humble

Guan Cheng lay at home for two days, maybe three days?

It's dark outside, it's bright, it's dark again...

It was very quiet at first, and then his mother Han Xinmei cried.

Fuck, Guan Cheng remembered,

Han Xinmei is a woman with deep tears. When Guan Cheng was young, a row of his father's confidantes would fight for the position of the hostess when they went to his house for the worst trouble. Guan Cheng never saw Han Xinmei shed a tear.

There was a series of sounds of falling things.

Waking up was very quiet again, Guan Cheng couldn't tell whether he was dreaming or not.

This kind of feeling is very similar to when he was at home when he was young, he fell asleep at four or five o'clock, and when he woke up, the clock finger was a little past seven o'clock, and the sky outside was blue-gray above his head, and orange-red in the distance.I don't know if it's morning or evening.

He slept in Mengden, and for a while, he couldn't tell the difference between south, east and north.

My body hurts, I didn't feel it when I was beaten, but I found him overnight.Turning over is like dislocation of muscles and bones.Guan Cheng clutched his stomach and got up from the bed and walked to the door of his bedroom. He felt so painful, he was so fucking hungry.

There was a mess outside the house, ashtrays, sculptures of Baby Guan Hai, and a large corner of his glass dining table in the square hall was missing, and there were broken glass slags and porcelain pieces all over the place.

His home is still the scene left over from that night,

But Guan Cheng still didn't know if Han Xinmei was crying when he fell asleep, was he dreaming?

It is impossible to say that he is not afraid, Guan Cheng has never seen Guan Hai lose his temper before, beat him half to death, and Han Xinmei's unstoppable crying still lingered in his mind.

It made him very sad.

Guan Cheng is filial, he is panicking now.

There was no one in the living room, and there was no one in the bathroom. The bedroom door of Guan Hai and Han Xinmei's room was closed, and Guan Cheng didn't dare to look.

I bypassed the trap and went to the kitchen to get something to eat, but there was nothing cooked. Before I opened the refrigerator, Han Xinmei came in with a bang.

Han Xinmei didn't look clean and delicate when she was out or at home. The milky white silk shirt was stained with dirt, and it was wrinkled and put on her back straight body.

Her hair was just a loose net, her eyes were bloodshot and full of fatigue.

Han Xinmei stepped back when Guan Cheng came in. He tried to avoid Guan Hai and Han Xinmei when he went to the bathroom these days.After being dragged back by Guan Hai that night, Guan Cheng hadn't eaten or looked at his parents in the past few days, but Guan Cheng knew they were all at home.

Han Xinmei opened the refrigerator and took out two ingredients and a piece of dried noodles, Guan Cheng called out: "Mom,"

Without saying a word, Han Xinmei continued to wash the tomatoes, and Guan Cheng yelled again.The ending was dragged half a tune, which sounded a bit flattering.

"Get out." Han Xinmei's voice was cold and hard.

Guan Cheng went out...

Sit at the table and wait.

Han Xinmei grumbled out a bowl of egg noodles with tomato and scallions. When it was ready, the room still smelled of fried scallions.

Guan Cheng was so hungry that his eyes turned green. He went to the living room to rummage for a long time before he found half a bag of plums to eat.

The action was very rough, Han Xinmei put the bowl on the table and pushed it to Guan Cheng's side, spilling the full soup all over the table.

Guan Cheng ignored that and buried himself in eating.

Han Xinmei sat opposite Guan Cheng, watching her son eat.I wanted to strangle Guan Cheng to death, but I couldn't bear it.

The eye circles were red, and there were a few thin lines at the corners of the eyes, and two tears slowly fell down.

Han Xinmei was very tired, and said lightly: "Guan Cheng, you've done a lot for mom." After speaking, Han Xinmei nodded, got up and went back to the house.

Guan Cheng didn't dare to lift it up to see Han Xinmei's expression when he said this.Rather, I would rather hope that Han Xinmei would be as shriveled as before, scolding him like a prodigal.

He was also very sad, hearing Han Xinmei's heavy footsteps, Guan Cheng ate the two mouthfuls of noodles left in the bowl, chewing and spitting on Han Xinmei's short sentence.

The heat in the bowl made his eyes smoky, and he felt he was in a dilemma and struggling to move.

Lie back on the bed, relieve the sore muscles and bones, and after falling asleep, those fragments that have been repeated in the past few days are still in my mind.

He was dragged home by his father with a bloody head, and several guards from the community came out to ask what was going on,

He knelt in front of the ancestral tablet enshrined in his Nanyang home until noon the next day,

His mother and his father fought, quarreled, and threw things, and his father's copper carp ashtray smashed a corner of his dining table...

I was woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of knocking on the door of the neighbor, and soon his uncle came and knocked on the door. Uncle Guan Cheng said that Guan Hai, the youngest brother, was ten years older.

I heard his aunt calling him Guan Hai, Han Xinmei, herself,

Guan Hai threw this photo album on him, followed by his father's foot, the photo album was knocked into his thigh, and when it fell to the ground, he opened the page, he and Pu Shu looked young,

Han Xinmei stopped, Guan Hai did not fall.

Guan Cheng stretched out his hand and turned to the first page of the photo album. Pu Shu's smiling face made him feel much better, and his body didn't seem to be in so much pain anymore.He knelt down until noon the next day and was thrown into the bedroom by Guan Hai. After he was locked up, he fell asleep and woke up and went back and forth.

The atmosphere in his house was maintained like this, the air was dry, and the living room and bathroom were all smoked by his father, floating on the ceiling of his house, a single spark could start a fire.

Their home was terrifyingly quiet, the landline was cut off by Guan Hai, and the phones of Guan Hai and Han Xinmei, two busy people, never rang.

Neither Han Xinmei nor Guan Hai mentioned this matter after that night.

On the fifth day, they sat down at the same table for dinner. On the sixth day, Guan Hai came in to check on Guan Cheng's injuries. On the seventh day, Guan Hai finally let his uncle, second uncle, and third uncle bring his aunt, second aunt, and third wife in. Door.

Han Xinmei tidied up the house, and there was no glass shards in the gaps.

Guan Hai didn't go downstairs for a few days, Han Xinmei didn't go out except to buy groceries, and Guan Cheng would never hang out in front of them, healed in his own room.

When they came, Guan Cheng listened carefully in his own room, Guan Hai and Han Xinmei didn't reveal anything about him, just said that the couple were fighting, Guan Hai was scolded by Guan Cheng, his mother Han Xinmei was scolded by several sisters-in-law Xila went to another room to chat, but Guan Chengcheng didn't know what they said.

The eighth day was calm, Guan Cheng told Guan Hai to go back to school?Being rejected by Guan Hai, Guan Cheng looked at his father's face and said nothing, Guan Hai is like a bomb now, ready to explode at any time.

Guan Cheng didn't dare to provoke.

On the ninth day, Guan Cheng knew that Xiaobai was coming, but Guan Haimen didn't open the door, telling him to leave.Ah, of course not so directly, Guan Hai said: "Guan Cheng is not at home, you should go back to school, and don't come looking for him in the future."

Shun Cheng pushes his head out of the guardrail in his own room, will Du Xiaobai go around the back door?

Sure enough, true brothers, true mothers have a good understanding.Guan Cheng was so excited that Xiaobai was still far away, Guan Cheng booed, booing to attract the other party's attention.

Xiaobai didn't hear the booing, and just looked at a pig's head pushing out from a distance, Xiaobai ran over and looked up at Guan Cheng, laughed, and said loudly: "Hey, you are so stupid!" , Who is this forcing?"

"I'm an idiot, keep your voice down," Guan Cheng scolded.

"No, why are you cut so badly?" This time the voice was normal.

Guan Cheng wished he could squeeze out from the window guardrail to teach the other party what it means to keep his voice down, but he couldn't care less about it, and said hastily, "Hurry up and try to get me out, so your mother will look up at me."

Xiaobai was very tired with his head up, and when he lowered his head for a while, he was scolded again.

Guan Cheng continued to hasten to say: "Or give me a call and put uh..." Guan Cheng was dragged away from the window by Guan Hai's hair.

Xiaobai watched from downstairs as Guan Cheng whized down and then disappeared, just as he made a sound, he saw Guan Hai appearing at the window and gave him a condescending glance, and then the curtains were drawn on.

Li Wangjun also came to him several times, but he was always turned away by Guan Hai.

Guan Cheng thought it was normal for his father to be like this now, and then got up in the middle of the night to go out at night, and vaguely heard Guan Hai and Han Xinmei discussing about transferring him to another school, Guan Cheng was a little anxious at this time, he did not have a mobile phone, and was locked by his father At home, whenever Guan Hai looked at the window sill, he would give him a second look, but Guan Cheng couldn't get in touch with the outside at all.

Let alone meeting people who can bring him a message, they will not be able to enter the door.

In the middle of the night, Guan Cheng lost sleep when he came back from urinating. He tossed and turned on the bed like pancakes, and vomited grass all over the room.

The author has something to say:

I didn't want Guan Cheng to come out soon, but Pu Shu didn't have anything to write about, it's been like a day for ten years.