Are the heartthrobs abused today? [Quick Transmigration]

Lin Jiu originally wanted to call out Qin Weibei's name, but stopped again.

He felt that something was wrong with Qin Weibei's eyes.

Those eyes were too complicated, and the dark emotions inside were surging, whether it was sadness or anger.

Lin Jiu didn't speak, he looked at Qin Weibei with some doubts, his eyes were still so clear and innocent, just like before.

One day ago, Qin Weibei, seeing Lin Jiu looking at him with such eyes, would have wished to give him everything he could; but now...

But now, Qin Weibei damn found out that he still couldn't refuse Lin Jiu like this.

Even if he has read the diary and already knows what Lin Jiu's so-called "love him" is... Even if he has learned the truth, Qin Weibei thought, even now, he can't get angry with Lin Jiu.

The pain of a sleepless night, and all the anger in his heart, the moment Lin Jiu looked over, it was as if the floating snow had met the sun, and it disappeared in an instant.

Qin Weibei recalled last night, he flipped through the black diary page by page, feeling more and more desperate in his heart.

Those doubts that flashed through his mind, and the seeming contradictions he felt when getting along with the boy, were finally answered.

It turned out that he didn't love him.

What is love at first sight, what is love to the bone, the object of all the love and passion of the young man, has never been him.

He is just an emotional sustenance, or in other words, just a substitute——

Those loves and hates in the past turned into a ridiculous lie in an instant.

Qin Weibei still remembered how his whole heart gradually sank and became cold when he realized this.

It turned out that everything was just a hoax.

But this lie, he has already taken it seriously.

Suddenly, a sense of sadness welled up in Qin Weibei's heart.

Lin Jiu still looked at him, his eyes full of doubts.He seemed to be thinking about how he made Qin Weibei unhappy.He thought about it carefully, and then said apologetically:

"Did you not sleep well? I'm sorry, I don't know... I was too self-willed yesterday. I insisted on you staying with me. I'm sorry."

Qin Weibei looked at Lin Jiu fixedly, and finally pulled out a sad smile.

"I told you, don't say sorry."

Qin Weibei sat up and approached Lin Jiu.

Lin Jiu was stunned, not knowing how to react for a moment.He didn't react until Qin Weibei reached out and pushed him down on the bed.

"You..." Lin Jiu's voice was surprised, with a hint of unnaturalness, and he stuttered a bit.

Qin Weibei looked at him seriously, but Lin Jiu couldn't understand the emotion in his eyes.

Lin Jiu was stiff all over, but Qin Weibei didn't do anything in the end.

Qin Weibei just asked: "If I want to do something to you, will you refuse?"

Lin Jiu didn't answer.

Qin Weibei smiled, not knowing whether it was unwillingness or self-deprecating.

Finally, he asked softly, "Am I really, really like him?"

Qin Weibei knew that it was meaningless to ask these questions now, but in the end, it was hard to understand.

Lin Jiu blinked: "What him? What are you talking about?"

"The one who always wears black, the one you have been looking for and loving for so long."

As soon as Qin Weibei said these words, the air suddenly froze.

A moment of silence.

Qin Weibei lowered his eyes halfway, not daring to look at Lin Jiu's expression.

He was scared, so scared that he went crazy.As soon as the words came out of his mouth, he regretted it.

Maybe he shouldn't have asked... maybe if he didn't ask, he could still pretend he didn't know and continue to play out this deception.

Qin Weibei thought desperately, even at this point, even if it was just a substitute...he didn't want to let Lin Jiu go.

Trembling, Qin Weibei bent down, embraced Lin Jiu, and put his head on Lin Jiu's shoulder.

"Jiujiu... I love you."

I love you.

When Qin Weibei just realized his feelings for Lin Jiu, Qin Weibei once imagined how to say this sentence to the young man, but he never thought that when he really said it, it would be so sad.

But now, I have fallen in love, how can I let go.

Qin Weibei didn't know how much he liked teenagers before; now he knows, even if he clearly knows that the other party doesn't love him, he would rather deceive himself and others, would rather fly moths to the fire, he can't let go of it, the love that has penetrated into the bone marrow.Just like what Lin Jiu did to him in the past.

How ridiculous, Qin Weibei thought.How did it become what it is today?Obviously not long ago, he still dismissed the love of teenagers...

But now, he was in a panic, afraid that the boy would not love him.

Qin Weibei gently embraced Lin Jiu, subconsciously avoiding the wound on the boy's back.

Even if his heart is going crazy with pain, he is not willing to be cruel to the young man, and he is not willing to make him frown.

In the end, the silence was broken by Lin Jiu.

"...What nonsense are you talking about?"

The young man's voice was cold, without fluctuations in tone, and there was a trace of coldness that rejected people thousands of miles away.

Qin Weibei's heart sank.

Lin Jiu exerted a little force, trying to push Qin Weibei away.Qin Weibei was worried that Lin Jiu's movements would hurt the wound on his back, so he didn't dare to force him, and let Lin Jiu push his hand away.

The boy propped himself up and avoided Qin Weibei.

Qin Weibei finally saw Lin Jiu's eyes clearly.

Indifference, alienation.

It was the eyes that Qin Weibei had never seen on Lin Jiu before...or the young man had never seen him like this before.

The way the boy looked at him was always focused, hot, and full of love.That look even troubled him and made him feel impatient.

Lin Jiu looked around and saw the black diary on the bedside.

Then his face turned a little colder.

"Who told you to look at my stuff?"

When Lin Jiu said this, there was a little anger in his voice.He pushed Qin Weibei away, grabbed the diary, walked into the study with a cold face, and slammed the door.

Qin Weibei was left alone in the room, and his blood gradually became cold.

... In the past, no matter how bad or excessive he was to Lin Jiu, he never saw Lin Jiu get angry.

It turns out that it's not that Lin Jiu can't get angry, it's just that he hasn't touched what he really cares about.

And what Lin Jiu really cared about was never him.

Qin Weibei lowered his head, saw the black nightgown on his body, and pulled out a bitter smile.

The author has something to say:

Qin Weibei: I have nothing to say today.

Thanks to Su Yue and Yao Xing Gemini for their landmines! !

Love you!Goodnight late night~