The boy next door came out

Yanhe, I am Hokuriku

The weather is cloudy at midnight on March 2019, 03

go cold and go summer

year after year

the flowers are gone

life is long

This wait is eight years.

Yan He never thought of himself as the kind of patient person.

When Bei Lu just left, he naively thought that it would be all right after a while.

day after day.

January after month.

Year by year.

It turned out that he thought that the time would be such a long latitude.

I knew I wouldn't wait.

But how can I know it early, some are just endless fantasy.

Fortunately, however, he came back.

Although he was in a mess, at least he wasn't in the worst shape.

not married......

no children...

In the end it's still a person.

It was the man named Beilu whom Yan He knew!

In the past few years, Yanhe has also had a few girlfriends, but few of them lasted long, and he even forgot their looks after a while, except that Beilu's face was always shaking in front of his eyes.

He stubbornly felt that no one in the world was as good-looking as Hokuriku.

He is probably the only one who remains independent from the world.

It wasn't Friday recently, Yan He also came to live in the old house, making grandma very happy.

The boy next door also came back to live occasionally, and Grandma Yan He finally felt that she was not so lonely.

It is no longer always a person and a dog, in a daze to pass the boring days.

Once a person gets old, all he sees are memories, and all he thinks are regrets.

She looked at Yan He and always remembered that he climbed over the wall in the middle of the night, stepping on the sweet-scented osmanthus tree to get out.

She was always worried that he would fall down in the dark, and as expected, he fell that time.

The kid next door looked cold and didn't talk to others often, but his heart was still warm.

She often sighed, her old man left without a trace of pain, but did not leave a word.

The green leaves of the osmanthus tree in the yard can last until winter, but the flowers that finally bloomed can't last for two months.

Autumn comes and winter comes and last year comes and goes, and the sun comes and the moon goes and old age is approaching.

Xu Lai recently opened a branch near Jinling University, and things piled up on him.

There is no spare time to find Yanhe.

Anyway, he knew that Mr. Yan was much busier than him on weekdays.Whenever he called him, he didn't scold him.

Besides, Hokuriku came back recently, Yanhe probably looked for him less frequently.

Thinking about it this way, Xu Lai unexpectedly had the idea that in the end, he was a loner.

His whole butt was stuffed into the boss chair, he shook his head helplessly, and continued to look at the construction sample paper in his hand.

When he was studying seriously, the door of the office was kicked open.

Xu Lai knew which bastard it was without looking up.

Yan He leaned against the door frame, put his hands in his pockets, and squinted at him.

"I'm curious, how did you understand the drawings with your IQ." Yan He took a rest today and didn't go back to grandma after work.

I went back to my apartment and squinted for a while, and woke up with nothing to do.

Think of another Xu Lai who can pass the time.

In the past few days, he moved back to live with his grandmother, and he never saw the lights in the yard next door turned on at night.

It is estimated that Hokuriku often lives in the dilapidated dormitory of the school.

"Hey, I said our doctor Xiaoyan took off his white coat today, why did he speak so stinky!?" Xu Lai closed the folder on the table, thinking about it, he should leave it to Meng Meng.

She is meticulous and considerate, much better than his brain.

He just grew a big head melon, which is all empty.

have to!Yan He scolded him for these words, so he used them all by himself.

"I miss you, can't I?" Yan He watched Xu Lai get up.

The chair under his buttocks creaked, as if suddenly loosened, and the cushion bounced up.

"You mustn't, my heart trembles when you say that." Xu Lai said while putting on his coat.

If things are different, there must be demons!

The two came downstairs one after the other.

When Xu Lai saw Meng Meng, he said to her, "I have to trouble you for the blueprints upstairs. I will risk my life to accompany my buddy today."

He also turned his head to Yan He who was behind him.

Yan He lifted his foot and was about to kick it.

Although Xu Lai is fat now, he runs faster than anyone else.

Yan He stood on the stairs and retracted his outstretched foot.

Greeted Meng Meng politely, "He is also thanks to you."

"Look at what you said, I've made a lot of money." When Meng Meng saw Yan He today, he felt that he was preoccupied.

It's not as easy as before, and there is always a smile on his handsome face.

The curvature of the corners of the mouth is always upward, and the words that are spoken make people feel like they are bathed in sunshine.

Although he was smiling today, it was obvious that he was not feeling well.Even those bright eyes were dazed.

Xu Lai and Yan He wandered around but couldn't find a suitable place, so the two simply went back to where Xu Lai lived.

When Yan He went in, he was so messed up that he couldn't get in. He stood at the door in disgust, waiting for him to clean up first.

He really can't compliment, how did Xu Lai manage to fill all the corners of such a big house.

Still, Hokuriku likes to be clean, and it feels refreshed wherever it goes.

It makes people feel comfortable.

It's not like Xu Lai, only bad.

Thinking of Beilu, Yanhe's temples began to ache.

It was always hidden in the depths, and jumped out from time to time, tensing his nerves.

Yan He gently rubbed the sides of his forehead to relieve the throbbing pain.

"You don't get enough sleep, I'll clean up for you, take a nap for a while, and I'll make you something to eat." No matter how mad Xu Lai was, he could feel that something was on his mind.

My buddy is laughing and joking all day long, and whenever something happens, the corners of his mouth almost hang down.

Yan He was half lying on the imperial concubine's bed, and his eyes were always weeping after staying up late for a long time.

The bloodshot eyes almost filled his white eyeballs.

Even if he couldn't fall asleep, he could only close his eyes and rest.

There was Xu Lai walking back and forth by his ear, but he seemed to have a support in his heart.

People who are used to the excitement will always feel uncomfortable when they suddenly quiet down.

Just like when Hokuriku just left, he couldn't sleep well all day long.

Whenever I close my eyes, I always see him sitting quietly in front of the window on the second floor.

Neither speak.

Don't look at him either.

He climbed over the wall, but he closed the window.

Like now he seemed to close his eyes and see him again.

He still looked deserted, standing alone at the entrance of the alley.

Neither speak.

Don't look at him either.

He ran towards him, but he turned and walked away.

Yan He finally fell asleep in a daze for a while, when he was woken up by Xu Lai's ringing phone.

Xu Lai came out of the kitchen in a hurry, clutched his phone to watch Yan He turn his back, and then hurriedly hid in the room to answer the phone.

Yan He narrowed his eyes slightly, listening to Xu Lai's fucking reply.

Thoughts seem to wake up slowly.

It turned out that the bastard had met him fortunately, or else who would have played with him.

He remembered the first time he met Xu Lai, he was a junior high school student, relying on his big size, he singled out three.

He was pushed to the ground and beaten, but he refused to admit defeat.

Yan He happened to pass by, without even thinking about it, he rushed over and kicked the person riding on Xu Lai's back hard.

The fights in the youth have always relied on passion and heroism.

When he pulled Xu Lai up from the ground, he asked him, "Why did they beat you?"

"Then why did you beat them?" Xu Lai asked him back, the corner of his mouth was still bleeding from the beating.

He lifted his clothes and wiped his face, took a deep breath, and spit out all the blood from his throat.

Yan He was amused by his answer.

Yes, there is no reason to ask for a fight.

Many feelings don't know where they came from, but they choose to go through fire and water.

"Are you awake?" Xu Lai was wearing an apron, standing at the door of the kitchen, and asked Yan He's back.

"Your voice is so loud, can I sleep?" Yan He turned over and sat up, rubbing his face with his hands, trying to get rid of the confusion on his face.

"Okay! Clean it up and have dinner later." Xu Lai ignored him, stepped on the stool, and took out the good wine hidden on it.

He touched the round body of the bottle, squinted his eyes and thought, this good wine has been stored for a long time, and today he can see the light again.

I don't know if it will be wasted by Yan He.

Xu Lai cleaned up the sofa, and the two of them sat on the carpet.

A glass of wine per person, two or three small dishes.

If You Are the One is still playing on TV, the two bachelors comment from time to time.

"When I first met you, why did you fight?" Yan He took a sip of wine down his throat, burning hot.The words he asked were scalding to death.

Xu Lai was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Yan He could still remember the questions he asked before.

He tilted his head back and downed a cup vigorously, then hiccupped.

Shaking his head, he said, "Can I know you without fighting?"

Yan He knew that he was sloppy and kicked him.

"Fuck off, you don't speak the truth all day long."

Xu Lai poured another glass, picked it up and touched Yan He.

The crisp crashing sound seemed to wake up the door of his heart.

"Why? Why? They said I didn't have a father, so I beat them."

Yan He always knew that Xu Lai kept his mouth shut about his own father, so he hated him.

He didn't know if he had been in Kyoto for four years, had this hatred faded away.

Everyone has a scar in their hearts that cannot be healed, and they are never willing to show it to others, because once it is opened, even if they are given anesthesia, life will be worse than death.

"Whoever says that again in the future, I'll kill him." Yan He didn't know how to comfort him.

"What about Hokuriku?" Xu Lai was already on the verge of alcohol, and the chubby man couldn't understand what he said.

He wondered if Hokuriku would punch him if he said so.

Just like going to Kyoto, he would be heartbroken if Hokuriku left.

And when Xu Lai left, he was overjoyed.

"You drank too much." Yan He didn't know how to answer him.

When Xu Lai saw him like this, he was actually a little annoyed.

"You treat him heartily all day long, and when will he treat you well. Even in the capital, I approached him twice, and he always showed a heartless attitude."

Yan He was sitting on his knees on the carpet, so drunk that he couldn't hold his glass steady.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes and stared at Xu Lai, trying to hear his words clearly.

"Have you seen him!?" The voice was clear in the messy living room.

"Not only did I see him, I beat him, he just told me not to tell you." The wine glass in Xu Lai's hand was already empty, and it rolled to the edge of the carpet, and he reached for it.

"You...you..." There was a fire in Yan He's chest that wanted to burst out.

He stammered for a long time without saying a word.

Under the induction of alcohol, the bloodshot eyes quickly filled his black pupils.

More than meeting him—then why don't you tell.

I beat him too—why did you beat him.

Don't tell you - why can't he tell me.

These three words were like a knife piercing his heart.

Deeper and deeper each time, until all of them are sunk into the chest.

The scorching fire burst out, and then turned into hot tears and flooded his chest again.

In the end he just sat on the rug, drinking bitter wine glass by glass.