Tell you to turn backwards?

Wu Shifeng felt that the time with Meng Ze was like a weekend, it went by very quickly, and he was very reluctant.It's like he's always going to be on a Friday night and start grieving that he's going to school on Sunday.

He wished he could split every second into many parts and use them, wished he could split Meng Ze into many parts and carry them with him every day.

Wu Lei just called him yesterday, saying that the schools outside had started to sign up, and it was just right to go out now, but Wu Shifeng kept pretending not to see him, not wanting to answer him.

It's a pity that people are ultimately responsible for what they say, and even more for themselves.

"Meng Ze." Wu Shifeng lay on the window of Class [-] and said flatly, "I'm leaving."

Meng Ze waved his hand at him: "Go back, class is about to begin."

"No, I'm really leaving." Wu Shifeng's tone was a little melancholy, "I'm going abroad to study...I haven't told you all this time."

When the class bell rang, Meng Ze's expression remained unchanged, and he wrote lightly: "Oh."

He couldn't wait to see a little loss in Meng Ze's eyes, but unfortunately he didn't.When this person doesn't want others to see through his emotions, his face will always be unobtrusive, which is hard to figure out.

At this moment, Wu Shifeng thought, if he...if Meng Ze could do it, even if he just showed a little bit of reluctance, he would stay here, without thinking about the future, and squander this few years of teenage life with Meng Ze first.

In his subconscious mind, he still doesn't want to be sensible, to grow up, to part, and to grow old.

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Wu Shifeng left as soon as he said, and said goodbye to the whole family before going out, and ate several farewell meals. Every day, he heard his mother and Wu Qingying talking about what to do outside, and their voices were always in the dream. buzzing.

He pulled a suitcase and stood at the door.

"Shi Lan, come out to see your brother off. I won't see you for a long time..." Wu Qingying called upstairs.

Wu Shilan lay on the handrail of the corridor upstairs, and said to the downstairs, "No, I still have to make up my homework."

Chen Ailing went upstairs with a "thump, thud, thud": "What homework is so important? I don't usually see you working hard. Come down quickly. Does your brother usually treat you badly?"

Her footsteps stopped suddenly, and she found that Wu Shilan was secretly wiping tears.

Who said before that he wanted Wu Shifeng to get out of here so that he could sleep in the same room alone?

Chen Ailing was both funny and distressed, she stepped forward and patted his head: "Go down and say goodbye to brother."

Wu Shilan wiped away tears, and followed Chen Ailing downstairs expressionlessly.

"Well...Mom, sister, Shi Lan, call me and send a video when you miss me, and I will answer it whenever I have time." Wu Shifeng's mind was blank, and he didn't know what to say when parting, it would be cool, "Then...you guys Just send it here, I will go to the airport by myself, and you will waste your money if you go, and I am afraid that I will be reluctant to leave when the time comes."

Chen Ailing's eyes turned red in an instant: "Can you walk by yourself?"

"Are you treating your son as an idiot?" Wu Shifeng smiled, "Don't worry, I can read."

Wu Qingying: "You are literate, but how much English do you know? You are unfamiliar with the place outside...Will Wu Lei pick you up at the airport over there?"

"I told him." Wu Shifeng replied.

Wu Qingying said again: "All right, he and his Xiaomei, if they treat you badly, you can call back anyway, and my sister will fly out overnight and beat them to death."

"Yes." Chen Ailing added, "If they treat you badly, you can come back anyway, you can't bear it, do you hear me?"

"Okay, okay." Wu Shifeng nodded, walked in a few steps, stood in front of Wu Shilan who was staring at him indifferently, and smiled, "Anyway, we are brothers, and we have shared the same bed for so many years, you are fine. Want to tell your brother me?"

"No." Wu Shilan said stiffly.

If Wu Shifeng hadn't noticed the red corners of his eyes, he might really think that Wu Shilan, the little white-eyed Lan, hated him.

"Okay." Wu Shifeng pressed his shoulder, "Don't miss me too much, study hard, um... listen to your sister and your mother."

"Goodbye." Wu Shifeng turned his back, waved his hand, and left without looking back.

He thought he might cry, but later found that his tears were not as disappointing as he thought.Wu Shifeng just felt tight in his chest, blocked by a boulder, making him a little out of breath.

He thought vaguely that he would not be able to go home immediately and tell his family about any sad things he encountered in the future.

Wu Shifeng sat in the airport and didn't talk much, so Meng Ze sat quietly with him.

Wu Shifeng suddenly looked down at the time displayed on the phone, and then said, "I'll pretend to go to the bathroom later, and you will sneak away..."

"Why?" Meng Ze asked.

Wu Shifeng watched the phone screen gradually darken: "You are still here, I will be reluctant to leave."

He said: "If I don't leave, I can 'get drunk tonight' with you, but..."

But with your jug ​​of wine, I want to be drunk for the rest of my life.

Wu Shifeng didn't dare to look him in the eyes, and continued: "But I don't just want 'tonight', can you wait for me? Let's... work hard together. If you go to a good university, I will earn a lot of money, and then we will be rejected. Family members have 'broken legs' and can live on their own."

"I know." Meng Ze squeezed his hand and teased, "How old you are, be strong, and you will be independent when you go outside..."

The boarding announcement at the airport sounded, it was the flight that Wu Shifeng was going to take.Wu Shifeng let go of Meng Ze's hand, suppressing the tears that were about to roll out, he let out a breath slowly: "Okay, I'm leaving."

"Then...then you can't fall in love with other people in the future." Wu Shifeng barely heard, "If you really can't control it, don't let me know."

Meng Ze hooked the corners of his mouth gently at him: "Okay, I only like you."

This is probably the most straightforward and heartfelt words Wu Shifeng has heard since he was with him. Wu Shifeng turned his back and burst into tears.

His Meng Ze is still behind him, how can he go far?

Every step Wu Shifeng took was very difficult, but he couldn't stop, and he didn't dare to look back.

Right behind him, Meng Ze suppressed the smile on his face, just stared at Wu Shifeng's back expressionlessly, probably realizing that he had forgotten something, and quickly chased after him.

Wu Shifeng was hugged suddenly, and his left cheek was kissed. He was about to turn back, but Meng Ze said in the tone he used when he was pretending to be an instructor: "Are you told to turn back? Don't look at me, go straight."

After speaking, he let go of Wu Shifeng's arm, and stood there without speaking. Just now...he tasted salty and bitter taste on Wu Shifeng's face.

Watching the person in my heart go out of my field of vision step by step is not a good feeling.

But Meng Ze couldn't be like Wu Shifeng, his eyes were always dry and he couldn't burst into tears. If he could cry, he would probably be able to vent his frustration.

With Wu Shifeng gone, Meng Ze's life hasn't changed much, and the days still fly by day by day.And no matter what, Wu Shifeng sent Meng Ze the video every night on a regular basis, which also made Meng Ze develop a habit.

Develop the habit of leaving him with a good mood and a smile throughout the day.

That day, when Meng Ze went to the Academic Affairs Office to get his lecture notes and came back, he saw Zheng Zhinan being dragged into the toilet by several men of his age.

He followed.

I heard one of the boys say, "Hahaha, the way you look at this little gay guy is so scary."

"Sure enough, he's at the same table with that pervert Meng Ze. You have to go to the bathroom after class, why? I'm afraid of seeing our man's thing."

Then there were a few more giggles: "Don't you? Take off your pants and show us whether you are a man or a woman."

Meng Ze couldn't stand anymore. After the statement on the confession wall was issued, most people changed from questioning him to pity him, pity that he was hated by such a vicious person.

But there are still boys who use this matter to scold him in private. After all, once Wu Shifeng left, most of the younger girls will focus on him.

Being used by girls to compare with Meng Ze every day makes these boys very upset.In their eyes, isn't Meng Ze just a little better at studying and looking better, but with a very withdrawn personality, so there are a group of girls who are idiots and nympho screaming?

Meng Ze walked in, opened the hand of one of the men who was about to take off Zheng Zhinan's pants, exchanged glances with the boss, and then pulled Zheng Zhinan out of the toilet.

The one in the lead lost face and wanted to rush out to beat him, but was stopped by a boy following him: "Brother, forget it. You have never fought Meng Ze before, you are a completely reckless person, and There is Wu Shifeng behind him, they are having a good time, it would be bad if they provoke the taro group in the future."

"How much ability can he have?" The leader couldn't find the steps, and still felt resentful. "A person who can read can fall down with a single palm."

Two of the people who played with him had fought with Meng Ze in their first year of high school, so they had no choice but to lay down the steps at their own expense: "He fights on par with Wu Shifeng, and it's also troublesome to provoke a bully. If the wind chases after us and wants to deduct our credits, then we will be in trouble."

"I'm so scared, you are one by one." The leader went down the slope, "That's right, Meng Ze is the darling of those leaders, so I hope he can get a good grade in the exam."

Zheng Zhinan, who was dragged back to the class by Meng Ze, said thank you, and didn't feel too sad, as if his pants were stripped and people laughed at him.

He could see Wu Shifeng's face in Meng Ze's mobile phone behind a stack of books every day during his evening self-study.

Even though he just looked at Meng Ze who was doing his homework, Wu Shifeng could still giggle happily.

"Do you like Wu Shifeng?" Zheng Zhinan asked in a low voice.

Meng Ze nodded easily.

Zheng Zhinan continued: "In my personal opinion, you don't want to listen, you are not the same. I heard that he has changed many boyfriends and girlfriends, and they should be bisexual. When the family puts pressure on him, he will compromise—— Marry a woman and have children."

Meng Ze really didn't like to hear his words. He thought carefully for a few seconds, and then said: "If he really compromises...I will let him go."

Wu Shifeng is different from him, he still has a group of relatives who really love him, if Wu Shifeng has to endure pain, abandon so much love, and love him alone, Meng Ze feels that he can't bear it...he can't bear Wu Shifeng's pain.

"..." Zheng Zhinan swallowed in surprise, and didn't want to talk anymore.

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