After the white moonlight cuts the black

Meng Huaiming gently closed the door.

When the lock cylinder collided, a hole was pierced even in the heart.

He personally snuffed out a ray of light in Yanhui's room, in that opaque bedroom, the humidifier was wearily holding up the water mist, full of comforting scent, not as strong as the medicine.

The medicine swallowed by Yan Hui doubled and evaporated in his body like flesh and blood. Meng Huaiming saw him lose weight rapidly, but there was nothing he could do.

Only by trying to find ways to supplement his nutrition, the kitchen is always a mess.

Meng Huaiming originally hired a nutritionist to cook the dishes, but when he was out, that person bumped into Yan Hui who had a panic attack, and ran all the way through the safe passage for more than ten floors.

Meng Huaiming gave him a sum of compensation, and then declared war with the kitchen again.

Facts have proved that people's potential is limitless. These days, his cooking has become more and more impressive. When Lin Jun came to bring Meng Chuqi to pick up things, he was shocked by his rapid cooking skills.

Meng Chuqi's transfer procedures have been completed.

According to Lin Jun's intention, he wanted to take her out of the city first, the ideal place would be to go abroad, but Chu Qi was not willing.

For one thing, Star Lin and the Meng family are not really unrelated, and the difference in laws abroad makes it easy for people to grasp.

But in his heart, Meng Chuqi didn't want to be too far away from Meng Huaiming and Yan Hui.

After Lin Jun had a long talk with her, he felt that what she said was reasonable, so he respected her choice, and the two of them would go to the south before school started.

Lin Jun bought houses all over the country. This was one of his personal hobbies, and he didn't point it out. The city Meng Chuqi chose in his real estate distribution was exactly where Li Junwan wanted to apply for the university.

Li Qiong did not accept Lin Jun's invitation, and still chose to stay here to complete her studies. The specific reason probably came from her family.

During her hospitalization, her mother came to see her every day with a big belly, and brought her soup, which was not very delicious.

After learning about Lin Jun's compensation conditions, she sneered and said to Li Junfen, "I didn't know you were so awesome. I tell you, Li Junction, don't think that you can do anything if you do what's right. I don't want to repay my kindness, and I can't bear to swallow my hatred, who is Lin Jun, do you want to eat him for the rest of your life?"

The chopsticks were holding the chicken legs that hadn't been cleaned, and the woman was so angry that her eyes turned red, "Okay, my mother treated you badly, I apologize to you, your mother, I apologize to you!"

Her stepfather also came here once, but he was a clean and tidy person: "I don't like you very much, but you are also a piece of flesh that fell from her after all. Now, besides wanting to become a woman, you are also quite savage. "

He also said: "I see that you, mother and daughter, are not close. Once you pass the exam, you will definitely not come back often. Now that you are free, I will come to see your mother at home. She is not in good health. I have been thinking about it for two years." you."

"I didn't let you in, why are you looking at me, I'm not your father, you hate me, a child, you have so many thoughts."

Li Fan was speechless, probably knowing why his mother chose such a man in the end.

And just as the man said, their relationship is too shallow, and if it is not irretrievable, no matter how shallow it is, it is better than nothing.

"That's the contradiction."

Li Fan said in a daze: "She was neither good nor bad to me, she just didn't take care of me, but maybe she was old, and she regretted it when she was older. You have to continue with this kind of apology and this kind of forgiveness." ..."

Then he smiled wryly: "The fate between children and parents... After all, it's only been for more than [-] years. Afterwards, they separated, and if they have a place to think about, they always... can't let it go."

Lin Jun said that this is also a willingness to fight and a willingness to suffer. The family he was born in didn't have so many things, and everyone respected each other like a guest.

He talked to Li Junyun's mother alone, and asked her unceremoniously, if she had the opportunity, would she be willing to suffer this crime for Li Junjun? Her mother smiled meanly: "Star Lin, you don't have to hurt me like this. I know in my heart that this kind of thing should not happen to my son, no matter how many times I encounter it, I can’t exchange it for this time, if I can, I can exchange it as many times as I want.”

"Sorry." Lin Jun was silent for a while: "I can't understand."

Meng Huaiming felt strange, "You can't do it, right? The Lin family has abused you? The Lin family with a good family tradition has also developed into the perverted Qin family?"

Lin Jun shook his head: "No. I'm naturally lacking in this aspect, but because of my family, it's not so obvious."

Meng Huaiming was surprised, and Lin Jun admired his expression for a while with satisfaction, "Yes, you can't see it, life is like a play, it depends on acting skills, and no one can see it except your brother."

He glanced at Chu Qi who was packing his luggage in the room, "I don't want her to see it. I may not have really loved her father, but I promised him, I will do it."

Chu Qi carefully dragged the suitcase out, and said to Meng Huaiming, "Uncle, Brother Yan, I'll leave it to you."

He raised his hand and patted Meng Huaiming's shoulder in a big way: "Uncle, this time, I'm not sure what the outcome will be. Anyway, I'll just talk about the truth I've learned. Who knows who can get along with this road?" I went to the end, gathered and scattered, could not stop, and could not turn back."

Chu Qi went downstairs to wait for Lin Jun. Lin Jun crossed his arms and lifted Yan Hui's room with his chin, "Here, if I remember correctly, the doctor surnamed Xu saw him."

Meng Huaiming was not surprised that Lin Jun knew about Yan Hui, so he nodded.

Lin Jundao: "I happen to know that that person's surname is not Xu, but a member of Qin's patriarchal elders group. He is in the same situation as me, and lacks more than me. He has been operating illegally for many years. It came out of his hands. Be careful." .”

Meng Huaiming's heart skipped a beat when he heard this: "Can you find someone surnamed Xu?"

"No, because the others are gone." Lin Jun suddenly broke the news: "The news from my family said that the monsters of the Qin family wiped out the elders, and this heir went crazy. Doctors' were not spared either."

He sighed, "The Qin family's troubles are coming to an end soon, so let's see how he will treat Zhong Li later, and you guys should hurry up and get ready."

After finishing speaking, he was about to turn around and leave, but he heard Meng Huaiming say from behind, "Thank you."

"Hey, I'm polite now." Lin Jun smiled, revealing his true nature with a cold smile without warmth, "Your brother should be very happy if he finds out."

"then……"

Lin Jun waved his hand, "Take care of your own business first. The guy in the room is a novelist? Let him come to me later. I'm free and want to write a book."

Both Lin Jun and Chu Qi left.

The backlog of snow on the side of the road has been trampled and split, and will soon disappear without a trace.

Meng Huaiming pushed open the door of Yanhui's room, the elegant fragrance couldn't cover the swollen haggardness, he walked gently to the bedside, and then the faint light leaking in from the living room stared at his face.

He brushed back Yanhui's forehead hair, and saw him sinking deeper and deeper into the infinite stupor.

Chu He's death was a trigger point.

Under normal circumstances, seeing a person jumping off a building in front of his eyes would take him a long time to recover, not to mention that Yan Hui could no longer receive any more stimulation.

He could see Yan Hui's imminent danger from Li Junwan, but it was only for a moment, at least more often, he behaved too normal and too stable.

He went back to comfort Chu Qi, accompanied Li Jun in the hospital, assisted in the transcripts, and even used the identity of "Tangyuan distiller's grains" to cooperate with Jiang Pan.

At least during this process, he didn't make anyone notice the slightest difference.

"Yan Hui, wake up, take your medicine."

His cold finally triggered the old disease under the extreme emotions and several days of hard work. Meng Huaiming knew that he had a bad stomach, and the antidepressants and sleeping pills damaged the organs even more.

Yan Hui had a stomachache in the middle of the night, and she didn't realize it until Meng Huaiming touched his forehead in cold sweat.

He didn't dare to leave the bed, and wanted to escape from the room in fear.

Meng Huaiming couldn't find the cause of the problem, so he could only stay with him, draw the curtains to block out the light, and let him rely on drowsiness to maintain his meager physical strength every day.

He invited the family doctor and said that the physical problem is not serious, but the main problem is mental, and he can try to contact his family.

Such a traditional saying is not enough for Yu Yanhui.

Yan Hui's slightly improved family relationship had completely disintegrated when she decided to leave with Meng Huaiming, which was different from Meng Chuqi's lack of communication.

Li Junan had a lot of considerations, Yan Hui's parents were truly categorical between parents and children.

Maybe they also regretted it painfully, but they lost after all.

"Invincible after all."

This is the most restrained evaluation Yan Huigeng gave. He has complicated feelings for his parents. When he was young, he was mostly taken care of by Yan Ran, but there are so many children like this around him. He doesn't feel that his family has a relationship with others. What a difference.

Meng Huaiming thought that Yan Hui should have understood at a very young age that she should not treat her parents with too high demands, and if she is not a parent, she will never know the difficulty of raising the next generation.

Scripted confidence is a naiveté.

But that is only a high probability. Parents do not need official certification. Most people have bumps and bumps, and use not so correct methods to accompany their children to grow up between love and disputes.

There are always those parents who are completely unqualified.

Yan Hui said that when he was a child, he wondered why it was always Yanran who was delicious and useful. In his childhood memories, his sister Yanran was often scolded for making mistakes.

Yan Ran was scolded so badly, she hid in the room and cried secretly, Yan Hui went over to hug her, Yan Ran twisted his arm, then cried and apologized to him, and scratched her own arm with red marks, She said, "Before you were born, I was even worse."

Before the age of ten, his parents' attitude towards Yan Hui was pretty good, and the inseparable love made him yearn even more.

This caused him to be unable to completely abandon his native family after many years.

The same is true for Yanran, the grace of nurturing is their shackles, and the gentleness of their parents when they have achieved something makes them unable to let go of their attachment.

"It takes courage to leave a home completely."

Yan Hui mentioned related topics in the creation of "Rongchun".

"It's like a complete betrayal in your life. The hatred, bravery, and determination you have shown cannot offset the fact that you have gained freedom and lost your freedom."

"What is freedom? It's when you've wandered around, groped, and tasted the ups and downs of the world, and someone will always let you go home, using the most clumsy way of comforting you, and using the most childish "good people get rewarded" principle to lure you watching you. And when they finally sink to sand over time, you can really grow up."

"A person's freedom is also called wandering."

Both Yan Hui and Yan Ran grew up in almost deformed families, but they love their families so much.

It's so ridiculous and so reasonable.

"But you have to cut sometimes."

"Because there is also a difference in long-term pain. There is a difference between dying from the pain and then resurrecting with the wound, or half-dead and procrastinating."

"As for those who don't feel pain in their backs while standing and talking, it is a kind of instigation to advise them to ask others to do things that they cannot do without full knowledge."

After the age of ten, Yan Hui started to live a difficult life. His parents were always dissatisfied with what he did, and there was always an object of comparison for him to catch up with, especially when his mother found that her daughter was better than her son. A very extreme emotion.

The boy she had worked so hard to give birth to could not bring any reconciliation to her relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, and the relationship between husband and wife.

And everything collapsed after Yan Hui cheated.

In such a family, if the boy cheated on his parents and said he was gay, would the parents be angry?

will not.

They will feel strange, unbelievable, unbelievable.

What an amazing thing.

Young people say that they like people with the same body structure as themselves. Isn’t that a scene that only appears in Hong Kong and Taiwan movies?

And what happened afterwards, Yan Hui just mentioned it in a few words.

It was probably due to the leak of the news and the increasing pressure of public opinion. The neighbors said he was not clean, the old woman sat downstairs and muttered that he was a pervert, and those who had children at home were afraid to let the baby near him, saying that he would be infected with AIDS.

And Yan Ran finally slammed the door and left the house before the "negotiated 15 dowry gift".

Meng Huaiming couldn't wake Yan Hui up, but found that he had earphones in his ears, and his cell phone showed that he was talking to someone.

It was Yan Ran.

Meng Huaiming frowned. How could Xindao Hospital allow such a long call, so he wanted to help him remove the phone.

Yan Hui suddenly grabbed him.

It seemed to be the last struggle in a dream.

Meng Huaiming sat on the edge of the bed, plugged the earphones into his ears, and only heard Yan Ran's voice so happy that she was actually reading a passage in English.

Meng Huaiming couldn't hear her speaking too fast, but the rhythm was like a short poem for a child's first introduction to English. Yan Ran read it very strangely, with a lot of repetition and spelling of words mixed in. He could only hear the repetition clearly. The phrase "lifecanbedirty."

"Life can bedirty." Yan Ran said: "B-I-R-T-Y, gray, dirty!"