The Last Shot [Entertainment]

After watching "Perfect World" on CCTV[-] when he was eight years old, Sheng Zhaoliang became clear about his life goal and became a filmmaker when he grew up.

At the age of 15, Sheng Zhaoliang was admitted to a local key school, but his parents shifted their career focus to the capital. They either went to the capital with their parents to be a transfer student, or stayed in the local area as a formal student.Sheng Zhaoliang's favorite Z University is next door to the middle school where he can transfer into the class, but he finally chose to stay - "I will go sooner or later, not less than three years." - his parents agreed to cover up his self-esteem There is no doubt about his ability to go anywhere he wants.

At the age of 17, on the eve of the college entrance examination, Sheng Zhaoliang met Yu Su, a boy with a stunning appearance, so he became clear about his sexuality.Maybe many boys and girls in this school fell in love with him this year.

, Sheng Zhaoliang gave up his first choice, Z University, and accompanied his boyfriend to B University, which is more in line with the current performance market assessment.

At the age of 21, Sheng Zhaoliang won numerous awards for his graduation work at B University, but his boyfriend decided to go abroad for development, and the two broke up.Sheng Zhaoliang didn't have time to be sad, he was busy accepting project invitations from all over the world, stepping into the film circle was so smooth, he forgot the throb of his dream when he was eight years old.

At the age of 27, Sheng Zhaoliang felt exhausted. He hadn't made the movie he wanted for a long time. It happened that his ex-boyfriend returned to China and found him again, hoping to gain a firm foothold in China. At the same time, he also made an expected reunion request to Sheng Zhaoliang.Sheng Zhaoliang refused to get back together, but agreed to direct a movie starring his ex-boyfriend. He thought for a while that his old lover might give him a little spark.

same year.

Sheng Zhaoliang attended a high school reunion in a beautiful rooftop restaurant with a relaxed atmosphere. He only studied in the class for one year, and his ex-boyfriend, who had always regarded himself highly, would naturally not come. Sheng Zhaoliang only came to see the basketball he had a good relationship with at the time teammate.The jazz band in the restaurant was playing a romantic tune, Sheng Zhaoliang was holding a glass of wine, and there were some familiar or completely unfamiliar faces back and forth in front of his eyes, he was so bored that he almost fell asleep.

A line of sight passed through the clear glass wall, was refracted by the wine, and cast on him.

Sheng Zhaoliang turned his head, there were layers of figures, voices, and lights behind, but there was no one.

He turned his head and took a sip of the bitter wine.

Afterwards, the movie became a big success, and his ex-boyfriend accepted him, and Sheng Zhaoliang began to consider whether to get back together.However, the peace did not last long. The troubles caused by his ex-boyfriend in the past came to him. After a lot of fuss, Sheng Zhaoliang was exhausted physically and mentally.

In the sparsely populated mountain forest, Sheng Zhaoliang climbed to the top of the mountain with a heavy equipment on his back, and sat down on a slightly flat place. Looking at the forest under his feet blown by the wind, he felt that life was empty, without constraints and expectations.

Sheng Zhaoliang woke up from this nightmare.

There is a familiar overhead light in front of him, and a ray of light leaks in from the undrawn curtains. It is the light from street lamps mixed with moonlight. The night should be very deep, and the room is very quiet. Sheng Zhaoliang can hear his panicked breathing and violent heartbeat. .He turned his head and saw Tian Jing sleeping next to him. He could only see a vague outline, but it immediately made him feel at ease.

He reached out and took Tian Jing into his arms, Tian Jing rubbed against his neck unconsciously, he closed his eyes, and fell asleep again.

Something was missing from him.

The bell for the end of class was brisk piano music. Sheng Zhaoliang woke up to this familiar music, and found that he had fallen asleep in class, and the pages of the book under his arm were crumpled. He didn't care, closed the book and threw it into the desk pocket. He picked up the pen on the table and tapped the person in front of him on the back. When the other person turned his head, he saw the right moment and poked the tip of the pen on the person's cheek.

The person who was poked in the face again was stunned, his cheeks were round, his eyes were round, his skin was white and his hair was soft. Sheng Zhaoliang saw him turn his face away, and his slack body suddenly tensed up. He couldn't tell what it felt like. He just stared at the person with straight eyes, and unconsciously called his name: "Tian Jing."

Tian Jing touched his face, and asked Sheng Zhaoliang naturally: "Do you want physics notes or chemistry notes?"

Sheng Zhaoliang didn't speak, Tian Jing thought he didn't understand, and smiled helplessly.

"You have already slept through two classes in a row, physical chemistry class is over."

Sheng Zhaoliang came back to his senses, a little surprised that he was unreasonable, feeling as if he had a heart attack, and still a little panicked in his chest, he took the notes handed over by Tian Jing.

By the way, Tian Jing's grades have always been better than his own.Sheng Zhaoliang marked it in the textbook according to the notes, and there was no reason for such a sentence to come out of his mind, and he didn't know where it came from "that's right".

After school, the two of them went to the bookstore next to the school to buy the new issue of "Movie Art". By the way, they looked in the corner of the "Humanities and Art" area to see if there were any new books related to movies.

There was a female clerk in that bookstore. She looked very young, maybe younger than the two of them. She probably came out to work after completing the nine-year compulsory education.That girl liked Sheng Zhaoliang, and every time Sheng Zhaoliang came in, she would start to blush. When Sheng Zhaoliang bought a magazine, he would also pack it in the paper bag used for hardcover books in the store.

Sheng Zhaoliang is different from other high school students, he will not be in a hurry for this scorching gaze, but Tian Jing is nervous for him.

Today, I also nervously finished buying books. When I was checking out, Tian Jing saw that the girl finally mustered up the courage and stuffed a note into Sheng Zhaoliang's bag.

On the way back, Sheng Zhaoliang took out the book from the bag, and the note fell out. Tian Jing couldn't help but lift up his heart, but saw Sheng Zhaoliang bent down to pick up the note, without looking at it, and walked towards the trash can on the side of the road.

Before the note was thrown into the small black window, Tian Jing grabbed it in three steps at a time.

"This, this is not a receipt." Tian Jing squeezed the paper tightly with suspicious strength.

"It's not a small ticket, what is it?" Sheng Zhaoliang stretched out his hand, wanting to take it over to have a look, but Tian Jing's grip was too tight and he didn't succeed. Sheng Zhaoliang frowned suspiciously, "Give it to me."

Tian Jing finally let go, with a nervous expression, not knowing what he was worried about, which made Sheng Zhaohao even more curious, turned his palm, and wrote a few unfamiliar words on the note, small, Sheng Zhaoliang's first reaction was: no Tian Jing's words.His interest suddenly decreased by half, he squinted his eyes, and recognized "if", "like", "maybe", "next time", there are some words behind, Sheng Zhaoliang didn't bother to read, he took the note and thought about it , asked Tian Jing.

"The cashier?"

Tian Jing lowered his head: "No, that little girl in the children's reading section." He looked up again, somewhat surprised on his face, "You didn't notice it at all?"

Sheng Zhaoliang shook his head indifferently, threw the note into the trash can, continued to open his book, and threw the book's plastic film into it as well, walked forward while flipping through the book, and said to Tian Jing with the attached card: "This issue is for Zhang Ziyi's stills, mine is "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon", what do you see yours?"

Tian Jing didn't answer, Sheng Zhaoliang raised his head, only to realize that Tian Jing hadn't followed, turned around, and saw Tian Jing standing there blankly, looking at Sheng Zhaoliang with an expression mixed with surprise, disappointment, and timidity.

Sheng Zhaoliang was stunned.

"What are you doing?"

Tian Jing came back to his senses and wiped his face apologetically.

"It's nothing."

Should have found out then.

"Would you like to watch a movie at my house this weekend?"

Sheng Zhaoliang poked Tian Jing's back with a pen, and Tian Jing was buried in his head, not knowing what he was doing, as if he didn't hear it.

Sheng Zhaoliang looked over his shoulder and saw that Tian Jing was sorting out a magazine giveaway, and he was short of a photo of Zhang Ziyi's series, which happened to be "Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon", looking quite distressed.

Sheng Zhaoliang reached out to find the still photo from his pile of miscellaneous books, held it between two fingers, and slowly put it in front of Tian Jing. Tian Jing was like a puppy, his eyes lit up, and he was about to reach out and grab it. Two fingers, look along.

Sheng Zhaoliang was inexplicably proud, he knew Tian Jing's preferences very well, and he was easy to play with.He shook the still photo: "Go to my house to watch a movie on weekends, do you hear me?"

Tian Jing nodded hurriedly, and Sheng Zhaoliang gave him the stills.

In fact, Sheng Zhaoliang was also a little apprehensive.

Because the movie to watch this weekend is "Happy Together".

Sheng Zhaoliang knew that this was a gay movie, but he didn't expect that the movie would start with a sex|scene, and he wasn't ready for it, let alone Tian Jing, who was flushed at a speed visible to the naked eye from his neck to his ears.But fortunately, Tian Jing's performance was so tender, and Sheng Zhaoliang was not so nervous. Anyway, he must be more stable than Tian Jing.

The two watched the movie without saying a word, and the tense atmosphere faded with the plot, but it became tense again after the end of the film.

Sheng Zhaoliang beat himself up twice in his heart.

"Do you think homosexuality is disgusting?"

"Ah." Tian Jingjing gasped, and looked over in a panic. Sheng Zhaoliang was already nervous, but he also panicked when he saw him like this. For the first time, he felt sweaty palms.

He was never afraid of anything, but he was afraid that Tian Jing would nod, and that Tian Jing would show a disgusted expression on him in the future.

How could Sheng Zhaoliang be looked down upon by Tian Jing?

Sheng Zhaoliang stood up, trying to avoid the feeling of helplessness that made him flustered, but Tian Jing, an idiot, quickly got up and followed.

"You, what do you mean by this?"

Sheng Zhaoliang didn't answer, but the room was only that big. He took Tian Jing around from the living room to the kitchen, from the kitchen to the balcony, and when he walked back to the living room, the long ending song was played.

Sheng Zhaoliang felt that both of them were idiots, so he had to stop and stare at Tian Jing.

"What do you mean by me?"

Tian Jing raised his face slightly and looked at him. There were many things Sheng Zhaoliang couldn't understand in those round eyes, but he was shocked in place.

"I don't feel sick, how can I feel sick."

Tian Jing lowered his head.

Sheng Zhaoliang looked at Tian Jing's hair twirling, and then at Tian Jing's clenched round fist.

A voice whispered in his ear.

Why didn't I find it at this time.

Sheng Zhaoliang tossed and turned on the bed holding the phone.

He had vaccinated Tian Jing a week ago, and showed him "Happy Together", that guy clearly said he didn't dislike him, why didn't he answer the phone after he bumped into him today and confessed to Yu Su?

What is he thinking?Still not acceptable?Will that idiot break up with him when he goes to school tomorrow?

Will not.

Sheng Zhaoliang held the phone tightly and stared at Tian Jing's call interface. Just looking at the word Tian Jing made his heart ache. He knew Tian Jing, who always looked at him with adoring eyes The little fat man is definitely not a conservative and pedantic person, but it is precisely because he has been stared at like that for a long time, and Sheng Zhaoliang can't stand the thought of being looked at like that again.His mind is full of Tian Jing flashing past the classroom window, eyes filled with tears, he doesn't understand why Tian Jing has such a sad expression, is it because he is disappointed in himself?

Sheng Zhaoliang began to look for the reason, and even wondered if Tian Jing also liked Yu Su.

"Yu Su is just a movie face." Sheng Zhaoliang covered his head with a pillow depressedly, "It's really possible that Tian Jing also fell in love with him, so what should I do?"

He didn't sleep all night, and when he saw Yu Su the next day, Yu Su asked him if he had considered going to University B with him, and then he realized that he had completely forgotten about it, and instead thought about Tian Jing all night. .

"No." Sheng Zhaoliang felt that his boyfriend could use other methods to chase after him, but he couldn't go back on what he promised his friend, and if that idiot didn't cover himself, he might be bullied everywhere in the future, and he was so unconfident that he didn't help him. Talent may be wasted in vain.

Yu Su didn't bother with this issue any more, but he didn't agree to date either. Sheng Zhaoliang could see that Yu Su was quick-witted and his ideas were very upright, unlike Tian Jing.

But soon Sheng Zhaoliang didn't have the time to worry about why Tian Jing didn't answer his phone, and he didn't talk to him when he came to school. Just after the third class, someone in the class raised his mobile phone and said loudly: "Sheng Zhaoliang, why don't you talk to him?" What did Yu Su do?"

A post on the campus forum that revealed that Sheng Zhaoliang and Yu Su were gay had already been spread for several pages. Sheng Zhaoliang lowered his face, reflexively looked at Yu Su, and found that Yu Su was looking behind him.

Sheng Zhaoliang followed his gaze, saw Tian Jing who was dazed at first, and then became bewildered, and understood what Yu Su's accusing gaze meant.

But with just one glance, Sheng Zhaoliang concluded that the post had absolutely nothing to do with Tian Jing.

He talked to Tian Jing during the class break, comforted him, and didn't even have time to reply to Yu Su's questioning text messages. It was strange that the rumors started to spread before Sheng Zhaoliang was completely unprepared, but Sheng Zhaoliang didn't think about it as he imagined. Panicked, he was only a teenager, suddenly forced to come out of the closet, apart from being annoyed by the pointing passers-by, he didn't feel any fear at all.

But he was so afraid that Tian Jing would hate him because of it.

But Tian Jing really didn't hate him, and he quickly explained that he didn't leak it. That's enough. Anyway, the college entrance examination will be in a few months. When the time comes, he will leave here and go to Z University with Tian Jing. The School of Drama has an open school spirit and sexual orientation. Not a problem.

Sheng Zhaoliang felt a little more relaxed just now, the fat man who thanked him for his trust a few minutes ago suddenly ran in and said a bunch of inexplicable words to him.

"I said it."

"The thing about you and Yu Su being gay, I spread the word!"

"because I like you."

It was as if the air had been sucked out at this second.

Suddenly, Sheng Zhaoliang was thrown into a vacuum from the noisy classroom full of snickers and exclamations.

It was at this moment that he finally realized that this was a dream.

And Tian Jing was still standing there, he was so scared, still trembling, shouting the lie so loudly, but biting the truth in his teeth, speaking so softly.

because I like you.

Sheng Zhaoliang tried his best to open his mouth, wanted to speak, and responded to him, those feelings that he ignored, that he didn't notice, that had always existed but were naturally ignored by him.

I like you too, it's ridiculous...but earlier than I realized it, I've always been...

His voice spread in the vacuum, silently, just like being ignored by himself for so many years, blocked in his heart, blocked in front of the trembling Tian Jing.

Sheng Zhaoliang felt his heart throbbing and finally woke up again.

It was already dawn, Tian Jing was not in his arms, he was standing by the bed drinking water, and when he woke up, he said apologetically, "Did you wake up?"

Sheng Zhaoliang felt beads of sweat protruding from the layers of his scalp, he seemed to have experienced two parts of his life in one night, and each part was like the rest of his life.He supported the bed and sat up, reaching out his hand to Tian Jing.Tian Jing saw that his complexion was not good, reached out to hold his hand, and knelt down on the bed again to touch his forehead: "Why are you sweating so much?"

"I'm so stupid."

Sheng Zhaoliang said.

Tian Jing was puzzled, thinking that Sheng Zhaoliang had fallen asleep.

"How stupid are you?"

"I'm like everyone else, like those vulgar idiots."

"what?"

"I thought...forget it."

I thought that what I liked should be a beauty with a movie face. I thought that walking on the red carpet of the film festival with actors was my love. I thought that the picture that was enhanced by lighting and soundtrack was the movie.

I'm like all vain people, I just cover it up better than they do, so I don't even know it.

Didn't realize my movie was you, I just wanted to watch you.

Sheng Zhaoliang held Tian Jing in his arms, but he didn't say these words in the end. He was still the arrogant and fragile Sheng Zhaoliang who was afraid that Tian Jing would stop worshiping him many years ago.

He will tell him the day he is no longer afraid.

I have always liked you.