find a way to fall in love with him

"Xu...Xu Chuan?"

Lu Zheng pressed the hat that Xu Chuan was wearing, and wanted to complain a few more words, but Xu Chuan threw him into his arms before he could speak, and was stunned for a moment.

"What, what's wrong?"

Although Lu Zheng has always wanted to hug Xu Chuan tightly since he found out what he wanted, but now that Xu Chuan took the initiative to hug him, Lu Zheng was a little at a loss. Chuan lifted it up and put it down behind him, not knowing where to put it.

"Ah."

Xu Chuan tightly hugged Lu Zheng's arms, buried his head in Lu Zheng's chest, and shook his head sullenly.

In fact, he couldn't tell what happened to him, but just now there was an impulse in his heart, and he rushed up and hugged this man as soon as his head became hot.

Although Lu Zheng didn't understand what was going on, it was very rewarding to see Xu Chuan come up to hug him like a tamed wild cat.

"No, it's all right."

Lu Zheng came to his senses, pretending to want to comfort Xu Chuan, he raised his hand and was about to hug Xu Chuan into his arms.

"Hey, look over there..."

"Shh, be quiet..."

At this time, two girls who had just finished watching the performance happened to walk by the small road outside the campus, whispering and looking this way while gossiping.

Lu Zheng never cared much about other people's eyes, but at this moment, he still hoped that the two girls would leave quickly, so as not to disturb the two-person world between him and Xu Chuan.

But the whispered discussions of the girls still reached Xu Chuan's ears, and Xu Chuan suddenly woke up from his feverish state.

Looking at how he and Lu Zheng hugged each other tightly, he felt ashamed and anxious for a while, when Lu Zheng's hand was about to touch him, he suddenly stomped on Lu Zheng's foot, slamming Lu Zheng pushed out.

"Ah! You, you..."

Lu Zheng let out a cry of pain, and took a step back. He didn't understand what was going on, so he turned his back on him.

When he looked up, he saw Xu Chuan's ears were slightly red, pretending to be fierce, staring at himself, "You, what are you doing!"

"Ah I?"

Lu Zheng innocently pointed at himself, "I didn't do anything, you didn't hug me..."

Lu Zheng just wanted to say that Xu Chuan carried him up, but before he could say anything, Xu Chuan came up angrily and stomped on Lu Zheng again.

"what!"

Xu Chuan's kick was obviously to shut up Lu Zheng. Lu Zheng fell silent in pain after being stepped on, and could only gasp in a "ssi" breath.

"you you……"

Xu Chuan's ears were red, and he sneaked a glance at Lu Zheng from the corner of his eye. He seemed to feel that he had stepped on too hard just now, but he couldn't pull his face away to apologize, so he could only stare fiercely at Lu Zheng. One glance, "Go back, go home! Stupid!"

"what?"

After finishing speaking, Xu Chuan didn't wait for Lu Zheng to react, he turned around and held his hot cheeks, and walked quickly to the side of the road, scolding himself secretly for not being up to date, why he pounced on him like that just now.

"You're an idiot."

Being scolded by Xu Chuan, Lu Zheng lowered his head and pursed his lips slightly, with a smile on his face. He was about to move forward when his feet hurt, and the corners of his mouth twitched involuntarily.

Well, the little wild cat is still a little wild cat.

Lu Zheng lowered his head and chuckled secretly, and stopped, just wanting to pretend to be weak to make Xu Chuan feel sorry for him, but when he looked up, Xu Chuan had already hired a car, and he was reaching out to open the car door to get in, and he was about to leave him alone the meaning of.

"Hey! Xu Chuan! Xu Chuan, wait for me!"

In a panic, Lu Zheng quickly stretched out his hand and yelled, ignoring the pain in his feet, and hurriedly chased after him, "Wait for me! Wait for me!"

In the end, Xu Chuan still didn't have the heart to leave Lu Zheng alone by the side of the road. Of course, this was mainly due to Lu Zheng holding on to the car door and refusing to let go. He kept saying to the driver, "We know each other, and we still live together. , sleeping in the same bed!"

It made Xu Chuan feel that the driver seemed to secretly look at himself and Lu Zheng through the rearview mirror along the way.

Xu Chuan was looked at a little awkwardly, and was about to turn his head and stare at Lu Zheng, telling him not to talk nonsense outside, although what he said was true, when he turned his head, he saw Lu Zheng crooked his eyes and was giggling at him.

"idiot."

Xu Chuan cursed with a low laugh, and seeing Lu Zheng's gentle smile, he couldn't get angry, but his heart "thumped" violently.

Forget it, whoever makes himself seem to really like him, let him be so silly for a while.

Xu Chuan pretended to be calm and looked away, no longer looking at Lu Zheng.

After all, it's one thing to know how you feel, but another to admit it or not.

Although Xu Chuan has been in the gaming world for the past few years, deep down in his heart, he still has an inexplicable longing for his family and his family.

But at the same time, he is also very contradictory. Because of childhood memories, he questioned marriage while always feeling that he would stay with someone for the rest of his life and form a family. It seemed that as long as he had his own family, he would never be rejected Abandoned the general.

But now he found that he fell in love with Lu Zheng and a man, which seemed to run counter to his long-cherished dream of owning a home.

And more importantly, Lu Zheng is heterosexual, so what if he likes him?

No one will accompany him in the future life.

Thinking of this, Xu Chuan couldn't help but feel a little discouraged, and when he got off the car, he unconsciously distanced himself from Lu Zheng.

He knew he liked Lu Zheng, but reason told him that he couldn't like Lu Zheng.

But he couldn't die, and Lu Zheng kept leaning towards him like a puppy.

"Xu Chuan, wait for me."

"Xu Chuan, what do you think of my performance today?"

"Xu Chuan, do you want to have supper?"

"Xu Chuan..."

……

When Xu Chuan was yelled by Lu Zheng, his heart felt like a cat was scratching, itchy and chaotic.

"you……"

Xu Chuan turned his head abruptly, just about to tell Lu Zheng behind him to stop shouting.

As a result, when he turned his head, he just said, "Do you want supper?" Lu Zheng leaned over with bright eyes, with a cute and flattering look on his face.

Xu Chuan stared at Lu Zheng for a long while. He was still flustered with boredom, but when he saw the person he liked, the depression in his heart seemed to turn into a trivial matter all of a sudden.

"Eat...I want to eat."

Xu Chuan responded in a low voice, and after the answer, he felt as if he had been bought by the food again, and he and himself sat down on the sofa in an angry mood.

"Wait a minute, I'll do it right away."

Lu Zheng thought that Xu Chuan was very hungry, so he quickly took ham and eggs from the refrigerator to make Xu Chuan a supper.

Xu Chuan was sitting on the sofa sullenly. Seeing Lu Zheng sneaked into the kitchen, he turned his head to take a look secretly, and after a while, he took a sneaky look again.

How could I fall in love with this man?

Seeing Lu Zheng's busy back in the kitchen, Xu Chuan was lost in thought for a moment.

This man has a bad temper, and he always robbed me of things before. Apart from cooking better, growing taller, and singing better, it seems that there are no advantages.

By the way, there is also a rich dad.

Xu Chuan looked at Lu Zheng while talking to himself in his heart.

Lu Zheng was still cooking the noodles in the pot, but he always felt that there was a gaze looking at him from behind, so he turned around quickly and met Xu Chuan's eyes.

"Xu Chuan."

Lu Zheng called to Xu Chuan with a smile in the corner of his eyes, and was about to tell Xu Chuan that the noodles were almost ready.

Unexpectedly, Xu Chuan thought he was caught peeking at Lu Zheng, so he hurriedly snorted preemptively, and turned his head to the side abruptly.

Isn't it just that the shoulders are wide and the waist is narrow, and the muscles are well-proportioned, and there is nothing good-looking about it.

Xu Chuan said with disdain in his heart, held back for a while, and couldn't help but sneak a glance.

Originally, Lu Zheng was stunned by Xu Chuan's inexplicable face, thinking that he had made Xu Chuan angry again, but he hadn't figured out why, but he saw Xu Chuan's thief looking at him glanced.

Lu Zheng raised the corner of his mouth with a suppressed smile, pretending not to care and shouted, "The noodles are cooked, do you want to eat now?"

"Eat! Eat now!"

When he heard about the food, Xu Chuan stopped pretending to be angry, and immediately got up from the sofa and walked quickly to the restaurant, "I'm starving to death, umm, it's delicious."

"I cooked a little more, do you want more?"

"Yeah." Xu Chuan sucked his face and nodded hurriedly, "More, more."

Xu Chuan ate the noodles cooked by Lu Zheng, and the little troubles in the car were instantly forgotten.

No matter what happens in the future, this man will still be by his side now.

As long as this is the case, I am already very satisfied.

But that's what I said, but after realizing his feelings for Lu Zheng, Xu Chuan suddenly didn't know how to handle the distance between himself and Lu Zheng.

Originally, Xu Chuan thought that Lu Zheng was a big boy who wanted to hug and hug him at every turn. He used to treat him like a younger brother, and he would follow him if he spoiled him, but now he likes him. Come on, how can my heart take it?

In order to reduce the test of his heart, Xu Chuan resolutely did not allow Lu Zheng to hug him to sleep at night, but Lu Zheng started playing tricks and allowed Xu Chuan to kick him away several times. He locked Xu Chuan's legs firmly under his body.

"you you……"

Xu Chuan struggled out of Lu Zheng's embrace, and his body was a little greedy for his body temperature, so after a few fuss, he followed Lu Zheng.

Unexpectedly, after a few days, not only did Xu Chuan get used to this sleeping position, but sometimes he would slip into Lu Zheng's arms when he was sleepy. After all, there was a big heater sleeping next to him, so it was very comfortable to hold.

"Xu Chuan, I... have to go out tonight."

When eating lunch on Saturday, Lu Zheng faltered and faltered, while raising his head and sneaking a glance at Xu Chuan.

Since the end of the college party that day, although neither of them said anything, it seemed that something was quietly changing.

For example, on weekends, the two of them will tacitly reject all invitations and make time to cook, watch movies, and play games together at home.

Maybe they are doing some very ordinary things, but because there are only two people, even this ordinary weekend has become warm and satisfying.

But this Saturday, there was a little surprise. Datou and the others insisted on taking Lu Zheng out for a dinner party. It seemed that one of the guitarists was getting married soon.

Although Lu Zheng had never thought about getting married, it seemed to the people around him that it was a big deal, and Lu Zheng couldn't shirk it, so he could only come to ask Xu Chuan for instructions.

Sure enough, when Lu Zheng said that he was going out at night, Xu Chuan frowned slightly.

What are you doing out there?

Who are you going to meet?Male or female?

Is it female?

A lot of questions suddenly popped up in Xu Chuan's mind. He never knew that he was such a person who easily worry about gains and losses.

Although he really wanted to ask these questions, when he thought of himself as an adult, an adult should have the dignity and demeanor of an adult, and he should not be suspicious like a little woman who checks whether her husband is having an affair.

So Xu Chuan paused for a moment, and could only nod his head pretending not to ask more questions, "Yes, I got it." But he was roaring in his heart, hurry up, tell me the time, place and people honestly, Don't make me ask myself!

"You, are you agreeing?"

Seeing that Xu Chuan's expression seemed to be a little off, Lu Zheng asked again worriedly.

"Yes, why don't I agree?"

Xu Chuan awkwardly put down the bowl and chopsticks, and said perfunctorily, "I'm full."

When you're done, stand up and leave.

If Lu Zheng hadn't been completely sure that Xu Chuan was having trouble just now, and now that Xu Chuan didn't even eat, if Lu Zheng still couldn't see it, then Lu Zheng must be blind.

"Xu Chuan, I will be back soon, and I will definitely be back soon."

Lu Zheng quickly stood up and assured Xu Chuan, "I will definitely come back early to accompany you."

"Oh." Xu Chuan replied noncommittally, turned around and walked into the bedroom indifferently.

Xu Chuan felt that he was already an adult in his late thirties, and it was ugly to be so awkward, but what could he do?

Didn't I fall in love with Lu Zheng? Those selfish emotions of jealousy, greed, and not wanting to share with others are all included in this complex emotion called liking.

I accepted this kind of love, but I didn't know how to express it.

After Lu Zheng went out, Xu Chuan tossed and turned alone on the bed, unable to sleep, wondering where Lu Zheng was now, and wondering who Lu Zheng had seen.

The more he thought about it, the more confused he became, Xu Chuan simply sat up from the bed, put on a short sleeve, and walked out of the room with bare legs.

Xu Chuan originally wanted to go to the refrigerator in the kitchen to get the pudding that Lu Zheng made for him in the morning, but when he passed by the living room, he saw the clothes that Lu Zheng changed when he went out, casually thrown on the sofa.

Xu Chuan stood there in a daze for a moment, turned around slightly, and walked over like a ghost.

The clothes on the sofa are the black hoodie jacket that Lu Zheng usually wears. It may be because it has just been replaced. It seems to have the smell of Lu Zheng on it. Xu Chuan can't help but want to hug it tightly, just like hugging Lu Zheng. Same as politics.

"Idiot, idiot."

Xu Chuan hugged Lu Zheng's coat in front of him, scolded twice in a low voice, unfolded the coat and put it on himself.

Lu Zheng was much taller than Xu Chuan. Xu Chuan zipped up, and the hem just covered his thighs.

"Come back soon."

Xu Chuan flicked his sleeves and raised them in front of his eyes, and lazily fell on the sofa wearing Lu Zheng's coat, the clothes still had the good smell of Lu Zheng's body.

Xu Chuan wrapped his clothes tightly, as if Lu Zheng hugged him from behind every night.

Xu Chuan closed his eyes and imagined that he was held in Lu Zheng's arms. After thinking about it, he gradually fell asleep.

And when Lu Zheng finally escaped from the dinner party and rushed home, he saw Xu Chuan wearing his own coat, with his bare legs, lazily lying on the sofa and fast asleep as soon as he entered the door.

"Xu Chuan, Xu Chuan."

Lu Zheng called Xu Chuan twice in a soft voice, walked over quietly and knelt down beside Xu Chuan.

Xu Chuan was wearing his coat on his upper body, and his whole body shrunk to a small size, with two white legs sticking out from under the hem of the clothes.

Looking at it, Lu Zheng felt thirsty in his throat. Xu Chuan would never show his dependence on him in front of him, but he would sleep with his clothes in his arms when he was not around, still in such a seductive manner.

"Xu Chuan, Xu Chuan, wake up."

Lu Zheng's throat rolled, but he still held back the idea of ​​running away, reached out and gently pushed Xu Chuan's shoulder, "Get up soon, I'm back."

"Well."

Unexpectedly, Xu Chuan was fast asleep, frowned in dissatisfaction, turned his face slightly, closed his eyes, and murmured Lu Zheng's name in a low voice.

"Lu Zheng, uh, Lu Zheng."

This unconscious murmur, soft and soft, completely overwhelmed Lu Zheng's original idea of ​​not making a move.

"Xu Chuan."

Lu Zheng reached out and touched Xu Chuan's lips lightly.

Xu Chuan didn't know what he had dreamed of. He opened and closed his lips slightly, encased Lu Zheng's finger, and even licked it lightly.

Lu Zheng could no longer maintain his rationality. He moved his finger, put it on his lips, and kissed it lightly.

"Well."

Xu Chuan resisted at first in his sleep, but Lu Zheng kissed him lightly and gently, Xu Chuan gradually softened his body, feeling as if his whole body was wrapped in a kind of warmth, crisp and soft.

"Well……"

So much so that when Xu Chuan opened his eyes in a daze from sleep, he couldn't tell whether what was just now was reality or a dream.

"You're awake."

As soon as Xu Chuan opened his eyes, he saw Lu Zheng's face enlarged in front of his eyes, and sat up abruptly from the sofa.

"Ah! You, are you back?"

Xu Chuan looked into Lu Zheng's smiling eyes, and thought of his hazy spring dream just now, his whole face turned red for a moment, and he hurriedly tried to stand up, but at this moment, the little brother, who was so alive, woke up because of that dream. reacted.

"Ah, you, can you..."

Xu Chuan quickly stretched out his hand and tugged on Lu Zheng's coat, trying to block the place where he had obviously reacted. He lowered his head and spoke in such a low voice that only he could hear.

"what?"

Lu Zheng bowed his head maliciously and leaned over. When he was kissing Xu Chuan just now, he had already seen Xu Chuan's reaction there.

Although he didn't know if the reaction was because of him, but seeing Xu Chuan's reaction made Lu Zheng very happy.

"Can you... go back to the room first."

Xu Chuan was so ashamed that even the roots of his ears and the back of his neck turned red, but from Lu Zheng's point of view, he felt that Xu Chuan's appearance was particularly endearing.

"Why do you want me to go back to the room first?" Lu Zheng smiled and asked knowingly.

"Because...because..."

Xu Chuan tugged at his clothes, thinking about how to explain, but before he could speak, "Ah!" Lu Zheng beat him up and hugged him.

"You! What are you doing!"

Xu Chuan blushed, hiding his reaction, and shouted at Lu Zheng in shame and haste.

Lu Zheng just raised his eyebrows with a smile, "I'll take you to the toilet to solve it, you can't walk like this." As he said that, he deliberately smirked and looked at the position where Xu Chuan was pulling his clothes.

"You!" Xu Chuan was so angry that he didn't know what to say for a while, he slumped his head, and punched Lu Zheng's chest hard, his whole face couldn't help turning redder.

The author has something to say: I'm excited about writing, I haven't stopped, and it's past zero again.

The idiots of Lu Zheng and Xu Chuan are on par, hahaha

This chapter is simply sprinkle sugar, (I don’t know if it’s sweet or not, if it’s not sweet, just forcefully sprinkle sugar hahaha) Anyway, 520 is happy~

By the way, I want to make trouble in the next chapter, (serious face), I really want to make trouble, I find that every time I talk about making trouble, I don’t seem to be doing much (dog head)

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Then I would like to thank you very much, the nutrient solution irrigated by "The Barrier of Death in the Flowers on the Other Side at the End of the Century", (After all, I also know that my update is a scum, I don’t know if the little cutie is still watching.)

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(Knowing that I haven't updated it for a long time, add an irresponsible small theater)

On the last day of 19, Xu Chuan got Lu Zheng drunk.

Originally, Xu Chuan just wanted to hear some sweet words from Lu Zheng, but it turned out to be too much.

Seeing Lu Zheng lying on the table, Xu Chuan was sleeping soundly. From this angle, he could still see the hair on the top of his head, so he couldn't help feeling a little cute.

"Bang!" Fireworks began to set off outside the window.

"Ah Zheng, Ah Zheng, it's the New Year." Xu Chuan poked Lu Zheng's face with his hand.

If I knew I was going to spend New Year's Eve alone, I didn't lie to him just now that it was juice, which made me so lonely now.

"Hmm." Lu Zheng woke up a little bit from the sound of fireworks, raised his head and looked at the people around him in a daze.

"New year?"

"Yes." Xu Chuan looked at Lu Zheng in a daze, childish and cute.

"Ah Zheng, are you still drunk... eh"

Xu Chuan was about to speak, but before he finished speaking, Lu Zheng suddenly reached out and pulled his head, and kissed him deeply.

Lu Zheng's lips were soft, maybe it was the effect of alcohol, but they were hot.

"Chuan, Happy New Year." After the kiss, Lu Zheng licked his lips and murmured, "Why is it a bit sweet?"

"Ah, Ah Zheng?" Xu Chuan suddenly couldn't recover.

The original plan was just to see Lu Zheng drunk, but he didn't expect it to be like this...

"Sweet, more." Lu Zheng continued to kiss her in a daze.

"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!" Xu Chuan was overwhelmed by Lu Zheng, and slowly fell on the sofa.

"Bang!" There were still fireworks outside the window, but the two people on the sofa didn't have the heart to watch anymore~

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Finally, let’s talk about the update. I plan to finish the 20-word text and add some extras later.

Now it’s 14 words, and it’s coming soon, and according to my current collection, I should be able to finish it, and I won’t be able to enter V (vicissitudes of life)

But I will finish writing, even if the update is sloppy, if I have time, I will write more.

Please wait patiently, it will be over soon~

Finally, thank you for your support~

Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:

4 bottles of death in the flowers on the other side at the end of the century;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!