Good gay friend actually wants to gay me!

Will the power disappear?This inevitably made Qin Yuxi feel a little worried, and even inexplicably panicked.

What is even more worrisome is the relationship between him and Chu Youming. Why did they get together in a muddle? !

Yes, Qin Yuxi didn't take it seriously when she promised to fall in love.

The main reason is that there is no difference from how they get along with each other on weekdays, and the positions of the two of them are not well adjusted.

Even if it was almost the last step of kissing and hugging, he could tell himself confidently that this was just a comfort between straight men, and he dared to do anything when he wanted.

It's because I didn't care too much, or maybe I ignored it on purpose, and it didn't feel real when I was fucked.He was so shocked that he couldn't speak at that moment, but afterwards it felt like a fake.

Qin Yuxi was so worried that she scratched her hair, lay on the bed with her buttocks pouted, and sighed while looking at the scenery outside the hotel.

Yes, Qin Yuxi fled to the hotel, and being at home would affect his thinking, every time Chu Youming could find a bunch of other words to lead him away.

Qin Yuxi's mind was straight, and he felt a faint feeling of strangeness in his heart, but he couldn't recall what was strange at all.

After a day of chaos, he woke up the next morning and was almost scared to death.There was something buried in his body, jumping and jumping, Chu Youming came in while he was sleeping, felt his awakening, the other party actually swelled a little, smiled and whispered in his ear: "The past few years I want to make it up for it.”

Qin Yuxi's stuck head has not yet felt the taste, and he was tossed over and over again all night by being spread pancakes... It's ashamed to say, because the taste of meat is gluttonous, the brain didn't refuse, and the muddled one night passed .

On the morning of the third day, Qin Yuxi woke up leisurely, saw the post-it note on the refrigerator, and complained unconsciously: "Spicy old Chu, you actually left me for a meeting!"

As soon as he finished speaking, he felt something was wrong.Why do these words sound like a resentful woman? !

No, why did he and Chu Youming pretend to be real? ?

What about guarding the chrysanthemum? !What about Plato? !Why did he offer chrysanthemums in a brain-twitch later, just to keep Chu Youming and stay by his side...

Even though Qin Yuxi's mind was muddled, the more he thought about it, the more something went wrong, and the hairs all over his body stood on end.

His mind was getting more and more confused, and in order to understand his thoughts, he packed up his things and fled immediately, leaving the house full of Chu Youming's atmosphere, and then fled to this small hotel.

Qin Yuxi sighed.

But he knew he couldn't go on.He had to sort out his thoughts little by little and face his feelings directly.

At the very beginning, when Chu Youming kissed him, he was still furious. Later, he didn't know when he got used to kissing, and he even felt the sensation of kissing. He didn't control his lust well, and he only cared about comfort and kissed more and more frequently.

He wasn't such a casual person at first, but he and Chu had such a good relationship. He usually slept in the same bed with his arms around him, and it didn't feel awkward. Molesting others, I don't even know that I was exposed.

Later, when Chu Youming said he liked him, he repeated it in his ear over and over again like hypnosis, his heart softened for some reason, as if he had turned on some switch, grasped some secret, his heartbeat was as violent as a deer, but he pretended to love him. Reluctantly, he agreed.

While agreeing, he also instinctively felt the danger, and made an agreement with Chu not to have sex.But the relationship between the two has escalated visibly, and he even feels panic and anxiety because he can't seduce Chu.

If it was teasing Chu Youming in the past, it was just for fun and evil, and I liked to see his reaction, and used this method to obtain a subtle sense of victory.

But later, teasing Chu became a way to confirm the sense of security. I was relieved for the other party's integrity and annoyed by the other party's indifference-does he really like me?Will he leave me if he doesn't like it?

This kind of thought was brewing in his head, and gradually changed its taste - as long as the love is still there, Chu Youming will not leave.

In order to keep Chu Youming, liking seems to have become a necessary way. He began to act like a baby unconsciously, flattering himself unconsciously, turning himself into lovers, and still had the illusion that they were just friends in his heart.

Two days ago, he broke the contract himself.The reason was that Chu Youming didn't respond to his teasing.

At first, I was afraid that the relationship between friends and lovers would bring unknown risks, but my mood gradually changed, and it turned into worrying that if there is no love, the relationship between the two will be alienated and interrupted, and they will be like strangers.

With this kind of worry in mind, he pushed himself forward step by step, sticking out his tortoise head, taking the initiative to tease and please, to rely on and to test.

Step by step, I put myself in the position of a lover, but I keep lying to myself that we are just friends.

Perhaps in his subconscious mind he already knew and was even more afraid that Chu Youming could not be retained only by superficial friendship. Only by dedicating himself and creating love can the bond between the two be maintained.

It took Qin Yuxi a whole day to figure it out.

He also felt that he was an idiot for doing such a stupid thing as bending himself; he also felt that Chu Youming was terrible, whether intentionally or not, he induced himself to be like this.

But Qin Yuxi couldn't bear him, not just as his only friend, after the relationship escalated, apart from the emotional attachment, he seemed to have really tasted the sweetness of love, and was a bit slanderous.

He slandered and wanted to eat Chu Youming's candy.

It seems that if you eat it in your mouth, you can keep the sweetness in your heart, like a bottle of gas storage tank, which makes people dizzy and anesthetized, and drowns in a deadly trap.

——It may also be that the virgin's sexual intercourse is too comfortable and softens his nerves, creating a strange illusion.

Qin Yuxi frowned, looking at the ceiling of the hotel, missing Chu Youming and afraid of Chu Youming.

I miss because he has become Chu Youming's lover, and I am afraid because he has become Chu Youming's lover.

After sorting out the clues, he was relieved but still felt terrified. He had accepted that he was Chu Youming's lover in his heart, but he felt awkward about the identity of his lover in his mind.

It's awkward, let alone shy.He felt ashamed that he fell in love with Chu Youming, and couldn't accept it for a while.

Qin Yuxi's heart was pounding, wanting but not daring to want it, he looked at the phone, looked at Chu Youming's account in WeChat, his fingers hesitated, but he kept shouting in his heart: find me, find me.

Don't sleep: "Where are you? Not home?"

Qin Yuxi was so frightened that her hands shook that she almost dropped her phone.

Qin Yuxi thought about it and edited for a long time before posting: "As long as you find me, I will be with you from now on, okay?"

Chu Youming: "... We've been together a long time ago, haven't we?"

Qin Yuxi pursed her lips and insisted: "I don't care, find me."

The doorbell rang in due course.

Qin Yuxi shuddered all over, thinking, it could be Chu Youming.

How can it be?

When he looked out through the cat's eyes, he was immediately frightened and his legs went limp.

Qin Yuxi panted heavily, sat on the spot for a few seconds, stood up, and opened the door with shaking hands.

He didn't dare to look directly into Chu Youming's eyes, and murmured, "How did you find me?"

Chu Youming: "I installed a tracker in your phone."

Qin Yuxi: "!!!"

With such an excessive move, while his scalp was numb, he actually felt a little peace of mind. Could it be that his love head has turned into Stockholm! !