if this is love

Gossip can always spread everywhere in the first time, and after the emergence of the Internet, the speed is even faster.Although Guo Jingming denied his affair with Han Han in the office, he couldn't deny it to everyone.Throughout the afternoon, Guo Jingming was a little absent-minded. He glanced at the mobile phone he put on the table from time to time. Many people called, but Han Han was not the only one.

When he was about to get off work, Guo Jingming picked up his phone and subconsciously found out Han Han's phone number. He was about to dial, but hesitated for a while.He looked up at a better editor, HH, and said, "I'll go to your house for dinner today." HH looked at Guo Jingming suspiciously, but finally couldn't stand Guo Jingming's entanglement, and took Guo Jingming home.

When HH was preparing the meal, she saw Guo Jingming standing in the living room, staring at the phone, just staring at it in a daze, the sudden ringtone of the phone obviously scared Guo Jingming, he turned the phone full of surprises, and then happily left The face disappeared.This situation repeated several times, until she greeted Guo Jingming for dinner, but he was still holding on to his phone.

Guo Jingming looked at HH, wanted to say something, but finally said nothing.It is very strange to admit it again if you have already denied it.Really weird.Guo Jingming suddenly felt that what happened last night was a very unreal thing, but his still aching body made him clearly know that it was real.Guo Jingming grabbed his chopsticks and started to lose his mind. Why did he do such a thing with Han Han, like it?It seems that he doesn't like that much, why does he like Han Han?Hate?If you don't like it, you won't do such a thing.Guo Jingming scooped up the soup with his chopsticks. Sure enough, he liked it, but what did he like?But if he likes it, why doesn't he dare to admit it in front of others?Does he dare not admit that he likes a man, or does he dare not admit that the man he likes is Han Han?

Guo Jingming was thinking about why he had a relationship with Han Han, and when he bumped into Han Han's arms that day, the faint fragrance he smelled seemed to be still on the tip of his nose, and it never dissipated.Han Han's sluggish expression made Guo Jingming endure the accusation he was about to blurt out.Why, when he saw the apology on his face, there was such a small smugness?After contacting again and again, such an arrogant person is so indifferent in private, he doesn't say much, and occasionally plays a childish temper.That kiss yesterday, everything after that, why the hell is it so logical?

HH watched Guo Jingming staring at the wall with dull eyes like that, scooping the chopsticks back and forth in the soup, then put the empty chopsticks into his mouth, sucked it, and then continued to dip the chopsticks into the soup to scoop it back and forth. HH couldn't help but said: "Sizi, what are you thinking? Chopsticks are scooping up the soup, what are you scooping up? I can't eat anymore."

Guo Jingming's eyes finally started to focus, he looked at HH: "Is it abnormal to like men?"

HH rolled his eyes: "You are not normal."

Guo Jingming stared at HH: "Is it abnormal to like Han Han so much?"

What answered him was a long series of coughing from HH, water from HH's mouth sprayed all over the table, Guo Jingming screamed, threw down his chopsticks, and walked aside in disgust.When HH's breathing became smoother, Guo Jingming started to fugue again, just like before, staring blankly at the wall, grabbing the phone and repeating a movement, opening and closing the cover, closing the cover and opening it. HH supported the table: "Si Zai, you are in love. Is it with Han Han?"

Guo Jingming didn't seem to hear her words, his eyes were still dull.This situation continued until HH was about to go to bed. She asked Guo Jingming if he wanted to make do with the living room overnight. Guo Jingming immediately refused and left HH's house with an expression of no hesitation.

Han Han found out about it almost at the same time.He was also asked by many people whether the matter was true or false. Han Han just laughed and didn't answer.He didn't know how to answer, and he still felt a little baffled about the whole thing. He and Guo Jingming should be two people who have no intersection and compete with each other. Why did they do such a thing.

Han Han walked around barefoot, turning the phone in his hand, thinking whether to call Guo Jingming.It's just that every time I find Guo Jingming's number, I can't press the button.Han Han sat down on the sofa and began to recall the whole process of getting acquainted with Guo Jingming.It started by chance, and slowly began to overlap. When Guo Jingming's water glass smashed the windshield of his precious sports car, he smiled slyly like a kitten, which made him suddenly feel that Guo Jingming seemed to be just a very arrogant kid.Afterwards, I took him home from the racing track again and again, and became familiar with him, and a feeling of fear arose quietly in his heart.When did you start getting used to his presence?

The doorbell rang, and Han Han rushed over almost immediately. When he held the doorknob, he remembered that the person outside the door could not be Guo Jingming, because Guo Jingming had the key.Han Han opened the door, and a few friends rushed in, yelling and drinking.Han Han closed the door, when did it start, these friends were all rejected by him because of Guo Jingming.Because Guo Jingming might show up at his place at any time, he declined all his friends to come to his place to have a carnival.

Although my friend is also very curious about Han Han and Guo Jingming, he is more concerned.In the inquiries from his friends, Han Han just smiled, looked down at the phone, looked up, smiled, drank, and said nothing.Han Han looked out of the window, which always made him feel a little scared, maybe he likes it.He fell in love with Guo Jingming, that's why he went to buy those two cups and asked someone to draw such a picture; that's why he rushed back from Beijing in such a hurry; that's why he kissed him and had sex with him.Because he likes Guo Jingming.

Han Han drank heavily, listening to the noise of his friends.He put down the bottle and looked at them seriously: "You say, if I like Guo Jingming, is it abnormal?"

Friends looked at each other, how to answer this question?Han Han smiled slightly, stood up and waved his hands, saying that he should go out for a while.The friend was a little worried and asked him not to drive. Han Han looked back at them and threw the car keys over.

As for the way to Guo Jingming's residence, Han Han can't go wrong with his eyes closed, because he often sends Guo Jingming back.There is an intersection not far ahead. I remember that the first time, Guo Jingming pointed the wrong way and was laughed at by him.Han Han couldn't help laughing when he thought of Guo Jingming's deflated appearance at that time.He stood on the curb and looked around. He saw Guo Jingming, who was standing on the side of him but across the road.

Guo Jingming stood on the side of the road, waiting for the green light.He pulled his scarf and turned to look at the crowd around him.Then, he saw Han Han, standing on the side of him but across the road.Han Han was looking at him.Guo Jingming looked at Han Han, who stood in the crowd with his hands in his pockets, looking at him expressionlessly.Guo Jingming turned around and faced Han Han. He looked at Han Han and wanted to say something, but his mind was blank; he wanted to walk over, but his legs seemed to be filled with lead, and he couldn't lift them no matter what.

Han Han also turned around, facing Guo Jingming.The little man was wearing a big down jacket, standing so eye-catching in the crowd.Han Han wanted to walk over, but just raised his foot but put it down again for some reason.The green light was already on, and the crowd passed by Han Han like a tide, making Guo Jingming looming in his sight.

Guo Jingming couldn't remember later whether it was he or Han Han who turned around first, but after the crowd dispersed, he didn't have the courage to look across.Standing like that, he didn't know how long he stood in the midst of gatherings and dispersal again and again.When he finally walked home, he walked quickly with his head down.

The once popular love between Han Han and Guo Jingming soon disappeared.No matter what occasion they were asked by anyone, they kept silent.Guo Jingming's new serial has started, the style is as true and cruel as ever, and the last bit of beauty and warmth left by a pair of boys is also destroyed and cannot be retained.Han Han's new book is also in preparation, and the racing is also going on. It seems that he has a girlfriend. He doesn't tell others if it's true or not.

It seems natural that the two people have no intersection, just like two stars returning to their respective orbits.The tenderness of that night, that farewell, is just like what Guo Jingming wrote in the novel. [Although it feels unreal, I still miss it. The tenderness of that night is engraved in my body. No matter how my heart wants to forget it, my body can't forget it.Just like the last meeting, each other looming in the crowd, knowing that they will disappear, but want to catch them.I stretched out my hand, only to realize that I couldn't touch it.The physical distance is only 20 meters, but in the heart, it is a natural moat.All along, we have been together so naturally, no one has ever mentioned that issue, do you like it?The hearts of two people are hidden separately, just like hide-and-seek, hiding from each other, secretly liking each other, but not letting the other find out.However, in the last hide-and-seek, they failed to find each other.When standing in the crowd and looking at each other, I realized that I like it, but I have lost it. 】

Guo Jingming grabbed his bag and rushed out the door, rushing to the office.On the small tea table by the window, the two cups given by Han Han were leaning together, with curling heat rising, and in the fragrance of green tea, the little figures on the cups were kissing.