can't do it again

Two months later, after a round of chemotherapy, Chen Xinrong suddenly said, "Shall we go to the hot spring last time? I want to go to the last temple to fulfill my wish."

Chang Qing was a little dazed, then carefully helped Chen Xinrong, who was getting weaker and weaker, and asked, "Your body...can you hold on?"

Chen Xinrong pulled a big smile towards Chang Qing: "Of course, the gods will bless me."

Chen Xinrong doesn't believe in gods at all!Chang Qing thought this way, and then agreed to Chen Xinrong, facing Chen Xinrong whose hair was all gone, he always retreated again and again.

In June [-], it was the season of intense heat. Chen Xinrong was wearing a wig and a sun hat, smiling all over her face, holding Shi Pan and Chang Qing supporting her. A group of people came to the place where they stayed a year ago. hot spring hotel.

Guan Pei drove his family and followed Chang Qing's car. Guan's mother finally let go of Guan Hui's marriage recently, and Guan Hui also breathed a sigh of relief. She is preparing for the wedding in a hurry, and Guan Chao is also being dragged to work together. It's too hard to do, so the Guan family sent Guan Pei and Guan's mother to fulfill their wish together.

Chen Xinrong was very enthusiastic about the matter of fulfilling the wish. Holding Guan's mother's hand, she bought incense and donated merits with great interest. Then she knelt in front of the Buddha statue and folded her hands reverently. mercy.

Chang Qing didn't make a wish, because he knew that no matter how sincerely he prayed, his wish would never come true, and his miracle would never come again.

Guan Mu quietly asked Chen Xinrong, what kind of wish did you make? Chen Xinrong smiled and said in Guan Mu's ear: "My wish is exactly the same as yours!"

Guan's mother looked at the open-minded and wise woman in front of her, and didn't ask any more questions. The two women looked at each other and smiled, and went to the hot spring again after kissing each other.

Some words, needless to say, she also understood.

Chen Xinrong, who returned from her wish, seemed to have let go of her last breath, her body collapsed suddenly, and she entered the emergency room that night. Chang Qing was sitting on a bench outside the door of the emergency room, with a stooped figure and forehead. On the clasped hands, Guan Pei persuaded Shi Pan who refused to leave, and wanted him to take a rest. Shi Pan shook his head and refused him. Guan Pei sighed and accompanied Shi Pan to wait for Chen Xinrong's arrival. The point in time when the rescue is completed.

It was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night when Chen Xinrong was pushed out. The nurses skillfully inserted various functional tubes on Chen Xinrong's body. Chang Qing sat beside her, holding her hand, and finally relaxed. Seeing his mother breathing steadily, Shi Pan finally yawned and was taken back to Sega by Guan Pei.

What Shi Pan didn't expect was that his mother didn't lose consciousness at all. She moved her fingers slightly after Shi Pan left.

Chang Qing was awakened immediately, he stood up abruptly, and asked repeatedly: "What's wrong? Do you want to drink water? Or do you want to go to the bathroom? Tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

Chen Xinrong opened her eyes slightly, she was very haggard, but her eyes still looked calm and wise, she said quietly: "I'm about to die!"

Chang Qing's fingers tightened, and she forced a smile: "Why do you suddenly say such things..."

"I know the condition of my body, and I don't want to support it anymore." Chen Xinrong weakly interrupted Chang Qing, and continued on his own: "It seems that the stone finally has the ability to walk with him. I have no reason to continue, I have already written the will, I have met the people around me, and I have made a farewell. I still have nothing to deal with in the end. It is the relationship with you. !"

Chang Qing looked at her quietly, holding her hand, eyes filled with sadness: "You promised me."

He said, "You promised me!"

Chen Xinrong tried her best to pull out a smile, her lips were pale, and she looked even older. She looked directly at this young man who was only 26, and his eyes were full of her reflection, making her unable to say a word of rejection .

At the end, she said softly: "I will be below, waiting for you, no matter how many years, I will be waiting for you."

Chang Qing held her hand tightly, and said softly: "That's not okay, I'm afraid there are people waiting for you below, so you will leave me behind."

After he finished speaking, a drop of tears dripped from his slender jaw to the tightly clasped hands of the two.

After all, Chen Xinrong's body has completely collapsed, she can only lie in bed all day long, and the time spent in a coma is much longer than that of being awake. The doctor told Chang Qing that Chen Xinrong is in this situation, whenever she walks away in her sleep It was very possible, Chang Qing thanked the doctor very calmly, and then returned to Chen Xinrong's side.

One day when the weather was particularly good, Chen Xinrong woke up. The first thing she did was to ask to see her son. She seemed in good spirits and was still smiling slightly. Chang Qing's expression suddenly became very pleasantly surprised, and then After 1 minute, become utterly terrified, then relieved.

Shi Pan pulled Guan Pei and rushed into the ward. He hugged his mother and acted like a baby to her. He hadn't seen his mother sober for a long time. This time he didn't even change his clothes. They urged Guan Pei to drive him over.

"Shitou, mom wants to tell you something, can Shitou listen to mom?" Chen Xinrong smiled at Shipan, her face full of love and reluctance.

Shi Pan's eyes were full of bright stars, and he nodded solemnly: "I listen!"

Chen Xinrong patted Shi Pan's head rewardingly, and said, "Mom is seriously ill, and this time she's going to go under the stone again. You have to be good at home and listen to Brother Guan, you know?"

Shi Pan's eyes flashed reluctance for a moment, but he still nodded obediently: "Then mother, you have to come back quickly, I will always wait for you at home!"

Chen Xinrong looked at her son, the treasure of half her life, this time, she was going to give him to someone else, and the difference from the last time was that this time, the lie was just a lie after all, and she would never come back.

She nodded with a smile, solemnly and seriously, and made the final promise: "Mom will definitely come back!"

She watched her son walk out of the ward, and promised him to go back and bring her delicious food. She smiled until there were only two people left in the ward.

herself, and Evergreen.

She looked at the stubborn man and nodded to him for the last time: "I'm leaving."

Chang Qing also smiled at her, holding the glass bottle that had been prepared for a long time in his hand, he said, "Well, let's go together."

Let's go together, we can come together in the next life.

The funerals of Chen Xinrong and Chang Qing were extremely simple. Their ashes were placed in the same jar and buried under the same stone. Shi Pan presented flowers, then Chang Rong, Zhang Yitong, Guan Pei, Chef Zhang, the Guan family, and others There is Qian Yang who came back from afar.

Guan Pei also saw Yun Fan in a black suit, with a white flower on his chest, standing far away, never approaching, he just glanced at it, turned his head and helped Shi Pan bury his beloved toy, It was forgotten in a blink of an eye.

After all, Yun Fan became a lonely boat in Shi Pan's life, and was exiled in the long river of time at the wrong time.

One week after Chen Xinrong left, Guan Pei moved out of the Guan family's mansion and moved into Sega. He submitted an application for discharge to his boss, and planned to stay alive with Shi Pan in this world.

As time goes by, they will always die together on the same day.

【THAN】

The author has something to say:

It's finally the end, I still finished it, and expressed everything I wanted to express, I'm very happy, really, very happy.

I used to be able to complete it, and I will continue to work hard in the future.

Haha.