Squad leader

On the second day Jiang Tian was hospitalized, he never expected that Ding Lu would appear at the door of the ward.

Ding Lu wore a slim black windbreaker, making him look tall and straight.

With Ding Yang growing up like that, his brother will naturally be no different.

He has a tall and straight hanger figure, and his facial features are seven points like Ding Yang's, but the light in his eyes is completely different from Ding Yang's.

If the viciousness and hostility in Ding Yang's eyes are like a dog that will pounce on you all the time, his elder brother Ding Lu is a wolf who threatens you. He doesn't need to rush to prey, he just stares at you It gives people a strong suffocating pressure.

Ding Lu tapped the glottis lightly with his knuckles. Jiang Tian was reading in English and didn't notice someone was at the door. He knocked again patiently and politely.

Jiang Tian raised his head to meet such a pair of breathless eyes, and the appearance quite similar to Ding Yang gave him a momentary illusion.

"you are?"

Ding Lu stood in front of the hospital bed generously, "Are you Ding Yang's deskmate? Hello, I am Ding Yang's brother, and my name is Ding Lu."

Jiang Tian was taken aback, then nodded politely, "Hi, I'm Ding Yang's deskmate, and I'm also the monitor of their class."

Ding Lu was dressed in the dust, and he didn't look like he came to visit a doctor. Jiang Tian really didn't want to talk to him. Ding Lu made people feel too uncomfortable. For a moment, he could understand why Ding Yang was at odds with his brother. .

Ding Lu chatted casually: "Ding Yang went to the physical examination."

"Well, the students who took the physical examination set off the day before yesterday, and they should be back soon." Jiang Tian was careful not to reveal his intimate relationship with Ding Yang.

Ding Lu raised his eyebrows clearly, "Thank you for taking care of my brother these days. He likes to mess around since he was a child, and he is always hot about everything for 3 minutes. I hope he didn't bring you any trouble."

Jiang Tian pressed his belly, tried not to show pain on his face, and selectively ignored Ding Lu's words, "Ding Yang is very smart, he learns everything quickly, and gets along well with his teachers and classmates. "

"It's good that I didn't cause you any trouble, but he lives here alone, and my parents are too busy to take care of him. If there is anything wrong, remember to tell me, and I will come back to clean him up."

Jiang Tian couldn't understand the "nonsense" in his mouth, frowned and said, "Brother Ding, I don't know what you mean."

Ding Lu chuckled. It is easy to talk to smart people. He took out his mobile phone and swipe, "I went to Ding Yang's apartment and saw something..."

Jiang Tian's pupils dilated suddenly, and he bit his lips tightly to keep himself from showing timidity.

"Actually, it's nothing. Anyway, he lives alone, and it's not a big deal to live with a friend, but I saw some photos on his computer."

Ding Lu directly handed the phone to Jiang Tian, ​​and swipe the photo album left and right with his slender fingers. There are daily photos of him and Ding Yang, and Ding Yang candidly took pictures of his side face while studying. Ding Yang took pictures of his sleeping face from various angles, a little messy hair, reddish eyes, long eyelashes that look non-aggressive, and Ding Yang hugging his shoulders intimately A picture of kissing his profile.

Ding Lu took back the phone, "I think you should know what I mean, what is your relationship with Ding Yang?"

Jiang Tian pinched the flesh on his waist hard, and the severe pain forced him to ignore the pressure in his chest, "If I say classmate relationship, would you believe it?"

Ding Lu had the illusion of being provoked for a moment. The other party was just a student under the age of 20. He looked at Jiang Tian's pale face with disdain, "You are a smart boy, you and my brother are not from the same world. , and the college entrance examination is about to take place, I don’t want my brother to be called an evil, heart, gay, homosexual, or lover in the future.”

Ding Lu cleared his throat, and said in a flat tone: "Besides, if you really like him, you don't want to see this kind of result, do you?"

Ding Lu stabbed a knife into Jiang Tian's chest word by word, and suddenly felt a severe cramping pain in his abdomen. Jiang Tian felt that he was almost crushing his teeth by gritting his teeth. His forehead was full of sweat, and his body couldn't stop it. began to tremble.

Seeing Jiang Tian still gritted his teeth, Ding Lu sighed, these little brats are really stubborn, he continued: "Besides, your grades are so good and your future is so bright, you don't want to be rejected when you are in college." Your classmates say it's disgusting, right? Besides, your parents probably can't accept that their child is gay? How can they hold their heads up in front of relatives and friends?"

Ding Lu is really the most ruthless person Jiang Tianhuo has seen in the past 20 years. He said the most uncomfortable words in a relaxed tone, and he easily stepped on Jiang Tian's bottom line.

There are only two bottom lines for Jiang Tian, ​​one is Ding Yang, and the other is his parents.

He held his last breath so as not to faint from the pain, "What do you mean?"

"It's not interesting, I just want you to separate. If you don't want to separate, I don't mind using my method to separate you. I don't know what the consequences will be."

"Are you threatening me?" Jiang Tian chuckled self-deprecatingly, "I'm a poor student, is there anything worth threatening?" "

Ding Lu narrowed his eyes, showing a dangerous light, "Don't play tricks with me, you should be glad that it was me, not my dad, who came here today, otherwise you wouldn't even have a chance to talk."

"Oh, you really flatter me."

"Tell me, what are the conditions to break up with Ding Yang."

Jiang Tian never thought that such a bloody plot would happen to him, he could faintly feel the bloody smell in his mouth, but he couldn't fall down yet, and he couldn't let anyone look at him in a mess.

"I don't want anything, but I have one condition."

"You said, I will be satisfied if I can satisfy you, as long as you leave my brother."

"I need time. I will disappear after the college entrance examination. Before that, don't bother me, and don't look for him."

Ding Lu stared at Jiang Tian with a pair of sharp eyes, and Jiang Tian resisted the discomfort and looked straight into his scrutinizing eyes, "Ding Yang's grades are like this today, not to mention it's all due to me, at least I dare to say that I have the ability to let him Go back to the previous state where the mud couldn't support the wall, if you don't believe it, you can try it."

"Are you threatening me?"

"How dare I, I'm just a student with nothing, but I don't think you dare to gamble with the future of your only younger brother? It's just the college entrance examination. After finishing the English exam on June 6, I will never show up again. In his world, you take him away, if you want to fight or make trouble, your Ding family will close the door and solve it by yourself."

After finishing this long paragraph, Jiang Tian felt that he could not hold on any longer. The pain in his stomach almost cut him in half. He hid his hands behind his back so that Ding Lu could not see him.

Ding Lu thought for a moment, then smiled contemptuously, as expected he couldn't underestimate the current child.

"Okay, it's time for the college entrance examination. I hope you will do what you say, or I will separate you in my own way."

"It's a word."

It wasn't until Ding Lu closed the door and left that Jiang Tian collapsed on the bed without strength. He had no strength in his whole body, his chest was so tight that he couldn't breathe, tears couldn't help falling down, and he couldn't tell where the pain was.

He thought of his parents who had worked hard for many years. Lao Jiang had put all the dignity of his life on him. He had worked hard all his life and could only straighten up when he talked with relatives and friends in the village and his children were studying.

Those were his parents, they were his reliance for 20 years, how could he be willing to hurt them.

He once thought about just having a secret relationship with Ding Yang for the rest of his life, or if Ding Yang got tired of playing, he would be given up as a matter of course, and then return to the right track to go on blind dates, get married, have children, and take care of his parents.

It is said that a child from a poor family is the head of the family early, but why does everyone force him to be sensible and to give up.

He had no choice, nor could he choose anything else.

"Ding Yang..."

Jiang Tian curled up, the sharp pain from the needle in his hand and the pain in his stomach tore him, he exhausted all his strength and slammed on the floor, and finally lost consciousness amidst the flurry of doctors and nurses.

When she thought about it again, Wang Ruiqin was already sitting by the bed, "Why don't we have an operation every day?"

There was no color on Jiang Tian's pale face, he shook his head, "Mom, I'm really fine, don't worry, there will be blessings if you survive."

"Don't talk nonsense!"

Seeing that his condition was stable, Wang Ruiqin took half a day off to stay with him for an afternoon, then went home in the evening, and had to go to work the next day.

Jiang Tian forced himself to read the textbook for a while, but he was so confused that he couldn't learn, so he relaxed and fell asleep.

This sleep lasted at least twenty hours. If it wasn't for the doctor's rounds in the morning, Jiang Tian would have felt as if he was dead. He ate some porridge and told Wang Ruiqin to go back to work.

In the morning, a little boy lived in the next bed. He looked small, his complexion was not very good, he was wearing a hat, and he seemed to be undergoing chemotherapy. He was taken care of by a girl with long hair and very Gentle, busy.

Taking advantage of the moment when the girl went out, the little boy leaned over to say hello to Jiang Tian, ​​"Hello, my friend. My name is Li. You can call me Lizi. How long have you lived here?"

It was the first time for Jiang Tian to hear voices other than the doctor and his family members these days. For a moment, he felt as if he had passed away. He forced a polite smile, "My name is Jiang Tian, ​​and I haven't lived for long."

Lizi watched Jiang Tian flipping through May [-], "Are you taking the college entrance examination this year?"

Jiang Tian nodded.

"I think back when I took the college entrance examination, I surpassed the undergraduate threshold by [-] points! My little brother, take the exam well, come on!"

Lizi looked about fifteen or sixteen years old, but Jiang Tian was a little surprised when he heard what he said, but Lizi didn't react at all, and said calmly: "I'm already 22 this year, if I wasn't sick, I should have graduated by now, see It's just small, it's really 22." He pointed to the small sign beside his bed with his personal information written on it.

Just as he was talking, the girl came back with a hot water bottle, and put it on his feet thoughtfully.

Chestnut acted coquettishly, "Thank you, dear!"

The girl looked shy, "What are you doing, there are others here."

Jiang Tian looked at the intimacy between the two, and smiled slightly, "I read the questions, but I don't know anything."

The girl talked to Chestnut and left.

"Is my girlfriend good-looking? If it weren't for this illness, I would have gotten married this year. Lin Lin has a good temper and good looks. How can I be so lucky?"

Jiang Tian looked at the way he was talking to himself, and was quite envious in his heart. If either he or Ding Yang was a girl, would it be the situation today.

One of his most important problems now is how to use these two months to end his relationship with Ding Yang.

To his surprise, Ding Yang showed up at the bedside early the next morning.

Ding Yang's hair was a bit disheveled and hadn't been tidied at all. He sat on the ponytail by the bed, fell asleep with his arms pressed against the window, and his suitcase and schoolbag were thrown beside him.

Jiang Tian looked blankly at the sleeping man, and Li Zi blinked at him, "I arrived in the middle of the night last night, what's the relationship between you two, little classmate?"

Jiang Tian smiled awkwardly, he really didn't like other people looking at him strangely, "Just at the same table."

Li Zi said "Oh" strangely.

Feeling the movement of the person on the bed, Ding Yang moved his fingers, rubbed his eyes and looked at Jiang Tian, ​​"Brother Tian, ​​are you awake?"

Jiang Tian nodded awkwardly.

Ding Yang looked at the person in front of him over and over again, "Are you feeling unwell, I'll call you a doctor."

"No, don't bother the doctor, when did you come back?"

"Yesterday's train, I arrived at the school Zhang Lei and they said you were sick, so I came directly."

Jiang Tian sighed, Ding Yang has always been so straightforward.

Ding Yang held his mouth shut, "Why didn't you tell me when you were sick, I almost died of worry when I heard what Zhang Lei and the others said."

"It's not a serious illness, it's just appendicitis, and I'll be back in two days," Jiang Tian calmly changed the topic, "How was your exam?"

Ding Yang's eyes lit up for a moment, "It went very smoothly! It was unexpectedly good!"

Jiang Tian breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good."

Looking at the time, it was past seven o'clock in the morning, "Hurry up and go back to class, now you have to catch up with cultural classes."

Ding Yang obviously didn't want to leave, he dawdled thinking that Jiang Tian could keep him for a while, but Jiang Tian lifted the quilt and wanted to send him off, how could his current body withstand such a toss, Ding Yang pulled the box and left with a face of reluctance .

Lizi poked her head curiously, "What, did the young couple quarrel?"

Jiang Tian was embarrassed, "No, just an ordinary classmate."

Lizi shrugged, since everyone said so, he couldn't gossip anymore.

Around eight o'clock, Lizi's girlfriend Lin Lin came, the two of them got bored for a while, then Lin Lin left the hospital, the two of them stayed quietly in the ward, Lizi was bored reading magazines, Jiang Tian continued to review each kinds of exercises.

Jiang Tian didn't expect Ding Yang to come to the hospital again in the afternoon. He was still dressed in the same clothes as in the morning, with his hair untouched, and he appeared in the ward with his schoolbag in his arms.

Ding Yang smiled, "Surprise is not surprise, surprise is not surprise?"

Reaching out without hitting the smiling man, Jiang Tian had no choice but to let him sit down. Ding Yang opened his schoolbag and began to sort out the papers, each of which was neatly folded.

"This is the paper for the past few days. During the few days of the exam, I pulled down a lot. I took a copy of Zhou Yuwen's paper and Zhang Lei's. You look at the two copies. This is the new one issued by the teacher today. Tomorrow If you want to talk, I will bring the answer when I finish listening to the teacher tomorrow, this is the jingle that the teacher remembered to answer today, I will explain it to you..."

"Ding Yang!" Jiang Tian sternly restrained him, his heart was full of turbulent emotions, and his eyes were about to burst open to keep the tears from falling.

Impossible, the two of them can't have a future, Ding Yang can go his own way, there's no need to turn around and take care of him, if Ding Yang finds any reason to break up now, he will grit his teeth and agree , but the stupidity shown by Ding Yang makes people unable to bear to leave him.

"Class, monitor... I know you're in a bad mood. I haven't missed many classes in the past two days. I went to ask every teacher for basic test practice. I brought you the papers. Zhou Yuwen's and Zhang I made a copy of Lei’s for you. If you have any questions, tell me. I’ll ask the teacher, and I’ll come back and tell you. If I can’t explain clearly, I’ll record what the teacher said. Don’t feel bad. , Take care of your body first, and we will slowly catch up when we get back."

"Ding Yang, stop talking, go back."

Ding Yang was taken aback, and twitched the corner of his mouth, "Brother, what are you talking about, I know you are in a bad mood after class, so don't miss me..."

Jiang Tian gritted his teeth, "I don't want to see you, you go!"

Li Zi was pretending to be flipping through a magazine, and was startled by the atmosphere here, staring at the two of them in a daze.

"Then I put all the papers here, I'll go back first, you have a good rest." Ding Yang put on his schoolbag with a crying expression, turned around and closed the door gently.

Jiang Tian looked at the neatly arranged papers. There were dense marks on the papers. Those were the symbols he used to use. He could tell at a glance. There were also mismarked and altered symbols on the papers. Color out the emphasis asterisk and change it to red.

Ding Yang sorted out the homework rather roughly, and it was always Jiang Tian who sorted out a copy, and he copied it over and over again.

He could almost imagine Ding Yang pulling all kinds of marks on his hair.

Jiang Tian clutched the paper, couldn't hold it anymore, at first he sobbed subduedly, a little bit, the crying was not loud, but it was like the sky was falling.

Seeing the child in front of him suddenly crying so aggrieved, Lizi approached and patted him on the back, "Don't cry, don't cry, the college entrance examination is just such a small thing, if brother can live to that time, I will pray for you, if not At that time, I will bless you from above, the little boyfriend is very sensible, don't blame others, cry at Brother Lizi, and it will be fine after crying, nothing will happen.

Jiang Tian didn't know how long he cried while hugging his knees, he just felt a splitting headache, Li Zi just sat sideways beside his bed and watched him cry tenderly.

It was the first time he looked at Lizi so closely, and Jiang Tiancai realized that this 22-year-old young man was a little out of shape due to the torture of his illness.

"Is your illness... serious?"

He took off his hat calmly, "Cancer, the days are numbered."

Jiang Tian was suddenly a little out of breath. For the first time, he felt that he was so close to death, "I didn't mean to ask."

Li Zi rubbed his head, "It's okay, I don't blame you."

The two chatted a lot. Lizi told him about his college years, many opportunities and challenges, many things to choose by himself, and often alone, and also told the story of him and Lin Lin, two childhood sweethearts, if It's not this disease, it's really a natural couple.

Li Zi let out a long sigh, "I have to be nice to Lin Lin and let her know what is really good, so that she can have a reference when she finds a boyfriend in the future."

Jiang Tian looked at Lizi with unpredictable eyes, his life is running out, is it really right to drag a person who loves him like this?

Li Zi seemed to understand what he meant, "Those on TV dramas who lie to their lovers who are dying are idiots, I'm just living like this, don't treat Lin Lin better, I can't even close my eyes when I die, and if Lin Lin knew that I was afraid that she would worry about my illness so I would leave her, and she would definitely feel very uncomfortable with her personality, how can I feel at ease when she is uncomfortable?"

Lizi wiped away her tears and snot indiscriminately, "It's only been a few days, why don't you take care of yourself and leave a good memory for her."

He patted Jiang Tian on the shoulder, "Children, your little boyfriend is also pretty handsome, don't miss it, even if there is only one day left, be happy every day is one day."

"By the way, what's wrong with you, so depressed?"

Jiang Tian digested Li Zi's words in his head, and said softly, "Appendicitis."

"Damn! You kid is fucking sick, what a fart you are for such a trivial matter!" Li Zi pressed the Jingming acupoint, almost gasping for breath, "You say you little brats, it really makes you mad! Go make a fuss by yourself Come on, I don't care! I'm so mad!"

Seeing Li Zi angrily lying on the bed covered with a quilt, Jiang Tian said softly, "Brother Li Zi, thank you, I figured it out."

"Let's go, I'm going to get angry!"

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