After the white moonlight cuts the black

There is always a wind circling in the sky in early spring.

Clear away the backlog of pain and negligence in winter, and convey the repeated prayers through the buds of tiny life.

Yan Hui's "Rongchun" writes that "resurrection" is not a suitable word for spring, but "resurrection" matches it.

The opposite of life is death, which symbolizes destruction and extinction, while the back of Su is sleep, and winter is like a good sleep without dreams.

Warm and safe enough, like the two ends of the realm of life, vigorous waking up, and peaceful life and death.

Meng Huaiming couldn't hold the loose-leaf book, thorns grew out of the paper, pierced deeply into the flesh, and then pulled it out mercilessly.

Too much pain makes people lose their minds. He would rather these thorns grow together with the flesh and blood, and torture him day and night for a long time, than to see them pull away, bringing out the bright red scroll of truth.

Amidst the extreme emotions, he couldn't help having weird thoughts: Yan Hui is really a very tolerant person, and his ability to endure suffering is beyond imagination.

Happiness can be shared, but pain cannot. After all, it is the nature of animals to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Even in the process of long-term reproduction and evolution, emotional intercommunication has become a clear rule of social interaction.

The term empathy was coined, and it is used over and over again.

But this skill is still classified as a category that needs to be learned, not discovered.

If an ability is endowed with the categories of "teaching" and "learning", then it shows that this is not a function that everyone possesses, and more precisely, the level is not average.

At this time, the genre advocating potential mining will jump out, saying that people have infinite possibilities. Maybe they are right, but standing on top of all living beings, miracles can always happen.

In a person's short life, the part that can be spied on and explored is not extensive, even their lover and children, what they see is the tip of the iceberg.

Most of the time, empathy is either a career model or just a fear in itself.

This is Meng Huaiming's universal law of understanding between people, no one can personally experience the pain of others.

What's more, in the absence of similar experiences, let alone empathy and commonality, it is not easy to show humanitarian compassion and sympathy for the weak.

Yan Hui held similar views to him, but was more positive than him.

That may be due to his talent for insight, and knowing is the premise of understanding, and they despise him when he is in trouble. Yan Hui is not good at speaking before he can understand the truth, and he also upholds the principle of "I leave the truth here, whether to listen or not." is your freedom" point of view.

But he still believes that there is a theory of emotional transcendence and universal sociality. Once it is concluded, even if it is impossible to empathize, it can also cause waves of complex emotional oceans.

His statement was abstract, and he said that he would write a book to tell a story that he could not empathize with.

But after that, there was no result. It wasn't that he didn't want to, but that he couldn't give the result.

Now Meng Huaiming is experiencing the result for himself.

The waves are not enough to describe, the storm is more appropriate, and he also clearly understands the substantive experience behind the abstraction of Yanhui, which is a kind of extreme powerlessness.

A more ferocious emotion than guilt and self-blame is that you can only stand in the bottom of time and watch the mud and sand rush.

The boat overturned, let you yell and scream, frantic, but nothing can stop the feeling.

It's just seeing the one you love struggling and suffering without knowing it, unable to swim in the torrent and climb ashore after a long time, wishing to kill yourself with one knife.

All questions have been explained.

A complete logical cause and effect is concatenated in it.

He suddenly hated very much, and the overwhelming hatred had no root or fruit, precisely because he couldn't vent, and the overly manic emotions needed to be exported.

He hated why he hadn't crashed to death on the road earlier, and was reborn to the other side earlier, so that he could reverse these extremely inhuman pains before they appeared.

But what if.

He also broke the concept of what if, the correct logic is that if he doesn't live again, he will miss Yan Hui forever.

Two years later, everything changed.

Yan Hui's innocence lies in his belief that most of the time the state of life is relatively static, followed by surprises and accidents, big and small, or it may have created too many emergencies.

On the contrary, I feel that daily life is as ordinary as water. After all, the probability of small citizens experiencing major events is very small. He feels that as long as he waits, everything is possible.

Meng Huaiming seemed to suddenly understand what his "decided" meant.

It's a pity that Yan Hui interpreted her determination, and then thoroughly tasted what it means to backfire.

After they broke up, Yan Hui got acquainted with Zhao Hao because of the exchange meeting, and got involved with An An due to unknown reasons. Fighting hard, Yan Hui was forced into a desperate situation.

He didn't doubt that An An's hatred came so suddenly, even netizens who didn't even meet each other once, were enough to burst out with outrageous resentment.

Simply because the vast majority cannot have the means and capabilities.

Of course, this does not mean that malice is pervasive, but that the trigger mechanism is different. For example, if someone suddenly scolds a fanatical star grouper as "brain sick", the other party will only think that this person is a fool, and if that person scolds his idol "brain Sick", and gave an example that this idol always smirks, obviously because his brain is not working well, then he will definitely be hated by this person and gnash his teeth.

Sometimes there is no reason for the breeding of hatred, and sometimes only a reasonable reason is needed in the absurdity.

And when Meng Huaiming's hands felt cold, An An seemed to have achieved complete success by relying on his strength.

Yan Hui said that he didn't believe it, so something must have happened, it came from the person he didn't believe, and gave him unspeakable harm.

—— Yan Ran.

It was clear that it was warming up in early spring, but Meng Huaiming seemed to have fallen into an ice hole in the severe winter of August, his limbs were so stiff that he couldn't even do basic survival.

Time is a born mage. When you cast magic to make a spell symbol, there will be earth-shaking results, and all kinds of events return to their respective positions on the time axis.

Just as Meng Huaiming usually does, he arranges a scene, places characters, turns the knob of time, and cause and effect run and scream in the huge wheel.

Yan Hui and Zhao Hao got acquainted, and the reason for the feud with An An was that Yan Ran's debts constituted a big problem. Yan Hui began to help her sister pay back the money, but the other party was obviously not satisfied with destroying them financially.

they coerce...

Meng Huaiming's pupils shrank, unwilling to place the greatest malice on Yan Ran, so he would rather use "coercion" to speculate.

They forced Yan Ran to take them to Yan Hui's residence. Yan Hui heard the knock on the door, but she couldn't predict what kind of nightmare was behind the door.

As can be seen from the change of light source on the photo, this was not a brief moment.

As the day recedes and darkness descends, has Yanhui ever followed the turbulent tide and seen the white and bright moon hanging high outside the window?

Meng Huaiming never doubts that Yan Hui will not be destroyed by physical humiliation alone. All Yan Hui's remarks come from the scope of her own practice.

They have discussed this issue. Based on the frequent occurrence of school violence and female dangerous incidents, violent people are punished by law, and those who suffer violence are often tortured in the second round, which comes from public opinion and the theory of victim guilt.

The conclusion is that the cause and effect are wrong.

The order is very important. The reason why girls are advised not to dress too cool when going out is not because they are coveted because they wear less, but because those coveters dare and always have hidden ideas behind them.

It was an accomplice to them and the ideas behind them.

Once supported by this idea, they tend to be more daring.

It seems that there are accomplices helping out, and what they think is not "this is a crime", but because "ah, so many people think she shouldn't wear so little, she deserves it for being chosen by me, she is disobedient."

The result of public opinion is that girls often dare not, and will not go to the police, and if they just touched her, it is because she is too beautiful, not because of their own sinful behavior.

This certain amount of support for fluke psychology reverses cause and effect, and becomes: because they wear less clothes, they should be targeted.But the correct order should not be: Because of the existence of man-marking crimes and the existence of hidden accomplices, should one dress appropriately for self-defense?

At that time they were watching a movie about related topics. Meng Huaiming said: "Not everyone is aware of this, but some people don't admit it, and some people don't know it."

"Then what should we do?"

After Meng Huaiming asked, he felt that this question was too broad, but Yan Hui said: "Under the current situation, for the victim, the basic point should be that as his relatives and lovers, he should see clearly what is wrong with him. relationship, we must accompany each other to tide over the difficulties together.”

He didn't know what case he thought of, and frowned and said: "Those who posted for help: My girlfriend was hurt, I feel twisted in my heart, I want to break up, is it okay, this kind of scumbag breaks up early, and it's more suitable for him to be alone forever." .”

Meng Huaiming thought of a story in the first volume of "Rongchun", but it was very cryptic.

In "Choice", some people shrink back, and some become hesitant due to external turmoil. When the retreater cries out his last resort in front of the protagonist Luo Rou, Luo Rou tells him to shut up halfway through hearing it.

He said: "That's right, we say that the power of public opinion from the outside world is immeasurable, and you can't understand it if you don't understand it, but if you still choose like this when you know right or wrong, then it's not that you are helpless, but that you are cowardly. All The excuses all come from the fact that you can't bear it, the victim is your lover, but she is much stronger than you until the end, and if it were you, you must not be able to get through it."

The core character of the unit plot laughed: "Then tell me, what should I do, what can I do?!"

Luo Rou said in a deep voice: "I hope that when irresistible persecution occurs, the most important thing is to save the life of the person I love. It may sound negative, but losing life means losing all possibilities, but I hope they survive."

"Because she was not at fault for this incident from the very beginning, she should not bear the price that should have been paid by the criminal for not being innocent."

"What she suffered was sexual and psychological trauma, and someone had to accompany her through that fearful, dark, involuntary nightmare, and my feelings will not be diminished because of this incident."

"On the contrary, as someone close to her and trusting, you must understand her fragility and tell her that I want to live a good life with you, instead of criticizing rumors, which are all caused by those people's stupidity. My love is sober enough, it is sober Until I can realize that it is my responsibility not to protect you well, and your strength will always be supported by me."

What really destroys Yanhui is the harm from the people close to him, the absolute isolation and helplessness, and the possible...betrayal.

Meng Huaiming even wanted to pray to heaven at this time, but Yanran did not do that.

Even he couldn't believe that Yan Ran made such a choice, there must be something hidden in it...

He felt that he was going crazy, he wanted to search the whole world to find Yan Hui, but he couldn't do it, before going to Yan Ran's rehabilitation center, he had already run all the possible places Zhao Hao could go, But still no news about them.

And he is not a part of it.

It's too simple to stay out of it, as long as he wants to, it has nothing to do with him.

He wanted to introduce Yan Hui to that job out of good intentions, and asked his friend to entrust him with the task of the exchange meeting in order to keep him busy, so Yan Hui met Zhao Hao, and the slow-moving train derailed.

He didn't ignore Yan Huier's text message on purpose. In fact, most people would ignore this kind of kidnapping text message that looked like a prank, not to mention that it was from an ex-boyfriend, and the possibility of being ignored was extremely slim.

But that is the only chance of being discovered in Yanhui Despair.

Who is to blame?

No one is wrong.

Meng Huaiming rushed out and walked aimlessly on the street, looking like a real lunatic. He watched the surveillance repeatedly and ran to possible locations again.

The task he gave Jiang Hua was to find someone - "by whatever means".

The next step is to find An An and try to force Zhao Hao's location. If that doesn't work, he will go to the headquarters of the Qin family.

Dr. Xu ran into Meng Huaiming who was like a trapped animal while walking.

And it just so happened that the dusk was falling, and now the two of them seemed to be going for a walk on Huangquan Road.

However, it was obvious that Dr. Xu had no intention of being his company. With his even more lifeless face, he said to Meng Huaiming, "Shake your head, is the water loud?"

Dr. Xu, who had been working all day to deal with the aftermath, once again displayed his talent as an NPC.

"Although it can't be regarded as obsessive-compulsive disorder, it is a good habit to start and end. There is a high probability that Zhao Hao will be in the hotel where he and Butterfly...Yan Hui met for the first time, Dingyun Hotel."

Meng Huaiming was taken aback.

"Before dark, there is still room to go if we can make it through." Dr. Xu sighed hypocritically: "The decision made after nightfall is unreliable. He will make up his mind before dark, how to deal with this person."

Meng Huaiming hastily said thanks.

Dr. Xu didn't care, and continued to sigh while walking: "I hope you can make it in time."