backstroke whale

The animals I like, talk about interesting things, talk about funny things, not between you and me alone.

The moonlight makes your outline more distinct, and I have to work hard to restrain myself from fixing my eyes on the high spirits when you speak.

Suddenly, you took out two paper cups, a bag of coffee, and an insulated jar.

The two of them hurriedly brewed two cups of coffee.

Anyway, I want to drink this cup of coffee with you.

Looking at the paper cup you hold in your hand, I seem to hear you say that.

Your face smells like coffee, and the intimacy you once dreamed of is now pulling against my freedom.

Freedom is the waywardness of the wind, the flesh and blood that has coexisted with me for many years,

"I'm too used to being alone, and I like it too much." Looking at the endless black and blue sea, I said.

Cursing your lips slightly, you nodded in agreement: "Freedom is priceless."

He raised his glass and looked directly at me with a smile: "Then, I respect freedom."

Give me freedom with both hands, you are more godly than the devil.As if freedom was a sin.

I can't resist you, from the first sight.

"Christmas?"

This message came from the microphone, only to realize that the season of peak business opportunities has arrived.

This is a festival that has nothing to do with me, except for going to the street to buy bento and seeing the growing crowds.

After returning from a trip to Green Island, every few days, you always call to remind me of my food, and tell me about your recent situation by the way.

The outcome is evenly divided, and I will develop according to this situation.

"Are you on duty on Christmas Eve?"

I listen to your murmur, like full of grievances.

"The emergency room on Christmas Eve is like a New Year's shopping street. It must be very busy." You said.

I laughed, you always have a way to make me laugh.

Across a mountain range, we talked longer and more often, and laughed more and more.

I stand between liberty and the scales and watch your weight sink.

After hanging up the phone, I picked up the desk calendar and carefully calculated the current time, which is ten o'clock in the evening on December 23rd.

Driving from Taitung to Tainan... about six hours.

You work on a small night shift, so you go to work at [-]:[-] pm, and I leave at [-]:[-] am, which happens to be in time for you to wake up.

I will be freely placed in the deep blue sea, ready to swim towards you.

At two o'clock in the afternoon on the 24th, I found your residence according to the address and pressed the bell.

"Who?" You said through the door panel.

"Express delivery." I replied with a smile.

When you open the door, there is more smile on your face than surprise.

You knew I was coming, I suddenly realized.You already knew that I couldn't bear to see you wronged.

Calculate my weakness, withdraw the net, and then hunt.

Accurate.

And I was willing to be bound by it.

In the evening, you got off work an hour earlier and took me to a vast cornfield before the countdown.

There is no one around the cornfield, and the night is shrouded, and only your silhouette can be vaguely discerned.

Walking into the field, you held my hand, as naturally as if it wasn't the first time we were holding each other.

When the night wind blows, the corn stalks taller than a person sway like waves, and the sound is like whispering waves.

"There is no way to give you an ocean, so I have to bring you to listen to similar words." You said.

Knowing your thoughtfulness, take me away from the noisy crowd.

Discover your tenderness and give me this ocean-like feeling of freedom.

The fireworks in the distance suddenly light up, and the city's joyous show, dazzling colorful fire points flash a dream behind you.

"Maybe, what I owe you is more than just a Christmas, but...in fact, I don't want to repay anything. It's just very simple, I want to spend Christmas with you."

I hold my breath and search for your expression between the fireworks and light and shadow.

The moment I met your eyes, I knew clearly that I was willing to sink into your deep eyes forever.

Stretch out your hand, gently caress your cheek, and let yourself pour all your love into you without reservation.

"I love you."

This sentence, because it has been hidden in the heart box for so long that even I forgot how to open it.

But at this time, it was as natural as the sun rising and the moon setting.

You seem a little surprised, but more moved.

The flames are extinguished, and the thunder is too fast to hide your ears. You kiss my lips.

Too fast, too sudden, I only had time to be surprised.

The temperature on my lips is too hasty for a moment, but it is enough to imprint a lifetime in my heart.

"This is the first time I've offered to kiss someone," you said.

For the first time in my life, I felt my feet hit the ground.

I think, the so-called love.

It is those people, things, and things that still remain in the most beautiful place of memory after the seasons change and the years go by...

Then, it is love.

As if to make up for the years and misses we lost, I acted as a courier between Taitung and Tainan, from December to April of the next year.

This distance is good.

I have always believed that a mountain is the most appropriate distance between my freedom and you.

But obviously you don't think so.

The spiral type breaks through the shell and enters.

A righteous request.

At the end of January, on my birthday, you came to Taitung with a gift and exchanged you as a courier.

With the goose-yellow table lamp on, I carefully unwrapped the gift, and a large ten-by-twelve photo of Yuanyuan appeared.

You are smiling at me standing in the center of a picture frame framed in pale blue and silver gray.

I was stunned, you gave yourself to me?

Looking at you, you smile shyly.

I turned over the back of the photo frame and found a bunch of words written on the back -----

Jiang Xueyi, I really cherish you, just like cherishing the teeth that were knocked out by basketball at the age of 17

Just, as much as possible, trying to understate...

That's right, that's all.

Because the word, to be honest, is rarely used...

Use it, that's it.

On the back of the rhombus-shaped stand of the picture frame is written:

i love you

February, Spring Festival.

You take me back to your hometown in Taichung to meet your family members.

They didn't say anything to each other, but they seemed to have a certain understanding.

Don't tell the truth, accepting it as normal is the greatest tolerance for us.

Spring blossoms in March.

Taking advantage of your long vacation, we rode a motorcycle and traveled all the way from Taitung to Yilan.

Found out, we are each other's best travel companions.

Before the trip, you will do your homework and planning, and I have super powers of action.

During the trip, you will be as curious and motivated as a child, while my resilience and patience are well-trained.

We also love traveling and reading, we love a leisurely pace, and we love night market snacks more than restaurant meals...

Many times, our complementarity and fit often surprise each other.

I slowly began to believe in the feasibility of coexistence of freedom and you.

In April, you delivered coffee beans to Taitung.

On the afternoon when you were scheduled to go back, you suddenly talked to me about economic benefits.

"Why do two people have to separate two places when they are together?"

"Two rents, two telephone bills and two transportation expenses. Think about it, if these expenses are saved, we can travel several more times."

I laughed, knowing what you are asking of me, noncommittal.

"So it's more economical for us to live together."

I still haven't answered.

Although I know very well that with your personality, it is actually quite difficult for you to ask directly like this.

But this also proves the weight I have in your heart.

When it’s time for you to go back, you’re going back to your residence to pick up your luggage, but you’re walking up the stairs and muttering, “Why do you have to stay in Taitung? Anyway, we can come and play often in the future!!”

This is simply cheating.

You look back at me: "OK!! Let's live together!!"

I took a deep look at you, sighed, waved my hand, and signaled you to sit down.

Just at the height of the stairs, just looking at you at the same level.

Looking at your beautiful face, I chuckled, "You must know this secret."

"As long as you yell, I will definitely turn back. As long as you speak, I am yours."

You also stare at me deeply, as if you want to think about my sincere wishes, as if I am a little unwilling, and you will not force me.

"From the moment you opened your mouth, I knew I would promise you. Yes, my heart, willing, love, willing."

Smiling, you suddenly hugged me and shouted happily: "You are mine!"

I offer my freedom with both hands, and I only hope you can cherish it equally.

However, I also believe more and more that we can reach the other end of our dreams together.

In love, learn to respect each other, learn to give and receive.

I look into your eyes and the smile in your eyes.

I think the story about "us" is finally about to begin.

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