Squad leader

Jiang Tian asked Ding Yang where he was going, but Ding Yang didn't say whether he was dead or alive, he just said "good place" vaguely.

Ding Yang parked his little eDonkey in front of the shopping mall. It was an old shopping mall in J City for more than [-] years, and he was older than Jiang Tian.

Jiang Tian has been in this ordinary prefecture-level city for 19 years, and he really doesn't know what "good places" are here.

Ding Yang parked the car, bought a portion of sugar-fried chestnuts at the entrance of the mall, and stuffed them into Jiang Tian's hands warmly.

Jiang Tian knew about this store. When he passed by this place when he was in junior high school, he would buy ten yuan and take it home. His mother Wang Ruiqin likes to eat this. Later, when he was in high school, he didn’t go on the road. He didn’t come here much except to buy clothes. .

"Why do you like sweets so much?"

Ding Yang squeezed the open little sweet chestnut and pressed it hard, and the round golden flesh was exposed. He put it on Jiang Tian's palm and continued to press the chestnut skin skillfully, "I didn't like it much, maybe I didn't eat enough when I was young. When I grow up, I will make up for it by myself."

Every time he listened to Ding Yang's childhood, Jiang Tian always felt a burst of unspeakable distress. This kind of person looks mighty, I look like the best in the world, but inside he is extremely eager to be cared for, and what he has is far from what he has. So much to see.

Jiang Tian looked at the golden doudou in his hand, broke off half of it and tasted it, it was sweet and glutinous, and squeezed the other half directly into Ding Yang's mouth.

Ding Yang raised his eyebrows, "It's so sweet."

He looked at Jiang Tian's serious eyes on picking chestnuts, "Sure enough, I'm with the squad leader, everything is sweet."

Jiang Tian's ears warmed up, "Why are you talking so much?"

Ding Yang hugged Jiang Tian with a smile, "I don't know much, I just tell you."

Jiang Tian was burned by his ears, "Where are you going?"

"Hey, take you to a good place you don't know."

It wasn't until I entered Menjiang that something was wrong, especially when there was a huge hotel sign outside the gate.

hotel.

ID card.

Good place? !

What the hell? !

Ding Yang, what are you doing? !

When going up the stairs, Jiang Tian acted as if he couldn't walk, and said with a guilty conscience, "Where is this going?"

Ding Yang threw the eDonkey key in his hand with ease, and said with a smile, "It's a good place that only you and I know."

The more he talked, the more anxious Jiang Tian became. Was this a bit too, too, too fast?

Just accepted in my heart that I have a boyfriend, and then I went out with him to open a room? !

Jiang Tian suddenly remembered that Wang Ruiqin had dragged her to watch a mediation program before. The little girl lived with a scumbag, but she was cheated of money and sex.

Jiang Tianxia swallowed his saliva consciously, "Ding Yang, let's go eat hot pot, I know a good restaurant, it's nearby."

Ding Yang looked at the time on his phone, "I just had breakfast, I'll save the hot pot for lunch."

Ding Yang firmly took Jiang Tian's hand and dragged him upstairs, "Come on, you will like this place."

The corner of Jiang Tian's mouth twitched, "Yes, is it?"

Until Ding Yang took the two people's ID cards to register, Jiang Tian felt unreal, what should I do with this, this, this? !

U-turn and run?Running Jiang Tian really might not be able to run faster than Ding Yang, what if he was caught and executed on the spot.You can't say you're here as a big aunt, can you?

Jiang Tian was as red as a cooked crab, and he almost walked sideways in embarrassment.

After paying the money, Ding Yang pulled Jiang Tian with their ID cards, "Let's go."

Jiang Tian was dragged by him in a daze, and walked around several corridors, "Here we are."

A closed door, Jiang Tian suddenly pulled Ding Yang, "Ding Yang!"

Ding Yang turned his head and looked into Jiang Tian's eyes seriously, "Are we...too..."

Ding Yang bent over and pressed his forehead together, "Huh? What is it?"

Jiang Tian's voice was lower than that of a mosquito, "It's too fast..."

Ding Yang finally couldn't hold back any longer. He could see Jiang Tian's discomfort a long time ago. He put his chin on Jiang Tian's neck and rubbed it cheerfully, "Squad leader, don't you think I brought you out to do bad things?"

Ding Yang deliberately lowered the tone of the words "doing bad things" to appear frivolous and seductive.

Ding Yang pushed open the door forcefully as he spoke, and he could see the decoration inside. There were two indoor basketball courts, and further inside were badminton courts and table tennis courts.

Jiang Tian felt as if his tail had been stepped on in an instant. He had made up all kinds of weird things in his brain for a long time. Now that he was caught, he was so ashamed that he had no place to hide. Thanks to the mental training he had done just now, I even came up with planA and planP, and I have the idea of ​​just following if I can't beat it.

Ding Yang cheerfully pulled him into the arena, "Why do you look disappointed?"

Jiang Tian knocked off Ding Yang's claw in shame, and argued, "I didn't!"

Ding Yang sat on the plastic seat on the sidelines and looked at Jiang Tian's little expressions of scratching his ears and cheeks.

This is indeed a hotel, but upstairs, the second floor is an old indoor stadium, and next door is an Internet cafe. Ding Yang accidentally found this place when he went to the wrong door to surf the Internet.

But then again, if Jiang Tian didn't object, Ding Yang wouldn't mind taking him upstairs.

After thinking about it again, my home is like a hotel, why did I bring people out?

Thinking about it, I coughed lightly twice, and stopped this weird thought.

Jiang Tian stands by the window, looking out from here, his back is facing the bustling and noisy shopping malls, the windows here are facing the old residential buildings in the old city, and it is a completely different world from the hustle and bustle downstairs, which is a bit like a city in a busy city. A safe place opened up for one side.

Ding Yang took two pairs of table tennis bats from the front desk, "Would you like to play a game, monitor?"

Seeing the table tennis racket, Jiang Tian felt a little itchy for an instant, "Okay."

Ding Yang deliberately teased him: "What about the loser?"

"Is there still a bargaining chip?"

Ding Yang raised his chin proudly, "Of course! That's what makes it interesting."

Jiang Tian was in a dilemma, he didn't know what kind of idea Ding Yang was going to propose, "Tell me, what should I do?"

Ding Yang's eyes turned, and his ambiguous eyes fell on Jiang Tian's face, "How about kissing me if you lose?"

"Aren't you naive?"

"A kiss will not lose a piece of your flesh!"

"I haven't lost since I got the racket, come on!"

Jiang Tian took off his coat, folded his arms and stretched the Lajin, rolled up his sleeves, picked up the racket, bent over and opened his posture.

They are serious academic masters, as if they never know what "letting water" is, they don't concede a single ball.

Table tennis is not Ding Yang's forte, and the result was disastrous.

"No more! No more!"

Ding Yang sat on the side pouring water, wiped the water from his mouth casually with his arm, his breathing was still not calm, and pretended to be angry, "You can't let me!"

Jiang Tian spread his hands to express his innocence, "You were the one who wanted to fight, and now I have won."

Ding Yang unscrewed a new bottle of sports drink and threw it over to Jiang Tian. The two of them sat together and looked at each other steaming. The surroundings were so quiet that only the rhythmic heartbeat of each other could be heard.

Jiang Tian looked at Ding Yang's face, "Is there any reward for winning?"

Ding Yang raised his eyebrows with a chuckle, stretched his arms around Jiang Tian's neck, and gave a lingering kiss very passionately.

"Reward Brother Yang with a kiss."

Jiang Tian was stunned and didn't know where to put his hands, but he closed his eyes gently with a half-smile. Ding Yang took out the sports drink in his hand, threw it on the ground ruthlessly, and led his hand to put it on the ground. On his tight back.

There is no one around here, and the cool wind passes through the old houses in the old city and gets into the lively and energetic stadium, which makes people's hearts itch.

After exercising, people are full of blood, and the previous reservedness and shyness are broken in the sound of heartbeats that almost merge with each other.

When it comes to things like kissing, a man's damned desire to compete is on fire. Jiang Xueba bites Ding Yang unexpectedly, and the smooth tongue he usually talks in class gets into Ding Yang's mouth little by little, trying to test it step by step. Anti-customer-oriented.

Ding Yang secretly cursed "Damn", Xueba really can learn everything fast.

He pressed Jiang Tian's waist with his hands, and he reluctantly let go when he was almost suffocating.

Ding Yang rubbed Jiang Tian's head in his arms, "Squad leader, I really like you to death!"

"You're really childish, there's really nothing you can do about it." Jiang Tian fiddled with his head, deliberately teasing him, "Should I still fight?"

Ding Yang shook his head, "I won't come, I can't beat you, you bully others, I'll go to the front desk to get a bottle of water, just wait for me."

Jiang Tian drank water to sweat by himself. How could he not have thought that Ding Yang had slipped away to get a gift, but he was also curious about what was in the box, after all, this was the first time he received a birthday present in his life.Parents at home don't have the habit of giving gifts either. Between classmates and friends, only girls would make a fuss and like to ask for gifts. Boys save this nasty and ambiguous link.

"Squad leader!"

Jiang Tian screwed on the bottle cap and turned back with a smile, and smiled sincerely at Shang Ding Yang, "This is a birthday present I prepared for you, I hope you like it."

Opening the exquisite gift box, it was a pair of horizontal table tennis rackets. It looked very delicate at first glance, and it was the same brand as the national team. Jiang Tian had surprise in his eyes, "Well, I like it very much."

This effect is not enough!

Ding Yang looked a little anxious, and was about to bite his tongue, "Look carefully, turn over and take a look."

"Damn it!" Jiang Tian was about to jump up, and his voice trembled: "This... is this the signature of Dragon Team?"

Ding Yang nodded triumphantly, what he wanted was the shocking effect.

Jiang Tian held the racket with both hands and his eyes were almost glued to it, "This, this, is this really the signature of the Dragon Team?"

"If it's a fake replacement."

Jiang Tian hugged Ding Yang excitedly, and was about to cry, "I really like it so much! Ding Yang, I really like it so much!" He even pecked Ding Yang's face twice while holding Ding Yang.

"This, is it so active?" Ding Yang licked his lower lip, why did he have an unreal illusion.

Jiang Tian held the racket and didn't let go. He wanted to kiss him. Ding Yang felt that he was being favored in an instant. He was still so enthusiastic just now. How could he turn his face and leave?

"Squad leader, are you exaggerating?"

"Yes, is there?"

Ding Yang pouted and nodded, looking aggrieved by falling out of favor, "Yes!"

Jiang Tian gently rubbed the back of his head, "I've liked Dragon Team for many years, what kind of vinegar are you eating?"

Listen, this standard scumbag quotation, is this what people say? !If you like others, you have the nerve to say that your boyfriend is jealous!

Ding Yang crossed Erlang's legs and gritted his teeth: "He has a girlfriend!"

"He has a girlfriend, and I have a boyfriend." Jiang Tian turned his head to Ding Yang very sincerely.

Ding Yang crossed his hands and shook his head arrogantly, "It's useless to coax me!"

Jiang Tian sighed in disappointment, "It's useless? Then I won't coax you anymore."

"Hey, don't!"

"Then how do you coax?"

Ding Yang chuckled, "Kiss me."

Jiang Tian rubbed his floppy new hair, leaned over and kissed gently with a blushing face, his movements were jerky, but it was already a great progress for the relationship between the two.

After Ding Yang sent Jiang Tian home, Jiang Tian was immersed in a kind of unreal wandering all night. The relatives gathered together were more of a birthday atmosphere, or found an excuse to drink and brag together.

The elders took Jiang Tian to ask him about his studies, and praised him several times about "progress" and "success". His aunt held his hand and told him how hard it was for his mother to raise him back then, and the tear-jerking education must be uplifting. .

Jiang Tian listens to these words several times a year, once when he returns to his grandma’s house in the third year of junior high school, once on his mother’s birthday, once on his aunt’s birthday, once on his own birthday, and must be heard on any occasion where more than two relatives are present.

Jiang Tian finally had the opportunity to go back to his room and lie down, squinting his eyes and staring at the patterns on the ceiling, and Ding Yang's silly face couldn't help appearing in his mind.

Since agreeing to Ding Yang's confession, Jiang Tian always felt that all kinds of things were not right before today. Even though the two of them are already together, he still needs to give himself a psychological construction from time to time, trying to dispel the society's attitude towards homosexuality in his heart. Cognitive errors, and continue to accept Ding Yang's kindness with guilt at various moments of self-deception.

He knows very little about love and feelings, and he doesn't know how to fall in love, and no one has taught him.

Before watching TV dramas and novels, he knew that "losing a leg and losing love" is not reliable at all. The answers he got from his parents were too realistic. Lao Jiang and the others only told Jiang Tian what It's called "living with a partner".

When he was a child, when the family was arguing over money, he also asked his mother why she didn't leave. At that time, Wang Ruiqin gave him a vague answer. It generally meant that people need to live, and many things that bind them are far from being staged in TV dramas. so easy.

But Ding Yang is different. He just lives his own life freely and freely, does what he wants to do, and never considers whether his teacher will be angry or his parents will be angry if he does this. Whether the impression of a good student will be affected, whether others will look down on him, such messy things have never been within the scope of Ding Yang's thinking.

He only does what he is happy and wants to do, and it doesn't matter if he is scolded.

Today, just today.They did something that was very inappropriate in their eyes behind the backs of their teachers and parents - the two boys got together, they hugged and kissed, and spoke jerky love words with forgetfulness.

For the first time, Jiang Tian felt the so-called "rebellion", the joy of going against everyone's wishes and going his own way!It turns out that everyone has always been hiding a wolf in their bones, but the pressure from all sides forced Jiang Tian to wrap up a layer of good student's skin and pretend to be a little white rabbit.

Jiang Tian clamored in his heart for the joy of breaking through the shackles, not only from Ding Yang's feelings, but also from his resistance to his 19 years of flat and hypocritical life.

Maybe this is the real him.

The author has something to say: Thanks for reading, I wish you a happy life~