui himself couldn't explain clearly why he wanted to come here alone so much.

July and August coincided with the rainy season, and it caught up with the rare few days when it cleared up. Yan Hui booked a hotel near the water, and opened the window to enjoy the moist morning breeze.

He took out his notebook and recorded his mood at random, lying on the wooden table while writing, which is a very bad writing habit.

Usually at this time, if Meng Huaiming saw him, he would come over and say a few words to correct him before giving up.

The fragrance of unknown plants diffused quietly along the window lattice, and Yan Hui stretched out his hand, just in time to catch a beam of morning light slanting into the room.

He took a picture with his mobile phone, feeling drowsy and trembling a little bit. He spent most of his time sleeping here, and even he himself didn't know whether he was here to play or to take a nap.

When Yan Hui first arrived here, the rain from Fengtang hadn't stopped.

He immediately thought of Lan Ting.

Up to now, his impression of Lanting is still the lingering misty rain.

The fierce love and hate that has nothing to do with the family is just a misty handful, a little illusory and too familiar.

I have read a lot about Chicken Soup and Yanhui, which says "everyone has to learn to reconcile with themselves", and even wrote about related topics on the official account I voted for when I was poor.

The 80 yuan that arrived in time helped him cope with the meals for that day. At that time, he himself would never choose to reconcile, and he had no choice.

He realized that speaking the truth and practicing the truth were two completely different things.

It doesn't take much effort to persuade others. Those beliefs, firmness, strength, and courage are just a few simple phrases displayed in the lexicon. Combining them at will seems to produce infinite power.

Actually that's not the case.

They lie behind reconciliation and have little power in themselves.

Yan Hui asked himself that he had fabricated so many lies and constructed so many scenes that even he himself couldn't tell what he was thinking for a long time.

With Dr. Xu's intervention, some lies became true.

If leaving from Zhao Hao reopened the door of his memory, then too many fragments are shells on the beach, and he has to pick them up bit by bit to find them completely.

He has become more dreamy, and his dreams are always full of bizarre scenes, stories that have happened and stories that have never happened.

And those are all put into Meng Huaiming's "word game".

Yan Hui vaguely sensed the reason for Meng Huaiming's change, even though it was absurd and full of psychedelic colors.

But when Meng Huaiming stated the hypothesis of the AB character in the game, he knew that there might always be dreams in the world that could not be explained clearly and did not need to be explained.

How does the time track exist?

Too many novelists are fascinated by this, whether it is a combination, a spiral, or a circle that repeats itself, each form will have rich stories.

He met a gentleman in Fengtang's small teahouse, who explained the concept of "time" to him with very meticulous logic, but Yan Hui was confused.

"Then do you believe in the so-called rebirth and resurrection?" Yan Hui asked.

"Do not believe."

The gentleman with extraordinary demeanor firmly said: "If everyone can turn back, it means that the mistakes made by human beings will increase exponentially."

This gentleman is handicapped, sitting in a wheelchair, wearing a coat and looking at the rain from the window, he always looks very lonely.

It was an acquaintance who came to push his wheelchair.

Yan Hui now believes what Meng Huaiming meant by saying that some people have terrible NPC skills.

Dr. Xu's condition is not much better than before, and he looks like he's going to burp every minute.

His face was frosty when he came to push the wheelchair gentleman, and Yan Hui had reason to suspect that if he got upset, he would be able to push the figure who looked like his boss into the lake.

The kind that doesn't have a catch.

Dr. Xu was born in the Qin family, so it's self-evident who his boss is.

"I don't know why he came to this kind of place." Doctor Xu didn't shy away, chatting with Yan Hui.

He thumped his arm, "I have rheumatism, and it's very uncomfortable."

"Did you come here on purpose?"

"Yes, I came here on purpose. During his strike period, the book turnover was about 800 million per day."

Dr. Xu complained: "It's a man named Tang Yuan Jiu Lie who wrote an article, saying that Feng Tang is a 'waiting node', and I really want to find him now."

Yan Hui hesitated and said, "The person you mentioned..."

"I really want to find him right now...and make him pay that money."

Yan Hui: "..."

Better not to tell him.

As for that article, it was probably a short essay written by Yan Hui on a whim after she made the decision to move to Fengtang.

It comes from a folklore in Fengtang, or it should be a gimmick to attract tourists.

It is said that when people are waiting aimlessly, they come to Fengtang to stay here for a while, then all the waiting will have a turning point.

Even if the results are not obtained, fluctuations will occur.

Therefore, it is called "waiting node".

"Your gentleman seems to be a person with a lot of stories." Yan Hui whispered.

Dr. Xu nodded: "Yes, he has a very good story. His lover ran away and left him two embryos. Oh, by the way, his child's father is his lover. You don't need me to introduce you since you have a good brain."

Yan Hui: "..." Our dimensions seem to be different.

"then you……"

Dr. Xu: "I saw that he was trying to survive, and he came to give him psychological counseling. This boss made me sick. Keep an eye on me. I'm afraid I'll throw him into the river by mistake."

"I don't understand your world even more."

Anyway, in the end, Yan Hui didn't know that gentleman had such a story.

I don't know if he has waited for that person.

Fengtang's passenger traffic has increased sharply in the past two days, but Yan Hui has no plans to go out.

Here he starts his new novel, then plays a song on loop, relaxes on a fluffy quilt, or drinks a cup of local tea on the small balcony.

In the past few days, his memory has gradually come back, and those small conversations have become clear.

He once really felt hopeless, and fell into the quagmire of "I understand the truth", made self-righteous mistakes, and once went further and further in irreparable.

I also thought about giving up, so let's do it, I can't do it, forget it, everyone has his destiny, it should be like this, and it can only be like this.

In that so-called "merging" dream, these thoughts had already hypnotized him, and it was the best choice for him to let go at that time.

But this is not the timeline of that "tragedy" after all.

Yan Hui knew that he didn't do much.

At the same time, after understanding love, he also thanked Meng Huaiming very much.

In most difficult times, there is one person who can tell the other party: "It's okay, I'm here, and I'll accompany you." And really doing this will be more useful than a thousand sentences of ten thousand sentences of truth.

The truth is the premise of knowing, and if you can't do it, it's just empty talk.

But it is not easy to do it.

He travels through various emotional exchanges in the text, and builds countless joys and sorrows. Readers say that sometimes they can empathize with each other, and Yan Hui will be touched every time he feels it.

This is very good, there are always stories to tell that there are still many unknown sufferings in the world, the crying and collapse of others does not mean weakness, justice late, fairness late, the slow dawn pierces the sky.

There will also be opportunities to turn around, and there will be light that splits in the dark. When walking on the edge, even if you can't look back, you can still see the abyss and prevent a step from falling.

But one day there will be a person who will appear in the torrent of time at the node of waiting.

Even if you don't show up, you can be the one who "shows up".

It was Meng Huaiming who let him see how many truths became reality.

Summer in Fengtang is not hot.

On the eve of Meng Huaiming's arrival, he had a new dream.

Nothing about the past, nothing about parallels, just some future.

There will also be arguments, incomprehension, sadness, and busyness, but it will not be too bad, and it will be better.

Yan Hui woke up naturally at the end of this dream. Outside the window was the patter of rain pouring down from the sky, like a bead curtain hanging, and the crispness of the collision made the world peaceful.

Meng Huaiming arrived in Fengtang on the fifth day.

He dragged a small suitcase, and knocked on the door of Yanhui's guest room, and in his hand was a small jasmine flower that Grandma bought by the roadside and tied with a pin.

On this Fengtang trip, there is someone to accompany him.

They tasted the local delicacies and listened to the singing on the water. As night fell, red lanterns were hung on the eaves along the street, and the whole Fengtang was shrouded in a misty red like light smoke.

Yan Hui and Meng Huaiming talked about what they had seen and heard in the past few days. Meng Huaiming supported the edge of the stone bridge with his arms and said, "Joint, this is a beautiful meaning."

It is not the final destination, but just a transformation. Before the result is reached, one should not give up easily or think that one has obtained it.

Yan Hui took a deep breath of moist air, and Meng Huaiming asked him, "Do you want to stay here?"

Yan Hui shook her head.

"It's very good here, sometimes it's a good place, just leave it to miss."

Meng Huaiming laughed and said, "It's not enough just to miss it, just come and play during the holidays."

"Okay." Yan Hui looked at the lights in the distance, "There is one thing I haven't responded to you, and I won't delay now."

"what?"

Yan Hui leaned close to his ear, and without the prefix, said the three characters clearly.

Meng Huaiming felt the most shining and greatest expression in the world.

The soft red moon, the gentle breeze.

The author has something to say: The wheelchair president who appeared outside the episode. The column of the same series of light-hearted articles "The villain picked up the stupid president" asks for acceptance!

(Doctor Xu NPC cameo, Yan Yan came on stage in friendship: Why are their tunes so happy...)

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postscript:

So far, their stories have been told.

Originally, I didn't intend to babble anymore, so I decided to add a postscript after thinking about it.In fact, I was in a strange mood when I wrote this article, and I probably expected what kind of comments I would receive, but in the end I decided to post it, which can be regarded as an explanation for that decadent and depressed time.

"I understand the truth" can be said to be a clue of the full text. I used to always regret it. How wonderful it would be if I had a chance to choose again. I will live a better life than now, but in fact, if I don't change something, Then it's still just repeating the same mistakes.

Just like Meng Huaiming, the only person who got the return ticket, Yan Hui has too much to say, and Chu Qi has too much to say. If he doesn't go into them, the ending will actually not change.

Fortunately, he really turned around.

As for Yan Hui, he has indeed made a mess of his life due to subjective and objective reasons. A bystander can ask, "Why can't you live a good life?" But in fact, how did you live this day, and whether the original choice was right or wrong , and only I know.He has no regrets, and he needs no sympathy or judgment from others.

Fortunately, he finally walked out.

This may indeed be a depressing story, but seeing light in the mud and rebirth in darkness.I love the prosperity and beauty of life, and I also admire all the struggles and never give up.

That's it.

As for the bugs in the narrative and writing, it may be due to deliberate control and self-defeating. The next article will take the essence and discard the dross, which is another tune.

Thank you very much for all the lovely people who left comments, cast mines, and collected them, I love you!We are destined to see you next time