Tian Jing didn't choose to stay there for one more night, he packed his things and left the crew overnight.

Sheng Zhaoliang asked the driver of the film crew to take him to the airport in the city. The driver was very upset and kept muttering why he didn't start again tomorrow morning. Usually Tian Jing would be embarrassed by his reading, but this time he just leaned against the car window and spit out There is no strength for half a word.

No one came to see him off, he was even more pathetic than running away.

When the car started, Tian Jing couldn't hold back, and finally took a look at Sheng Zhaoliang's room.

He saw Sheng Zhaoliang standing in the corridor, his silhouette was blurred, but it should be a posture with his head slightly lowered, looking this way.

Tian Jing tightly closed his eyes and turned around.

The car drove into the night amidst the driver's dissatisfied chatter.

After driving overnight, Tian Jing arrived at the airport and bought a plane ticket back to his hometown. When he was about to send a WeChat message to his parents saying that he would go home today, he hesitated again, and then went to the rebooking counter. The smiling female ticket agent asked him to rebook Destination, he hesitated, and found a completely unfamiliar place name in the flight schedule.

It was safe to go home, but he didn't think about how to face his parents' worries. Everything was too difficult to talk about. If he really wanted to lick his wounds, he would go to a place where no one knew him.

However, this idea has not yet been realized.

When Tian Jing sat alone in a bustling restaurant, eating a sandwich with a weird taste, he felt pain in his stomach and esophagus. When he lowered his head, a puddle of blood fell on the table.

Tian Jing was a little unresponsive, it was the panicked gasp of a girl sitting next to him that made him realize that the pool of blood was vomited out by himself.

The restaurant manager and waiters quickly surrounded him, but Tian Jing had no idea, so someone dialed 120 in the chaos, and Tian Jing got into an ambulance for the first time in his life.

The doctor examined him in the carriage and told him that it should be gastric ulcer or duodenal ulcer. He was relieved. Seeing him like this, the doctor raised his eyebrows instead: "Do you think this is a minor illness? Maybe it needs to be cut." gastric!"

Tian Jing let out an "ah".

After arriving at the hospital, Tian Jing remembered that he was still carrying the laboratory test form given by the county hospital. He couldn't explain why he felt a sense of fear at this time, but he still took it out to the doctor. After reading the list, the doctor sent him to the hospital directly. , ready to do gastroscopy.

Tian Jing climbed onto the hospital bed alone. The nurse probably looked at him pitifully, so he bought a meal for him and delivered it. It was all bland and thick food. Tian Jing had no appetite. In fact, he hadn’t had one for several months. His appetite grew. Thinking of this, Tian Jing became even more uneasy. He took out his phone and instinctively wanted to talk to someone. As soon as he turned it on, the phone vibrated non-stop. Both Bai Ai and Ren Yaoju called him many times. After leaving a lot of messages, Bai Ai ranted through several pages of the WeChat interface, accusing him of being willful and reckless, and the last sentence was:

"If you really want to break up with me, break up with me."

Tian Jing thought for a while, then gave him an emoticon of Tuxiazao, and said, "If you have time, can you come to me? I'm in the hospital in the city. Don't tell Teacher Ren, just say that I'm back on the set."

In the afternoon, the nurse came in and asked Tian Jing to change the room. Tian Jing didn't ask any more questions. He thought that the bed was probably tight and had to be given to a more serious patient, so he got out of bed and followed. After entering, he found that he had been moved to a single room. , and then a person came in from behind, wearing sunglasses and a mask, Tian Jing recognized it as Bai Ai at a glance.

After closing the door of the single ward, Bai Ai pulled off his mask: "It's not a good idea to find a big star to accompany you to the hospital."

Tian Jing smiled and said, "I'm sorry."

Bai Ai lay down on the escort bed with legs crossed, Tian Jingjing poured water for him like greeting a guest, Bai Ai took the water, drank half a glass, and then asked: "What's the matter?"

"I don't know the specific situation yet, wait for a gastroscopy."

"Oh." Bai Ai rubbed the cup between his palms, "Have you settled the matter with Sheng Zhaoliang?"

"we broke up."

"...Happy breakup." Bai Ai moved the cup over, Tian Jing quickly poured himself a glass of water, and when he was about to clink glasses with him, Bai Ai continued, "Yesterday I was rejected by Ren Yaoju for the third time. "

Tian Jing said: "The League of Unrequited Lovers."

Then he touched Bai Ai's cup crisply.

Although it is an alliance, neither of them intends to join forces to do something.Bai Ai complained that the accompanying bed was too narrow and noisy all night, and was still eating delicious takeaway in front of Tian Jing who fasted for gastroscopy. Although Tian Jing didn't have much appetite, he still couldn't laugh or cry.

After a few days of recuperation, it was time for a gastroscopy. Because I didn't plan to use general anesthesia, the whole process was unbearable.Like a monster in an alien movie putting its tentacles into a person's mouth, Tian Jing was stabbed by a gastroscope tube with his mouth open, and tears streamed down his face. After he came out of the operating room, he smiled and talked to Bai Ai while tears still flow non-stop.

"What a disgrace, I would have had general anesthesia if I knew it earlier." Tian Jing wiped his face with his sleeve, "I heard it's like sleeping, it doesn't hurt at all."

Bai Ai looked at him for a while: "You don't want to continue sleeping."

Tian Jing pressed his eyes, and his sleeves soon became wet. He had lost a lot of weight recently, and his chin became sharper, so the water droplets gathered there, smashing down crazily.

He originally wanted to use another kind of pain to divert the feeling of suffocation that his heart was oppressed for a long time, but it didn't work. On the contrary, the physical pain made him more vulnerable after leaving that person. He felt aggrieved, sad, and Vague hatred.He always thought of Sheng Zhaoliang in the past few days, that man's face was unprecedentedly clear, and he asked him to leave with a cold expression that seemed fake.

"You go, I don't want to see you again."

When Sheng Zhaoliang said these words, the shadows cast by his eyelashes did not tremble at all. He was extremely serious, extremely cold, and extremely real.

And the walk in the jungle on that rainy day, the pale hand holding the umbrella, the gentle and seductive panting in the dark room, even the compassionate but warm embrace that makes people want to cry, those are fake, all the time, Not only is the switch between joy and depression in Sheng Zhaoliang's hands, but also the switch between reality and illusion is in his hands.

Tian Jing was sitting in the room with the lights turned off, and the darkness came from all directions, pressing him to the bottom.

He wants to crawl out now.

The diagnosis came out quickly. Tian Jing's gastric ulcer was very serious, which had caused a series of complications and required surgery.

The young female doctor who was in the ambulance that day was very guilty and brought Tian Jing her own porridge a few times, because she really told her that Tian Jing had to cut off his stomach, about 2/3, in order to cure it as much as possible.

In the evening, Bai Ai lay on the bed with Tian Jing and chatted with Tian Jing, talking about things in the crew. Tian Jing's shoulders and arms, which had been slack for many days, gradually tightened up. He said to Bai Ai: "After the operation, I will go to filming."

"Okay, I'm talking about a new movie, and I'll recommend it to you then."

Tian Jing shook his head: "To be honest, I still find it difficult to make movies now. I have to think about it myself. Teacher Ren used to say that my biggest flaw is lack of style."

Bai Ai didn't reply, Tian Jing realized that he mentioned Ren Yaoju.

"Bai Ai."

"what?"

"Tell me about you and Teacher Ren."

Bai Ai was quiet for a while, then suddenly kicked the quilt a few times frantically.

"what happened to you?"

"Come on."

Tian Jing smiled.

Bai Ai's voice was full of dissatisfaction: "You said that I am so handsome, young and rich, why does he not like me."

Tian Jing was actually very puzzled by this question: "Yeah..." He scratched his head, thinking of his position among the two, feeling a little embarrassed, and regretting being curious about this topic.

"Actually," Bai Ai suddenly lowered his voice, "I was also his student before."

"Eh?"

"I'm from the same school as you. I studied directing, but I took his directing course as an elective."

Tian Jing recalled something: "But I remember I went to your encyclopedia, it said that you were a university student and performed abroad."

"Do you believe in Encyclopedia? Then do you think my height is really 188?"

"Oh..." Tian Jing was easily persuaded.

Bai Ai slowly told Tian Jing about the first meeting between him and Ren Yaoju, and some trivial plots. Bai Ai usually speaks either frivolously or intriguingly, but when talking about those catchphrases of Ren Yaoju in class and the short time the two were alone because of the subject , but the sound has a subtle sense of simplicity, as if it has changed from expensive silk velvet to cotton cloth that smells of starch.

Tian Jing was a little drowsy, and asked casually: "Did you chase him then?"

"No, I was even more inferior than you at that time."

"what?"

Bai Ai put her hands behind her head, thinking of something, she laughed silently.

"Tian Jing, do you know how terrible inferiority complex is? I know that Ren Yaoju won't like me because I'm handsome, young and rich, but I dare to tell him only because I'm handsome, young and rich. like him."

Tian Jing curled up in the bed.

"Inferiority will suffocate all possibilities, so instead of going abroad to study acting, I went for plastic surgery."

"You lost to Yu Su not because of your face, not because of your memories, but because of your low self-esteem."

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