draw your mind

Senior was lying flat on the bed, surrounded by darkness, and the door and curtains cut off the outside world.

The whole world is quiet, how nice it would be to be so quiet all the time!Seniority Ping couldn't help thinking about it.

There was no problem with the car, and I didn't have dinner in the old house.

After leaving Zi's house, Senior Ping did not go directly back to your mansion, but went to the Zi's cemetery.

Thinking about the happy life of the family for more than ten years, now it is: a deserted forest, four tombs, and one person.The tombs of the eldest brother and the second brother are in the back row of the father's tomb, and the open space next to the tomb of the eldest brother is his own.

Seniority Ping thought: "Brother loves me so much, he shouldn't dislike me, the second brother might beat me, and the elder brother can help me hold me in the middle!

Brother, don't worry, I will take good care of my mother!

I hope that we will still be a family in our next life, maybe there will be no wars in our next life, the eldest brother can be a professor, and the second brother can be an athlete...

what about me?

I can do anything, as long as I'm with you..."

When all the dust settles, no national righteousness matters anymore.

"I just want to have this home."

Seniority Ping parked the car at the intersection of returning to your mansion, he knew that his father and his elder brother were waiting for him, and he also knew what they were thinking.Your family is ashamed of your mother and yourself. If your mother complains that you are a second-rate person who is worthless and even wants to cling to your family, your mother and yourself will definitely be abandoned again. That elder brother will always be just "Mr. Jia" ".

Maybe it's because the capitalists educated him too well, and the young master of the petty bourgeoisie didn't fall into obscenity, and he still understands the general situation and understands the truth.

But when Zhiping lacked a father and a family, it was the capitalist who gave him everything and filled the vacancy in Zhiping's life.

Even if this vacancy reappears now, it cannot be filled by another father or another elder brother.

I know this kind of regret, but how can Gui Wenting and Gui Yi not know?

They are waiting for seniority level to make a decision.

Shi Liping doesn't want to go back, the Zi family is his belonging, but he doesn't want to disappoint Xiaowan's father, nor does he want to disappoint Xiaowan's brother.

In your family, seniority level represents not only seniority level, but also the deceased Guiwan.

And Niu Niu, Niu Niu was Gui Wan when she was a child.

The one who is even more unwilling to disappoint is Guiwan.

Because Guiwan said: If I leave, just replace me as Guiwan!

Such a beautiful Guiwan, without the airs of a young lady, gave up her pampered life to go to the revolution, recognized her brother without prejudice, and sacrificed herself for others.

Now, Zhiping is going to replace Guiwan to live on.

So Senior Ping went home, imitating Gui Wan's way of going home.

My father, mother, and elder brother are gone, so it's okay to be a nobleman, only the seniors of the capitalists can be called the young master of Xiaozi.

There was no expression on Zhiping's face. Only in the dead of night did Zhiping let go of all his pretense.

I'm so tired!

The wounds on his body hurt, his knees were sore, and his heart was still there. Zhiping felt that his heart also wanted to sigh, but he couldn't vomit or swallow the breath, and it just kept being stuck in his heart, making his heart ache.

Gui Wentang and Gui Yi's guilt and cautiousness are all seen and understood by them.

Zhiping has been a sweet-talking and clever kid since he was a child, and everyone in the neighborhood likes him.This is not entirely an innate ability of seniority level, but also an acquired part.

People like sweet-mouthed children, and if they like him, they won't hate his mother, and their lives will be more comfortable.

Lie flat on the bed and slowly go back to the past, sorting out the previous memories.

Those years were beautiful and precious memories, and he couldn't bear to miss a single bit of his qualifications. He sorted it out carefully as if he was going to write an autobiography.

When a person starts to recall the past, either he is old or he is missing someone.

When did you think about your earliest memory?

Shiliping still remembers that when he was very young, he was wearing a comfortable cotton gown, with a braid tied on his head by the beautiful aunt (Chen Xuanyu coaxed him to call him with sugar), lying on the small window of the aunt's attic, Looking at the road downstairs, waiting for mother to come home.

Mother wants to sing, so she can't take herself with her every day. The attic is locked, so she is locked in the attic.The small attic is covered with all kinds of blankets, and the cabinets are also wrapped in cotton cloth. When I was a child, I didn't have the strength to open any cabinets, and I have always been safe and sound.

Afraid that she would be bored and hungry, Muma bought a large bag of fried rice crackers and sprinkled two handfuls on the blanket every day so that she could crawl on the blanket and eat slowly.

Tsk! It's like feeding a chicken!Not picky eaters!

Thinking back to that time, Zhiping couldn't cry, otherwise the landlady would poke the window with a long bamboo pole and scold the mother and aunt!

That landlord's voice of cursing is really loud, but he hasn't scolded himself much!

Senior level thinks it's lucky that he doesn't like to cry, otherwise his mother and aunt would be very worried.

My aunt said that she has been a fool since she was a child, and she learned to say "beautiful" to her aunt when she first knew how to call her mother.

I thought to myself: This should be taught by my aunt, right?Definitely is! .

The aunt also said that after she called the landlord "Niao Piao", the landlord never raised the rent again.

Senior Ping thought that it would be great if he still lived in the attic at the beginning, even if he couldn't call her a beautiful aunt, with his handsome face, how could the landlord be willing to scold him!

Senior Ping thought that it would be great if he could go back to his childhood, so that he could remember everyone, father, mother, elder brother, second brother, and younger sister. Even if they forgot him, he could still secretly go to Zizhai to visit them in your mansion.

Two people who have never met before meet in a certain place. They don't know me, but they sneak a few glances with a secret in their hearts, which is quite romantic.

Maybe I can pretend to be a passenger and help my father carry the suitcase on the train. My father will definitely praise me as a good boy who is willing to help others. Maybe I will go home and tell my mother that I once met a young man who helped him carry his luggage.. ....

Maybe I can wait on the second brother's way to school and secretly take away his homework, and he may squat on the street and cry... and then send him to school, and the second brother feels that he is too careless, probably snot thank me...

Maybe I can go to my sister's painting class, leave a masterpiece on her drawing board, let her see what art is, feel ashamed...

Maybe I can wait at the gate of Zi Zhai to peep at Big Brother, but Big Brother may notice that I am peeping at him, but no matter how smart Big Brother is, he will never know that I used to be his younger brother, Young Master Xiaozi, maybe he will treat me as a Thief

When I think about my qualifications, I think it's funny. It's really not good. When the time comes to fight with him, it will be a practice. The elder brother must not have thought how the thief is so good at martial arts...

It would be great if I could beat my elder brother to the ground while he wasn't paying attention!

Seniority Ping knew very well that he was thinking wildly, but he still couldn't help it!

He looked into the dark mid-air, where there was nothing, no one was looking at him, and there was no need to speak.

Senior Ping felt as if something was oppressing him and he couldn't breathe, his chest was tight, his heart was uncomfortable, his stomach was uncomfortable, his arms hurt, his hands hurt, and the place where the second brother kicked also hurt...

If the eldest brother knew that the second brother kicked me, he would definitely beat the second brother.

Ji Liping thought of the first time he fell ill in Zi's house, he had a fever, his throat was sore, and he couldn't eat because his saliva hurt!At that time, I probably already knew what it means to be spoiled and arrogant, not to get injections, not to take medicine, not to eat, crying until my voice became hoarse, and I could only speak softly, without stopping for a moment!However, the whole family surrounded me, mother, father, mother, elder brother, and even the second elder brother all brought toys.

How wonderful it was then!

Mom cooked white porridge, although it was tasteless at all, Dad bought sugar, even though the sugar was too much, Mom didn't expect her son to become more delicate?

At this time, the eldest brother brought over egg custard. The tender eggs, with a few drops of fresh and salty soy sauce, swayed tremblingly in the bowl.

I still remember my eldest brother saying "This is specially made by my elder brother for petty bourgeoisie"

personally?specially?

Xiao Zhiping also knows that egg custard tastes the same, but every time he gets sick, he calls for the egg custard made by his elder brother.Therefore, as long as Zhiping is sick, the eldest brother will take the initiative to ask for leave to stay at home with his young master Xiaozi.

However, the second brother who wants to be an athlete has always been as strong as a bull, and the second brother who is not sick is so angry that he wants to cry, and he despises the petty brother even more!

Now, the young master Xiaozi was sick, but no one specially steamed egg custard, and no one gave toys.

Senior level has not eaten well in the past few days, and today he ran all day on an empty stomach. In order not to worry your father and Guiyi at night, he forced himself to eat a bowl of noodles and ate so fast!

It's really bad retribution to think about the qualifications!

Qi Liping felt more and more like a needle prick in his stomach, so he had to curl up and put his hands on his stomach, hoping to relieve it.But the symptoms not only didn't get better, but seemed to be more serious, with cold sweat coming out, he had to push his hands slightly, but felt that he was going to vomit acid water.

Seniority Ping no longer felt that he was lying on the bed, but seemed to be on top of a wave, his mind was shaking dizzily.

Seniority Ping had no choice but to get up, leaning on the wall, and went to the bathroom to spit out all the noodles he ate that night.

Sure enough, it was much more comfortable. Seniority lay back on the bed, only thinking that maybe he ate too fast at night, and thought vaguely:

“I would have known better if I wanted a bowl of egg custard”