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In the last three seconds of my life, I thought of people I thought I would never think of again in this life.

That is a man, I don't know how to describe it, and I don't know if there is a matching word in this world.Maybe when you fall in love with someone, you will be blind and feel that this person is perfect.Or maybe that person is really an outstanding immortal plant.But it doesn't matter anymore, I'm about to say goodbye to this world, anyone and anything don't belong to me anymore.

We have been separated for a long time, and the time we have known each other is not too long.In my life, I can spend about one-tenth of the time I can be with him?or less?

People are very strange animals. When they are together, they don’t know how to cherish them at all, or they abandon each other for countless reasons such as being good for each other. Work, socializing, and many times, these are ranked ahead of the person you love.In my own words, our life is very long, and we don't care about a little time, or in this world, many things will not wait for you, except your him.Therefore, when we had a choice, we chose to stay with each other.What once seemed so insignificant became especially clear in the last three seconds before death, and even made me regret it.

I still remember the way he left with a smile in my arms. He was still very young when he died, or the years favored him so much that I couldn’t see a single wrinkle.So I listened to his words calmly...then I sat there holding the dead body for three days and three nights, until my friend broke into the house, and then...it slowly got better.

My life can be divided into three stages. When I didn’t know him, my heart was still like water. When I met him, I could no longer resist Cupid’s magic. After he left, I suppressed my thoughts with busyness.

We are not particularly romantic when we are together, most of the time, it is just some daily chores, but generally two people who love each other are always in a happy mood, even if they don’t speak, they hug each other quietly.You can also entertain yourself for a long time.I never knew I could have such a pure joy.

He doesn't like to talk, on the surface he looks like a snow lotus in Tianshan Mountain, but his heart is very soft.Our philosophy of survival is different.He is the kind of pure person who can abandon a world for one person, but I am the opposite. In the first three years after he left, I always felt that I abandoned the most important person for the sake of the whole world.

As I said before, I thought I would never think of him again, and this is actually very well-founded.I have never been in an emotional intelligence situation for three years and I can’t extricate myself. In other words, many times, once we are separated, I will forget the other person’s name, what they look like, hobbies, and characteristics.Not on purpose, but I am naturally cold-blooded.I don't think my intentional attempt to forget about him leaving me will fail.

But most of my life has been planted on him like this.Once I stopped, I couldn't restrain my thoughts. My friend said, I never knew you were such an infatuated person. If you go on like this, you will be crushed by yourself.I also want to say that I am not such an infatuated person, but God probably dislikes my old life attitude of playing games in the world.It happened that such a reluctant rejection was sent, and he could only let him live in his heart.

My friend didn't want to see me so depraved, and once said angrily, "It's a man's, so just wake me up."

This is really a great irony, no one is more sober than me.

How long can three seconds be?Probably only one breath.Contrary to other people's fears, I guess I'm kind of happy, I see bits and pieces of us together.He doesn't believe in ghosts, and I don't believe in ghosts, but now, I want to deceive myself to believe that if there are, he must be at the Naihe Bridge in Huangquan, staring at Po Meng with a pair of icy eyes, with a little stubbornness and grievance , refused to leave.

We have no chance to start over, but our bones will be together forever.This can be regarded as eternal life.