sorry i don't want to laugh

At 08:30 in the evening, the so-called "meeting" that lasted for a full two hours finally came to an end.Zhiyi's employees walked out of the downstairs door one by one with tired expressions.

As usual, Xiao Nai is the last one to leave after turning off the lights and locking the door.

In most cases, if the company works overtime until night, the trio will go back to school together by car.Occasionally, I will go out with other employees to have a snack or something.Just now Xiao Nai gave Yu Banshan 800 yuan, asking them to take their colleagues who are not in a hurry to go home to have supper, it is best to push a cup and change the cup, and forget all the unpleasant things just now.

He is not interested in playing the trick of "hitting a stick and then giving a sweet date", but he finally expressed his attitude of hoping that everyone can restore the old good.As for whether someone will be ungrateful, that is not a question that needs to be considered now.

At night, the chilly air penetrates into the lungs between breaths, which is a little cold, but at the same time it wakes up the feverish brain.Xiao Nai took out his cell phone and car keys from his jacket pocket, unlocked the screensaver, and was about to make a call to ask questions, but found that the other party had a text message an hour ago, the sender...His Royal Highness:

"I'm at your home." This home, of course, can only refer to the old apartment that Xiao Nai lives in every now and then.

But such a smart person, facing these four words, was stunned for several seconds before he could react.Looking up at the snow in the black night sky, the corners of his mouth that couldn't help but froze when he thought of his wife just now.

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Tonight Xiao Nai became a car parker.

Relying on the excellent driving skills and few people on the road, he drove all the way, and finally slammed on the brakes, and the white jeep Liberty directly stopped at the door of the old house.Xiao Dashen opened the car door and rushed out.The long legs didn't take a few steps, and they walked up to the little princess who was obviously cold with her arms folded.

Yiran looked up at him, her dark eyes flickered, then she lowered her head, pursed her lips and said nothing.

The voice-activated lights in the corridor turned on.

He took a closer look at her appearance by the light, saw that she was pale from the cold, and couldn't help frowning:

"—Why don't you call me." Because of his urgent tone, a question ended with a full stop.Holding her cold hand, I felt distressed, and also blamed her for not caring about her body.

But what's the use of saying that now?I can only go upstairs quickly.

But the little prince didn't move, and slowly raised his paw to meet his suspicious eyes, pointing outside to remind him:

"—the car is not parked or locked."

……

Xiao Dashen felt that one day he would be broken by her.

The last time she felt this way was when she had to ride a bicycle with him on a whim.But he can only coax her and follow her... right?

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Turn on the air conditioner, heat the water, find dry towels... After going upstairs, Yiran behaved cutely and sat quietly on the sofa in the living room to watch him do all kinds of work for her.

Because of the strong wind tonight, although I have been standing under the eaves, there are still sporadic snowflakes floating on my body... The snow in Beijing is different from the snow in Shanghai in the south, it is very dry and difficult to melt.From Xiao Nai's standing point of view, the black hair looks like dark chocolate sprinkled with white icing, or inlaid with tiny pearls.It's actually... quite beautiful.But he would rather not appreciate this beauty.

Just take off your coat and shake it off a little.The snow on the hair gradually melts in the warm air-conditioned environment, but it is the easiest thing to catch a cold.He took a white dry towel to help her wipe it, but...

Rejected again.

Xiao Gongju firmly stated that it would be fine if he came.

Xiao Nai took a deep breath and rubbed his swollen temples.Just when the hot water was boiling, I hurried to pour a cup, and then mixed some cold water, reckoning that the temperature would not be too hot, and then walked back carefully with the cup.

"—Thank you." The little man who had wiped his hair took it and said politely to him.His eyes were not looking in his direction at all.

Xiao Nai curled his fingers slightly, paused, sat down beside her, and asked softly:

"——What's the matter?" Why did I wait so long alone in the snow tonight?Why does it seem so cold to him?If she was only angry with him because she was wronged, she wouldn't be what she is now.

Yiran blew gently, and then slowly took a sip of hot water.Hearing this, he put down the cup, his expression calm:

"——During your meeting, I went to Zhiyi and heard a lot." At first glance, he was very calm, but his trembling dry voice still revealed a little uneasiness in his heart.

Knowing that it was only because of this matter, combined with the calculation of time, Xiao Nai felt relieved:

"—I must have left after listening to the first half, right? Little fool, that matter has nothing to do with you. I found your cousin and my friend Sun Shuang, and now the matter has been resolved ...You don't have to bother thinking about it anymore." He gently stretched out his hand to wrap her shoulders around her, and stroked her head, with a gentle and mellow voice.

Although Ke Yiran didn't refuse his approach anymore, he didn't show the relaxation and surprise he imagined.He leaned his chin lightly on her forehead, and heard Xiao Gongju's muffled voice coming from below:

"——The problem is not this one thing. I... I am a person who helps relatives but does not help. Even if I know that my uncle is doing something wrong... But as long as it is not illegal, it is like using... those conspiracy methods to infringe on the interests of others, I'm not going to persuade him."

Xiao Nai stopped touching her head.

He didn't expect her to say that.

Just listen to her calmly continue to narrate, obviously, these are the remarks made by Xiao Gongju after careful consideration in the past hour or so.

"—Actually, you don't know me. Of course, even I don't know myself well enough. If it hadn't happened to me, I don't think I would have realized that I would think so... I I have always felt that although I am not generous, I can be regarded as an aboveboard person... It turns out that I am not."

She gently withdrew from his embrace, raised her head and looked straight into his eyes:

"——I don't want to hide from you, and I don't want to lie to you. I'm such a person with bad views. Now it seems that it's even worse than the Xiaoyu family. They are just spreading rumors and slander in the game, and I... huh. "She sighed, and seemed to be laughing at herself again.

Xiao Nai originally frowned, but listening carefully, his deep eyes gradually softened.The thin lips parted slightly, and she was about to answer something, but was interrupted by her again.

"—Listen to me first!" Her tone was fast and anxious, and her face was not as calm as before.But he quickly realized this, bit his lip in embarrassment, paused, and then spoke again:

"——I know, you are serious about me. I am too... But when two people are together, only love is not enough. The three views are not suitable. Even if you accommodate each other now, the differences will become bigger and bigger in the future .Also, I think...it is because we are both serious that we can hardly tolerate each other's...stains. I have never seen my grandparents since I was a child. In fact, I didn't even meet my uncle a few times when I was a child. But uncle and I know how much my cousin loves me. When I enjoy the good that my uncle has given me, even if I know that he is cruel to innocent strangers sometimes, I don’t have the position to blame him.” It’s okay to say that she is selfish, It doesn't matter if it's vicious, or it's right to have a bad view, anyway, that's what she thinks, and she will only do this.

"—I thought about it, I thought about pretending to be a naive little girl who didn't understand and didn't want to understand these conflicts of interests, I thought about going to Sun Shuang and his friends to apologize in the name of my uncle. Be careful, it will be very difficult for her niece to encounter this kind of thing again. Or, it is better to be thick-skinned, refuse to admit it, and beat him up, anyway, they have no evidence, right? Then, believe it or not, I still Being able to be a good girl in front of you and your seniors...maybe you will still love me, feel sorry for me being wronged, feel sorry for me because I trust uncle too much...but I can't do these things." It seemed like suddenly In the meantime, she discovered that she had such a disgusting and dark side.He told him all these dirty thoughts almost in a broken jar.

Xiao Nai's cold brows and eyes were stained with a little smile, and it seemed that it was just an illusion, he nodded to indicate that he heard clearly:

"—so?" he asked.

Yiran was silent for a while, forcing himself to say the conclusion that he had already thought about before the long paragraph of psychological analysis:

"—So, before everyone gets too deep, let's break up."

She thought she wouldn't be able to say it, but she didn't; she thought she would stumble and barely say the word "breakup", but she didn't; she thought she couldn't help crying, but she still didn't.Just like after a volcano erupts, the blazing hot magma gradually cools down, although it still carries an undeniable heat, it will eventually become colder, stiffer, and finally return to silence.She thought about it for so long tonight. In the snowy night with howling wind, her body gradually became cold, and her heart seemed to be hardened from the cold.

Xiao Nai actually laughed a few times in a low voice.He closed his eyes again, his handsome face was a bit tired... He was really tired today, both physically and mentally:

"——what should I do with you... huh?"

The author has something to say: colleagues in parallel worlds, please don’t treat Xiaogongju the same as Yiran in the play~ To be honest, at first glance, our Xiaogongju looks a little more lovable, but in fact, Yiran in the play is more lovable than Xiaogongju. Gongju is so innocent and kind [Wangtian] If it was the one in the play, he would have persuaded his uncle to "renew his mind" and become a good person.

I thought I would be scolded for writing this chapter, but after much deliberation I decided to write it this way.

To us this is just fiction, but to Yiran it is reality.Wouldn't it be nice to be an innocent and cute little princess forever?Of course it is! Easy and fun.But can she keep a sunny look forever?No, because reality does not allow it, and because she has her pride.

Yiran doesn't want to lie to Xiao Nai, nor does she want to lie to herself.It's also because I love him, so what I don't want him to love is a disguised self.

Last but not least, it’s useless to scold me, I won’t change [doge face]