chasing the sun

Still took out the gun, covered it with a schoolbag, and opened the safety.

After everything was tidied up, the girl sat down, and the woman squeezed into the back seat, sitting behind the girl, then Li Cheng stepped into the car, and turned around to say something, the girl and the woman both laughed, they put their arms around Li Cheng's waist, Li Cheng started the car, a little crookedly and very slowly. . . . . . .

Zhang Jiu kept watching, and when Li Cheng's electric car came to a position where he could be seen, Zhang Jiu didn't dodge, let alone take away his schoolbag and shoot.Zhang Jiu suddenly developed disdain for this man who killed the innocent boatman and lived a miserable life. He even felt that killing him would tarnish the drug lord Jiangyang thief Gao Xiaoshan who used an electric car at the door of his home in Shijiazhuang. Take yourself to work. . . . . .Or maybe that was what they had dreamed, and their dreams were shattered, but at least others' dreams could continue. . . . . . .

When Zhao Gang, that is, Li Cheng saw Zhang Jiu standing there, he was very surprised, the car swayed, women and children shouted, and Li Cheng quickly focused on driving.At that moment, Zhang Jiu thought that if Li Cheng stopped the car and walked towards him, he would kill him.Then he saw Li Cheng's electric car continue to drive crookedly out of the dormitory area.

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Zhang Jiu followed the advice of his well-meaning colleagues, and he went to a big hospital in the city to see a doctor. Team Xue said that it was not a hospital of their system, and even in special cases, Zhang Jiu would be reimbursed for medical expenses.Zhang Jiu went to the only psychiatric hospital in the city. He told the doctor that he had two problems. The first one was sleep. It lasted an hour and a half, and the shortest was 10 minutes. He slept so much in one night.But this is not what torments him the most. The bigger problem is that since his lover passed away, he wants to live on the one hand, and feels that he is always by his side. It was too painful, so painful that he wanted to die, wanted to end, this kind of contradiction made him go crazy. . . . . . .

The doctor said that your lover must have hoped that you would live well after she left.

Zhang Jiu nodded vigorously and said yes, that's what he said, and what he said was exactly the same.He thinks it's great to be alive, and he doesn't want to die, so he desperately tries his best to keep me alive and to live well for him, but he doesn't know that it's better to live like this if he misses him.Zhang Jiu didn't have a sad expression when he spoke, but his eyes were red.

The doctor didn't understand. He asked Zhang Jiu, but Zhang Jiu didn't explain. The doctor could only say, firstly, he should use medicine to treat insomnia, and secondly, he believed that time is the best medicine.

Zhang Jiu verified his usual prejudice with practical experience. Psychologists are all liars. He still has to find a way to find something to do by himself. In Gao Xiaoshan's words: toss.Zhang Jiu asked the team for a vacation, which was suggested by Team Xue very early on, but he never accepted it.Zhang Jiu first got in touch with Xiao Shan's sister, saying that he was Xiao Shan's best friend during his lifetime, and then ran to Tianjin.

Sister Xiaoshan is a straightforward person. She promised to meet Zhang Jiu, so she made an appointment to meet in a park that does not require tickets. Sister Xiaoshan said that Xiaoshan always came to this park with her classmates when she was a child.She was surprised when she saw Zhang Jiu, and said that he was very different from the photo, which was very young and handsome.Only then did Zhang Jiu realize how dull he had become, and it was his appearance that he cared most about in the past, because he felt that his appearance hadn't changed much.

They were sitting on a secluded bench in the park. Miss Xiaoshan told Zhang Jiu that all of Xiaoshan's funeral affairs were entrusted to Thailand, and his brother-in-law flew to Thailand to bring the ashes back.At first they kept hiding it from their parents, but because she couldn't help feeling sad, she finally told them.Although it was difficult for the parents to accept, they still survived the illness. After all, they had been psychologically prepared for so many years.

Zhang Jiu said that he wanted to invite Xiaoshan's parents and Xiaoshan's sister and brother-in-law to have a meal together. Xiaoshan thought about it and said no, saying that they try not to mention Xiaoshan in front of their parents now, just pretending that Xiaoshan is still living outside.Zhang Jiu nodded in understanding, and then he took out a bank card. He said that the money in it was his salary, allowances, and bonuses when he was stationed abroad. This was left to Xiaoshan’s parents, which was regarded as honoring his parents for Xiaoshan. Yes, use this money to travel and relax, the password is Xiaoshan's birthday.

Sister Xiaoshan went from being surprised, to refusing to give in, to holding it in her hand, and looked at Zhang Jiu with that slightly frowning expression, and said: You and Xiaoshan are a couple, right?

Zhang Jiu was stunned.

Sister Xiaoshan: Xiaoshan later posted a lot of photos of the two of you, and said that now he is getting married and starting a family. . . . . .But I was terrified and didn't dare to ask him. . . . . .Are you really a couple?

Zhang Jiu looked at Sister Xiaoshan, his eyes suddenly turned red, and he nodded slightly, but he answered affirmatively: Yes, they are a couple, and they want to spend a lifetime together. . . . . . . .As Zhang Jiu spoke, tears began to gush out. He lowered his head, bent down, and clenched his fists to block his mouth and nose.Sister Xiaoshan also burst into tears immediately, and then she gently touched Zhang Jiu's back with her hands, as if to comfort him, and even hugged him, just like Lou Zhu's dead brother. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu knew that it was an outdoor public place, so he tried to restrain himself, but Zhang Jiu still felt that he hadn't cried so happily since Xiao Shan's death.Before, from the initial forcible suppression to the later numbness, at this moment, missing, remorse, grievance, helplessness, and despair. . . . . . .All emotions seem to burst out in front of loved ones.

Zhang Jiu felt much better after that. . . . . .

Zhang Jiu thought that he returned to Shijiazhuang after careful consideration, and he proceeded to sell the house. At that moment, Zhang Jiu could understand those people who were particularly obsessed with their heirs, because it seemed that their branch of the Zhang family had come here, as if they had never It's like being in this world.

During the process of selling the house, he was surprised to hear that someone from the police station had gone to his relatives to learn about Zhang Jiu's situation. They told him that Zhang Jiu had come back.

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When Zhang Jiu returned to Tarot, he resigned with Team Xue.Xue Cheng was not surprised at all, and said with a sour face that he had thought of it a long time ago, and he knew that Zhang Jiu was too fragile psychologically and would leave sooner or later.After finishing all the resignation procedures, a farewell party was held, and Zhang Jiu invited Xue Cheng to dinner.

Zhang Jiu first took out a newly purchased HP laptop with relatively high configuration, together with the packaging, invoice, warranty and other documents, and put them in Xue Cheng's car, and Xue Cheng asked Xue Cheng to accept them.He said that he is no longer a police officer, and they are not in a superior-subordinate relationship, and he has no intentions. He just overheard Dui Xue say that he robbed his son's computer, so he wanted to buy a small gift. Thank you from the team, from his secondment here to going undercover and more.

Xue Cheng was very surprised, and then said that this little gift is a bit big, but he didn't mean to refuse it.

When the two were eating and drinking, Captain Xue looked very happy, and said that today he must treat him no matter what, and Zhang Jiu would just say anything if he had anything to do, and he would help him out.Zhang Jiu smiled at the consistent handling style of the grassroots leaders of the public security. He no longer hated or despised him.

Zhang Jiu asked Xue Cheng, did they ever go to Shijiazhuang to investigate him?

Xue Cheng said yes, and asked the police in Shijiazhuang to ask, but he was suppressed and did not report at all.

Zhang Jiu: Why?You didn't mention it to me either?

Xue Cheng's face was flushed from drinking, and he talked a lot: What's the use of mentioning it to you?Your nerves are almost abnormal, and you are almost insane.Xue Cheng said that once Zhao Gang came back, he didn't believe his one-sided words so much. At that time, Zhao Gang was so invincible, a hero, it was incredible, but within two days, the Burmese police stopped doing it, and wanted to hunt down and kill Burmese officials. The real culprit.

Xue Cheng: I've been in this business for many years, and I've seen too many people. I have two skins, so it's reasonable to say anything.You are from my place, and I want to see people and corpses when I live. As long as you live, what you say will definitely be different from Zhao Gang.Xue Cheng also said that what Zhang Jiu and Zhao Gang said actually had loopholes, and it depends on who is more credible and who the investigators are willing to help.He said that Zhang Jiu looked like a person who knows the truth and knows justice.

Zhang Jiu laughed when he heard this, and then he lit a cigarette for Xue Cheng, clinked glasses, took a sip of wine, and then: My parents are gone, I regard you as my elder brother, thank you for taking care of me.I may never see you again in the future, but I want to tell you something from the bottom of my heart. . . . . . .I'm gay, Gao Xiaoshan and I are lovers, he died in front of me like that, I can't live with it no matter what. . . . . .

Xue Cheng looked at Zhang Jiu with straight eyes.

Zhang Jiu calmly confessed: But don't worry, I promise with my deceased parents that I have never betrayed a colleague. Later, I always wanted to protect Zhao Gang and his life. Gao Xiaoshan also promised me, but Zhao Gang betrayed first Me, kill me. . . . .Now it’s not that I, Zhang Jiu, are mentally fragile enough to become crazy and resign just because of an undercover mission and those experiences.

Xue Cheng was puzzled and interrupted: because Gao Xiaoshan died?If you are really gay. . . . . . .Isn't homosexuality just messing around!

Zhang Jiu looked at Xue Cheng, and he smiled peacefully: Homosexuals are the same as heterosexuals, some are promiscuous, some are serious, and some are emotional. . . . . . . .The thing that bothers me the most is that if I had killed Zhao Gang back then, even if the stockade had been wiped out because of ship robbery or drug dealer arms, I would definitely not be looking around for an ordinary member of the criminal gang who had left the criminal gang long ago. , and no one will pay attention to it. . . . . . .I killed the person I love the most,